book of contract
Chapter 89
"My lord, so that no one can hurt you anymore, I will protect you."
"Those sinners who intend to hurt you, I will let them fall into the abyss forever."
As the words fell, a destructive force erupted, covering the sky and the earth, and where the air flow went, the flowers and plants turned into ashes.
Chris looked at her and felt that she had been suppressing herself all the time, suppressing for Kira, and enduring for Kira. When this shackle was removed, no one could stop her, and she could no longer maintain this normal personality. and sanity.
Listening to her crazy laughter, Chris frowned. He didn't think she was happy, he just felt that she was venting, venting his pain and unwillingness.
If the girl named Ewha hadn't intervened, they would have died when the first wave of Valuticia's attack fell.
Looking at the two people fighting in the sky, there are explosions that make the world tremble from time to time. Although the light that illuminates everything is fleeting, you can still clearly see their wings, and occasionally falling from the wings of pear blossoms. Feathers, no matter in terms of strength or appearance, this can be called a non-human battlefield.
"Do you still want to fight?" Chris couldn't help being a little stunned when he saw Shia, who was knocked to the ground by Valutisia before, trying to endure the pain and stood up.
He didn't know what made Xi Ya so persistent. He could feel the trembling of the weapon turned into a weapon, and even the arm hanging by his side trembled, but it was not incomprehensible. The power to destroy everything in an instant was so terrifying that even he couldn't completely recover from the shadows at this moment, and he still had lingering fears.
Those scarlet eyes alone made people feel cold and panic from the bottom of their hearts. Under the overwhelming killing intent released by her, it was as if her throat was tightly strangled by an invisible giant hand, and then the only thing left in consciousness was the suffocation. of despair.
"I... have to stop Feiyin..." When Xi Ya was shot down by Valutia, the ground could not bear the impact and cracked, let alone her own bones. It hurts, and one of the ribs is broken, and it is directly inserted into the lungs. Just talking and taking a breath, it seems to be leaking. Even if she can't live long, she must stop it, "Otherwise, if she wakes up, she must will be sad."
Chris was stunned when he heard Xi Ya's answer, and subconsciously looked up at the two wrestling people in the sky colliding and separating quickly, splashing overflowing flames.
Valuticia didn't want to get entangled with Pear Blossom, her cold and murderous eyes swept over their direction from time to time.
Although she didn't know the reason, she could feel that Valutia hated them, and Chris was even sure that if she hadn't been blocked by Ewha, she would have rushed down and tore them into pieces.
Although I knew that there were many secrets hidden in Feiyin and Kira, I would still have doubts, wondering if she was really Feiyin?
If she is Fei Yin, then where does this strong hatred come from?
"Is Valuticia Feiyin? It feels like she has a split personality." Obviously it was just a random guess, just a joke to ease the atmosphere, but Chris didn't think that the truth was almost the same.
"If you understand it this way...you're right..." Xi Ya paused, "She, Valuticia is the most real form after abandoning everything."
"What...?" Without waiting for Xi Ya's answer, Chris's arm emitted a burst of light. In the light, Kedu unilaterally disarmed the state of combining weapons. He stood beside him and looked at the figure in the sky, indifferently. There were tears streaming down his expressionless face.
"What's wrong with you, Kedu!?" Chris was really scared now. Jidu's emotions have never been affected by the external environment and have always been rational and indifferent. Except for being beaten by him in anger, it is difficult to have emotions Ups and downs, she actually cried?
"These are not my tears." Ji Du frowned, even if he reached out to wipe away the tears, they would soon flow down again, and he couldn't wipe them clean. "But it couldn't stop."
Not only her, but even Xi Ya was looking at the sky, with tears streaming down her face, noticing Ji Du's gaze, she looked back at her with a sad and complicated expression, "You can feel it, too, this strong almost hopeless sadness .”
"why……"
"This is Valuticia's tears, because her feelings are too strong and too desperate to make all our jihad angels feel the same way."
