Helpless

The ladders were all pulled out by them, and Mikiko's voice came down unhurriedly: "Nozomi Sugiyama, I actually asked my parents to adopt you."

She never mentioned this point.And Nozomi Sugiyama could only have one thought in an instant: something is wrong, and there is a very bad feeling...it is absolutely impossible to be a good thing.

"Do you know how disgusting I am every day?" Mikiko's voice was still very nice, but there was a deep echo in the dark and narrow cellar, which made Sugiyama Xi feel particularly oozing, and her whole body felt cold, and kept cold From the bottom of my heart, "...I actually want to hold hands with a half-human, half-animal monster every day, and sleep and eat together. I feel nauseous just thinking about it. Why do you think I take a bath for so long every day? Because I It's disgusting, it makes me sick to touch you! It's so dirty!"

Sugiyama Nozomi raised his head, looking at the faint light at the entrance of the cellar above his head.Mikiko's face and the faces of the group of laughing and gloating children were all against the light, so she couldn't see clearly, only that they were blurred, like ghosts.Then a mouthful of saliva landed on her forehead, and then it seemed that they were inspired by the first person to make such a move. These people tried their best to poke their heads over, spitting towards the bottom one after another.

She didn't dodge or dodge, she just stood there, and it took a while to come back to her senses. On her face, arms, and neck...there were disgustingly dirty spittle... No, it should be said , Sugiyama Nozomi has always been the only one who is hated like that.All the disgusting memories of being spit on the skin were revived in an instant.

"Don't you want to know why?" Mikiko's voice was not as lively and friendly as usual, with a condescending condescension, "No matter what I say, I should let you know the truth." She stepped aside while talking. The person who had been hiding in the dark took her place at this time, looking down from the entrance of the cellar, squinting his eyes, showing a proud and happy smile: "Monster Sugiyama Xi, I told you not to be too arrogant! Last time You just rely on more people ... Who can help you this time? What about those smelly boys?! Hahahaha is gone, you really thought you are a monster like you, can you find your companion? Disgusting monster, who would really treat you as a companion!"

Sugiyama Nozomi recognized the voice for a long time, then squinted his eyes to look at that face for a long time...it was probably that tall and strong boy who was haunted.She thought numbly, how fateful she was to be with him in her previous life.

"Do you know how long I've been looking for you?" The tall and strong boy gritted his teeth and shouted excitedly, "Xi Shanshan, you are a broom star! Whoever adopts you will be unlucky, your parents are like this, and so is your teacher! But They deserve it too! To actually sympathize with you bastard, they deserve all of them to be unlucky!"

"Tell her so much what to do... Hurry up, it won't be good if someone sees it." Someone beside him persuaded, "Hurry up, take it here, that... girl, stand aside!"

Before I even had time to think about the meaning of this sentence, things had already happened.Suddenly, a large piece of stuff fell from the top of her head, and then the lid of the cellar entrance was slammed shut, and there were lively discussions outside.

Mikiko stood a little further away, biting her lip to watch the boys pour things in: "...will she die?"

"Who knows! Even if this kind of monster is dead, it doesn't matter! And even if someone finds it here, it will already stink!" The tall and strong boy glanced at her, "Don't forget, my dad... The heavens and humans killed them! All the heavens and humans deserve to die! She is the evil seed left by the heavens and humans!"

Sugiyama Nozomi's scream came from the cellar, so tragic that his voice seemed to be hoarse.

What they poured down was a whole basket of all kinds of bugs or other things, such as cockroaches, mice, slugs, mountain ants, and the like.They all fell head-on to Sugi Shanxi, the cellar was so dark and narrow, she had no place to hide, she could only stamp her feet desperately, and slapped her body vigorously—there were so many bugs, she only had two hands , where can Paida come over?The bugs crawled all over her body, and when she screamed, she seized the opportunity to get into her mouth again.She rushed out, she didn't even have time to be sad at this moment, she just threw away the things crawling on her body with all her strength.

The viscous liquid from the worm's body slid inch by inch along her skin, it was so disgusting that one wanted to die immediately!And then...the snake!A slender snake felt her body temperature, entwined and climbed up her body.This warm, slimy feeling... She closed her mouth tightly, and let out a mournful and desperate cry from her throat.

