The weakness of rebirth should be self-improvement

There were many flashbacks in the dream. His parents died in a car accident many years ago. He rushed to the scene. There was blood everywhere on the ground, mixed into the ground.

He could think of the miserable appearance of his parents, so He Guangyao didn't even have the courage to look up at them.

From now on, it will be He Yuchao and Chu Qiaosheng entangled in his bedroom, and the night sky when he walked out of that villa.

The picture is too clear, just like what happened yesterday.

He Guangyao knew that he was dreaming, but no matter what, he couldn't break free from that desperate dream.

It wasn't until someone yelled in a low voice several times that He Guangyao gradually regained consciousness.

The curtains in the room were pulled open, and the dazzling sunlight fell into his eyes, He Guangyao unconsciously raised his hand to cover them.

"Guangyao, are you having nightmares again?"

It was a rare weekend, thinking that He Guangyao had been lacking in sleep for a while, so Zhou Jiaqi was not willing to call him.

After making breakfast and drawing the curtains, he found that the person on the bed was shaking his head in pain in his sleep.

He Guangyao often has nightmares recently, but no matter how much he asks him, he refuses to tell the reason.

Thinking that it might be because of his too much work pressure, Zhou Jiaqi went to He Guangyao, who had a dull expression, and said, "Guangyao, I think you need to see a psychiatrist." Seeing that his eyes quickly recovered , Zhou Jiaqi said again: "Or reduce your workload."

Nearly a year has passed since the last incident. Although Yunxiang's reputation has been somewhat affected, the number of orders has been gradually recovering.

Not to mention very tired, when everything was on the right track, seeing Zhou Jiaqi still staring at him, He Guangyao nodded, got up and said, "I'll take a shower first."

Recently, I have started to frequently dream about the things that happened in my previous life. The root cause is that Xu Qingning appeared at the company's headquarters a few days ago and stopped me.

She kept calling herself a murderer, but at the beginning, He Guangyao didn't recognize that the person was her.

With disheveled hair and cheap clothes on her body, besides that, her figure is horribly bloated, making her look like a homeless person who can be seen everywhere on the street.

In the past, He Li Surong always said that a woman needs countless cares. Even if others don't love her, she should love herself. He Guangyao looked at Xu Qingning who had been pulled away by several of his subordinates. He felt that this person might have died a long time ago. give up on yourself.

Is it worth it for the sake of the past?

There was an indistinct smile on He Guangyao's face, but his mood was not necessarily relaxed.

Since then, Xu Qingning often appeared there, really crazy or pretending to be stupid, whenever someone approached, she would always talk about the cause of her brother's death back then, and in the end, she always said that.

It was He Guangyao and Quzhuang who killed him.

He Guangyao has submitted a restraining order to the government through his lawyer. Once the restraining order takes effect, if Xu Qingning tries to get close to him in the future, she will face the danger of imprisonment.

But from He Guangyao's point of view, Xu Qingning no longer cares about all of this.

It is embarrassing for the former famous lady in Xiangcheng to turn into such a miserable appearance, but now no matter what she says, no one will believe her words anymore.

Zhou Jiaqi's second brother has married a woman of similar background to him. After marriage, he quickly gave birth to a child. He Guangyao will see him every month at the Zhou family's regular gathering.

With a peaceful smile on his face, Qian Fan was exhausted, leaving only a kind of numb calm.

"Do you think your second brother knows about Xu Qingning's recent situation?"

Zhou Jiaqi glanced at his second brother and said, "You should know."

"He never thought of helping her?"

"Xu Qingning was the one who refused first. There is a saying that you should never miss an opportunity." Having said that, Zhou Jiaqi couldn't help but look back at him, and said with some displeasure: "He Guangyao, do you know that you are so easy?" Sad spring and sad autumn?" After speaking, he suddenly hugged He Guangyao in his arms, and leaned into his ear and said, "What? You want to learn from Lin Daiyu?"

When He Guangyao looked at him annoyed, Zhou Jiaqi hugged him tighter and said, "I don't want to be Brother Bao."

He didn't know his own experience, but He Guangyao didn't think about making too much entanglement.

Some things are in the past, and if you think about it too much, you are just asking for trouble.

He thought, he just needs a period of time to ease his emotions, when all these things are over.

When he came out of the shower, he saw Zhou Jiaqi sitting at the dining table drinking porridge.

