Blade of Wind

Xiu Huang's kiss was very gentle.

Gently lingering.

But to be honest, I didn't actually respond to his feelings.

Yes, I told him to come to me at night in the first place.But in the middle of the incident, A Deng fell into the water, and then A Ao was making trouble... Tonight is really not a good time.

But I said the words myself, and it is not easy to ask him to go back now.Fortunately, Xiu Huang was not in a hurry to do anything, he just hugged me, resting his head in the socket of my shoulder, rubbing his ears together.

I leaned against him, listened to his slightly rapid heartbeat, closed my eyes, while enjoying this kind of tenderness, while thinking about how to refuse him so as not to be embarrassed.

Xiu Huang leaned against my neck and sighed softly.

"What?" I raised my head and kissed the corner of his lips.

"I'm here tonight, just to give the Lord a reply, to give myself an answer. But..." He paused when he said this.

I smiled and said, "I told you a long time ago, just call me by my name."

"I can keep my position by addressing you, Master." Xiu Huang also smiled, "Master, you don't care about a person's title, right?"

... Yuexi also said something about the position of a courtier, but she didn't expect to hear it from Xiuhuang again at this time.

In fact, it's not that Xiu Huang never called me by my name before, or this change of address is a manifestation of his inner sway?

I frowned somewhat incomprehensibly, but he was right, it was just a title, so there was really no need to worry too much about it.Since he thought so, let him be fine.

I waved my hand and asked, "What did you get wrong just now? Is there anything hard to say?"

Xiu Huang took my hand, still hugged it in his arms, and said: "Although I'm a bit reluctant...but, my lord, won't you go to Taifu?"

I was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him: "Why did you mention Ah Ao all of a sudden?"

He just looked at me quietly, with gentle eyes and a knowing smile.

I coughed, and then snorted, "Why do I have to go to him? It's obvious that he is angry for no reason, okay? I didn't offend him, so why should I go..."

Xiu Huang laughed lightly.

I shut my mouth and glared at him angrily.

Xiu Huang smiled, stretched out his finger and gently poked my face, "At this time, I feel that the Lord is really just a teenage girl."

"Well, what if I'm just an idiot and childish?"

Xiu Huang pinched my face and said with a smile: "I didn't say that. The quarrelsome Lord is very cute, but don't you think that if you are really with me tonight, Taifu will be too pitiful?"

I lowered my eyes, pulled his hand down, and said nothing.

Although I didn't have much in the mood to have fun with him from the beginning, but when he mentioned Ao in this way, my mood became complicated in an instant.

"Taifu...you worked hard to show your charm this afternoon." Although Xiu Huang was smiling, he hugged me a little tighter. On the one hand... isn't it a little too ruthless?"

... who said I don't care anymore?

This sentence almost came out of my mouth, I raised my eyes to look at him again, but pursed my lips again, and changed the words that came to my lips to "Don't you think Ah Deng looks strange?"

Xiu Huang burst out laughing, "My lord... don't pretend to be stupid, don't change the subject!"

I snorted sullenly, "What position are you talking to me on?"

"The people of Fang Country." Xiu Huang said slowly.

I could only stare blankly again, frowning and looking at him.

"Don't look at me like that." Xiu Huang said, using the fingers that pinched my face before, gently stroked the center of my brows, and said, "I hesitated for a long time before I decided on my position. I, first of all, is a Fang The people of the country, and then a man who loves you. My lord, the king of Fang Kingdom is the first, and then the woman I love. It is not easy to ensure this, please don't let me be shaken, my lord."

This passage was a bit convoluted, and it took me a few seconds to digest it before I said, "What do you mean, that in your heart, Fang Country's interests will always override my own wishes, right?"

Xiu Huang nodded frankly, "It can be said that. Strictly speaking, this is my original purpose of getting close to the Lord. I want to see what kind of country the Lord can turn Fangguo into. Then follow the Lord in this way. In the country, live together for a long time."

I was speechless for a moment.

In fact, he was right, and he couldn't be blamed.Let me say it up front, I am not in love with him, and I will not treat him wholeheartedly, so I am not qualified to ask others to put me first.What's more, it is only my country that ranks ahead of me.

