book of contract

Valuticia stands in the darkness of the void. There is nothing here. Using a human as a metaphor, this place is the depths of her heart. As long as she wants, there can be everything in the world here, because she doesn’t want anything. Don't ask, that's why there is nothing here, only eternal darkness.

When she stood above the dark void, nothing could block her eyes. She quietly looked at the scenes floating under her feet and around her, watching the world change under her control, raging wolves and raging waves, watching human beings The sound of crying, wailing, watching the lives of others plunged into irreparable grief.

It seems that it has always been like this. Before meeting Lauren, all I heard was this kind of voice, which was brought about by destruction, the sound of tears and wailing of human beings facing death.

I should get used to it early, but why do I feel so noisy and harsh?

Since it was her decision and everything was as she wished, why didn't she feel any satisfaction or joy?

"Because this is not your original intention." Countless light spots gathered behind her, becoming clearly visible from the hazy outline, "As Xi Ya said, you don't expect destruction, you are just deceiving yourself."

Valuticia didn't turn her head and didn't answer, she just closed her eyes.

"I... really want you to understand what happiness is." The person behind said softly.

"I already know what happiness is." Valuticia opened her eyes, turned around, and faced the girl's soul like mist. "So, I, thank you."

"It's different, Feiyin." Just as Wu Ye stretched out his hand to touch her, he found that his arm was already like mist, as if it would dissipate immediately if there was wind, and finally dropped his hand to his side helplessly, "I'm sorry , At the beginning, in order to prove that my life was not a mistake, I wanted to leave a little testimony, so I used my soul to guide your thoughts and consciousness without authorization, but kept you bound in these programs, fighting for violating the programs as weapons Killing the contractor who didn't want to kill and suffering, saying that I wanted to make you happy, but I didn't do anything, forgive me who has always brought you so much pain."

"You don't need my forgiveness, because you haven't done anything wrong, and you haven't regretted it, have you?"

"Yes, I have never regretted it. I have always believed that what I did was right and that you should have your own thoughts and choices." Wu Ye lowered his eyes and closed them, as if to sigh, "As long as it is your choice, Your decision will not be a mistake. Believe in yourself, and never give up even if you are in pain, because after suffering, you will get happiness. Feiyin, I hope you can find someone who can accept you and love you no matter what... ...Feiyin...I hope you are happier than me."

"Maybe I didn't understand at first, and I hated it. More than once, I wanted to question why you gave me consciousness and let me know how to resist, so I always thought that it was correct to be myself without weapons and consciousness, but then I understood So even though I was stained with blood because I was not willing to obey the order, and I am a bad weapon, I don’t regret it, the only regret is that I am not a human being.”

Valuticia looked at Wuye calmly. She never lied, nor did she bother to lie. Facing the mother who gave her life, she frankly said what was buried in her heart. "I am very grateful to you. Even if it is short-lived, I have indeed experienced the happiness you mentioned."

"Feiyin, don't give up." Wuye felt uneasy, took two steps forward, and held her hand tightly, "If it was me, even if I made a mistake, I have the consciousness and courage to keep making mistakes, and I will never look back. Even though you have hurt many people because of this, you haven’t come to the end of the road like me, have you? You still have hope of grasping this happiness.”

"It's gone..." Valuticia really wanted to say that she was not Feiyin, but she didn't say it in the end. Looking at her hand held by Wuye, it was very warm. It turned out that the warmth that she cherished at first was her mother's hand With Wuye's surprised expression, Valuticia hugged her, "It's so warm."

The warmth can be felt by both of them. Facing Valutisia's embrace, Wuye's eyes are filled with sadness, which is the loneliness and regret that have been left over for thousands of years.

"Concubine Yin, trust him... Concubine Yin, trust him..."

"Thank you for staying with me till now, mother."

"Feiyin, you..." Before he finished speaking, Wuye's slack figure froze, and then shattered into thousands of pieces, disappearing without a trace, leaving only a sigh.

A breeze came from nowhere in the empty space, blowing her hair lightly, brushing over her delicate face, her eyes suddenly lit up like solidified fire.

