The boring daily life of ordinary high school students

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In fact, Chi Mama's reaction was completely in Chi Nian's expectation.

Ever since she was a child, the biggest misunderstanding that outsiders have about Chi's mother is that she is easy-going, easy to bully, and seems to accept anything, but only Chi Nian knows that it is because she has not touched the fucking bottom line.

Chi Ma's bottom line is just two words - Chi Nian.

When his mother found out that his father was cheating, out of consideration for Chi Nian's future, Chi's mother also thought about giving the child a complete childhood, pretending not to know, and continuing to act as a loving couple with his father in the eyes of outsiders.But Chi's mother's repeated forbearance actually made Chi's father's empathy and other love more confident. Instead of restraining himself, he became more rampant, sometimes sleeping outside without even saying hello.Everyone knows who they sleep in and who they sleep with.

During that time, Chi's mother was not only busy with work, but also had to take care of the young alone. She didn't know about Chi Nian, who was clamoring for a father. Even if she was exhausted, no matter how strong her personality was and how hard she was to bow her head easily, she would still cry in the dead of night. After the stopped Chi Nian was coaxed to sleep, he bit the skin of his mouth by himself, thinking whether this life was worth it or not, and wept silently.

Chi's mother was confused for half a month, and finally couldn't bear it and filed for divorce.

Facts have proved that her concerns are unnecessary.

Father's love is important to a child's growth, but an incompetent father can only be absent during the child's growth. Papa Chi's love for Chi Nian is true, but the person he loves more is himself.

When she just divorced, Chi's mother took Chi Nian to a strange city alone and suffered a lot, but no matter how hard and tiring she was, as long as Chi Nian was by her side, she would grit her teeth and persevere.She swore secretly that even without Chi's father, she alone could make Chi Nian grow up carefree and make him a sane person.

Now Chi's mother is planning to transfer schools and sell the house, all because of Chi Nian.Chi Nian is her only sustenance, she can't just watch Chi Nian go astray.

As Chi Nian said, Chi Ma is far from being as strong as she appears on the surface.When she saw the condom in the trash can, she was stunned, her heart was in a mess, and she couldn't think at all. If it wasn't for Father Song to persuade her to calm down first, the child was still in the hospital, and Chi's mother would never have thought of it What will I do that does not conform to the status of a mother.

After returning from the hospital, she locked herself in the bathroom and thought about it all night. She shed all the tears. She really didn't know what went wrong in her education, which made her son suddenly interested in boys. The key is that the object is none other than Song Juming who grew up under her nose.

It's not that Mama Chi doesn't know about homosexuality, nor is she traditional in her thinking, she can't recognize that there is sincere love between same-sex people, she just can't accept that her child is gay.

As early as last year, some of her colleagues' children came out to their parents early.When she hears her colleagues crying, she can still look at it with a normal heart and the tone of an outsider, and persuade her to look at it a little bit, saying that young people nowadays are more open-minded, accept many things, and think differently from them , but whether you like boys or girls is a personal choice. As parents, all we can do is accept and bless.

In response to the old saying, standing and talking does not hurt your back.

Once this problem fell on her, when she found out that her child was gay, Mama Chi really couldn't convince herself to remain calm.

Chi Nian is still a minor, and it is the golden stage for establishing correct values.As Chi Nian's sole guardian, it is impossible for her to let Chi Nian take responsibility for the problem. Chi Nian is her child, and if something goes wrong, she can only find the cause on herself.

When she recalled how Chi Nian and Song Juming got along with each other over the years, she had to admit that she had seriously neglected her duty in educating her children.

It was her mother's failure to nip the problem in its infancy, and she had to take steps to remedy it.

She will never allow herself to be a stumbling block on the child's growth path.

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Chi's mother's recent abnormal behavior caused Chi Nian to suffer from insomnia for several nights, and also affected school life.

Even if Chi's mother keeps silent, he can still guess what his mother is thinking. It is nothing more than taking all the responsibility on himself, and then falling into deep self-blame and guilt. If it gets deeper, Chi Nian guesses Well, his mother might have regretted taking custody from his father and leading him astray.

That's the fucking thing, trying to give him the best, but never forgetting about himself.

Although Chi Nian grew up in a single-parent family, because of Chi's mother's selfless dedication, he never felt lack of love.When he was a child, he was ridiculed by his peers for not having a father, and Xiaochi Nian can also say frankly that as long as his mother loves me, it is enough.

Chi's mother really loves Chi Nian.

She could shut out her own happiness just because Chi Nian said that she didn't want her mother to marry other men.

She can also put down her figure and pride because Chi Nian said that she had a hard time at school and no one liked him, and asked her to find a better school, even if Chi Nian caused her troubles every time and made her unable to hold her head up. As long as Chi Nian is happy, she has no regrets.

But it was precisely because of this love that Chi Mama became her own shackles.

She puts Chi Nian first in everything, and after more than ten years of playing the role of Chi Nian's mother, she gradually forgot that she is not just Chi's mother, but also an independent personality named Li Song.

A mother's love for her child is selfless and blind.

Because of Chi Nian, Chi's mother let go of Song's father's feelings for so many years. Chi Nian saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart.

He understands that it will definitely take a process for Chi Ma to accept that he and Song Juming failed to grow into what she wanted, but at the same time, Chi Nian also hopes that Chi Ma understands that her child has grown up and does not need to continue hiding under her wings Be a fledgling that cannot grow independently.

Even if there is only one time, he also hopes that his mother can live for him once.

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