Helpless

In an instant, the man didn't seem to see Wanqi Heshang's movements clearly, he only felt a tingling pain in his heart. He stared blankly at the man wearing earphones covered in blood in front of him, slowly lowered his head, and suddenly the knife slammed The ground was pulled out from the heart, just as freely as when I pulled out the knife from the woman's body just now—no, or more powerful and faster—the blood gushed out like a fountain, and sprayed into a red mist.

Wanqi Heshang's voice still sounded flat: "You misunderstood, Yamazaki was the one who made the move."

(#‵′) If there is a misunderstanding, please clarify it as soon as possible (#‵′)

——Mr. Hijikata, you don't even let off Chinese girls, you are really inferior to a beast. BY Okita Sougo

——………Don’t just look at other people’s phones! BY Toshiro Hijikata

--ah?Are you afraid that evidence of your perversion will be discovered?It's okay, Mr. Hijikata, you have the words 'I'm a pervert' written all over your face. Pervert Hijikata, go to hell, although you won't be saved if you die. BY Okita Sougo

——you are going to die!People who peek at other people's mobile phones are not qualified to say this, you bastard Sougo (#‵′)! BY Toshiro Hijikata

——Hey, isn’t this a photo of the little girl in Wanshiwu, Shisi, so you treat her—haha, you are going to start a family too! BY Isao Kondo

——Why do you say such things, Boss Kondo? !It's just that I couldn't help myself when I was possessed by the demon knife! BY Hijikata Shiro

——Who knows whether it was possessed by the demon sword, or Hijikata, you accidentally exposed your perverted nature and blamed innocent Dao? BY Okita Sougo

It was originally a kingdom of warriors, but one day, monsters with animal heads and human bodies suddenly fell from the sky. These monsters have more advanced and powerful weapons, and are stronger than ordinary humans in physique and strength, etc. Therefore, it is easy to defeat the already decayed shogunate army.Then the people who woke up were dissatisfied with being invaded by monsters, and spontaneously organized to fight against heaven and man. That period was called the period of the war against barbarians.

In the war against barbarians that lasted for nearly 20 years, the bloody fighters perished with heaven and man on the front line, and the common people were also displaced and suffered a lot due to the continuous war, and it was difficult to have a relatively stable and happy environment.

Sugiyama Nozomi and her adoptive mother's family were forced to move from the village where they used to live, and I don't know how many places they have been to.In all her memories at that time, there were only one corpse after another, and endless wandering.She didn't complain, she wasn't angry, or she didn't have the time and energy at all.Although it is not always expressionless, but often in a daze alone for a long time, the adoptive mother never knows what she is thinking.She just eats, sleeps, and helps her adoptive mother as usual. In fact, precocious children like her are not uncommon in the turbulent war life. Everyone has memories of family ruin behind them, so the adoptive mother does not do much except love her. think.

The adoptive mother picked her up when she was dying of hunger when she went to the wild to plan wild vegetables. She was never able to ask anything other than her name from her mouth, and she stopped asking for a long time.She was an ordinary kind woman. Her husband died early and she had no children, so she raised the little girl she picked up as her own daughter.It's just that she is very worried about Sugiyama Nozomi's state, and often pretends to complain and say: "Xiaoxi really, it would be better to play more with friends of the same age. This time we may not move out so soon, Try to find a companion to play with, Xiao Xi."

companion?I don't have that kind of thing.Sugiyama Nozomi thinks so, but in order not to worry her adoptive mother, she still goes to the open space near the nearby temple where children always play together, sits in the corner to pass the time in every possible way, and goes back after eating go home.

There are some children playing around in front of them. They are laughing and laughing, as if they are living in a peaceful and prosperous age, and they don't know pain at all.She looked at them quietly, although she was envious, she could always let herself sit here and watch quietly.

If you don't want to be hurt, the best way is to stay away from the crowd.Don't want to be abandoned, don't own it in the first place.This is the lesson she learned.

When I was younger, when my mother and father were still alive—when the beautiful woman and the cowardly man were alive, the adults in the village secretly told the things they knew as funny or dirty legends to them. I said it was "secretly", but in fact, I looked at Sugiyama Xi with strange eyes, and quickly stretched out my hand to pull my child back, slapped my child's hand, and used my own The voice that thought it was very secret said, "Why are you playing with that little monster—it's a monster, she's not human!"

And she could only stand where she was, watching the adults tear away the playmates she had found so hard to play with, cursing while pulling, even though she was cursing at her own children, her eyes kept glancing at the hands standing there. Sugiyama Nozomi is at a loss. "Remember, don't play with that little monster, you might be eaten by her!"