"Farewell. Mother." Farewell.no night.

Fallen Wind guarded the Edilu Garden, which is the center of this world, she did not give up even though the formation was shattered, she clutched her bleeding shoulder, surrounded by sharp barbs, she was almost stabbed just now Fortunately, it only hurt the shoulder.

At this time, the Yingying light slowly descended from the sky and landed in front of her. Luo Feng subconsciously reached out to catch it, and felt a moist and slightly cool thing falling in the palm of his hand. When the brilliance dissipated, it was a fragment, crystal clear Like frozen tears.

This is Wuye's soul, Luofeng Yixi, who has identified his identity, but his smile froze before it unfolded. This is clearly a crystallization that was condensed by forcefully stopping time before the soul dissipated. It was able to do this Who is it, "Could it be..."

Is it really Fei Yin?

Luo Feng subconsciously looked at the distant sky, the self-defense system had gone berserk, the human consciousness should have disappeared, and what was fighting there was only the instinct of killing and destroying as a weapon.

Now no matter what Sia and Chris say, Valuticia will not respond anymore, just fighting and destroying expressionlessly, she grabs Sia's vines, pulls her into the air, and uses the ice sword He pierced her heart neatly, cleanly and decisively, without any hesitation, and then threw Xi Ya from the sky like garbage, regardless of the fact that she might fall to pieces. From the moment the program went berserk, she was no longer familiar to them. Now, there is no life in her eyes, only dead things.

Xi Ya could only feel the wind whistling in her ears and rushing towards the sky. The extremely low cold remaining in her body quickly froze her internal organs and spread along the blood vessels. The cold diluted her life temperature and consciousness. Before falling to the ground, she He just stubbornly looked at the sky, watching the existence that lost everything about people, emotions, consciousness, and words completely reduced to a machine fighting in accordance with the order of destruction. Tears of pain overflowed the corners of his eyes. The temperature freezes and shatters.

Chris was already powerless to save anyone, facing Kedu who was right in front of him, it was difficult to smile, and when he opened his mouth, blood gushed out mixed with internal organs.

Not long ago, because Ji Du hadn't rested for a long time, he lost his strength and the moment he joined the body, the flat land turned into countless barbs and suddenly rose up. He took Ji Du to dodge in a panic, but those barbs seemed to be alive Chasing them without giving up, seeing that he couldn't escape the trick, he hugged her and turned around without thinking, exposing his back to the sharp thorn.

Immediately afterwards, Jidu heard his muffled groan, mixed with the sound of her body being pierced by countless sharp thorns, and her voice that should have been calm when the sky fell was unexpectedly trembling, "Didn't you say yes?" You will never fall in love with each other, why do you still... protect me?"

"It has nothing to do with... feelings... I just don't want to fail again, and I don't want... no one can protect me." Chris's blood-stained face looked very embarrassed, and his complexion was pale against the backdrop of blood. The shocked Jidu, looking at the tears in her eyes, smiled weakly, "You... are my jihad angel... You are more important than all girls... Please... cherish yourself a little bit, can you?"

Tears suddenly fell from Ji Du's face, and she realized that she had never seen her contractor clearly.

What I was looking for, I didn't understand because I never had it. Now that I understand it, while being warmed in my heart, with unspeakable pain, she reached out to touch the outline of his eyebrows. It turned out that she had always envied him Ah, the bond called love, it turns out that I am also entitled to have it.

Ji Du hugged him tightly, holding back tears, and said in a hoarse and choked voice, "I won't thank you...you asked for it..."

"Yes, I asked for it..." Chris whispered along her words, "I just...don't want to lose it again, I couldn't protect her...now, I can protect you...right... ..."

"Yes... I was protected by you." Hearing Jidu's answer, Chris closed his eyes in peace.

Feeling his loss of strength and the moment he stopped breathing, Ji Du closed his eyes in pain, and blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

What Chris didn't know was that when he turned around and held her in his arms, the sharp soil thorn pierced through the trick together with him, and neither of them escaped death.

In the sky, a boulder with flames fell and hit the ground, making a violent explosion.

