How can scum A spoil his wife

Cheng Wan stood at the half-hidden doorway, her mind buzzing.

Leave the mother and keep the child?

Are you talking about her and Sui Sui?

Cheng Wan only felt that her ears were buzzing, she really didn't know if her understanding was correct, Bai Juntang didn't like her before, she already knew this since the two of them first met.

At that time, Bai Juntang was indifferent and mean to her, most of the eyes she looked at Cheng Wan were contemptuous, and most of Bai Juntang didn't even want to look at her.

Although Bai Juntang treats her very well now, Cheng Wan can't help but think about what happened half a year ago.

Maybe, Bai Juntang never liked her.

The reason why I am so kind to myself is only because of the age...

If it wasn't because of Sui Sui, Bai Juntang probably wouldn't even look at him. The gap between the two of them is too big. If it wasn't for a coincidence, they might never meet each other in this life.

Cheng Wan couldn't hear the conversation behind them, she was breaking out in cold sweat in broad daylight.

"Cheng Wan?"

Aunt Pei called her suddenly, which brought Cheng Wan back to his senses in an instant.

"What are you doing here?" Aunt Pei came over, looked at Cheng Wan's face and said in surprise: "Why is your face so bad? Did something happen?"

Cheng Wan shook her head, she wanted to leave now, at least at this moment, she didn't want to see anyone.

But the sky failed, and before Cheng Wan could speak, the door of the study behind her was opened.

Bai Juntang saw Cheng Wan at first sight, and noticed her pale face, so she slightly widened her eyes: "What's wrong?"

Cheng Wan looked back at her, her eyes seemed to want to say something, but in the end she didn't speak.

Bai Weilan also came out of the study, seeing so many people around the door, she looked at Cheng Wan's face and said, "So you haven't slept, your complexion is so bad, is it because you haven't rested well?"

Cheng Wan shook her head and said to them, "I can't sleep, so I just want to read a book."

Bai Weilan smiled and said: "What are the good books in the study room? If you really can't sleep, don't sleep. It happens that Juntang and I are discussing Suisui's scientific name and household registration. When you wake up, come and discuss it together."

Cheng Wan only felt her heart sink, and she closed her eyes lightly: "I'm not feeling well, you guys just decide."

After all, she was just an outsider, and Bai Juntang had done her a great favor by helping her get out of the Cheng family's misery, so why should he participate in their family's affairs.

Bai Juntang only felt that Cheng Wan's mood was weird, but seeing how ugly her face was, she didn't bother to ask.

Watching Cheng Wan go upstairs, Bai Juntang suddenly felt that something was wrong, she looked back at her mother, Bai Weilan and her looked at each other, but without saying anything, she turned and went back to the study.

This time, Cheng Wan lay on the bed and quickly fell asleep.

In a daze, Cheng Wan somehow suddenly had a very distant dream. In the dream, she didn't seem to be big, and she was nestled in someone's arms with her little hands and feet.

That person's smell was very pleasant, but when I sniffed it carefully, I couldn't smell anything.

When she was put down, Cheng Wan raised her head and saw the tall gate of the orphanage.

She remembered that this was a memory she hadn't dreamed of for a long time, and that was the only remaining impression she had of her biological mother, when she was placed at the gate of the orphanage.

The high gate seemed to be something from another world, Cheng Wan only felt that there was a faint light around her, and she could feel someone behind her, but she still couldn't turn around.

Sometimes Cheng Wan would wonder if her biological mother would have taken her away if she had looked back.

Or, no matter whether she turns back at that time or not, she is destined to be left behind after all.

In the nightmare, Cheng Wan only felt that the surroundings were gradually becoming transparent, and she was getting colder and colder, until she felt someone hugging her tightly, and then slowly opened her eyes.

The dark room was extremely quiet, Cheng Wan lay on the bed peacefully on her side, recalling the events in her dream, she only felt that her breath had a salty smell.

It has been a long time since Cheng Wan had a dream about her biological mother. Although she never said it, Cheng Wan knew it in her heart that she could never forgive the person who abandoned her.

The more she grew up, the more Cheng Wan felt, if her mother hadn't abandoned her back then, would Cheng Wan be able to grow up freely now.

Instead of worrying every day, afraid of being abandoned again.

When there was a movement behind her, Cheng Wan belatedly realized that there was another person on the bed.

As soon as Cheng Wan turned her head, she met Bai Juntang's eyes, her black and white eyes were like a puddle of water, Cheng Wan's breath was suffocated when she looked at it.

The person in front of him may be the one who wants to abandon her again.

"What's the matter?" Bai Juntang came over and hugged him in his arms: "I just saw your face this afternoon, why did you still look like this after sleeping? If you are not feeling well, let's go to the hospital to have a look."

Cheng Wan was embraced by her, and her forehead rested on Bai Juntang's chin.

"No..." Cheng Wan lowered her eyelids and said calmly, "I'm fine, and I don't want to go to the hospital."

Bai Juntang patted her on the back, said 'hmm', "I don't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital either, and it's hard for you to rest when people come and go. But if you're really uncomfortable, I still need to go to the hospital to have a look, don't hold on."

Cheng Wan didn't know how to answer her, it was obviously a very ordinary conversation, but Cheng Wan felt very depressed after hearing every sentence.

She was even thinking, why does Bai Juntang still care about herself, isn't she born every year?