If you don't play, you don't play.She thought of this with a strong backbone, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, turned to go home with a stern face - as soon as she opened the door, she looked up and saw her mother who came in, and she obviously frowned her good-looking eyebrows, not concealing herself With disgust in his eyes, he got up and went into the back room.Even she didn't want to see herself, or she was really a superfluous person... Then why did she take herself back from the monster?She has never been able to understand the contradiction between them.

Later, the children stopped playing with her. When they saw her, the timid ones would turn around and walk away from her quickly.The brave one is to tell other people what he heard from the adults with all his heart and in a well-known voice-"Remember, stay away from Sugiyama Xi, she is a monster, not a human!"

She straightened her back and walked home from the street, not wanting to be seen as downcast—suddenly a stone was thrown on her head.She paused, and turned to look at the strongest little boy in the village. When he saw her gaze, he didn't care, and became even more angry. He bent down and picked up another small stone and threw it at her forcefully: "Monster!" Get out! Fuck your god! Go to hell!" He spat a mouthful of thick phlegm onto her arm as he spoke.So much so that in the following days and nights, when she closed her eyes, she could feel that she had returned to that time again, and the thick phlegm slowly slipped down her arm, leaving dirty and irregular traces all the way. .It's a disgusting feeling that makes people want to cut off that piece of meat.

Everyone hates heaven and man very much, and many children's fathers or elder brothers died on the battlefield when they fought against heaven and man.The strong boy's words were like a fuse for a moment, arousing the hatred and anger of all the children, and it was out of control. Seeing Sugiyama Xi standing there still, someone screamed, and everyone picked up from the ground together. He picked up a stone and threw it at her who was standing in the middle of the road, with the sound of spitting.

Sugi Shanxi subconsciously turned around and was about to run away, but was blocked in front of her by a strong boy: "You still want to run?!" He punched her down violently, crying while beating, "... Return my father! You bloody bastards! Go to hell, all of you—! Go to your mother’s bastards! I’m going to beat you to death!”

She squatted on the ground, put her head in her hands, curled up into a ball, and finally cried out: "I'm not...I'm not a monster..."

"You are a monster! Your mother and the monster gave birth to you!" The children gathered around her, beating her with fists and kicks.And she could only squat there, hugging her head tightly, crying and refuting in a low voice: "I'm not a monster...I'm not..."

……

When he woke up, the man had already carried him on his generous back, and he was walking slowly towards home.As if aware of the movement of carrying her on his back, the man turned his head, with a cowardly and apologetic smile as usual, hesitantly said: "Hey... If you have nothing to do in the future, the outside is not peaceful, you should stay at home and read a book. "

He is such a man without seeds. When his newlywed wife was snatched away by the gods, he could do nothing to accept the reality. Later, his wife fled back with the child born to the gods. He was so scared that he took his wife and fled to other places overnight. Village; now she will only ask her to stay out of the house to avoid being beaten—— Sugi Shanxi pursed her lips tightly, suddenly grabbed his shoulder, and bit down hard.

She heard the man snort, but still only had a flattering smile, with very sad eyes, and finally said nothing.So she let go, turned her head and spat hard, put her face on his shoulder, and lowered her eyes to watch his slow and steady steps.

"You're really useless." She said softly.

His steps paused for a moment, and then he resumed walking unhurriedly, with a gentle smile in his voice: "I didn't hear anything, Xi."

***

It's just such a man of every kind, a man who likes to pretend to be stupid. When the group of goddamn celestial beings finally tracked down and found this place, he was still standing there trembling in useless fright, unable to protect himself at all. wife.Watching helplessly as his wife hit Li Yi's knife and died, he stood there dumbfounded, knelt down on the ground, opened his mouth, and couldn't say anything.

Sugi Shanxi didn't care about him, and didn't want to care about the group of strange monsters. She walked slowly in front of her mother and squatted down: "Mother—uh——" She raised her head slightly, trying to relieve some of the pain on her neck.

The beautiful woman's face was covered with blood, she stared at her with hatred, her hands pinched her neck vigorously, her voice was as sharp and full of tearing as a bird flying over the sky above the village at dusk: "Why don't you die—why don't you die?! Why don't you die——!"

Sugi Shanxi gave up struggling, tears slowly filled her eye sockets, and rolled down from the corners of her eyes, she just stared at her mother with quiet and sad eyes.After a long while, the beautiful woman finally let go of her hand. She pushed Sugi Shanxi away, stood up unsteadily, and then threw herself forward, kicking up dust all over the floor.

She never got up again.

Sugiyama Nozomi sat on the ground, looking at her body, suddenly felt very strange.Suddenly, she heard a sound coming from behind her again, she looked back hesitantly, and saw that cowardly man looking down at the intestines leaking out of her stomach with horror on his face, but his own hand never let go to poke it. A knife to his stomach.It looked like he was wondering who killed him, even though the truth was that he was killing himself—

"Live, Hee, live"

These were the last words that man said to her. At that moment, she still saw the smile on his face—that disgusting cowardly smile full of flattery.She suddenly felt nauseous.