"Impossible, why is it like this?" Tears kept falling like broken beads, Ji couldn't control the feelings that didn't belong to him, so he could only open his eyes wide, looking at Xi Ya in disbelief.
"Jidu, our jihad angels are born with high-density energy that destroys all matter. The core stone on our body determines the attributes from the moment of birth, and then according to different attributes, the types and characteristics of abilities will be different, but no one has ever Ever wondered, all of this is so natural, as if human beings are born with two eyes, one nose, and one mouth, but why, have you ever thought about it?" Xi Ya looked at Ji Du with a complicated expression, not waiting for her to answer He asked again, "Our appearance is almost the same as that of human beings, but why do we have an extra core stone? Why can holy war angels become weapons that can fight with each other? Since there are human beings in this world, why do holy war angels extend out? , just to satisfy the human desire to fight? Where did we come from?"
"You mean...!"
Just by looking at the horrified expressions of Ji Dou and Chris, one can tell that they have already guessed the answer, but they just can't believe it.
Xi Ya bitterly thought how much better she was than them. If it wasn't for Lauren, she might never be able to get in touch with this layer of truth, and she would never know it until she died.
"You are right, the origin of the holy war angels is...human beings. And Valuticia is the origin of all holy war angels."
The weapon race didn't exist from the very beginning, and everything just stemmed from human ambitions during the war.
In order to obtain the strongest weapon, the former king forced Lauren Aidilu to death, which caused Feixiu Valutisia's procedure to go out of control, massacred tens of thousands of people, blood flowed into rivers, and corpses were everywhere.
When a group of people heard about this, they determined to create an angel who surpassed human beings, who could never age, and who could never be destroyed.
So I found Lauren's body and kept him alive in a cruel way. From the residual information stored in his brain, I got the information of the Book of Valutisia. method of fighting.
After a long period of research, an angel who lives with nuclear stones has been developed. Based on this achievement, the research has been further carried out, and an immortal life form with powerful combat capabilities - the holy war angel was born.
"Although those people are gone, for her, as long as we are still alive, it is the continuation of the dirty blood and the fruit of sin." It is hard to recall all this, and it is painful to accept all this, but Xi Ya no longer wants to hide.
"So... she wants to destroy the world, so, she... hates us?"
Chris suddenly felt that his throat was so dry that it was difficult to speak. He knew everything, but he was no less relaxed than before. He never thought that the truth of the matter would be like this.
The battle in the air did not know when it stopped, and the two fell into a stalemate.
"You can't stop me."
"How will you know if you don't try?" Lihua stood in front of Valutisia with a weapon in her hand. The most terrifying thing in this world is the heart that knows loneliness. Get out of the knot called the past.
"You really are not Feiyin, Valuticia, do you know how sad and sad your actions will make her..."
"Sad, sad...?" Unexpectedly, Valuticia didn't react too much, just repeated her words, and then laughed lowly, "Is it...even you said that..."
How cruel...Even if you have all the memories, you are nothing, just Valuticia...
"Valuticia."
"Do you even call me that..." The moment the words blurted out, not only Ewha, but also herself was stunned. There was nothing wrong with Ewha's words, so what was she thinking about before Ewha answered? , she laughed again, "Forget it, I just can't forgive, so I want to destroy everything."
"You should know that those who are really guilty are dead."
"So what if you know? The sinful blood of human beings has continued, and the mistakes of the Jihad Angels that shouldn't exist have also survived. It doesn't matter if it's anger or anything else. Lauren died in such pain, why should they survive! "
With a bang, a flash of lightning flashed across the world, and the world was instantly rendered pale. The torrential rain fell, falling on people's skin, and it was cold to the heart.
Even though she is only Valutisia, not Feixiu, and not Feiyin, the love for the contractor is the same. Even if she can't participate in it, for her, only this memory is enough to be happy. I just want to guard them like this and watch their happiness.However, it was because of these human beings that this little wish came to naught!
"I can't forget my master's pain, and I can't forgive this ugly world stained with my master's blood. I hate, I hate everyone in this world, all the holy war angels!"