The terrain changes, the ground cracks, the dust jumps up, and the sparks splash in all directions. Whether it is swallowed by flames or smashed by gravel, there will be no bones left.

Feyn Fisher Valuticia...

You who are broken, how to bear these heavy things when you wake up...

Sorry, we can no longer help you.

***

"I'm sorry, I can't stop the process of destruction, I am the weapon of destruction." Valuticia whispered to herself, even she didn't know who she was apologizing to, and why she was apologizing.

When she couldn't find her own sense of belonging, the former master said that human beings are the same, a person is born and dies as a person.

He said that as long as there was happiness in the middle, it would be fine.

At that time, she listened, just smiled slightly, and said nothing.

Human life is short, so it is enough to have it once. Anyway, we will face death, and that kind of loneliness is not so scary.

But she is different. What she has to face is eternal, eternal fighting, eternal killing, eternal death, and eternal loneliness.No matter how much happiness there is, no matter how much warmth is possessed, it will become endless nightmare and pain in loneliness. How beautiful the memory is, the pain of reality compared with the memory will be doubled.

The thing she fears the most is the thing she longs for the most, but she clearly realizes rationally that it is not acceptable, that kind of eternity, which makes her see the warmth of happiness but dare not touch it, lest she will be incinerated into ashes if she is not careful .

However, Kira drove away her fears and anxieties, gave her a warm home, and gave her something to return to.

——Concubine is not a weapon, Concubine is a human being, just like me, she can laugh, be happy, have what she wants, and expect. Concubine is not a cold weapon, because Concubine's heart is crying!

——I want to protect... your heart. For this reason, I can give up everything. If Feiyin hurts, I will hurt with you. If Feiyin hates this world, I will accompany Feiyin to destruction.

——It doesn’t matter if you don’t need to close yourself up like this, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t need to be lonely like this, because in the days to come, I will be by Feiyin’s side, I will protect Feiyin, and I will bear the pain for you.

"My gentle master..." Valuticia thought of Kira's words, and her expression softened involuntarily. How lucky she is to meet such a person who does not regard herself as a weapon, and even gives her heart to love. Never doubt what Kira said, the determination to suffer together and destroy together.

However, if you really see these tears and sorrows in your eyes, it will be another kind of feeling, the blood that cannot be washed away, the sin that a kind heart can't bear, that is a kind of, I can't wait to dig out my own eyes, Self-destructive, hopeless.

"Such...how can I have the heart to let you bear it together?"

"Feiyin..."

The murmured whispers startled Valuticia, and the sleeping Kira showed signs of waking up.

She turned around with a complicated expression, and she could see Kira in the dark, although she was not fully awake, her eyes were half-opened, and there was only emptiness inside, not calling her, but talking in a dream.

——Feiyin, trust him...

Valuticia suddenly understood that it was Wuye, who used her last strength to wake him up from his dream before leaving.

She walked in the darkness of the void as if flattened, came to Kira, touched his cheek with some reluctance, her blood-colored eyes darkened and became obscure.

Before his eyes gradually changed from confused to clear, let him fall into a deep sleep again.

I always ruin your life and bring you pain and suffering.

Maybe you shouldn't meet me, I think so more than once, but I can't let go.

Maybe you should go back to your own world, away from all these dangers and disasters, but I can't.

After getting it, people just long for more and can never be satisfied. This is, the human heart that belongs to me?

……

Kira wanted to see the person in front of him clearly, but his vision became more and more blurred.

The memory about that important person that I finally recalled is like the sand in an hourglass, being lost rapidly, but there is no way to stop it.

I can no longer distinguish between reality and dreams.

"Everything is coming to an end. In the dream, no one can hurt you, not even me..."

Who is it, whispering in his ear?

"So, please go to sleep. I will stay by your side, always... Please, forever, be happy."

Whose voice, and why, is it so familiar?

Familiar, makes him want to cry?

[Don't sleep, Kira Yamato! ]

Just when Kira closed his eyes, the voice cut through the chaos and brought him a moment of clarity.

