The weakness of rebirth should be self-improvement

Chu Qiaosheng thought that he would meet He Yuchao here, but he never thought that he would take the initiative to talk to him.

Since He Yuchao recognized him three years ago, their relationship was pretty good at the beginning. Although it can't be called very warm, He Yuchao was as patient as when he was a child when facing him.

Chu Qiaosheng was filled with joy, and when he thought his dream could finally come true, He Yuchao quickly rejected his confession.

It's fine to refuse. When he sees himself in the future, he will just take a look at him lightly, and then turn around quickly. He is simply worse than a stranger.

He Yuchao's personality is undoubtedly weird, but thinking of the efforts he has put in for him over the years, Chu Qiaosheng feels that he is somewhat unacceptable.

The more he missed what he couldn't get, and when this kind of yearning gradually became a kind of paranoia, Chu Qiaosheng began to have people follow He Yuchao. The idea at first was very simple, but he wanted to learn more about He Yuchao.

It's a pity that the result is disappointing. He Yuchao is like a robot covered with a layer of human skin. He always works and works on weekdays. If there is anything different about his life, it is that he cares about his younger brother very much.

Whenever he is free, he spends all his time on He Guangyao. Chu Qiaosheng remembers a group of photos. He Yuchao and He Guangyao are walking on the streets of New York in the cold winter. They are wearing similar dark tweed jackets. He Yuzhao was a little shorter, walking and eating with a hot dog in his hand, with a simple and joyful expression on his face, and then he probably ate the ketchup to the corner of his mouth, He Yuzhao stopped, and patiently lowered his head to wipe off the ketchup for him.

The glove was clamped by his elbow, and the gentle smile on his face that could almost melt into Haruyuki's was so shallow that it would be ignored if he was not careful.

There were a total of twelve photos in that group, and Chu Qiaosheng looked at them one by one, feeling as if they were standing in front of him at that time.

The warmth was a little too much, Chu Qiaosheng threw away those photos, remembered He Yuchao's appearance when talking about his younger brother, and finally realized that He Yuchao had actually pretended to be someone in his heart.

He Yuchao is probably the kind of person who lives a rigorous and self-disciplined life, but when he falls in love with someone, no matter whether he will get this person in the end, he probably cannot tolerate the existence of others in his heart.

Others think that he hides everything, but unfortunately, those who are interested can always see his inner thoughts quickly from his face.

Chu Qiaosheng, like He Yuchao, was paranoid about feelings. When he found that he couldn't get close to He Yuchao, he set his mind on He Guangyao.

The smile of Xin Wuchengfu in the photo, at first glance, looks like the kind of child who grew up in a greenhouse where his parents overprotected him.

This kind of person is the best lie.

Thinking of this, he asked those who were following He Yu to follow He Guangyao.

In two years, when he gradually understood what kind of character He Guangyao was, and set up a trap for him to jump in, He Guangyao easily avoided it.

After being kissed by He Guangyao at the racecourse last time, Chu Qiaosheng finally aroused He Yuchao's idea again. The last time He Yuchao called him, He Yuchao had already made it very clear when they met, telling him not to approach He Guangyao again .

When He Yuchao said these words, he looked directly at Chu Qiaosheng, which made Chu Qiaosheng feel as if he had stripped off the outer layer of disguise.

He can guess He Yuchao's thoughts, just as He Yuchao can understand his inner plan in an instant.

They are the same kind of people, with no source, no roots, and no bottom. Although they look like ordinary people, they have a dark heart, and they can pay all the price for what they want.

At that time, besides the panic, Chu Qiaosheng was actually a little proud. He thought that he already knew where He Yuchao's Achilles' heel was, and it would not be particularly difficult to restrain him in the future.

What really makes people feel troublesome is He Guangyao, who is smart, calm, and always makes people unable to guess his inner thoughts.

Chu Qiaosheng was powerless against such He Guangyao, but when he thought that anything involving He Guangyao would always make He Yuchao uneasy, he couldn't help but be eager to try.

For some reason, he began to worry about He Guangyao. When he found out, he was already sitting in the lobby of the Yunxiang headquarters office building.

The gazes and whispers of others made Chu Qiaosheng a little unnatural, but he didn't expect that it was He Yuchao who rescued him from this embarrassment.

