Helpless

The wind and rain are coming, and the sky is so dark that it seems to be the end of the day. I can no longer see tomorrow and the future, and it is as dirty as a rag.Scattered, broken and smelly corpses were piled up everywhere, and tattered flags were planted on the pile of corpses, blown by the cold wind, shaking feebly like dying.Gunpowder smoke is everywhere, all of which show the despair that this world has to bear, and the breath of death has become a taste that must be immersed in it every day.

This is... the last battle, right?Although probably the war will never end, but for us, this is the last battle, right?In the future, will there be a chance to continue to hold a knife and fight side by side with your comrades?I don't know the answer, and I don't bother to think about it. At this time, it's pointless to think about such dispensable things, right?

Nozomi Sugiyama held a knife and knelt on the ground on one knee, panting heavily.Thick blood flowed from her brown hair, and the scene in front of her eyes seemed to have turned scarlet, and she raised her hand in disgust to wipe it away at will.Immediately, she raised her eyes, staring at the celestial being standing in front of her with a gaze full of hatred and unyielding——

They're all a bunch of fucking freaks!Disgusting Bara, let me roll as far as I can!

She really wanted to swear like this, but there was a rumble in her throat, and the fishy smell permeated from her throat to her mouth, so she couldn't say it out.She felt that she might have been suppressed for too long.When I was in the private school, every time I talked nonsense with the boys, I would be thrown by that guy Takasugi, out of an inexplicable sense of vigilance and awe, I gradually stopped talking.

That guy Takasugi... and others, I don't know what happened.But thinking about it, everyone will die in the end. When the time comes, those guys on Santuchuan don't know if they will wait for me, so Curly probably walks slowly, then I will walk faster later, to see if I can catch up with him ——

If you fucking want to kill, kill it fast!I'm not a man, let alone a samurai, I'm not interested in doing seppuku, that stupid thing where you can't find an enemy even if you die!Don't look at Lao Tzu with such disgusting bastard eyes!

But the heavenly man in front of her didn't seem to have the intention of beheading her immediately like beheading her other companions, but circled her with great interest—this was an even greater insult to her.There is no feeling, it is more humiliating than being sized up by a guy who wants to peel off his skin, twitch his tendons, eat his flesh and drink his blood!

"Live, Hee, live"

The voice deep in her memory always sounded out of nowhere every time she almost couldn't survive—what kind of life? !I can't live anymore!Live your sister!Life is not as easy as you think, you damn middle-aged useless man!Otherwise, why didn't you survive yourself, bastard!Her hand gripped the handle of the knife—

One or two are bastards!Forcing me to cut my belly!Think I'm afraid? !As soon as the knife stabs the legs and stretches out, you don't have to worry about anything!I am afraid of hair!I'm not afraid, it's just that I don't know how to cut it, idiot!

"what's your name?"

——Ah, the bastard speaks very fluently!Sugiyama Xi thought so in his heart, twitched the corner of his mouth, sneered in his heart, and had no intention of answering at all.Even if you can speak human, even if you walk on two legs, even if you can make and use tools of labor - you're still a fucking beast!Even if it's wearing human skin, it's a fucking beast!

The memories and hatred slowly gushing out from the depths of her heart spread throughout her body again. She only hated herself for not being able to use any strength at all, and could only barely maintain this movement. Stalemate, if you move a little bit, you will fall at the feet of the group of animals in front of you in an embarrassing X mud-gnawing posture - you don't want to die!

Why don't you kill me?Hey, are you looking at me?I'm like this, can you still tell that I'm a woman at a glance? !So what if it's a woman!Sell ​​me? !

"Dick Xizi." In front of her, the animal with a human face and a heart slowly said the name.

It seemed that blood rushed to her brain in an instant, and it was probably the strength that fell from the sky that made her stand up suddenly with the knife in hand, and slashed at the opponent with a fierce knife——

"grown ups!"

"Stop! Everyone back down and don't move!" The other party only took two steps back, and easily avoided her who was now harmless.There was more interest in his eyes, and he looked her up and down, "Tsk, I haven't seen you for so many years, the little girl back then... If you didn't look so much like your father, Mrs. Li, I really wouldn't have recognized her."

"Shut up... Shut up—!" She felt that her hand had gone numb, and she stretched out her left hand to hold her right arm, so that she could barely maintain her right hand and continued to hold the knife at him, while she The nails of his left hand had already dug deeply into the flesh of his right arm, "...shut up."

