What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

There was a "click" sound of the key opening the door outside the house, and Ji Zhun's hand stroking Tan Jingyang's back tightened suddenly:

"someone is coming."

At the same time, Cheng Zui pushed open the door with a bag of vegetables, and froze in place before he could move.

He frowned, followed the coke cans that fell on the ground to look at the two people on the sofa, and the plastic bag made a small rubbing sound between his fingers.

Tan Jingyang's flushed eyes darkened, and her fragile and helpless expression quickly subsided.

He supported the sofa and stood up, Xu Cheng nodded lightly: "I'm back."

Cheng Zui pursed his lips, did not speak, and looked at Ji Zhun behind him through Tan Jingyang.

Ji Zhun rubbed his wrists, then lifted the neckline up, and when he raised his head to meet Cheng Zui's gaze, he was still a little embarrassed.

He subconsciously explained: "Cough, what was that just now, don't get me wrong..."

As a result, it was okay not to explain, but the atmosphere immediately became more subtle after speaking.

The main thing is that it doesn't matter if it's someone else, but Tan Jingyang, luckily Cheng Zui bumped into him.

It's almost the rhythm of a large-scale family drama!

Ji Zhun's brain reacted quickly, and then spit out a witty line that he thought was particularly persuasive.

"Don't worry, I'm straight!"

Cheng Zui was taken aback when he heard the words, and after a while, he put his fist on his chin and let out a series of chuckles.

He shook his head and looked at Ji Zhun and said, "Don't be nervous, I know you are straight." After he finished speaking, he looked at Tan Jingyang with a smile, and said relaxedly, "Brother Yang also knows, right?"

"..." Tan Jingyang remained silent, but Cheng Zui could clearly see that his eyes had become darker and returned to dead silence.

"You guys haven't eaten yet, have you?" Cheng Zui shook the plastic bag in his hand, "I bought some vegetables, and Ji Zhun will stay and eat together?"

"No, I ate late at noon." After Ji Zhun finished speaking, he looked at Tan Jingyang again, only to see him turn around silently and go to the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

The cold water was held and slapped hard on the face, and Tan Jingyang's mind gradually cooled down.

Just a little bit, he couldn't help but say it.

Fortunately not.

He leaned on the sink and looked at himself in the mirror, only to see water droplets running down his hairline and dripping from his chin.The shattered hair on the temples on the forehead limply clung to the skin, combined with the red eyes and twisted eyebrows, it looked indescribably embarrassed and miserable.

A trace of strong disgust flashed in Tan Jingyang's eyes.

He looked at the man in the mirror with a mocking sneer, stretched out his hand and slapped himself hard.

"Have you heard that silly, he's straight. Hurry up and give up."

……

Outside, Ji Zhun plans to leave.Tan Jingyang's loss of control in the end was beyond his expectation, and he didn't know whether the words he said to him had any effect.But today can only be like this, after all, this is still in front of Cheng Zui.

Seeing that Ji Zhun was about to leave, Cheng Zui didn't hold back much.Ji Zhun opened the door, turned around hesitantly and confessed to Cheng Zui:

"Then what, Tan Jingyang is not in a good mood. This buddy looks breathy, but he is actually very bored. You can persuade him later."

Cheng Zui smiled lightly: "Don't worry, I understand him. After all, we have been in love for so many years."

Ji Zhun was slightly stunned, then nodded with a smile: "That's right." He waved his hand after finishing his stroke, "Then I'll go first, I'll pass by the massage shop and call Xiao Le upstairs."

"Well, thank you for your hard work."

"Hey, it doesn't exist."

Watching Ji Zhun's figure disappear into the dark corner of the corridor, the smile on Cheng Zui's face gradually disappeared.Instead, there was that layer of unwillingness that could not be lost.

He turned his back to the room and took a deep breath, suppressing the raging hatred in his heart.

The bathroom door slammed softly, and then I heard the sound of a lighter being lit.

Cheng Zui turned around and looked at Tan Jingyang who was smoking on the sofa.His tall figure looked a little slumped at this moment, and his whole body was shrouded in a low air pressure that no one should enter.

He walked to the refrigerator and opened the cabinet door, took out a can of cold beer and stuck it on Tan Jingyang's face.

Tan Jingyang's body froze slightly, and she withdrew her distracted gaze.

Cheng Zui didn't ask any more questions, he pulled the tab of another can of wine and touched Tan Jingyang.

Tan Jingyang pulled the corners of her lips, but couldn't force a smile.

"If you can't laugh, don't laugh." Cheng Zui opened the beer for Tan Jingyang, handed it back to him and said, "In front of me, there is no need to pretend or anything."

Tan Jingyang pressed the wine jar with her thumb, nodded dejectedly, and drank most of the bottle in one go.

"Before I met him, I really felt that I had almost figured it out." Tan Jingyang shook his head in self-loathing and muffled a laugh, "Unexpectedly, I haven't heard him say a few words, and I..."