[How do you have the heart to throw her into the darkness alone, you can't sleep, that child is still immersed in loneliness, only you can give her salvation, do you want to give up, have you forgotten what you said to Ulutysia, Is your so-called love all fake! ]

like?His so-called love?

Just when Kira's eyelids were about to close, he remembered his answer to Ulutysia.

That's right, his beloved Concubine Yin hasn't completely saved her yet, so how could she stop here?

Valuticia never expected that Kira would wake up suddenly, and she should have fallen asleep, so she took her hand unexpectedly, and hugged her from behind.

She opened her eyes wide in horror, and the depths of her eyes were trembling. The warmth from her back made her frozen heart beat again, and she didn't dare to turn her head, lest her persistence be defeated under his gaze.

"Concubine Yin..." It's not that Kira didn't notice her trembling, but she didn't want to let go. She wrapped her arms around her waist from behind, hugged her tightly, buried her face in her neck, and her nose lingered. breath, relieved the longing in my heart, "I miss you..."

"I..." Her heart tightened, and she almost answered, Valutisia clenched her teeth. After a long time, she gradually loosened her clenched hands, and said almost sighing, "Why did you wake up? You shouldn't Wake up, the human heart is greedy because of power, and do terrible things because of excessive desire for things that cannot be obtained, living in this world will only encounter more pain, you should live a happy life in the dream I created for you , forever."

"Living in a dream, how can I be happy? Yes, it is very peaceful and peaceful there. It is what I have always longed for in the past, but it is only the past. Fake things are fake after all, and without Feiyin, how can happiness be possible?" ?”

Valuticia closed her eyes sadly, but did not answer.

The program of destruction is her body, and she is a weapon. Even if she has feelings, she can't change the weapon itself, can't violate the program, and is destined to kill and bloody.

"Feiyin."

"I'm not Feiyin." Valuticia slowly broke away from his arms, left his embrace, took two steps forward, stretched out her metal wings, and turned around to let him see her inhuman body clearly. With a terrifying appearance, he raised his lips indifferently, "Will your concubine be as ugly as me? I killed Xi Ya, Chris and Jidu, and will kill more people. Your concubine will do this So, I'm just a bloody weapon, not your concubine Yin."

"When the contract was concluded, it was you I saw, right?"

"Really, you still remember me." Valuticia lowered her head, as if recalling something, her eyes were deep and empty, "It's a pity that this time is different from last time, your concubine will never wake up again, this time This world is a nightmare, in order to end all of this, whether it is killing or destroying, I will bear it all, I am Valuticia."

"What won't you wake up? Aren't you right here? Whether it's the defense program or the destruction program, Feiyin is Feiyin. Don't deny yourself, and don't separate your filth from ugliness. You are neither someone else nor you. You need to be someone else, no matter what kind of you you are, you are my favorite Concubine."

Instead of being afraid of her pale hair and inhuman wings, Kira got closer to her, "No one is born with despair and death, and you must be the same. I told Urudisia, If your wish is to destroy everything, then I will help you destroy, if you want to kill, I will kill for you, because I know you will be sad, so I will not let your hands be stained with blood."

"As expected of Kira, I can't beat you no matter what." Valuticia raised her head, "I am a weapon that desires to kill from the bottom of my heart, even if I hate myself who enjoys destruction like this, I can't stop it. It cannot be changed, only such deep self-loathing, but you said, you like me like this."

"Yes, I love you, whether you are beautiful or ugly, I love you deeply, more than anyone else."

"I love you too, but it's because of this kind of love that I'm even more afraid..." Her seemingly calm eyes, the deep red hue is thick and almost dark, and the storm is churning under the depression of extreme sadness, "I'm afraid of relying on the happiness you give me, and I'm afraid that this happiness will be destroyed by me accidentally. In the end, I still have nothing. So I regret it. It would be fine if you didn't meet me and fall in love with me."

regret?Regret meeting?

It seemed incomprehensible, unbelievable, and she repeated what she said in her heart. At that moment, Kira felt that her heart seemed to be torn apart, and it was divided into two halves, bloody and bloody, and the pain was unbearable.