...What is there to be dissatisfied with?

Although the truth is clear, but hearing him say this with my own ears, I still feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, and I can't help snorting again, "No wonder Yuexi appreciates you. Don't you think I will affect Fangguo if I don't go to Aao? The fate of the country?"

Xiu Huang said: "Maybe, maybe not. But obviously, this kind of thing will affect the mood of the master and Taifu. For Fanguo, of course, it is better for the master and Taifu to be in harmony."

I squinted at him, "Aren't you afraid that if we get along too well, we'll do something weird and lose our way?"

Xiu Huang laughed and said, "So the Lord is worried about this?"

I didn't answer.

In fact, the joke of "doing this kind of thing is not afraid of breaking the law?" I made it with Ao when I first became the throne.I knew then that he liked me, but a joke was just a joke.

It was not until a while ago that I kissed him actively and consciously for the first time in the carriage.

That kiss was like a catalyst for a fundamental change in our relationship.

I don't regret it.

But... It's not as calm as accepting other men.

What's more, every time I think of that kiss, I will vaguely see the haggard face of the former King Jing, and hear her shrill voice calling Jing Qi.

The queen who fell in love with her own unicorn and lost her way is probably the saddest character in the entire Twelve Kingdoms in my memory.

When I first arrived in Fangguo, I was busy adapting to the environment, and then there were demons, natural disasters, and rebellions. Even Yuexi was like a sword hanging over my head. Every threat was worse than "lost justice" It is more obvious to be direct, one carelessness can kill us, how can we care about the "lost justice" somewhere?

At this time, although I said it casually, but when Xiu Huang asked her back, I realized that I was indeed worried.

Can live, who wants to die?

I don't want to become like King Jing of the previous generation.I don't want Ao to fall ill because of this.

The unicorns suffering from the disease of losing morality in the animation are too miserable. If Ah Ao... I can't even imagine it.

Xiu Huang smiled again and said, "My lord seems to have misunderstood something."

"What?" I asked.

"Throughout the ages, the monarchs of various countries have lost their way, not because of what they like. It's because they didn't control themselves and did crazy things. For example, a lord likes singing and dancing, which is not a bad thing. But he is addicted to singing and dancing Abandoning political affairs, this is the beginning of the loss of justice." Xiuhuang said slowly, "For example, the Prospect King who abdicated not long ago. She did not lose her way because she fell in love with Jing Qi, but because of her own love. He and Jealousy issued a series of ridiculous decrees, which made Jing Qi fall ill."

It was the first time I heard this kind of statement, so I couldn't help turning my head and staring at him with wide eyes.

Xiu Huang lowered his head and kissed me, and said: "In my opinion, it may be more likely that the Lord will cause problems if he blindly avoids and suppresses his feelings like this. Since the Lord can accept me, why can't he try to make Taifu As an ordinary person?"

... This person can actually say such things while hugging and kissing me.

I was a little dumbfounded, but I had to admit that maybe he was right.If Aao and I get into a fight every three days, it's really not a good thing.

I sighed, "Then what if I can't control myself to do something crazy?"

"I heard what the Lord said at the court meeting a few days ago." Xiu Huang smiled and learned what I said that day, "'If I go wrong, you will drag me back; if I do something wrong, you will drag me back. You should wake me up severely. This is the duty of being a minister!' The lord also gave Lord Yuexi the token."

He paused, and looked at me with his dark eyes, his eyes were gentle and firm, "I believe that the Lord will not lose his way in this kind of thing, and please trust our subjects. You still have us, if you leave Wrong way, we will definitely drag you back."

I raised my eyes and looked at him for a long time, then laughed out loud and said, "Okay, then I'll go."

"En." Xiu Huang replied, but he didn't let go of his hand holding me.

I raised my eyebrows slightly.

He smiled, leaned into my ear, and whispered softly: "...or...a little... reluctant..."

...what should I say?

I didn't speak for a while, Xiu Huang turned his face and kissed me again, then took a deep breath, let go, stood up, saluted and said goodbye to me.

I watched him go out, feeling a little complicated, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

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