Cheng Zui put his hand on Tan Jingyang's shoulder distressedly, shook it and said, "I don't blame you."

"Today I was really close to..." Tan Jingyang pressed her temples anxiously, leaned back and closed her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's not a bad thing."

"Well, it's fine if you don't have one." Cheng Zui knew what Tan Jingyang wanted to say, and filled in the rest of the sentence for him, "Otherwise, we really can't get along with each other. With Ji Zhun's personality, he must find it unacceptable."

Tan Jingyang laughed at himself again, drank up the rest of the wine, crushed the wine can and threw it into the trash can.

He looked at Cheng Zui with red eyes and said, "Why is it so fucking difficult to like someone?"

"Yes." Cheng Zui also lightly pulled the corner of his mouth, "The most difficult thing is that you like it, but you dare not say it."

"Brother --!!!" Tan Le's small voice came from the corridor.

Cheng Zui turned his face away: "Xiao Le is back, I'll go and make dinner first."

"Yeah." Tan Jingyang stood up wearily and picked up the dishes beside him, "I'll help you."

"No need." Cheng Zui pushed him back down again, "Take your time, I planned to cook for you today."

At this point, his tone became gentle: "You used to love my sweet and sour pork ribs the most."

After speaking, he took the food in Tan Jingyang's hand and walked towards the kitchen.

……

Here, after leaving Tan Jingyang's house, Jizhun did not go back to Xicheng directly, but was called away by Lu Rover on the phone.At the same time, he also brought news that Wang Da was going to transfer schools and was still in other provinces.

When Ji Zhun hurried to the restaurant opened by Wang Da's family, he found him already waiting at the door of the store.

Seeing Ji Zhun running towards him panting, Wang Dayang smiled: "Hey, Lao Ji."

"No, what do you mean?" Ji Zhun's breath was still a little unsteady when he spoke.

Wang Da handed him a bottle of Coke, but Jizhun didn't take it.

Wang Da sighed lightly: "I'm sorry, it was quite sudden." He lowered his eyes and curled his mouth helplessly, "But this is what my parents mean, you know, I can't help it."

"Why? Isn't this business doing well?" Ji Zhun asked.

"My uncle was diagnosed with cancer at the beginning of the year, and now he can't work anymore, so he wants to transfer the shop over there to my dad. You know, my dad and uncle have a very good relationship, so it's better to just go there directly. Time to take care of him. My uncle... may not be long."

Hearing this, Ji Zhun's expression softened, after all, everything would become insignificant in the face of life, old age, sickness and death.

"When are you leaving?" he asked in a low voice.

"next week."

Ji Zhun nodded, and after a while he pretended to be indifferent and smiled, patted Wang Da on the back and said, "You're being hypocritical, it's not like we won't see you again in the future! It's going to be a holiday tomorrow and I'll go and play with you with Er Huzi Son, I haven’t been to Smokey City yet, it’s by the sea, right?”

"Ah."

"Great, I must have enough seafood by then!"

"I, fuck—!!!"

Suddenly there was a howl from across the road.

The two followed the sound and saw Lu Rover striding towards them carrying a large box of wine.

"Fuck! My brother!" Lu Rover put the wine on the ground, hugged Wang Da and began to howl, "You say you're leaving, what will you do with your brothers-!!!"

Jizhun didn't scold him this time, because he knew Lu Rover's character too well.

Although he usually doesn't look at Siliu, he is actually a very sensitive person and very gentle.It seems to be grandstanding, but in fact it is just to cover up my own discomfort, and at the same time I don't want to make my friends sad.

"Today! The three of us must not get drunk or go home!" Lu Rover waved his hand, "Brother, all the wine money is out!"

"The rare road is always generous." Ji Zhun embraced the two of them, "Let's go, talk while drinking."

……

……

This drink lasted from evening to early morning.

The Lu Rover behind the head changed from being a low-key and poor-mouthed person in the past, and sat by the side with a blushing face and said nothing.

Ji Zhun wanted to make a joke, but seeing his heartbroken face, he couldn't bear it.

Wang Da toasted Lu Rover, smiled and comforted him: "Brother Hu, don't do this."

Lu Rover pulled Wang Da's sleeve to wipe his nose, and said with a big tongue: "I'm sorry, Xiao Dazi, I, I really didn't mean it... I also want to practice it for you happily... But, hey, fuck !"

Ji Zhun patted Lu Rover on the shoulder: "Okay Erhu, hurry back and check the travel guide of Yancheng, we will go there in a while."

Wang Da followed suit and said, "Yes, yes, I'll go to step on the spot first, and I'll be your tour guide when you go!"

Lu Rover held Wang Da's face in his hands, stared at him with straight eyes and said, "When you get there, you have to get along with people." After a pause, he continued, "But if you really don't get along well, don't force it The most important thing is not to be so cowardly as before, do you hear?"