The ambient temperature dropped to zero under the heavy rain, and the gust of wind suddenly blew up, blowing Valuticia's battle robe high in the air, and the depths of the eyes became silent little by little, and the bewitching red pupils seemed to freeze. The blood exuded a terrifying killing intent. Although the smile remained the same, it carried a bit of twisted madness.
"No! Don't!" Lihua's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and her eyes shrank suddenly. If the previous Valutisia still had a bit of the shadow of Feiyin she was familiar with, then now she just has a face similar to Feiyin's. There is no past affection in the blood-colored eyes of this stranger, only absolute hatred.
As a human consciousness and emotion, only hatred is left in Valuticia, if it is not stopped, even the last trace of human emotion is lost, everything will be too late.
"I know that you are in pain and want to destroy all the burials you lost for yourself, but this is wrong. Even if you do this kind of thing, you will not be relieved. You will only be more painful and sad than now! This It's not the solution to the problem, killing will only make you fall into an even more desperate abyss of loneliness!"
"Even so, it doesn't matter..."
"How can it be indifferent! Wuye values you, Lauren cares about you, Kira cherishes you, and me and Luo Feng...all of us care about you! We don't want you to lead to such a ruined future that connects misfortunes. !"
When Lihua said those familiar names and expressed concern, Valuticia's eyes lit up for a moment, and then they fell into eternal darkness and loneliness.
"As you said... I'm not Feiyin Feixiu, I'm Valutisia, just a self-defense program called destruction." Her deep red eyes were trembling, and there was a strong sadness inside, as if It will overflow at any time, "I don't know what is happiness, what is happiness, let alone feel misfortune or sadness. For thousands of years, I just walked alone, and wherever I went, there was only death and disillusionment. Something that will stay with me forever."
"You..." Ewha's hand holding the sickle trembled, and then she held it tightly again, looking at the end where the rain mixed with the darkness, Valuticia's figure was so lonely and desolate, with flamboyant hair He drove away, but his eyes were lonely and sad.
For thousands of years, one life has been walking, and wherever it goes, it is death and disillusionment. Only destruction is something that can accompany forever. Only destruction...
What a sad topic this is, accompanied only by eternal destruction, the silence and tranquility of eternal life.
It seems that there was such a person a long time ago, who smiled sadly and called her name, and the fluttering lips were only clinging to an answer.
——Are you going to stop me, Pear Blossom?
Obviously, he desires warmth more than anyone else in the world, and fears loneliness more than anyone else, but his actions run counter to his wishes.
Eternal and lonely life, this doomed fate, can't it be changed! ?
——I will stop, I will definitely stop all this!
"Valutisia!" Rika called her name, wanted to say something, but was interrupted.
"Pear Blossom, I don't want to fight with you." Realizing Pear Blossom's intolerance, Valuticia softened her expression, "Your purpose should be the same as Falling Wind, just for the mother's soul, I can give it to you, as long as you don't Stop hindering me."
"why……"
"My time is running out, and when my consciousness disappears, the runaway will begin." In that case... I will gradually forget, the warmth of human embrace, the contractor I loved, and myself as a human. Only the instinct of the weapon is left, and it wants to destroy everything it sees, so before that...everything must be resolved.
"I ask why you insist on destroying!"
"Feiyin hopes that everything she sees is fake, that this world that will deprive her of the one she loves is just a dream, just a nightmare. For this shared wish, before she wakes up, I must let this The world disappears."
Valuticia knew that it was her existence that gave birth to a dirty human heart. As long as she exists, human evil thoughts will continue in different places, and she cannot destroy herself, at least the dangerous mistakes must be completely eliminated.
"It doesn't matter even if you don't understand. I am a weapon of destruction, with bloody hands and heinous crimes. No matter how much I wish, I am not qualified for happiness. I will only bring misfortune to my master. Probably what I can do It's just this kind of thing..."