Since then, the closed darkness and bugs have become the two things she fears the most.As long as she comes into contact with these things, she will immediately think of that moment.At that moment, Sugiyama Nozomi, who was powerless and had nowhere to escape, was like a dying dog.

Fear to the extreme, maybe something hidden in the body will be forced out.As if going crazy, at that moment, she didn't know where the killing intent came from, maybe it was the ruthlessness of being driven to the end, she reached out to grab the snake, opened her mouth and bit down hard, her mouth was full of bloody liquid.Regardless of whether it was poisonous or not, she bit the snake to death and slammed it against the wall, then groped for a thick wooden stick on the ground next to it, picked it up, desperately and crazily, like a madman, and swung it vigorously.

In fact, it is very difficult to aim at the target in this environment, let alone these little bugs, but she gritted her teeth, put all her resentment on the wooden stick, and beat it around like crazy.If she couldn't hit it, she stepped on it hard, as if she had been electrocuted, and kept on stomping hard for a moment.The sound of blood, mucus, and even insect shells splashing around became the only thing in her head that could prove that she was still alive at this time.

……

I don't know how long it took, but she couldn't tell what liquid was on her body. In short, they all mixed together, giving off a stench that made people want to vomit.There were corpses of bugs all over the place, and she squatted on the ground, biting the little snake's meat expressionlessly, chewing hard, and then swallowed it with difficulty, sticky blood and dirt, dust, spider webs and the like Everything was mixed together, and she swallowed it together without hesitation.

She was very hungry, and she couldn't think of a way to get out of this ghost place for the time being.Even sadness and anger take strength, and she was starving, with no choice but to eat the corpses of these things.If it was poisonous, then she deserved it, so she might as well be poisoned to death.

I don't know how long it took, and suddenly a small voice came from above my head.She looked up indifferently to see the ladder stretched in after the cover was removed, accompanied by a suppressed urgent voice: "You, are you still there? Quick... Come out quickly! Come on!"

She didn't hesitate for even a second, and immediately got up and climbed up the ladder at a very fast speed.When the other party saw her dirty and messy at this time, she was so frightened that she gasped. If she hadn't realized in advance whether she would be dead, she would have really felt that she had crawled out of hell. evil spirits.

"You...you you you are you alive or dead now?!" The other party's voice trembled.

"Alive." She said blankly, then bowed to the savior, "Thank you."

"No...it's nothing." The other party said with an unnatural expression, "Anyway, I was also involved in this matter... But after I went back, my brother found out and beat me up. I think it's too... …I don’t know if you’re still alive, so let’s come and have a look… In short, you should leave quickly, and don’t go back!”

She nodded, turned and ran.After running for two steps, he stopped and looked back at him: "What's your name?"

"Oh, don't worry about it so much! Run away! Mikiko and the others probably won't come here for the time being, but it's hard to guarantee..."

She changed the sentence pattern and asked again persistently: "What's your name?"

"...Kai Tianyu == you go quickly..."

She turned and ran away without looking back.

***

Relying on her own memory, she ran all the way back to Songyang Private School.This place was already in ruins, and there was a silver curly haired man lying in the shade of a tree next to the ruins, holding grass in his mouth, and staring at the sky blankly.Until the sky was replaced by a distressed face.

"...Let's talk about it first. If the married daughter throws water, if the husband's family doesn't want you, then go to self-reliance and become a strong woman. Don't go back to your mother's house to cry, and at any rate, you should review your responsibilities first." He was weak. Said, "Besides, Yinsang, I have no money to support you."

"The last one is the most important reason, right?!... It's only been a few months, why is the village so desolate?" He didn't ask, she didn't intend to say the reason why she ran back, and she changed the subject. , "Have you stayed here all this time?"

He didn't answer her.

After a while, she lay down on the ground next to him and said, "Then I'll stay here with you...waiting for the teacher to come back. Let me know in advance, don't try to drive me away, I'm not going anywhere."

Although the truth of the matter is that there is nowhere else for her to go but here.Apart from Songyang Private School, she couldn't find a place in this world that could accommodate herself.Apart from the teacher's side, she couldn't find a place where she could feel more at ease.

Although, they have not waited for Teacher Songyang's return.