"I hugged you when you were young, so I don't remember? Semi-human memory, tsk."

"...I don't remember being hugged by you beasts." She finally spoke, her voice hoarse, "Beasts are beasts, don't expect to have a relationship with people."

"you--"

"White Yasha—"

"It's him again!"

……

Amidst a burst of panic screams and noise, scarlet blood rained all over the sky, and a white figure appeared in front of her like lightning—he held a knife in both hands, and slashed towards her face, without stopping for a moment. He quickly turned around and stabbed Tianren at him, and then slashed across with his knife.The wide white jersey drew sharp and beautiful tracks one after another in the air, and the white headband was blown in the wind by the cold wind.

Even after many years, when it is mentioned by others, it can only be said in an almost ethereal and absolutely worshipful tone——

That man, as if descended from the sky, brandished the knife in his hand, and beheaded the enemy general with a gesture of contempt for everything!

Sugiyama Xi laughed helplessly: "Hey... Curly, I was just thinking that you might be the only one waiting for me in Santuchuan, and now you are here."

"Stop talking nonsense..." He stood in front of her, glanced sideways at her, and said in a disgusted tone, "I don't want to die with you troublesome ghost."

"You can't say such things to girls." After a pause, her eyes tightened, and she whispered, "...Don't be stupid, curly hair, I have no money to die, and you will be completely lost if you get another one." Losing money. Go!"

"The wig said that if I asked you to get back the lollipop that you tricked him, he would give me back two." He lazily said, "I thought about it, this business is good."

"What's the point of him wanting to return that one like this? Why don't you just buy one!" The result of being too excited was to tear the wound, she panted heavily, put the knife on the ground, and barely stood, " Hey Curly, I bet we can only leave alone, let's go—”

"It's up to you. This time you go back and wait to be trained to death by that guy Takasugi, no one will save you." Gintoki clenched the knife in his hand, and he always had scarlet dead fish eyes with no energy At this moment, it is extremely sharp, as if it is bloodthirsty, and it is aiming at the prey with a piercing posture——

"And I said it earlier—" He jumped up, clenched the handle of the knife with both hands, and slashed at the enemy general who was condescendingly looking at Sugiyama Nozomi, "Treat Yinsang's natural curls with respect—— !"

"Haha..." Sugiyama Nozomi laughed so hard that she couldn't stand upright, and her trembling appearance made people think that she would fall down immediately, "Who made you like to tease the wig, he is covered by me." Say it like this Then, the fingertips of her hand holding the handle turned white, she turned around abruptly, waved the knife in her hand that had been crippled in several battles, screamed and rushed straight to the heavenly body. team.

"You sons of bitches! I'm fighting with you today! Fuck you all to death ahhhhhhh—"

On that day, blood dyed the whole world red.

***

When he woke up again, Sugiyama Xi opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was an orange-pink hair dangling, dangling, dangling... Tsk, dizzy!stop shaking!Sugiyama Nozomi squinted his eyes in disgust, his mind was still a little confused, and his eyes seemed to be unable to automatically focus successfully.

"Ah? You're really not dead." Hearing this voice seemed quite surprised.

"..." Why do I feel that there seems to be some pity in your tone?Are you feeling sorry for Mao?Sugiyama Nozomi tried hard to focus, but still could only see the orange-pink hair dangling, dangling...

She frowned in annoyance, waiting for her vision to finally become clearer, turned her head slightly, and saw the boy squatting beside her——

I really can only use the word "juvenile" to describe him, he looks younger than himself, otherwise it can only be attributed to that baby face with a little baby fat.There are azure blue pupils inside a pair of huge eyes, and he is looking at himself in surprise at this moment, and - he stretched out his hand and poked himself -

Boy, what are you trying to do by poking my carotid artery? !

"Really alive =0="

...I still feel that there is a sense of pity in this bastard's tone.

"...Here, where is it?" She almost broke her voice, barely able to make a sound, "Who are you?"

"I picked you up, so you will be my pet from today = 0 =" When the young man spoke, the dull hair on his head was calm and automatic, then he smiled and reached out to her, "Xiaobai, take your left hand. "

"Get out." He said cleanly, without thinking about it for a second.