"Are you kidding me?" Li Hua couldn't help but gritted her teeth, "This way you deny everything, your thoughts, and your feelings, and close your own consciousness like this, only using it as a prop for destruction. In this way, you are really willing!?"
"..." Listening to Ewha's words, Valuticia closed her eyes in pain and did not answer.
Destroying the family and happiness, and hurting the most important contractor, I can't forgive myself for such a heinous crime, maybe I have lost the qualification to own it... Even so, I can't stop my hatred...
"Whether it's Lauren Adiru or Kira Yamato, none of them really treat you as a weapon or a prop! Even Sally loves you deeply, doesn't she!"
"I am just a weapon that exists as a prop."
Tears fell suddenly, meeting Lauren, living together as a family, marrying Kira, and the memories of each other's company are like tides, sweeping against their will.
It's not that there are no people who treat her well, it's not that there are no truly kind people, but after those people came into contact with her, they didn't get happiness, but she ruined it all.
Whether it is Lauren or Kira, whether they are active or passive, they are all hurt and killed by her. What she brings to them is only pain and despair.
In the end, he was still alone, and the system that was burdened with destruction was constantly being reborn.
No matter how much loneliness there is, when you don't know what loneliness is, you won't be so lonely. If you haven't experienced it, you don't have happiness to compare with, and you don't know what pain is, then no amount of pain is pain.
"I'm just a weapon." Valuticia repeated stubbornly and dumbly.
The heavy rain was mixed with the strong wind, and the sky continued to roar with thunder and lightning. In such bad weather, even Lihua's field of vision was blurred, "If you are just a weapon, how would you know how to talk to me? Feelings, why are you crying? Your master Kira Yamato is still alive, if you are sad, just pour it out, and he will definitely respond to you, right? Why do you insist on destruction!"
Valuticia raised her hand and touched the moist heat that was coming from her cheeks. Even she herself didn't realize that these were tears that were completely different from the rain. My tears belong to Fei Yin, I won't feel any sadness, you are right, he is still alive, he is so gentle, so I have to protect him too."
The gentleness of happiness is a luxury and despair to her, she knows it is impossible, but she is reluctant to part with it.
The heart is frozen at the bottom of the deep sea. When the ice layer begins to melt, the fear of being confused and forgotten in the dark emerges. It turns out that the fear that has not changed for so long is the loss after possession. The more you care, the more afraid you are. The more you lose, the more you have nothing.
It turned out that this was destined, and it belonged to her ultimate fate with no way back and no way back, exhausting everything.
"Protection?" Pear Blossom repeated in a low voice in confusion. For some reason, hearing this word from Valuticia's mouth, she only felt a kind of creepy cold.
"As long as you live in this world, you will definitely be hurt and betrayed by your so-called partners, friends, and acquaintances." Valuticia lowered her eyes, and the shadows cast covered the complex emotions in her eyes. She was afraid that one day she would Just like losing Lauren, losing him made me even more afraid that he would also suffer those pains and tribulations due to his own reasons, and even end up like Lauren in the end, being trapped in the training tank and living a life that would be worse than death.
"So, I let the master, Kira Yamato, sleep forever in the dream of peace."
"!" These words undoubtedly shook the sky and made everyone who heard it turn pale in an instant.
"In my world, he doesn't have to face such an ugly and disgusting reality, he won't have any pain, he doesn't have to face the threat of war, he can be an ordinary person, and he can live a happy and comfortable life in the company of his loved ones and friends , forever."
This is the best choice she can make, to give him a good dream before misfortune and disaster strike.
In this way, no matter what happens, he will be happy, and even if the world is destroyed in an instant, she will never lose her beloved master.
"You are such a wayward child!" Lihua was extremely angry, standing high in the sky, her black cloak billowing behind her, her long hair mixed with feathers all over the sky and flying in the wind, like a black god of death descending on the world, with a sharp sickle belt With the momentum of breaking everything, he pointed at Valutisia.
"Valuticia, as the dimension manager, I warn you one last time, stop."