"Well, don't worry, it will never happen again." Wang Da said softly.

Lu Rover smiled self-consciously again, and nodded: "Yes, after all, he is the one who dares to cover other people's faces with a whole plate of fish-flavored shredded pork. Respect you, you are awesome, Brother Da!"

After drinking a few more bottles, Lu Rover was completely broken, slumped on the table and muttering words that only he could understand.

Wang Da and Ji Zhun put him into a taxi one by one, took him home, and talked to Lu Rover's father for a long time before leaving.

It was almost midnight at this time.

"Let's go, I'll take you back to the store and I'll go home too." Ji Zhun turned to Wang Da and said.

"Are you in a hurry to go back?" Wang Da stopped and looked at Ji Zhun.

He is shorter than Jizhun, and he raises his head slightly when he speaks.

"It's not in a hurry." Ji Zhun smiled, "It's too late anyway."

"Then...how about we go for a walk by the river again?"

Ji Zhun looked at Wang Da, and saw that his drunken face was a little flushed, but his eyes seemed brighter.

In fact, Wang Da did not drink less tonight, but he was not as drunk as Lu Rover.

Ji Zhun nodded: "OK."

The two turned at the corner ahead and walked slowly towards the river.

In the early morning, there was no one on the embankment, and the autumn insects were rustling, and the river water was slightly rippling under the illumination of the street lamps.

The sweet-scented osmanthus is blooming, and the air is full of sweet smell.There is a shallow layer of broken petals on the ground, and the wind blows and gently sweeps to one side.

"Lu Rover is right, don't be bullied when you go to the new environment." Ji Zhun and Wang Da walked side by side, and said softly, "After all, neither of us is by your side."

"En." Wang Da replied, keeping his eyes on the shadows of the two on the road.

"Brother Zhun." He called out suddenly.

"Ok?"

"If you hadn't told me 'with you' at that time, I would never have dared to put food on that idiot's face." Wang Da's eyes trembled, and his expression became firm.

Wang Da: "I have been changing schools since I was a child. I have not integrated into one group and I will soon change to another. Before you appeared, I never even had friends, and I don't even know how to make friends... It was you who told me whether Cause trouble, not be afraid of trouble, it is you who brought me to know Land Rover and took the initiative to pull me into your circle. Do you know what kind of existence you are to me?"

"Are you confessing your love?" Ji Zhun laughed, "It's really embarrassing."

"You don't actually know." Wang Dawu sighed to himself, with regret in his eyes, "Maybe you won't know in this life."

"Why don't you know?" Ji Zhun raised his eyebrows, took Wang Da's shoulders and leaned into his arms and said, "Don't worry, brother knows that Xiao Dazi cares about me."

"Then do you know that the way I care about you is actually different from the way I care about Erhu and the others?"

Ji Zhun froze for a moment, he really didn't understand.

Why is it different?Aren't we all brothers?

"Forget it... Sometimes it's good not to understand." Wang Da shook his head slowly and smiled.

Well, here we go again.

Ji Zhun stood still and took a deep breath, Tan Jingyang did the same today, saying "Of course you won't understand".Now Wang Da said again, "It's fine if you don't understand."

He really doesn't understand, what can't be said clearly, why must he be so ambiguous?

"I said, you and Tan Jingyang... did you buy the medicine in a pharmacy?" Jizhun felt that his alcoholism had also caught up belatedly, and his mind was buzzing, "Even the words are the same. "

Wang Da's expression froze for a moment, and he repeated softly: "Tan...Jing Yang?"

After a short thought, a faint smile appeared on his lips again, and his eyes were full of understanding.

"Really..." Wang Da lowered his eyelids, nodded and said, "That's right, Tan Jingyang should understand this kind of mood."

"No, what did he understand?" Ji Zhun felt that his patience was about to be worn out by these two people.

Wang Da stared at Ji Zhun silently for a moment, then asked in a low voice, "Do you really want to know?"

Ji Zhun nodded helplessly: "Please come and do me a favor and give me a good word."

"it is good."

Wang Da's eyes dimmed, and he raised his chin to the shadow on the road between the two of them, "Look there."

Just as Ji Zhun was looking at him, Wang Da suddenly reached out and pulled his collar and pulled him closer.

Then, he moved his head close to Ji Zhun's face, and in the reflection of the two, it seemed that they were kissing.

On Wang Da's magnified face, Ji Zhun clearly saw countless ambiguous and suppressed emotions flickering in his eyes.

Wang Da smiled resignedly and asked in a low voice:

"Now... do you understand?"

Ji Zhun was completely dumbfounded.

……

--------------------

The author has something to say:

感谢在2021-09-2018:05:59~2021-09-2222:00:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 water sills;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Tang Xiaoyan;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottle of Mengge;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!