The breakfast he made on the table seemed to have been used to doing such things since the day he moved in.

The loss in the past made me more easily touched, or cherished. He hugged Zhou Jiaqi's head and kissed him lightly on his hair. He Guangyao whispered thank you.

During the meal, the two chatted alternately. When it was mentioned that He Yurong had moved to He Lisurong's place, He Guangyao couldn't help but raised his head and said, "Shall we redecorate this place?"

"What? Don't like it?"

"Well, the color is too plain."

"And what are you going to make of it? The colors of the rainbow?"

Seeing the ridicule on Zhou Jiaqi's face, He Guangyao smiled and said, "It's not that exaggerated, just make the color brighter."

Zhou Jiaqi nodded, and He Guangyao said, "No objection?"

"No, it was just a little sudden."

"I want to live here forever."

Hearing this sentence, Zhou Jiaqi stopped his movements, but the smile on his face became more obvious, and he said, "What? Do you want to make this our new house?"

"You may think so."

"Then where do we live during this time?"

The He family's former villa was too big after all, since He Yurong moved to He Li Surong's apartment, and He Guangyao moved here, the place has been vacant instead.

It is the place where I grew up, but there are too many bad memories in it. Even though the memory will fade with time, occasionally He Guangyao will accidentally think of the past.

"Either move to your house, or we will live in a hotel."

Seeing He Guangyao say such words in a flat tone, Zhou Jiaqi was silent for a while, and then said: "Guangyao, have we reached the legendary period of emotional burnout?"

He Guangyao smiled and nodded, "Yes, we need a little different stimulation."

Even though the two have been together for such a long time, Zhou Jiaqi often doesn't know what He Guangyao is thinking, as if a piece of the jigsaw puzzle is missing, making this person changeable and sensitive.

But this is also good, and it also keeps me curious about him for a long time.

Zhou Jiaqi's personality can be called optimistic, and he likes to look at things from different angles.

In the future, as He Guangyao said, they would either go to the hotel or go to the former room of Zhou Jiaqi in the main house of the Zhou family. Even though everyone was puzzled by their decision, Zhou Jiaqi and He Guangyao both enjoyed it.

"So, the most naive of us are the two of you."

Hearing Wang Zirong's words, He Guangyao and Zhou Jiaqi couldn't help but glance at each other.

Recently, Wang Zirong's parents have been looking for a suitable marriage partner for him. Many people know about this, but Wang Zirong has always held an indifferent attitude towards it.

It's time to eat and play, and he can be found on the front page of the entertainment section from time to time.

"Zi Rong, to be honest, I don't think any girl is willing to marry you."

Hearing He Guangyao's words, Wang Zirong shook his head solemnly and said, "So many girls are looking for death and life for me, do you think it's all fake?"

It was already midsummer, and several people were sitting on the open-air balcony of the hotel drinking and chatting.

Ji Feng has already come out to his family members, and it is conceivable that his family members immediately cut ties with him in the newspaper, but because of He Yuchao's comfort, he finally did not write his troubles on his face.

They have grown up and have independent financial ability, so in He Guangyao's view, it is only a matter of time before his parents forgive him.

"By the way, Guangyao, what will you give me when I get married?"

Now Yunxiang has completely belonged to He Guangyao. Thinking of this, Wang Zirong's face has a natural expression.

He Guangyao showed him a smile similar to that of a child, and said, "What do you want?"

"It's not a question of what I want, it's a question of what you want to send!"

Seeing that Wang Zirong was in a hurry again, He Guangyao just smiled and said, "Can I get you a sports car?"

"Damn! So generous?!"

"Well, I promised you before."

"When? Why can't I remember?"

The sluggish expression on his face made everyone present couldn't help laughing out loud. Just when Wang Zirong was about to stretch his legs for He Guangyao, He Yuchao, who was sitting opposite them, stopped him and said, "You think about it all day long. All of them are female stars who have just debuted, how could they remember what you once said to Guangyao?"

It was rare for He Yuchao to make a joke, and because of his status in Wang Zirong's mind, he opened his mouth, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

Several people are busy at work, and in their rare free time, they will get together, drink and ride horses or BBQ, and only at this time can they relax their tense nerves.

After drinking at night, Zhou Jiaqi hugged He Guangyao enthusiastically when he turned to close the door.

Every time he made a request, He Guangyao couldn't bear to look at the smile on his face.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Guangyao, do you like children?"