He Yuzhao looked distraught, but if he put in enough effort and time, when He Yuzhao gradually fell in love, then no matter how many years passed, He Yuzhao might belong to him alone.

Thinking of this, Chu Qiaosheng raised a warm smile and said, "Yu Chao, why don't you try to be with me? If you are with me, I promise to give you my heart and soul. Besides, He Guangyao doesn't care at all. I like you, you also saw that day, he kissed me..."

"Shut up! Chu Qiaosheng."

He Yuchao probably wanted to say something, but because of his good upbringing, he didn't say those words in the end. Chu Qiaosheng seemed to be watching the fun, He Yuchao turned cold, and his tone gradually returned to his usual calm. Looking at Chu Qiaosheng, he said word by word: "I only have him in my heart. Even if he refuses to accept me in the future, I will not change this."

At the end of the speech, Chu Qiaosheng looked at him with a sympathetic look, and said, "Why bother? Yu Chao, you have achieved so much, but in He Guangyao's eyes, you will never be just a It's just an orphan adopted by his parents."

"How did you know about this?"

"Just look at his attitude towards you."

He Yuchao sneered, of course he didn't believe Chu Qiaosheng's nonsense, if it were to be said, he must have had someone bribe the servants of the He family, and asked them to regularly report every move of the He family.

This kind of thing would never have happened when He Li Surong was here before. Thinking of this, He Yuchao smiled and said, "Qiao Sheng, don't underestimate everyone. I advise you to stop here."

Hearing the threat in his words, Chu Qiaosheng shook his head and said, "For He Guangyao? Yu Chao, is it worth it for such a person?"

"Whether it's worth it or not is my business."

"Why don't you just cut off all contact with the He family? You have paid enough for them these years. And you are not happy staying in their house at all."

He Yuzhao frowned and said, "I said this is my own business."

"Is it still for He Guangyao?"

When Chu Qiaosheng said this, there was an infinite sense of ridicule on his face, He Yuchao looked at him unmoved, and said: "I have already talked to you so much today, Chu Qiaosheng, the choice is yours, if you If you can bear the consequences."

"Yu Chao..."

He Guangyao, who had been standing there for a long time, finally came back to his senses when he heard footsteps upstairs, and quietly pushed open the door of the stairwell and went back the same way.

So He Yuchao really likes him?He Guangyao looked at the ever-changing numbers in the elevator, with a calm expression on his face that was similar to numbness.

He had already died once, and up to now, he still remembers the scene where his family was destroyed, and others still remembered the scene of falling into the grave. Even if the reality is a little different from what he imagined, it still can't change some of his thoughts.

He needs He Yuchao to leave Yunxiang and sever all ties with everyone in the He family. It would be best if he could go so far that he would never have to see him again in this lifetime.

Even though He Guangyao didn't pay attention to it, since Chu Qiaosheng appeared here that day, his career seems to have encountered a big setback. First, a big-budget movie with him as the protagonist suddenly broke out that investors withdrew their funds. Several advertisers who intended to have Chu Qiaosheng as their endorsement also chose this time to replace them. For a while, the news that Chu Qiaosheng had offended a certain dignitary in the circle was overwhelming.

Of course, He Guangyao knew that this was He Yuchao's decision, but what he didn't expect was that He Yuchao seemed to be very different from Chu Qiaosheng, but he didn't expect that he would give such support to Chu Qiaosheng's acting career.

Is it because they came out of the same orphanage?

Also, from the beginning to the end of this matter, He Yuchao never mentioned a word to himself.

At this time, He Guangyao realized that he really didn't know anything about this elder brother who had lived under the same roof with him for more than 20 years.

It doesn't matter to him whether he understands or not. He Guangyao has more things to do.

As early as when he was transferred to Yunxiang's headquarters, He Guangyao asked his father, He Yurong, to reserve a position for him in the branch factory in Dongping.

The reason is that Yunxiao was discovered by him alone. Apart from selling it astonishingly exclusive right to use it, it also has many business opportunities.

He Guangyao had already decided before that the staff of the R&D department would change some of its components so that it could reduce its cost while maintaining some of Yunxiao's characteristics, and then change its name to put it into large-scale production and sell it to Those are only medium-sized garment factories.

Yunxiao already had a high reputation. He Guangyao quickly brought this matter up at the regular meeting of the board of directors after seeking their consent without affecting the rights and interests of the Swiss company.