Cheng Wan thought again of the [-] million Bai Weilan gave her, and now she finally understood why Bai Weilan didn't take it back, because it was her 'reward' and she 'deserved' it.

Bai Juntang coaxed her for a long time, only to realize that Cheng Wan was still like that, and felt that something was wrong with her from the bottom of her heart.

"What's wrong?" Bai Juntang propped himself up, looked at Cheng Wan and said, "Is there something on your mind?"

Cheng Wan closed her eyes: "No, I'm just too tired."

Although Bai Juntang was puzzled, seeing her like this, he didn't dare to force her too much. He just stretched out his hand and touched the other person's forehead to make sure that she didn't have a fever, then lowered his head and kissed Cheng Wan's temple.

"This afternoon, my mother and I discussed the matter of naming Suisui and registering a household registration." Bai Juntang said softly, "What do you think of being named Bai Zhiyu?"

Bai Juntang put her arms around Cheng Wan and explained to her: "Thinking that when I go to kindergarten in the future, it will be difficult to write a name that is too complicated, so I discussed with my mother to choose a name that is nice and easy to remember. But if you don't like it, we will It can be changed."

Cheng Wan closed her eyes and said, "This name is pretty good, as long as you think it's okay."

Bai Juntang nodded, continued to put her arms around Cheng Wan and said, "After deliberation on Hukou, Sui Sui is better with you, after all, you are..."

"Don't follow me." Cheng Wan opened her eyes now, she looked at Bai Juntang and said, "Following me won't do any good, it's better to let Sui Sui follow you."

Bai Juntang was slightly taken aback, she looked into Cheng Wan's eyes, thought for a moment before asking: "Did you hear something at the door of the study?"

Cheng Wan was slightly shocked.

Bai Juntang looked at Cheng Wan, pinched her chin and forced Cheng Wan to look at her.

"Although I don't know what you heard, but you have to believe me, no matter what I say or what my mother said, it is not aimed at you." Bai Juntang looked at her and said, "We are all for Sui Sui good."

"Yes." Cheng Wan couldn't help laughing and said, "It's all for Sui Sui."

Bai Juntang frowned slightly, just as she was about to say something, Cheng Wan broke free from her embrace and sat up from the bed.

"I understand what you said. Sui Sui is my child, and I will definitely give her the best." Cheng Wan didn't look at Bai Juntang, she just kept staring at her hand, as if she wanted to see something on it.

"Cheng Wan...?"

"I'm a little hungry."

Cheng Wan turned her head and didn't look at her: "What time is it, is it time for dinner?"

As she said that, Cheng Wan took her mobile phone and saw the time on it, it was already past six o'clock in the evening, just in time for dinner.

And Aunt Pei was also shouting upstairs from the restaurant on the first floor: "The meal is ready, everyone come down to eat!"

Cheng Wan hurriedly threw off the quilt and got out of bed, and Bai Juntang just watched her enter the bathroom.

Hearing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Bai Juntang walked over and leaned against the door to take a look in. The bathroom door made of frosted glass was closed from the inside. Bai Juntang could only vaguely look at a figure, but couldn't see the other person's details clearly. place.

Bai Juntang felt that Cheng Wan must have something to hide from her, but she didn't seem to want to tell her. After thinking about it, it was probably because Bai Juntang and Bai Weilan decided on Sui Sui's name without discussion, so Cheng Wan was probably angry.

She sighed leisurely, and said to Cheng Wan in the bathroom: "Come out after taking a shower, we will have dinner soon."

The people in the bathroom didn't answer her, so Bai Juntang could only say to himself: "Then I'll go down first, and you should come earlier."

Hearing the sound of the door being closed, Cheng Wan finally raised her head in the steamy bathroom, and the warm water splashed on the floor, soaking Cheng Wan's pink pajamas.

But Cheng Wan just stood there quietly, her mind is in a mess now.

really messy...

***

These days, the Bai family has been busy in and out of the house and finally completed a major event, which is to give the children of Sui Sui a household registration and a scientific name.

The household registration is to follow Bai Juntang, the Bai family has a great career, and following her year after year will not suffer any disadvantages.

Seeing that the full moon is about to come, the whole family is discussing the matter of having a full moon wine for Sui Sui, which is a big deal anyway.

Bai Weilan has been overseas all year round, and it is rare to come back once. Naturally, he wants to invite many people to participate in the full moon wine every year.

Bai Juntang herself is very famous in the circle, and there are many people who want to get married with her, and they will take the opportunity of this full moon wine to join in the fun, so it is easy to calculate, every year's full moon wine must come in at least hundreds of sizes people.

"There are so many people?" Bai Weilan was also a little surprised: "Then how big a place do we have to book?"

Bai Juntang said calmly: "The more than 100 people are conservative estimates. You have been away from the country for so many years. Someone must stop by to visit you with the full moon wine every year. Including those who came uninvited, there will be two to three hundred people. .”

Bai Weilan stirred the soup bowl in front of her with her face in her hands, and sighed leisurely: "There are too many people, it's not interesting."

Bai Juntang also felt the same way, drinking and socializing was annoying enough for her, she just wanted to invite some good friends to get together when the years were full, but she really didn't want to gather so many people.

She thought for a while, then turned her head to look at Cheng Wan who was sitting beside her eating quietly, and asked, "What do you think?"