The boring daily life of ordinary high school students

119.

Chi Nian and Song Juming had a quarrel.

Because the two always quarrel when they are together, and Chi Nian will announce in a high-profile manner that he will break up with Song Juming every once in a while, saying that he will never talk to each other again, but in the end they all end up with slaps in the face. Seeing that the two are tired of being together again, they have to eat the same popsicle, so when Chi Ma and Song Pa found that the two children seemed to be having conflicts again, including Chi Nian himself, they would think that the two would be able to reconcile soon. Well, never mind.

As one of the parties involved, Chi Nian even pinched his fingers to count how many days Song Juming would come to offer an apology.He had thought it all over, after all, he was also at fault, so he wouldn't embarrass Song Juming this time, as long as Song Juming came to find him, he would immediately forgive him.

But when the ten fingers were almost finished, Song Juming didn't even look in the direction where he was sitting at the dinner table.Not only did he turn a blind eye to him at school, he didn't even wait for him to go to and from school.

Habits are a terrible thing.

Although Chi Nian has been complaining about Song Juming, telling him not to touch his small battery, and disliking him for being too heavy, which nearly flattened Marilyn Monroe's tires, after a few months, the two of them went to and from school together, There is no exception, and he gradually got used to Song Juming's strange habit of hugging people in the back seat.

Now that Song Juming leaves early in the morning and is no longer with him, he finally gets his wish and can ride freely by himself without listening to Song Juming nagging in his ears anymore. He didn't move for a long time. He touched his empty waist unconsciously, always feeling that something was wrong, as if something was missing.

What is missing...

The first two days were okay, Chi Nian could still pretend to be free and easy, pretending to be nothing, and he still had the leisure to fight with Fu Jinyuan who had returned to school, making fun of Zhu Bajie for carrying his wife, being eaten to death by the school committee, and carrying others every day After learning it, he is still deliberately pretending to hate the other party. If you want him to say, it would be cool to join the gangster as soon as possible, and be the son-in-law of the gangster.

But as Song Juming ignored him for more and more days, Chi Nian didn't even have the mood to talk to Fu Jinyuan. Every day he would numbly watch him arguing with the class committee, and then sigh into the blank notebook .

Without Song Juming, Chi Nian's life would be messed up.

Now he is not only late because he overslept, but also because he forgot to charge the battery car the night before, so the battery suddenly ran out in the middle of his school ride the next day, and he had to push the car to school as a last resort.

In this way, he was late for several days in a row, and Chi Nian, who aspired to be a five-good student on the first day of school, was stopped by the dean at the school gate to give lectures after a year.But now that he has learned to behave well, he will no longer talk back to the teacher like he used to do at work, and then punish him for several crimes, making him stand until school is over.

The dean thought he was the first offender, so he let him go after a few words, but Chi Nian was depressed all day because of this incident, lying on the table and giving up on himself, complaining about himself, no one who came to comfort him would help.

Fu Jinyuan, who didn't know the truth, commented on him meanly, saying that he has grown up and thin-skinned, and he will feel ashamed and embarrassed because of such a trivial matter. It is a good thing to celebrate, and it is gratifying.

Chi Nian didn't bother to talk to him, but just gave him a big blank stare.

After all, Chi Nian used to dawdle in school, and it was commonplace for him to be criticized by his teachers in public. How could he take this kind of thing to heart, and he wanted to die. In the final analysis, it wasn't because of Song Juming.

In the morning, it was Song Juming's turn to check their clothes. When Chi Nian was criticized, he was also there.

The sad thing about Chi Nian was that Song Juming had already seen how miserable he was, but he didn't care at all. He talked and laughed with his classmates, and didn't even look at him from the beginning to the end. In the past ten days, the first thing he said to him One sentence turned out to be "wait a while, I still have to sign here, write your class and student number", still in a very alienated, business-like tone.

Regarding this, even if Chi Nian wanted to say something to Song Juming, when he saw his indifferent face, he couldn't say anything important, and finally had to leave in anger.Then when I went back to the classroom, the more I thought about it, the more irritable my teeth were, and I had to figure out a way to digest it myself.

What else can we do?Rushing to Song Juming's class now, grabbing the collar of this heartbroken man and angrily asking him why he ignored him?

The two of them are no longer children, if Song Juming really wants to break up with him, even if he rolls around on the ground, it will be useless.

Thinking of this, Chi Nian couldn't help but sigh.When he first realized that his feelings for Song Juming were a bit unusual, he expected that there would be such a day when Song Juming discovered his sexual orientation and because he thought it was disgusting to be liked by a man who looked the same as him, he stayed away. He, I hate him, but I didn't expect this day to come so unexpectedly, and I didn't even understand it.

Even if it's not someone you like, if you are suddenly pushed away by a good friend you have known for many years without giving a reason, it will be uncomfortable for everyone, right?What's more, this person is Chi Nian who is a little sensitive in his heart.

He could only comfort himself: this is fine, it’s just that this day comes earlier, it’s better to recognize the reality earlier, and cut off impossible thoughts earlier, it’s better than later.

But even if he thought so, Chi Nian, who had known Song Juming for more than ten years and had never been treated like this, still couldn't walk over the hurdle in his heart freely.

Chi Nian couldn't figure it out, what happened to Song Juming?

After much deliberation, the only possible explanation is that Song Juming has already found out that he likes him.But Chi Nian repeatedly recalled what happened before and after the day the two quarreled, whipped the corpse a hundred and eighty times, and couldn't figure out which link went wrong.He kept a distance from Song Juming deliberately every day, emphasizing the friendship between the two. If this could be discovered, wouldn't Song Juming really become a god?

...Then why else?

Chi Nian, who couldn't think of a reason, was upset, this was the first time in his life that he thought his brain was not enough.

120.

Chi Nian didn't tell anyone about the quarrel with Song Juming, but his various behaviors almost made Master's displeasure written on his face.

Although Fu Jinyuan was tired of dealing with He Yunqi, Chi Nian was his good brother after all, so he had to find energy to comfort his tablemate who was so depressed that he was about to die.

"What's the matter, tell me, brother, I will make the decision for you."

Chi Nian raised his head and glanced at Fu Jinyuan, who was still copying notes for He Yunqi, then resolutely got down on the ground, and said weakly, "It's just you? Let's forget it."

"Me? What's wrong with me! We are good half-brothers, if my brother is in trouble, I, as a brother, have to settle it for you."

Chi Nian was too lazy to talk at first, but suddenly remembered that Fu Jinyuan was the only one who knew that he liked Song Juming. If Fu Jinyuan leaked the secret, it's possible that Song Juming didn't know.

Thinking of it this way, Chi Nian suddenly became energetic.

He bulged his eyes and clenched his fists as if to hit his "brother": "Say, are you talking too much?"

He was still depressed a second ago, but now he suddenly threatened him again. Fu Jinyuan was a little confused by Chi Nian: "What do you mean? Why are you so talkative? I just open my mouth."

"That's all." Chi Nian coughed and whispered, "The one I told you, did you tell Song Juming?!"

"What?" Fu Jinyuan hated guessing lantern riddles at the Mid-Autumn Festival every year, "Nian, why do you still like to play riddles like He Yunqi! How would I know if you didn't just tell me!"

Chi Nian couldn't tell which one he liked, and his teeth were itching with anxiety. Fu Jinyuan couldn't guess which one, so he jumped in anxiety.

The two were scratching their heads anxiously, just like two monkeys playing.

The front row was silent for a long time, and He Yunqi, who finally couldn't sit still, said nothing.

"He asked if you leaked the secret to Song Ju and Ming Chi Nian liked him."