The dozen or so members of the board of directors seemed a little surprised, but this proposal would undoubtedly increase Yunxiang's annual profit. After a moment of silence, and under the mediation of He Yurong and He Yuchao, everyone quickly agreed to He Guangyao's proposal.

Coming out of the conference room, He Yuzhao signaled He Guangyao to follow him into his office with a look.

Although he still doesn't like He Yuchao, He Guangyao understands many issues very clearly. He Yuchao is good at business, and he has more experience than himself, so he didn't hesitate much, so he followed He Yuchao into his office. .

He Yuchao's office is not very big, and the decoration is similar to his dressing style, simple and dull. After entering the door, there is a small living room, and there is a large writing desk and a large desk in the back by the window. A bookcase full of books on textiles or marketing.

The scenery outside the window is good, the floor is very high, giving people a feeling of looking down on all living beings, there is a wide blue sky above, and occasionally a horizontal floor roof appears below.

There are white shutters on the windows, which are pulled up at this moment, and the light is appropriate to break the boring feeling composed of black, white and gray.

Hearing the voice, He Yuchao turned his head, looked at He Guangyao and said, "Guangyao, you are the manager of the marketing department. Although you still hold the position of deputy factory manager in that Dongping branch factory, the rank is different. For example, for the proposal you just made, you should first hand over the information to the manager of the marketing department, and then he will propose it at the regular meeting. If you do this, it is a bit leapfrogged."

He Guangyao had already anticipated this kind of thing before the meeting, but when he thought about the evaluation of him by everyone in the company, he didn't care so much.

Everyone looked at him with colored eyes. As long as he does well, they can't say anything more.

The way He Yuzhao looked directly at He Guangyao made him feel nervous, but this kind of nervousness was similar to the mood of elementary school students whose homework was randomly checked by the teacher. He Guangyao wanted to ignore the oppressive feeling he brought to him, so after a moment of silence, he Said in a nonchalant tone: "Yunxiang will be mine from now on, as long as they get used to it."

"Glory..."

He Yuchao looked a little disappointed, he shook his head, and said, "Guangyao, yes, Yunxiang was founded by my father back then. He, mother, you, plus my shares, it is not an exaggeration to call it a family business , but have you ever thought about other people’s feelings? Yunxiang’s development to this day, do you think it’s due to my father or me alone? Disrespect for them will also cause them to misunderstand. They feel that Yunxiang has nothing to do with them. Guangyao, the core of an enterprise is cohesion. Your behavior will make some sensitive people half-hearted and understand? "

He Guangyao didn't think so much, but He Yuchao was right in everything he said. After a long silence, he said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully enough."

Sure enough, he still has a lot to learn. For example, if he wants to sit in that high position, he should first learn to respect others.

Hearing He Yuzhao's low laughter, He Guangyao raised his head with some doubts. Seeing He Yuzhao's smiling face, he couldn't help frowning. Although he really wanted to tell He Yuzhao what you were laughing at, but when he thought about it, he should keep a certain distance from He Yuzhao. , Such words were held back one by one by him.

"Guangyao, I haven't seen you showing weakness like this for a long time."

☆、He Yuchao episode

If He Yuchao's cry could be described in one sentence, then there is probably only one life left, one wrong step and one wrong step.

When he was very young, he knew that he was adopted by He Yurong and his wife.

The deepest impression left on him by the orphanage was that in addition to suffering from hunger all the time, there was only the feeling of freezing to death in winter.

Nothing, family, the love of parents and relatives, even a friendly look from others.

Probably because he couldn't find his own origin, so in He Yuchao's heart, even the world in front of him has nothing to do with him.

He doesn't smile often, although he is suitable for the age to be adopted, but the initial impression of those adults when they see him is probably that this child looks gloomy and very unpleasant.

He Yuchao has thought about his future. After graduating from high school, he will work in a supermarket or a repair shop, and then rely on his own ability to organize a family. If he has a child, he will hold that child in his arms every day, and talk to him tirelessly. Sweet words, like dad loves you very much, like you are dad's baby.

This is his only and humblest dream. When other children are reading fairy tale books with gusto, he will look out the window and weave a bright future for himself.

You don't need a lot of money, you don't need to be famous, as long as you can organize a family and have your own family.

