The boring daily life of ordinary high school students

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Unlike Chi Nian, who was ignorant and didn't know his parents had divorced until a long time later, the precocious Song Juming had already had a premonition in his heart when his mother left with his one-year-old sister, that he might never see her again in this life. Mom and sister are gone.

The time when his mother left was at the trough of Song's father's career, and it was also the first time that Song's father took care of Song Juming alone.Father Song, who had been busy with his career in the early years, did not know how to take care of children of his age. Because of his negligence, Song Juming, who was still young at that time, fell ill and almost lost his life. Although his vitality was tenacious, he finally survived. Come here, but this illness also made Father Song feel a huge sense of guilt and powerlessness in his heart.

Although the court sentenced Song Juming to himself, the down-and-out father Song thought that his son would only suffer hardships if he followed him, so he felt guilty and sent him to his grandfather's house in the countryside after Song Juming recovered, asking his parents to take care of him for a while. Time, promise to come back to pick up the child as soon as he has dealt with the work matters.

Although Father Song had no choice but to make such a decision, to Song Juming, who was still young, this was tantamount to a second abandonment.

When he was abandoned for the first time, Song Juming didn't cry at all, because he knew he still had his father, but after being abandoned for the second time, Song Juming ran directly after the motorcycle carrying Song's father, crying and begging his father not to abandon him He, he will definitely be obedient and never miss his mother.

Looking at Song Juming who fell below his knee, Father Song's heart clenched, but his rationality told him that if he took the child with him, he who was busy cleaning up the mess would only let what happened last time happen again.Although it is hard for such a young child to leave his parents, there is no better solution right now.When the situation improves, he will definitely come back to pick up Song Juming immediately.

Father Song finally left, and Song Juming, who was carried home, cried for several days. During this period, no matter what good things his grandparents brought to make him happy, he would clamor for his father as soon as he opened his mouth.

That was probably the noisiest period in Song Juming's life, but so what if it was so loud?Still no one will come to pick him up.

After about half a month, Song Juming slowly accepted this fact.Perhaps habit is more appropriate than acceptance.

I am used to sleeping in the same bed with other people at night, and I am used to squatting at the entrance of the village in a daze during the day.

Because he is not the only child in the family, his grandparents are usually busy with farm work, so they have little energy for him.

That was Song Juming's first taste of not being taken seriously. As time passed, he, who was originally a seldom talker, became even more taciturn and unwilling to communicate with others.

In the countryside, children like him who came back from the city were generally not welcomed.If they only live for a day or two, the timid rural children will only dare to watch from a distance what the city children look like and what kind of beautiful clothes they wear, but if they find that they have been living in the village and are not with their parents, They will automatically classify them into the ranks of left-behind children like them. They obviously hate being told that they have no parents, but they will still force this malice on this child who came from the city but was left behind by his father. On the children in my hometown.

In addition, Song Juming didn't like to talk, and he became the target of the village children, especially those boys who were quiet. Sometimes even if he was walking on the road for no reason, he would be shot by a slingshot, and if he turned around, he would be shot. Laughing loudly is an unwanted child, if he doesn't look back, more and more stones will be hit on him.Even if he was so angry that he picked up the stone and wanted to throw it back, those kids would still play tricks on him deliberately because they were older than him.

Song Juming once told his grandparents about the bullying behavior of the children in the village, but they didn't take it seriously and just comforted him. It was just a joke that other children wanted to play with him, so he shouldn't take it to heart.

The indifference of his grandparents made him sensitive and numb, and no matter how much he was wronged, he could only hide it in his heart.

Because of the resentment towards Father Song, since Father Song left, the angry Song Juming never answered the call from Father Song.Every time grandma said that his father had called him, he would laugh at himself and say that he was a child without a father and no mother, and then ran away in anger.

This caused Father Song to not know the real situation of Song Juming in the countryside for a long time. He thought it was just like what his grandma said. Children love to play and got used to rural life in a short time. They run outside every day. Forgot about him a long time ago, so he doesn't have to worry.Just because he didn't understand, he was late when he went back to pick up Song Juming. It was a long time later that he learned from Song Juming what kind of life he lived in the countryside.Father Song, who knew the truth, regretted over and over again, saying that if he had known that he would be bullied when he returned to the countryside, he would never have left him there alone.

Having only lived in the countryside for three months, Song Juming, who was originally quite lively and outgoing, and who often pleases the adults, has become what his relatives say is an eccentric and uneducated bastard.

Since there is no air conditioner in the countryside to cool off the heat in summer, you can only use a bathtub to take a bath, and there are many children in the family, so there is no way for him to take a bath every day. With rusty scissors, he grabbed his own hair and started cutting.

His hair, which was originally carefully trimmed, was cut into a jagged hedgehog head. When he woke up, everyone in the family laughed at his ugly hairstyle, but Song Juming at that time felt indifferent.The strange hairstyle made him hear a lot of teasing, but fortunately, it may be because the change of hairstyle made his eyes look more fierce. The children who liked to bully him did not dare to find fault with him. Finally, I can walk on the road without fear.

When the cousin celebrated her birthday, the family went to the town to take pictures.Song Juming also took a picture, because grandma said that his father would come back to pick him up soon, she and grandpa were reluctant to part with him, and wanted to keep a photo of him as a memory.

The photo that Song Juming didn't want to show Chi Nian before was the one he took in the countryside at that time.In the photo, he still has the ugly hairstyle, because he runs around with the children in the yard every day, his skin is tanned, and there are many wounds on his body caused by mischief. He was embarrassed to let Chi Nian see it.

In fact, thinking about it now, life in the countryside is not as bad as he remembers. At least except for the unhappy part, he still lives better in the countryside. Although his grandparents have no money, they try their best to give him the best life. Sometimes when the farming is busy, I heard that he wanted to eat snacks, and would secretly take him to the town behind the backs of other children, and the other children in the family did not exclude him, the cousin who met for the first time. He won't be beaten by his parents, so he just ran to avenge him.

As for that period of life in the countryside, because he was still very young at the time, Song Juming actually couldn’t remember many details. He only remembered that he ran away from home in a fit of anger, and didn’t come home after dark, which caused the whole village to panic. People searched everywhere with flashlights, and finally the dog in the village had a sharper nose and found him asleep in a farm field.

Speaking of this, Song Juming himself couldn't help laughing. He looked at the strange self in the photo, and asked Chi Nian with a smile: "How, I was bad enough when I was young, and I can play so many adults around."

How could Chi Nian laugh? When he heard that Song Juming was being bullied by other people when he was a child, he had already cried into a little crying bag. He hugged Song Juming and said with tears in his eyes: "You are not bad, the bad thing is that those gangs are not The stinky child you brought up, take me back now, and see if I don't clean them up properly!"

Song Juming's clothes were wet from Chi Nian's crying, and he coaxed helplessly: "They are several years older than me, and they probably have dropped out of school to get married now. They are quite big, we may not be able to beat them."

Hearing that he couldn't beat him, Chi Nian immediately wiped away his tears: "Oh, it's okay."

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Do you know why I didn't have a flirty battle with you today! ?Because I am obediently typing!hateful! (〃>dish<)