"Do you think that everything can stop at this time?" Valuticia laughed unnaturally and contradictoryly. It was obviously like a frozen mask but the arc of laughter was forced out. The smile The voice sounded so painful, like crying, and the bloody eyes filled with tears were filled with complicated emotions.
"Are you going to kill me, Pear Blossom?"
"I can't kill you, but I will do my best to stop you." Lihua's calm expression revealed coldness and determination.
Although Valuticia said she would not feel sad, she must be lying, because she was crying, and the tears on her face were dripping with the rain.
So, Lihua thought, she must be eager to be redeemed, but she just didn't know how to express it.
To save her, to save Concubine Yin, she must be stopped!
The author has something to say: I love Valuticia =-[It's muddy!
When will I finish coding? It’s so annoying...Nuna Li’s article is frequently reminded to update. I will tell you that because this article is stuck, I can’t think about the content of the other article, so it’s also stuck!
So annoying!
I really love Valutisia, and I have the highest respect for the book of darkness in Magical Girl Nanoha [I've wanted to do this for a long time==
"Those sinners who intend to hurt you, I will let them fall into the abyss forever."
As the words fell, a destructive force erupted, covering the sky and the earth, and where the air flow went, the flowers and plants turned into ashes.
Chris looked at her and felt that she had been suppressing herself all the time, suppressing for Kira, and enduring for Kira. When this shackle was removed, no one could stop her, and she could no longer maintain this normal personality. and sanity.
Listening to her crazy laughter, Chris frowned. He didn't think she was happy, he just felt that she was venting, venting his pain and unwillingness.
If the girl named Ewha hadn't intervened, they would have died when the first wave of Valuticia's attack fell.
Looking at the two people fighting in the sky, there are explosions that make the world tremble from time to time. Although the light that illuminates everything is fleeting, you can still clearly see their wings, and occasionally falling from the wings of pear blossoms. Feathers, no matter in terms of strength or appearance, this can be called a non-human battlefield.
"Do you still want to fight?" Chris couldn't help being a little stunned when he saw Shia, who was knocked to the ground by Valutisia before, trying to endure the pain and stood up.
He didn't know what made Xi Ya so persistent. He could feel the trembling of the weapon turned into a weapon, and even the arm hanging by his side trembled, but it was not incomprehensible. The power to destroy everything in an instant was so terrifying that even he couldn't completely recover from the shadows at this moment, and he still had lingering fears.
Those scarlet eyes alone made people feel cold and panic from the bottom of their hearts. Under the overwhelming killing intent released by her, it was as if her throat was tightly strangled by an invisible giant hand, and then the only thing left in consciousness was the suffocation. of despair.
"I... have to stop Feiyin..." When Xi Ya was shot down by Valutia, the ground could not bear the impact and cracked, let alone her own bones. It hurts, and one of the ribs is broken, and it is directly inserted into the lungs. Just talking and taking a breath, it seems to be leaking. Even if she can't live long, she must stop it, "Otherwise, if she wakes up, she must will be sad."
Chris was stunned when he heard Xi Ya's answer, and subconsciously looked up at the two wrestling people in the sky colliding and separating quickly, splashing overflowing flames.
Valuticia didn't want to get entangled with Pear Blossom, her cold and murderous eyes swept over their direction from time to time.
Although she didn't know the reason, she could feel that Valutia hated them, and Chris was even sure that if she hadn't been blocked by Ewha, she would have rushed down and tore them into pieces.
Although I knew that there were many secrets hidden in Feiyin and Kira, I would still have doubts, wondering if she was really Feiyin?
If she is Fei Yin, then where does this strong hatred come from?
"Is Valuticia Feiyin? It feels like she has a split personality." Obviously it was just a random guess, just a joke to ease the atmosphere, but Chris didn't think that the truth was almost the same.
"If you understand it this way...you're right..." Xi Ya paused, "She, Valuticia is the most real form after abandoning everything."
"What...?" Without waiting for Xi Ya's answer, Chris's arm emitted a burst of light. In the light, Kedu unilaterally disarmed the state of combining weapons. He stood beside him and looked at the figure in the sky, indifferently. There were tears streaming down his expressionless face.