"……sorry."

"What? Feiyin..." Seeing the silver and white magic formation suddenly unfolded under her feet, the light almost cut off the dark space, and seeing Feiyin's face blurred on the periphery of the formation, the uneasiness in her heart intensified, and then Kira opened her eyes wide and looked at her in disbelief, "What do you want to do!"

"If you haven't met me, you don't have to face the pain of eternal life with me. If you haven't met me, you don't have to give up your world, your family, your friends, and you won't wander with me. Homeless... so your meeting with me was a mistake, the world without me was right and had to be reversed from the beginning."

"You want me to forget? No! I don't agree!"

"It's useless." Valuticia seemed indifferent, just because she knew that once the formation was activated, no matter how hard he struggled, his consciousness would gradually blur over time. This world, the memory of these worlds, and Her existence will gradually fade from his memory until she disappears completely.

"Stop..." Kira put his hand on his head, feeling a splitting headache. Countless happy memories were like fragments at this moment, forcibly pulled away by external force, and he instinctively resisted that force, more memories emerge from the depths.

……

[Kira, there is a festival in the village today, let's take Feiyin to see it. ] The proprietress blinked narrowly at him, [Today is your day off for free, go ahead. ]

The festival that night was very lively, and the fireworks bloomed repeatedly in the sky, forming an unprecedented and unprecedented beauty.

The ears are full of laughter, boys and girls hold hands to meet, and bold villagers present songs to the girls they like.

[Concubine Yin. ]

[Thanks, thank you. ] Feiyin couldn't suppress the sound of her heart beating violently, her face flushed with embarrassment.

[Fool, how can I say thank you. ] Looking at the blushing Feiyin, Kira smiled dotingly and scratched her nose.

[Then, what should I say? ]

[One answer.You should know. ]

[Ok, I know. ] Feiyin nodded seriously, and then showed a happy smile, [I believe in you, I love you, Kira. ]

This answer far exceeded Kira's expectations. Just staring blankly at Feiyin's smile, the blood flowed rapidly, and the heart beat violently for it. The whole person seemed to live only for this moment. tender love.

[Me too. ]

At that time, in the sky full of red butterflies, in the unprecedented scenery, they only had each other in their eyes.

These vivid memories, like overturned colors, become thick and blurred.

The memory is no longer clear, only the memory of the voice was left, which makes Kira feel scared.

How could he forget the memories of meeting Fei Yin.

How could this be……

His voice was sad and desolate.

"Feiyin, it was you who took me away from the pain of the war, gave me warmth, held my hand and taught me how to live without struggling. Do you want me to forget all of this... No, I will not forget……"

……

I still remember the fulfillment and touch of holding her in my arms on the wedding day.

[I love you, Feiyin, whether it is now, in the future, or forever.I will laugh and cry with you. ] Under the eyes of everyone, interlaced fingers with her, said the eternal oath.

[I swear that I will love you faithfully, no matter the future is good or bad, difficult or easy, I will spend it with you.No matter what kind of life you are going to face, I will always guard here and be with you.I will follow behind you, no matter where you go, I will go there, because you stay, I will stay.Because I believe in you, I believe that no matter what happens, there will be you by my side. ]

He took Feiyin's hand, and kissed Feiyin's fingertips, his movements were pious and gentle, "So, please be my eternal bride, just like I stretch out my hand for you to hold tightly, I will hold my hand." Your life is entrusted to you, so please believe me, with every day forever, I will remember the oath at this moment. ]

[I, I don't know what to say, because this is the first time I face such a scene, but, I am very happy. ] Feiyin blushed,

[Although I can't remember the time you and I spent together, because of this, I have lost and regretted...but now, all that is irrelevant, because from now on, my body, my heart, my Everything belongs to you. ]

[I know nothing about that thing called 'love'.But... If 'love' refers to being with you forever, until death, then I promise to only love you until the day of destruction. ]

[Feiyin, did you promise me? ? ] At that time, he hugged her excitedly, [Feiyin, you are willing to be my bride, you promised me, that's great!I'm so happy! ]

[Fei Yin, can I kiss you? ] Happiness came too suddenly, too difficult, so he asked cautiously.