"...Shenwei, stop playing." The deep male voice seemed a little helpless, "She seems to be someone that the elders value, not a simple human being."

The boy who was called "Shenwei" by the man turned his head and smiled sweetly, and said, "What's so important about being weak like trash?"

... Don't think that I won't kill you if you ask such a question in such a naive tone with a particularly strong thirst for knowledge!Sugiyama Xi frowned more and more, and spoke more quickly: "...Where is this place?"

"Universe." The man who came in behind glanced at her, "Your physique is average, you have been injured so badly, and you haven't recovered yet, so it's best not to move around." I'll come and see you."

Sugiyama Nozomi was startled, swallowed, took several breaths, and was about to speak, but was pointed at by Shenwei again: "Hey, your face turned pale all of a sudden."

"You...are not human?" She asked softly.

——In other words, even I should not be included in the scope of human beings at all.His intuition has always been too much, and he has been forcefully forcing himself to admit that he is a human being. The root cause is that he can't hide the truth in the end... he is a hybrid born of celestial beings and human beings.

The human mother was favored by heaven and man, and after she gave birth to herself completely against her will, she took her and fled back to wander with her husband.But in the end they all died in front of him. Before he died, the man said to himself——

"Live, Hee, live"

Then he died in front of him, that incompetent man who always showed a naive smile, even if he was bullied by others on weekdays, he always laughed and didn't talk much. "The man who used to be a mantra...but after saying this sentence to himself, he chose to commit suicide.

And the mother pinched her own neck before she died, crying with tears all over her face, and said, "Xizi, why don't you die?"

My lord is really a guy who talks to himself, one let himself live, the other let himself die, who should he listen to?So in the end, I can only follow the self-desire in my body—not to survive, but to kill all the heavenly beings.Kill those bastards, those beasts!

She hugged her arms, sat curled up in the corner, lowered her eyes, ignoring the divine power squatting beside her curiously poking herself with her fingers.All that needs to be done now is to calm down and sort out your thoughts——

"Xiko, Dad can only teach you one thing now, and that is how to live."

...That guy is not his father.That guy is just a beast!Beast with heaven and man!Even if he admits that his father is that cowardly and incompetent middle-aged man who can only giggle, he will definitely not be that celestial being!

She clenched her fists tightly, suddenly recalling the memory buried deep in her mind—the scarlet blood was flowing all over the ground, the thin young Sugiyama Nozomi held a knife in both hands, tremblingly looking at the on the dying guy.

"Kiko, I am your father"

"You're just a beast"

"Kiko, if you want to live, you must not lose your calm mind at any time."

"..."

She raised her eyes abruptly, staring at Kamui who was approaching her with sharp and guarded eyes.

"Your smell was very interesting just now." Kamui squinted his eyes and smiled, and asked scary words in an innocent tone, "Do you want to drink blood?"

I'm not a blood-sucking star!

"But now, it's just an aura of vigilance and fear." Shenwei looked at her with some pity, "I'm not interested in cowardly humans." He tilted his head, "Weak guys have no reason to exist."

—Where did this unlucky kid come from? !Secondary school? !

Sugiyama Nozomi didn't speak any more, and sat there alone with his head down, not wanting to look at him again.And Shenwei also lost interest in her, and turned around to get something to eat.Hearing the sound of him chewing something, she hesitated, then turned to look at him: "...Hello."

He ignored her and continued to eat his own.

"Akamiya, right?"

Keep on feasting.

"Unlucky boy, how many times have you not eaten?"

The author has something to say: In fact, the second thing is yourself, Xiao Xizi ==

So... Tanabata was invited out to join the couple to die in the death group, and I was worried...

The appearance of the first two chapters will be a wedge, mainly to briefly introduce the background of the story =0=

The following chapters will be divided into successive chapters: Appearance Chapter - Red Sakura Chapter - Shinsengumi Unrest Chapter - Anti-barbarian War Chapter (you asked me why this one is in the middle...) - Yoshihara Yan Chapter [-] - Tsukihime Chapter (Also ask me who Yue Ji is...QAQ) ——The Evil Party Chapter……………………… BLABLABLA, I pray that I can continue to write according to this outline==(Hey, can this be called an outline?!)

In the following chapters, each chapter will have a small theater with a fixed format. I like writing small theaters the most >_

This is the first time I write a Gintama fan, please give me more advice! ! !

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