He Guangyao dragged him into the bedroom of the hotel and said, "What? You had a child outside?"

Zhou Jiaqi strangled his neck vigorously, and when He Guangyao coughed a few times, he said solemnly: "He Guangyao, don't make such jokes in the future!"

He Guangyao had a faint helplessness on his face, and said, "You know it's a joke."

"Guangyao, seriously, do you want a child that belongs to us?"

"Why? The sperm of two people cannot be with..."

Seeing Zhou Jiaqi gradually becoming annoyed, He Guangyao couldn't help laughing and said, "Want a test-tube baby?"

"Well, I have consulted someone to find a surrogate mother."

He Guangyao actually likes children very much, they are small and soft, with pure eyes, and just looking at them makes the world beautiful.

When He Guangyao nodded with a tolerant face, Zhou Jiaqi simply took out the materials he had prepared and said, "Do you think there is anyone you like about these people?"

It was a photo of several young girls in their 20s, all of whom were beautiful and dignified. Zhou Jiaqi sat beside him and held his shoulders, saying: "These things are handled by someone. The child's mother doesn't know our Information, and when the child is born, unnecessary troubles will be avoided."

Zhou Jiaqi's mother has a personality similar to He Li Surong's, has an independent spiritual system, and doesn't like to get too involved in other people's affairs, even her own family.

Knowing that neither of them would worry about their opinions, He Guangyao picked out one of the photos and said, "This one?"

That girl was also very beautiful without makeup. Thinking that their children would inherit half of this person's appearance in the future, He Guangyao said, "Do you have any information about her?"

A model who has just debuted, the reason why she would do such a thing seems to have her own compelling reasons.

At that time, He Guangyao didn't know why he thought of Xu Qingning, and after a moment of silence, he put down the photo of that person, chose another one that was relatively handsome, and said, "This one?"

"I knew you would choose this."

Zhou Jiaqi would often say such things, with a firm tone, as if he knew everything about He Guangyao. He Guangyao had always kept a silent attitude towards this, but seeing Zhou Jiaqi like this, he would smile unconsciously.

"Choose another one."

"One is enough, why choose so many?"

"One sir?" After a pause, Zhou Jiaqi said, "That's fine."

Seeing him staring at the photo in a daze, He Guangyao pushed his arm and said, "I chose it for you, you come first."

"why?!"

"Why don't you choose the one you like?"

"That's not what I mean, I think you first."

He Guangyao shook his head and said, "I will treat him as my own child, you don't have to worry about that."

Although he likes children, such a responsibility is too heavy for He Guangyao. Seeing Zhou Jiaqi staring at him without speaking, He Guangyao said again: "Your one is the boss, and mine is the young one." After a pause , He said again: "No matter how you say it, you are more mature and stable than me. Also, for our children in the future, you will treat me well for the rest of your life."

Zhou Jiaqi's worries quickly disappeared, and after hugging He Guangyao tightly, he said, "What about you? Will you treat me well for the rest of your life?"

"If you're nice to me."

He Guangyao has always been that kind of extremely cautious character, and this kind of caution has been integrated into his bones and blood. Thinking that such a cautious person is already his own, Zhou Jiaqi smiled and hugged He Guangyao tightly, saying: "Guangyao, we are not as good as ourselves!" give birth to one?"

"Give birth to your head! I'm not a woman!"

"I will work harder, maybe there will be a miracle."

When he was with He Guangyao, Zhou Jiaqi would always say some ridiculous jokes, He Guangyao still wanted to kick him away, but the man had already kissed him, and what he wanted to say in the future has become impossible .

The decoration of the new house was completed a month later. According to He Guangyao, the originally light-colored room was added with a darker black color. Although there is no big change, it seems to be much more popular.

All the furniture has been replaced. On the light gray sofa, He Guangyao specially made throw pillows, square or long, and the outside is wrapped with handmade embroidery left in the workshop. The patterns are delicate and exquisite, and the colors are different shades. Looking at the past, it will give people a feeling of clusters of flowers.

The biggest change is in the bedroom. The curtains are cut with almost black velvet, the floor is covered with white carpets, and a few abstract paintings are scattered on the walls. Therefore, on the day when he saw this bedroom, Zhou Jiaqi couldn't help saying: "This room gives people a very sexy feeling."

"So we can't let others see our bedroom in the future."