It’s just that this dream came true quickly in another way. The first person to look at He Yuchao was actually the unsmiling He Li Surong, wearing an expensive and exquisite suit and a dazzling diamond necklace around his neck.

When He Yuzhao found her, she was standing in the dean's office and looked towards him with no expression. It was summer, the sun was shining on the lawn through the branches, and the wind was blowing, and the luxuriant fir tree was blown away. The branches stretched there, shadowy, setting off He Li Surong standing behind the window like a ghost.

He Yuchao was a little panicked in his heart, but what about panic? In his opinion, no emotion could solve the problem he was facing. At that time, he just glanced at He Lisurong indifferently, and still lowered his head and wiped the one who was younger than him next to him. The face of a child.

Four-year-old children are the most mischievous. If they are not careful, they can turn themselves into a clay figurine. Their faces are also covered with dirty marks, mixed with dried up snot, making people disgusted and pitiful.

It didn't look any different that day, until the next day, the dean took him to the office to talk for nearly half an hour, and then someone took him to He's house.

In the mansion located in the middle of the mountain, He Yuzhao stared blankly at everything outside the caravan, feeling as if he had entered a dream.

Thinking of the dean's words, that family is very good. When you have the ability in the future, don't forget the other children in the orphanage.

He Yuchao kept these words in his heart, and many years later, he already had the ability, and half of his salary or dividends, he anonymously donated them to the orphanage.

In the beginning, it was all good. Although he was terrified in his heart, he didn’t have to suffer from hunger. He had good clothes and fine food and was served by servants. After just two months, He Yuchao felt that his back was stiff when he walked. Straighten up.

Until He Guangyao was born two years later, the strange eyes of the servants and their gossip forced He Yuchao to hide in his turtle shell again.

Keeping a secret, although the situation is a little more difficult than before, it will not be discovered by others.

After a period of time, He Guangyao was carried back from the best private hospital in Xiangcheng. Due to premature delivery, he looked like a mutated, dry monkey, and was ugly. Every time He Yuchao saw him, he would Involuntarily want to take two steps back.

He thought he was good at disguising, but it was a pity that He Li Surong soon saw the secret in his heart.

She was wearing home clothes, a knitted sweater, and a tower-shaped pearl necklace of good quality. When He Yuchao entered, she turned back from the window holding a cup of black tea and said, "He Yuchao, He Guangyao is your younger brother and your family. Be nice to him all your life, and if you show enough patience and love to him, he will be nice to you in the future." At this point, her expression became a little softer, and she said: "Emotions need each other's dedication, understand? ?”

He Yuchao didn't understand very well, but when he heard about his family and brothers, he suddenly became a little excited.

The arrival of He Guangyao is actually a threat to him. Although He Yurong often said that it was because they adopted him that God was moved to give them a child, or that he had already been adopted by the He couple through legal channels, but the kindness in his heart The feeling of wandering and helpless, in fact, has not disappeared once.

It's just that He Li Surong's suggestion was a great temptation, and He Yuchao really did what she said in the future. He stood by the mother's side and watched her why Guangyao took a bath, a small ball, with his eyes open Not open, and then gradually, he began to grow flesh, and his skin changed from red at first to a healthy pink later.

He began to grow teeth, learn to babble, learn to walk, and learn to play with toys by himself. He Yuchao always watched over him, and every time he thought of what He Li Surong had said to him, he would probably say hehe, he is my younger brother, He is my lifelong family kind of impression.

He Li Surong forbids her servants to mention that He Yuchao was adopted by them in front of He Guangyao. She has always been strict with her servants, and the servants regard her words as sacred orders. Be respectful and kind to yourself.

He watched He Guangyao grow up little by little. Although his character is occasionally stubborn, he is also innocent and kind enough. Compared with this series of advantages, He Yuchao feels that those shortcomings are no longer shortcomings.

He Guangyao was a very good younger brother until he came out in front of his parents when he was in his second year of high school. When he made an overseas phone call to himself in frustration, He Yuzhao remembered He Guangyao crying and begging him not to leave him when he was about to study abroad.

His life is always busy. Apart from his studies, he has already started working part-time. Chinese restaurants in Chinatown are the best place for many international students.

The inferiority complex in his heart has not disappeared. Sometimes he feels that what he does is just to prove something to himself.