"What's wrong with you, Kedu!?" Chris was really scared now. Jidu's emotions have never been affected by the external environment and have always been rational and indifferent. Except for being beaten by him in anger, it is difficult to have emotions Ups and downs, she actually cried?
"These are not my tears." Ji Du frowned, even if he reached out to wipe away the tears, they would soon flow down again, and he couldn't wipe them clean. "But it couldn't stop."
Not only her, but even Xi Ya was looking at the sky, with tears streaming down her face, noticing Ji Du's gaze, she looked back at her with a sad and complicated expression, "You can feel it, too, this strong almost hopeless sadness .”
"why……"
"This is Valuticia's tears, because her feelings are too strong and too desperate to make all our jihad angels feel the same way."
"Impossible, why is it like this?" Tears kept falling like broken beads, Ji couldn't control the feelings that didn't belong to him, so he could only open his eyes wide, looking at Xi Ya in disbelief.
"Jidu, our jihad angels are born with high-density energy that destroys all matter. The core stone on our body determines the attributes from the moment of birth, and then according to different attributes, the types and characteristics of abilities will be different, but no one has ever Ever wondered, all of this is so natural, as if human beings are born with two eyes, one nose, and one mouth, but why, have you ever thought about it?" Xi Ya looked at Ji Du with a complicated expression, not waiting for her to answer He asked again, "Our appearance is almost the same as that of human beings, but why do we have an extra core stone? Why can holy war angels become weapons that can fight with each other? Since there are human beings in this world, why do holy war angels extend out? , just to satisfy the human desire to fight? Where did we come from?"
"You mean...!"
Just by looking at the horrified expressions of Ji Dou and Chris, one can tell that they have already guessed the answer, but they just can't believe it.
Xi Ya bitterly thought how much better she was than them. If it wasn't for Lauren, she might never be able to get in touch with this layer of truth, and she would never know it until she died.
"You are right, the origin of the holy war angels is...human beings. And Valuticia is the origin of all holy war angels."
The weapon race didn't exist from the very beginning, and everything just stemmed from human ambitions during the war.
In order to obtain the strongest weapon, the former king forced Lauren Aidilu to death, which caused Feixiu Valutisia's procedure to go out of control, massacred tens of thousands of people, blood flowed into rivers, and corpses were everywhere.
When a group of people heard about this, they determined to create an angel who surpassed human beings, who could never age, and who could never be destroyed.
So I found Lauren's body and kept him alive in a cruel way. From the residual information stored in his brain, I got the information of the Book of Valutisia. method of fighting.
After a long period of research, an angel who lives with nuclear stones has been developed. Based on this achievement, the research has been further carried out, and an immortal life form with powerful combat capabilities - the holy war angel was born.
"Although those people are gone, for her, as long as we are still alive, it is the continuation of the dirty blood and the fruit of sin." It is hard to recall all this, and it is painful to accept all this, but Xi Ya no longer wants to hide.
"So... she wants to destroy the world, so, she... hates us?"
Chris suddenly felt that his throat was so dry that it was difficult to speak. He knew everything, but he was no less relaxed than before. He never thought that the truth of the matter would be like this.
The battle in the air did not know when it stopped, and the two fell into a stalemate.
"You can't stop me."
"How will you know if you don't try?" Lihua stood in front of Valutisia with a weapon in her hand. The most terrifying thing in this world is the heart that knows loneliness. Get out of the knot called the past.
"You really are not Feiyin, Valuticia, do you know how sad and sad your actions will make her..."
"Sad, sad...?" Unexpectedly, Valuticia didn't react too much, just repeated her words, and then laughed lowly, "Is it...even you said that..."
How cruel...Even if you have all the memories, you are nothing, just Valuticia...
"Valuticia."
"Do you even call me that..." The moment the words blurted out, not only Ewha, but also herself was stunned. There was nothing wrong with Ewha's words, so what was she thinking about before Ewha answered? , she laughed again, "Forget it, I just can't forgive, so I want to destroy everything."