But such words will undoubtedly only encourage Wang Zirong. After seeing the bedroom of the two, Wang Zirong sighed and said that he would make his new house like this in the future.

For a long time, Wang Zirong didn't believe in the existence of such things as feelings, but he still had a lot of expectations for the fact that he would get married in the near future.

Knowing that the two are looking for a surrogate mother to have a baby, several people have surprised expressions on their faces, but this kind of thing is also reasonable, and they all congratulated the two, and when they all leave, Zhou Jiaqi will sit on the sofa again He Guangyao, who was reading novels, hugged him and said, "Guangyao, after the baby is born, we need to spend more time with him."

"I know, but you fly to different places, do you think you'll have time?"

Zhou Jiaqi patted the shoulder of He Guangyao who was looking at him, and said, "So you have to work harder!"

"Zhou Jiaqi, I also have work to do."

"Yunxiang is on the right track."

Not to be outdone, He Guangyao said, "Your work is on the right track earlier than mine."

"I cook, wash dishes and mop the floor every day!"

Now He Guangyao had nothing to say. He knew that Zhou Jiaqi was thinking for himself, but he still looked unconvinced and said, "The time is half! You can't ignore him!"

"That must be, he is my child."

"It's mine too."

He Guangyao's tone was a little low, Zhou Jiaqi rested his chin on his shoulder and said, "Guangyao, what do you think our children will look like in the future?"

"I don't know, I just hope he is happy every day."

There are too many painful things in reality. If possible, He Guangyao hopes that he will never experience what he has experienced. Even though those things have completely passed, it still changed his character to some extent.

If it weren't for Zhou Jiaqi's company, I don't know what my life would be like.

"Guangyao, think more about happy things, don't do this in the future, if our child sees it, he will think that he is responsible for your unhappiness."

"I know, I try my best."

When Xiangcheng entered winter, the child was carried to them.

It was a boy, just as He Guangyao imagined, small and soft, his mouth would open unconsciously when he fell asleep.

"Jiaqi, if he finds out that he doesn't have a mother in the future, will he blame us?"

Can feel He Guangyao's nervousness, this kind of nervousness is too rare, Zhou Jiaqi hugged him comfortingly, and said: "Then let's teach him well, saying that we love each other more than many people, if in the future he desperately wants When we see his mother, we will take him to see her."

He Guangyao nodded, only watching the child giggle.

The family hired a nanny, but when he was free after get off work or on weekends, He Guangyao would take him by himself, breastfeed or change diapers, and he gradually became proficient in doing these things.

The child's name was given by He Yurong, who followed Zhou Jiaqi's surname, and was called Zhou Yang. The adults didn't have any demands on him, they only hoped that he would live in the dazzling sunshine every day in the future.

Since the birth of the child, He Guangyao has gradually reduced his workload, or brought the work home as needed. The child is gradually able to hold the hand he stretched out, and gradually crawls and sits upright.

And as he grew up, the furnishings at home became a little different. In the vacant space in the living room, his toys were on the carpet. Occasionally, He Guangyao couldn't help but sigh when he looked at the slightly messy room.

"Don't you know? That's what a home is like, and you'll be angry if it's a little messy!"

Hearing Zhou Jiaqi's words, Zhou Yang, who was sitting on the carpet playing with toys, kept waving the toys at him.

"You want Dad to play with you?"

Not long after, He Guangyao also sat down.

"Guangyao, after a while, we will have another child, shall we?"

He Guangyao teased his son with the toy in his hand, saying, "When?"

"What do you think?"

"When Yangyang was three years old."

Seeing that he said it without any hesitation, Zhou Jiaqi couldn't help but turn around and said, "Have you been thinking about this for a long time?"

He Guangyao nodded, and Zhou Jiaqi hugged him with a smile on his face, kissed him hard on the face, and said, "He Guangyao, that's what I like most about you."

"what?"

"I don't know, that's how it feels."

Seeing the two hugging and talking, Zhou Yang, who was sitting on the ground feeling left out, stretched out his hand anxiously.

Zhou Jiaqi originally wanted to hug him, but He Guangyao held the child in his hands one step faster than him. Seeing the softer smile on his face, Zhou Jiaqi thought, give He Guangyao a little more time, those things that he doesn't know, but keep letting him The troublesome things should be gradually forgotten by him.

Because he once saw a sentence that children and families can save a person from darkness.