***

In the evening, Yasuhara Tong brought something to Sakata Yinshi, and was amazed at the person who should not have appeared at this time——Sugiyama Nozomi, and besides his face was clean, his clothes were all in a mess, and he was talking to Yinshi What - of course, the latter still looked blank, silently looking at the sky, and did not respond to her.

Ever since the Songyang private school was destroyed by fire, Teacher Songyang was taken away, and all the students were separated, he has been like this all the time, persistently staying beside the ruins of the private school, refusing to go anywhere.An Yuantong tried to pretend not to pay attention to him, but the observation result from hiding in the distance was that when he brought something over, he grabbed it and ate it. If he didn't bring something over, he would get up and look for something to eat when he was hungry. Then I went back to the ruins of the private school.

But it won't work if it goes on like this.Yasuhara Tong understands this very well, but squatting next to him all day long is almost hoarse from persuasion, what should Sakata Yinshi do or what should he do: lie in the shade of a tree to sleep or stare at the sky in a daze, get up and leave when hungry looking for food...

This appearance of him reminded An Yuantong of him who was brought back by the teacher a long time ago.At that time, he was always silent and expressionless in a daze, holding the teacher's knife in his arms, eating when he was hungry, sleeping after eating or continuing to be in a daze.It wasn't until a period of time in the private school that he gradually changed into the joking and joking look he was later on.And now, with the teacher gone, it seemed that something important had been taken from his soul.

As for Sugiyama Nozomi...why is she here?Still look like this?She obviously left voluntarily, and I heard from my mother that the family was really good.Speaking of it, Yasuhara Tong originally thought that as orphans adopted by the teacher like Sakata Gintoki, Sugiyama Nozomi and Sakata Gintoki usually have a lot to say, and the emotions they witnessed the night when the teacher was taken away were so strong and abnormal, they should be with Sakata Yinshi goes in and out at the same time... But he was wrong.Sugiyama Nozomi obediently accepted the fact that he was adopted and left the township where the private school is located. Although he seemed reluctant, he never said a word of regret, and just followed the adults.

Before she left, she just asked Yasuhara to remember to deliver food before some curly-haired idiot starved to death, and then it was nothing.When An Yuan couldn't hold back and asked her, she seemed to be taken aback, and after thinking for a while, she answered seriously: "Because I'm not natural."

... What kind of answer is this!

As An Yuantong thought about it, Sugiyama Xi had already noticed someone coming, and looked up: "... Ah Tong!"

He walked over and put the basket on the ground: "Xiaoxi, why are you back? Are you alone? How has your time been? When are you going back? Have you eaten? Are you hungry?...Eh?!=口= " Sugiyama Xi suddenly got up and hugged him, which made him not come back to his senses for a moment, and hurriedly said, "What's wrong?! Have you been bullied?! My mother said that family is not bad! What's wrong? What's wrong? It's..."

"It's okay, long time no see, why don't you give me a hug." She let go of him and said with a smile, "Sure enough, I still can't bear to stay here, so I came back."

"Don't say it so easily!" An Yuantong was not in the mood to joke with her at all, "Quickly tell me what's wrong, why did you say such a thing suddenly!"

"It's okay, I said I don't want to go. Didn't you say before that I should squat here like this curly hair and not move?" She said, taking advantage of the situation and kicked the corpse lying on the ground Sakata Gintoki.

"But you also said you..."

"Is it okay if I don't know myself well enough? Oh, don't worry about it so much. Anyway, I'm back. Why don't we see each other more often in the future? How nice it is."

"But...but I'm moving away!" An Yuantong said anxiously, "I'm here today to deliver things and talk about it with Yinshi! My family is moving out, and I probably won't have a chance to come here in the future. I have to Persuading Yinshi to quickly find a way out and rely on for himself, otherwise what is the solution if this continues!" He scratched his head more and more impatiently, "As a result, I haven't solved a Yinshi yet, Xiaoxi, how can you... not a single one of them!" Now that I know what to do, there is nothing I can do about the two of you! =皮=”

Even he is leaving.But anyway, everyone has almost left, and they will always stay where they are, so what else can there be?Sugiyama Nozomi hooked his lips and patted An Yuan's shoulder: "Isn't that just right, with me here, you don't have to worry about curly hair!"

…………… Can I say that I will feel more headaches!The consequences of the two of you together make me unable to eat the third bowl of rice just thinking about it!An Yuantong covered his face and thought so.