He Yurong called himself several times over there, and He Yuchao came back to his senses. In four years, he and He Guangyao only met a few times. Eventually, they became a little stranger to each other anyway.

He Yuchao made several phone calls with He Guangyao at He Yurong's request, but his tone showed indifference. He Yuchao was only strict with himself, and he heard his persistence, so he didn't say anything more.

He Guangyao said that he naturally likes men, this cannot be changed no matter what, he is not a pervert.

I realized my different feelings for He Guangyao. It was because He Guangyao had an accident in the United States and became mentally abnormal. At that time, He Yuchao had already entered Yunxiang to work. When he heard about He Guangyao’s accident, the family hurriedly booked a plane ticket and flew there. New York.

A youth full of vigor and vitality in the past, on the day He Yuchao saw him, his eyes were dull, he sat on the hospital bed blankly, and kept repeating the words that I killed Xu Qingyuan.

He Yuzhao recalled how when he was very young, he ran after him with a smile on his face. At that time, the sun was shining brightly and the lawn was green. Every time he ran slowly on purpose, He Guangyao threw him down from behind. , the two quarreled on the lawn until the servant called them back to eat or take a bath.

But now he doesn't know himself. Realizing this, He Yuchao just feels like a knife is twisting his heart. Besides, he also feels very guilty. He Li Surong taught him to be friendly with his younger brother since he was a child, but because he was busy with himself The so-called cause of self-respect neglected to keep him in custody.

Only Qu Zhuang knew what happened, and he said it was an accident.

He Yuchao looked at the mouth of Quzhuang who was pretending to be calm, and couldn't help punching him hard in the face. He Guangyao had paid so much for him, but how could it be so simple?

If He Yurong hadn't hugged him who was trembling all over, He Yuchao felt that he might have beat Quzhuang to death on the spot that day.

He Guangyao is the treasure of the He family, how can people like Quzhuang trample on it at will?

It's just that he couldn't take care of these things at that time, not to mention that He Guangyao's situation was extremely bad. Under He Li Surong's decision, they paid a huge amount of hush money to Quzhuang, and then brought He Guangyao back to Xiangcheng.

During that time, He Guangyao didn't know anyone. Fortunately, He Yuchao was patient enough to take care of him like a child, put him to sleep, and feed him. Until one day, He Li Surong contacted a well-known psychiatrist in Sweden and asked him why Guangyao underwent hypnotherapy for half a year.

When he woke up, He Guangyao's personality changed completely, and he lost all his vigor and hostility. He Yuchao looked at him and felt that from now on, he would never be able to be bullied to He Guangyao again.

While trying to make himself more responsible, his relationship with He Guangyao has already deteriorated.

Maybe it was when He Guangyao woke up from a dream and wanted him to accompany him to sleep, or when he was reading in the study and he suddenly ran in and hugged his shoulder and called his brother affectionately.

He knew that He Guangyao had lost his memory, but at that time, when He Guangyao lay on his lap or hugged him from behind, He Yuchao had already felt the shock in his heart.

Already an adult, he has a lot to consider, other people's opinions, He Yurong and He Li Surong's kindness to him, so he can only endure He Guangyao's ready-to-express feelings.

Pretend to be a kind brother, just to see his face, his smile, little by little, when He Yuchao found out, he was already deep in it and couldn't extricate himself.

The four years that He Guangyao studied at the textile college in New York were the happiest four years in He Yuchao's life. Every time He Guangyao acted like a baby with him, he would immediately drop his work and fly to see him. The streets of New York at night, the lights Dazzling, all night long, He Guangyao was by his side, talking to him about school affairs carefree, and He Yuchao felt more at ease than ever.

No one knew him and He Guangyao there. They walked in a foreign land, as if they could only rely on each other.

He looked at He Guangyao's back, thinking that when he graduated from university, he would confess to his parents and seek their forgiveness, and then abandon everything to pursue He Guangyao.

It's a pity that things often change too quickly. In the year of graduation, He Guangyao brought Chu Qiaosheng into his home. Chu Qiaosheng, who had met him normally a while ago, suddenly lost his memory.