Later... a lot of things happened later, and finally escaped, and was picked up by the current adoptive mother when he was about to starve to death.

***

Recalling the past, she suddenly heard an unusual noise, she frowned a little uncomfortable, and looked up - feet, there was a foot - that foot seemed to be kicking her in the face.

Bang.

She lay back on the ground and watched the clouds drifting slowly across the sky.The sky is blue and has a refreshing beauty.In the past, people thought that the sky was the place where gods lived, but now they know that it is the place where monsters live. It is really ironic.

Seeing her lying there without moving for a long time, the children came over to watch her one after another: "Hey, is she okay?"

"Isn't it dead?"

"No, her eyes are still open. Look, her eyes are quite big."

"I will die with my eyes closed, this is it!"

"So that's how it is—Yinshi! She will turn into a ghost at night to find you!"

"—If you talk nonsense, I will only go to you guys!" A voice that was obviously flustered but still trying to hold on came into her ears, and then she was grabbed by the collar and shook her, " Come back to life, come back to life——! If you’re going to die, don’t go looking for a wig, he didn’t kick you on purpose, and you didn’t get out of the way, and he didn’t see—”

"It's not a wig, it's Gui! When it's silver, you—"

"Wig, quickly apologize to Miss Corpse!"

With a bang, Xi Shanshan turned his head and saw a head that was pressed to the ground, tied with a ponytail, and the hair felt very soft—it seemed that it was still struggling with great reluctance: "Silver——"

She slowly sat up, and amidst the voices of children screaming, "I'm a liar, I'm a liar!" She looked at the person who was rubbing the braided child's head on the ground with all her might—a girl with silver natural curly hair. A boy with hair and scarlet pupils.

——This bastard kicked me in the face, and after this bastard kicked me in the face, he found someone else to take his place.

She stood up and looked condescendingly at the natural curls of the child's head who was squatting and pressing the braids - the latter also looked up at her with dead fish eyes.

After staring at each other in silence for a while, she took off her shoes, slapped him on the face decisively, and said clearly, "It's because you stinky men did something wrong and refused to admit it." , that’s why there are so many illegitimate children.”

"…………"

Onlookers talking about children -

"So she's not dumb?"

"Hey, it's rude of you to say that! So she can talk..."

"What do you think is the difference between you and me, bastard!"

"I still bet on what she would say in the first sentence, I completely lost..."

When Sakata Gintoki fell down, he was muttering something.Gui, who had just been blamed by him at the side, ignored the previous suspicions, lay down beside him, listened to him, and said seriously: "Yinshi, if you have any last words, I will definitely pass them on to Teacher Songyang! Please be sure to say it with confidence. , go with peace of mind!"

"...Wig..." Yinshi slowly said his last words in his short life, "Never marry a woman wearing clogs in the future, and besides...you die with me."

"It's not a wig, it's Gui." Gui corrected him solemnly, "I'm born into this world, and I still have a general to wait for. The teacher said that tonight's dinner is soba noodles, so Yinshi, go by yourself."

Sakata Gintoki suddenly turned his head to look at the girl who patted his shoes, and said, "Please burn this guy next to me later."

Sugiyama Xi glanced at the braided boy with clear features, clear eyes and innocent face, and then at the silver-haired boy with dead fish eyes, his eyes instantly became extremely contemptuous: "You are so wild at such a young age|lewd, even if you fall into hell It is the misfortune of the times to insist on beauty, and it will cause a group of demons to enter the world. If you don't think about changing yourself, I will do the way of heaven."

"...Wig, you have a younger sister in your hometown, right?"

Gui thought for a while, then took a closer look at Sugiyama Xi, pondered again and again... and answered firmly: "No."

"…………… It takes so long to think about this kind of question?! You have a bad memory! Don't you know whether you have a younger sister?!" Sakata Gintoki has no way to understand this world—accurately Said that he couldn't understand the wig guy's brain at all.

The author has something to say: Chong God, Chong God! ! ! ~(≧▽≦)/~

Well, sure enough, Xizi will have noble people to help in every crisis, this is the legendary gold finger =. =(Xizi: I rely on me to save him, why did I become saved by him?! Are you so cowardly?!

…… Yes, you are that cowardly.

Then……………… From this chapter to recall memories…

Ps: A small modification of a BUG, ​​Sugiyama’s father committed suicide, not killed by a heavenly being... Also, because some boxes may not be able to open this chapter (including myself 囧|||) According to experience at this time Just click on [Modify chapter] and that's it………………………