little fool's child bride

"I used to think the world was unfair, because everyone's family level at the time of birth determines the education he receives and the people he contacts in the future. At the same time, a person's talent determines his upper and lower limits. Some people can accept it as soon as they are born. The best education, so even if you are mediocre, you will still go further and have more than most ordinary people when you grow up; and some people are born geniuses, even if they are in class and sleep, they can get the first place in the school I am in the middle, my talent is not high but I am not low, my family is not rich but I am not short on food and clothing, I am the most common kind of person in the world."

"So I like to read novels about rebirth or time travel. I imagine myself as the protagonist in the novels. I often think that if I go back to the past one day, I must be the first to do e-commerce and real estate. I want to be someone. Heavy agriculture What is the suppression of business, and which is the Qing government? I once said contemptuously that if I travel to that time, I must unify the world and make China the most powerful country in the world."

"But when I really traveled here, I realized that I was really wrong."

Xiao Xiao's tongue was a little big, but she still drank cup after cup, trying to vent out the pain that had been suppressed in her heart for so long.He looked at Liu Kaize with drunken eyes, "Do you know? This country is much better than China in history, and I met the prince again. Isn't this the standard plot of a novel? I think about me It will definitely make a big splash and advance the development of Baiyu tens...hundreds of years!"

"But it's really too difficult. If Liu Ziming is already the emperor, it might be easier, but now he is just a prince who doesn't even have real power. How can he manage me if he can protect himself? If I know martial arts, I might still I will want to persevere, but I won’t, I don’t want to live this kind of fearful life anymore!”

Xiao Xiao burst into tears: "I really don't want to die! My store hasn't opened yet, I haven't seen Mu Yu grow up yet, I still have so many things to accomplish, I really can't live and die Bearish! And I often think that this country without me is just a few more decades of development, but it’s just going according to the normal course of history. Now I don’t even know what I’m doing right or wrong. Is it worth it?"

"Have you forgotten those who survived in Ancheng?"

Xiao Xiao was taken aback, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

"Have you forgotten how much Jiang Muyu would have survived without the crossbow you sent and the concrete road you laid?"

"Have you forgotten how the magistrate of Lin'an County thanked you so much, how the villagers hugged your leg and thanked you for allowing them to live?"

Scenes of the past suddenly flashed before Xiao Xiao's eyes. Zhao Ming said that he would become the richest man in the future, Liu Ziming said that he would also venture into the dragon's lake and tiger's den for the sake of the common people, and Jiang Muyu went to the battlefield in a coma.

"Xiao Xiao, look at me." Liu Kaize stared into Xiao Xiao's eyes and said solemnly: "It's okay if you're afraid of death. It's okay if you want to let go. But you can't belittle yourself, and you can't think about dying. You To know that you still have us by your side, can you give us more trust?"

Liu Kaize knew that Xiao Xiao had a heavy heart, but he didn't know that there were so many things hidden in his heart, and so much weight.The anxiety of hiding his identity, the fear of dying again, and the sense of responsibility to take the world as his own responsibility.Xiao Xiao has always given people a gentle side, and her words sometimes make people feel naive and childish. Who would have thought that such a person's truest emotions would be like this?Who would have thought that the famous Mr. Xiao is also a mortal...

"I do not know."

Xiao Xiao was confused.

It's not that Xiao Xiao has no relatives or friends, but he has never had real empathy in this world, so he never tells them his true emotions or thoughts.Happiness, sadness, anger, jealousy, he is willing to share with others the things that can touch the heart in life, and then modify them; but the deepest secrets in his heart are still unable to speak out, he is afraid that those negative and dark truths will make people feel sad. scare away.trust?The most fragile and indestructible thing in this world, Xiao Xiao really has no way to say "yes" firmly.

Liu Kaize was silent for a while: "I know you have only been in this world for a short year, and it is normal for you not to trust us. So I won't blame you. I just hope that you can reveal a little bit of your true thoughts, like It's better to say it after drinking like today, instead of abandoning us directly. The foolish apprentice will cry."

Silly apprentice?

Xiao Xiao's mind, which was almost battered, finally became a little clearer.

Yes, Mu Yu will cry, even though he is almost catching up with him now.

Xiao Xiao smiled, and then fell headfirst onto the low table. Fortunately, Liu Kaize had quick eyes and hands to support him, otherwise he would have fallen off the roof.

"I'm still a child!" Liu Kaize sighed, not knowing whether it was Xiao Xiao's drinking capacity or Xiao Xiao's thoughts.He carried him down and put him on the bed, then glanced at the books in the dark outside the yard, and disappeared into the night with a few jumps.