He Guangyao didn't know at this time that he had no blood relationship with him, so even if he doubted Chu Qiaosheng, he couldn't tell in front of He Guangyao that Chu Qiaosheng was actually from the same orphanage as me, and that both of them came from the same orphanage. He only confessed this kind of thing to me a few years ago, and the doctor's diagnosis was that Chu Qiaosheng did have a hematoma in his brain, and memory loss and other phenomena were not ruled out.

It's just that all these are just his own excuses. In the final analysis, He Yuchao has never got rid of the inferiority complex given to him by his birth.

One wrong step, one wrong step, when He Yuzhao found out that He Guangyao had quickly fallen in love with Chu Qiaosheng and was determined to be with him, nothing but disappointment and anger remained in his heart.

He Guangyao is immature and stupid, even if he has suffered a big loss, he still can't learn to have a long memory.

Or, it was because He Guangyao had never looked at him with admiration.

He Yuchao is a person who is used to forbearance, until he saw the sweetness of Chu Qiaosheng and He Guangyao day after day, and when he was about to drive himself crazy, Xu Qingning, who wanted to avenge his brother, found him.

Her purpose is very clear, she wants Quzhuang to be ruined and He Guangyao to have nothing.

The paranoid feelings made He Yuchao make a huge mistake, and made him simply believe in Xu Qingning's words. His purpose was very simple, to tie He Guangyao who was in trouble by his side, and from then on, he was the only one he could rely on.

It's just that things are going in an unpredictable direction after all. Xu Qingning, who wants to avenge her brother, has long been lost in hatred. After she cooperates with herself and forces Yun Xiang to almost go bankrupt, she designs to kill He Yurong With He Li Surong.

Seeing that He Guangyao still trusted him at that time, He Yuchao only felt that he was forced to the cliff, thinking that one day such things would be known by He Guangyao, then he might be forced to have a second nervous breakdown by himself.

It's just that at this point, the greed in the heart will force people to do a lot of unimaginable things. At that time, he and Xu Qingning became grasshoppers on the same rope, and when He Yuchao approached his goal step by step, he would be beaten every day. Awakened by guilt and guilt, unable to sleep at night, the only thing that can make him feel better is to imagine that one day He Guangyao will be with him, he will treat He Guangyao better, and he will make Xu Qingning pay the price he deserves .

Of course, the premise is that He Guangyao will never know the truth of the matter.

He Yuzhao prayed for this every day, but the plan couldn't change quickly enough. On the day He Guangyao signed the application for Yunxiang's bankruptcy, Xu Qingning told him all the facts.

Xu Qingning was good at calculating, but she was so stupid that she fell into his trap. On that day, He Yuzhao anxiously waited for He Guangyao to come to him, thinking that if He Guangyao told him to die in front of him immediately, he would probably die for a while. Follow his words without saying a word, and return all the things that have no meaning to him.

If only he could forgive himself.

It was Chu Qiaosheng who came to him first, taking every step of the way, and when he achieved his goal, the expression on his face made people feel disgusted.

Then he thought of himself, in He Guangyao's eyes, he should be as disgusting as Chu Qiaosheng, right?

Chu Qiaosheng said that He Guangyao had something to bring to him, but He Yuchao was dubious. At that time, He Guangyao's mobile phone was turned off, and He Yuchao couldn't find him no matter what.

When he and Chu Qiaosheng got entangled accidentally, He Guangyao happened to be at that time, and He Yuchao looked at his pale face, and suddenly remembered his previous decision.

The person you love the most often hurts you the most. On this day, he is the one who hurts He Guangyao the most.

He Guangyao's previous 20-odd years can't be described as a kind of happiness. Even though he was born in a wealthy family and had the love of his parents, he was always betrayed by people he loved or trusted.

He Yuchao knew He Guangyao too well. In fact, when he was chasing after him, he had already guessed the final decision He Guangyao made.

Then things developed as he expected. He watched He Guangyao quickly drive his car under the tires of a truck, and heard the screeching sound of brakes and the sound of the car's shell being crushed. I just feel that the whole person is blank after all from the beginning to the end.

He hugged He Guangyao's crippled body, and in the end, he couldn't even cry...

When he woke up, there was a pale moonlight in front of him, He Yuzhao cried out from the dream, until he woke up for a long time, he couldn't stop his sobs.

With a piercing chill in his heart, it was only then that He Yuchao realized that He Guangyao really represented what he wanted most and the only thing in this world.