However, Feiyin didn't answer, she just pulled his head down and kissed him directly, and the cheers of the crowd almost toppled the roof.

[Now I announce that Princess Invarutisia and Kira Yamato are married! ]

……

Kira half-kneeled on the ground, struggling to support himself, not letting himself forget that the unprofessional wedding was his best memory.

Countless sorrows and sorrows churned in his heart, and countless fears surrounded him. If he forgot, what would he look like.

If you forget, can you treat everything that happened before as if it didn't happen?

If according to what Feiyin said, life without her is real, then is all this false?

"I love you, if I forget, will my love for you disappear too?"

Forget all this, who will he become?

So standing here and loving Concubine Yin deeply, will he disappear from this world forever?

Tears fell uncontrollably from his eyes.

Valuticia opened her empty eyes, as if she had lost her soul, and whispered, "If it disappears, just disappear... In this way, I can return the happiness that belongs to ordinary people to you..."

"If there is no Feiyin, how can I be happy? If I forget all this, what will Feiyin do? Do you want to bear all this alone forever!?" Finally, I couldn't bear to say it out loud, mixed with tears The wailing sound echoed in silence.

There are too many desolations and fragments in this darkness. If you let happiness slip through your fingers, you will never turn back.

Kira endured bitterly, and shook her head trying to shake away the uncomfortable feelings that were constantly eroding her memory, her voice gradually softened, "If Feiyin lives in loneliness and sadness, how can I be happy?"

If he forgot, would Feiyin return to the hell of nothing?

"I don't feel any..."

"It has always been because you are by my side, and because of you, I can do anything and overcome any difficulties, because I never give up. So, I don't want to lose, I don't want to forget my feelings for you... I will never forget, I will never forget!"

Without giving Valuticia a chance to finish speaking, Kira stood up on his own, and walked towards her step by step. Countless memories that were on the verge of collapse resurfaced under his strong resistance. It was Concubine Yin who supported him, held his hand, and fought with him. No matter what, he couldn't give up. If the so-called happiness had to be paid for by Concubine Yin, then he would rather not have anything. There is this feeling and memory of Feiyin!

"Why?" Valutisia frowned, and countless memories emerged staggeredly. These are all related to Kira, which can be called happy memories. After some time, the clenched hands stopped shaking. Lowering his eyes, the deep red in his eyes was like frozen fire and feelings, which were extinguished after struggling with all his strength, leaving only frozen sorrow.

"Memory is a heavy burden, as long as you give up struggling, loathe me, forget me, then you can be free from pain."

"How can I loathe, how can I be relieved... For me, there is nothing more painful than loathing you and forgetting you." The short steps seemed as long as centuries, and Kira was exhausted. I came to her with all my strength, smiled and reached out to hug her, tears streaming down my face, "It doesn't matter even if you don't admit that you are Concubine Yin, the happiest thing for me is that I can open my eyes every day Just seeing you, hugging you every day, waking up holding your hand, kissing your forehead to say good morning, the thing I fear the most is that I will never see you again..."

"!" Valutisia suddenly felt fear. Something was out of her control and was developing in an unknown direction. Seeing Kira approaching, she wanted to back away, but her feet seemed to be nailed to the ground. , unable to move, step by step, watching him approaching, curling up his cold fingertips, clenched into fists, obviously trembling with fear, but when he really hugged him, that feeling of happiness that made him sigh What is it?

"That's great, it's Concubine Yin's temperature, it's Concubine Yin's breath, it's Concubine Yin...you know, I was so scared just now, Concubine Yin is right in front of me, but I can't see Concubine Yin's appearance clearly, Concubine Yin is clearly there I'm by my side, but I feel like I'll never see you again... For me, there is nothing more important than you. If I forget you, then if I remember you now, I will die, and I won't exist anywhere Already?" Kira tightened her arms and hugged her tightly, with a strong nasal voice, tears flowed down her neck, the scorching heat almost scalded her, "I love you, Feiyin, so... please ,stop……"