When Xiao Xiao woke up the next day, the sun was already high. He tried his best to think but couldn't remember what he did when he was drunk yesterday.He still had some important business to do today, luckily the time to visit the shop was in the afternoon, so he rushed to Dongshi after dinner.After buying the shop, he took Liu Kaize to the tavern to buy wine.

"Wait a while to see that person from yesterday?"

After Xiao Xiao agreed the address with the people in the tavern, she talked to Liu Kaize.The main purpose of Liu Kaize's trip was to protect Xiao Xiao. He didn't think that the comatose person yesterday could pose any threat to Xiao Xiao, so he nodded without any other choice.The guard who guarded the man yesterday told them that he had been sent to the medical clinic in the city, so Xiao Xiao and Liu Kaize walked to the Li's medical clinic.

Li's Medical Center is the one closest to the carriage stop, small and remote, hidden in the neighborhood.Under the leadership of the guards, Xiao Xiao and the others arrived at this small medical clinic with twists and turns. Before they arrived, they saw a person leaning against the door waving a cattail fan and eating melon seeds. They were indifferent when they saw approaching.

"Where was the unconscious man yesterday?" the guard stepped forward and asked.

The man narrowed his eyes and looked up and down the four of Xiao Xiao for a while, then pointed behind him with his finger: "The back room."

There is a dilapidated cloth banner hanging outside the door of this medical center, which is full of traces of life. The first thing people see when they walk in are the three portraits of Confucius, Mencius and Lao Tzu pasted on the wall. Why did the doctor post these three people.Xiao Xiao was suddenly worried about the safety of the person he saved yesterday. Do doctors in this day and age have any qualification certificates to practice medicine?People will not be put to death, right?

Fortunately, when Xiao Xiao went in, she saw a person sitting. Xiao Xiao breathed a sigh of relief, but then her eyes widened after seeing that person's face.

"It's you!"

The person on the bed looked at Xiao Xiao indifferently, the smile that had been on his face before had long since disappeared, leaving only guard and vigilance, but the moment he saw Xiao Xiao, everything returned to calm.

"You saved me?" Hongmei asked, "We are really destined."

"It's fate, it's just your calculations!" Liu Kaize rolled his eyes, he didn't expect that he would save a wolf despite his rare kindness.He narrowed his eyes, and before Xiao Xiao and the others could react, he dodged to the side of the bed, and then grabbed Hongmei's throat. "What the hell are you playing?"

"What can I do like this, ahem," Hongmei said with difficulty while grabbing Liu Kaize's arm, "It's really a misunderstanding..."

Liu Kaize naturally didn't believe it, he didn't let go until he saw that Hongmei was about to faint again, and looked indifferently at the woman coughing so much that he could almost smell blood.At this time, a person came into the room suddenly, walking and yelling: "Hey, the money you gave yesterday is not enough, she used up all my medicine, you have to pay more!"

"Yesterday we gave ten taels." Xiao Xiao frowned, feeling that this person was really greedy.

"Ten taels? You go to the street and ask someone casually, what can ten taels of silver do in this royal city! Not to mention that all my medicines are good. I usually have to sell a bottle for ten taels. I used more than two bottles for big and small wounds! If I hadn’t been kind, who would be so willing? I never thought that good intentions would be rewarded!”

What this person said was sensible and emotional, but Xiao Xiao knew that this person was just trying to extort money from them.Wangcheng's consumption is high, but no matter how high it is, it is only twice as high as Ancheng's. How could he be so exaggerated?Hongmei's coma was only due to excessive blood loss from the whip wounds on her body. Externally applied hemostatic drugs are relatively cheap in various medical centers. A bottle is less than five hundred cash, let alone in this small hospital in the hall.Twelve is still not enough?It's just that I want to ask for more money because I see their gorgeous clothes!

"You said your medicine is good, so I'll pay more than twelve taels to buy a bottle, and then send it to another hospital for examination to see if it's so miraculous. If the effect is good, I'll pay double the price; but if it's different from usual to stop bleeding If the medicine is the same, then not only will I not give you more money, but I will take back the ten taels, and I will sue you to the government and impose dozens of slaps on you!"

Xiao Xiao said to the doctor gently, but the meaning in the words made the doctor shudder uncontrollably.He immediately regretted it in his heart, why did he kick on an iron board?The doctor repeatedly smiled and said: "Hey, I'm just kidding! Isn't this because the adults are depressed and come in to relieve the adults! I'm going out now, I'm going out now!"

Xiao Xiao sighed at the man's cautious retreat, then turned around and said to Liu Kaize and the others: "Let's go out and discuss it, and leave someone to watch her."