"You should know that those who are really guilty are dead."
"So what if you know? The sinful blood of human beings has continued, and the mistakes of the Jihad Angels that shouldn't exist have also survived. It doesn't matter if it's anger or anything else. Lauren died in such pain, why should they survive! "
With a bang, a flash of lightning flashed across the world, and the world was instantly rendered pale. The torrential rain fell, falling on people's skin, and it was cold to the heart.
Even though she is only Valutisia, not Feixiu, and not Feiyin, the love for the contractor is the same. Even if she can't participate in it, for her, only this memory is enough to be happy. I just want to guard them like this and watch their happiness.However, it was because of these human beings that this little wish came to naught!
"I can't forget my master's pain, and I can't forgive this ugly world stained with my master's blood. I hate, I hate everyone in this world, all the holy war angels!"
The ambient temperature dropped to zero under the heavy rain, and the gust of wind suddenly blew up, blowing Valuticia's battle robe high in the air, and the depths of the eyes became silent little by little, and the bewitching red pupils seemed to freeze. The blood exuded a terrifying killing intent. Although the smile remained the same, it carried a bit of twisted madness.
"No! Don't!" Lihua's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and her eyes shrank suddenly. If the previous Valutisia still had a bit of the shadow of Feiyin she was familiar with, then now she just has a face similar to Feiyin's. There is no past affection in the blood-colored eyes of this stranger, only absolute hatred.
As a human consciousness and emotion, only hatred is left in Valuticia, if it is not stopped, even the last trace of human emotion is lost, everything will be too late.
"I know that you are in pain and want to destroy all the burials you lost for yourself, but this is wrong. Even if you do this kind of thing, you will not be relieved. You will only be more painful and sad than now! This It's not the solution to the problem, killing will only make you fall into an even more desperate abyss of loneliness!"
"Even so, it doesn't matter..."
"How can it be indifferent! Wuye values you, Lauren cares about you, Kira cherishes you, and me and Luo Feng...all of us care about you! We don't want you to lead to such a ruined future that connects misfortunes. !"
When Lihua said those familiar names and expressed concern, Valuticia's eyes lit up for a moment, and then they fell into eternal darkness and loneliness.
"As you said... I'm not Feiyin Feixiu, I'm Valutisia, just a self-defense program called destruction." Her deep red eyes were trembling, and there was a strong sadness inside, as if It will overflow at any time, "I don't know what is happiness, what is happiness, let alone feel misfortune or sadness. For thousands of years, I just walked alone, and wherever I went, there was only death and disillusionment. Something that will stay with me forever."
"You..." Ewha's hand holding the sickle trembled, and then she held it tightly again, looking at the end where the rain mixed with the darkness, Valuticia's figure was so lonely and desolate, with flamboyant hair He drove away, but his eyes were lonely and sad.
For thousands of years, one life has been walking, and wherever it goes, it is death and disillusionment. Only destruction is something that can accompany forever. Only destruction...
What a sad topic this is, accompanied only by eternal destruction, the silence and tranquility of eternal life.
It seems that there was such a person a long time ago, who smiled sadly and called her name, and the fluttering lips were only clinging to an answer.
——Are you going to stop me, Pear Blossom?
Obviously, he desires warmth more than anyone else in the world, and fears loneliness more than anyone else, but his actions run counter to his wishes.
Eternal and lonely life, this doomed fate, can't it be changed! ?
——I will stop, I will definitely stop all this!
"Valutisia!" Rika called her name, wanted to say something, but was interrupted.
"Pear Blossom, I don't want to fight with you." Realizing Pear Blossom's intolerance, Valuticia softened her expression, "Your purpose should be the same as Falling Wind, just for the mother's soul, I can give it to you, as long as you don't Stop hindering me."
"why……"
"My time is running out, and when my consciousness disappears, the runaway will begin." In that case... I will gradually forget, the warmth of human embrace, the contractor I loved, and myself as a human. Only the instinct of the weapon is left, and it wants to destroy everything it sees, so before that...everything must be resolved.
"I ask why you insist on destroying!"
"Feiyin hopes that everything she sees is fake, that this world that will deprive her of the one she loves is just a dream, just a nightmare. For this shared wish, before she wakes up, I must let this The world disappears."
Valuticia knew that it was her existence that gave birth to a dirty human heart. As long as she exists, human evil thoughts will continue in different places, and she cannot destroy herself, at least the dangerous mistakes must be completely eliminated.
"It doesn't matter even if you don't understand. I am a weapon of destruction, with bloody hands and heinous crimes. No matter how much I wish, I am not qualified for happiness. I will only bring misfortune to my master. Probably what I can do It's just this kind of thing..."
"Are you kidding me?" Li Hua couldn't help but gritted her teeth, "This way you deny everything, your thoughts, and your feelings, and close your own consciousness like this, only using it as a prop for destruction. In this way, you are really willing!?"
"..." Listening to Ewha's words, Valuticia closed her eyes in pain and did not answer.
Destroying the family and happiness, and hurting the most important contractor, I can't forgive myself for such a heinous crime, maybe I have lost the qualification to own it... Even so, I can't stop my hatred...
"Whether it's Lauren Adiru or Kira Yamato, none of them really treat you as a weapon or a prop! Even Sally loves you deeply, doesn't she!"
"I am just a weapon that exists as a prop."
Tears fell suddenly, meeting Lauren, living together as a family, marrying Kira, and the memories of each other's company are like tides, sweeping against their will.
It's not that there are no people who treat her well, it's not that there are no truly kind people, but after those people came into contact with her, they didn't get happiness, but she ruined it all.
Whether it is Lauren or Kira, whether they are active or passive, they are all hurt and killed by her. What she brings to them is only pain and despair.
In the end, he was still alone, and the system that was burdened with destruction was constantly being reborn.
No matter how much loneliness there is, when you don't know what loneliness is, you won't be so lonely. If you haven't experienced it, you don't have happiness to compare with, and you don't know what pain is, then no amount of pain is pain.
"I'm just a weapon." Valuticia repeated stubbornly and dumbly.
The heavy rain was mixed with the strong wind, and the sky continued to roar with thunder and lightning. In such bad weather, even Lihua's field of vision was blurred, "If you are just a weapon, how would you know how to talk to me? Feelings, why are you crying? Your master Kira Yamato is still alive, if you are sad, just pour it out, and he will definitely respond to you, right? Why do you insist on destruction!"
Valuticia raised her hand and touched the moist heat that was coming from her cheeks. Even she herself didn't realize that these were tears that were completely different from the rain. My tears belong to Fei Yin, I won't feel any sadness, you are right, he is still alive, he is so gentle, so I have to protect him too."
The gentleness of happiness is a luxury and despair to her, she knows it is impossible, but she is reluctant to part with it.
The heart is frozen at the bottom of the deep sea. When the ice layer begins to melt, the fear of being confused and forgotten in the dark emerges. It turns out that the fear that has not changed for so long is the loss after possession. The more you care, the more afraid you are. The more you lose, the more you have nothing.
It turned out that this was destined, and it belonged to her ultimate fate with no way back and no way back, exhausting everything.
"Protection?" Pear Blossom repeated in a low voice in confusion. For some reason, hearing this word from Valuticia's mouth, she only felt a kind of creepy cold.
"As long as you live in this world, you will definitely be hurt and betrayed by your so-called partners, friends, and acquaintances." Valuticia lowered her eyes, and the shadows cast covered the complex emotions in her eyes. She was afraid that one day she would Just like losing Lauren, losing him made me even more afraid that he would also suffer those pains and tribulations due to his own reasons, and even end up like Lauren in the end, being trapped in the training tank and living a life that would be worse than death.
"So, I let the master, Kira Yamato, sleep forever in the dream of peace."
"!" These words undoubtedly shook the sky and made everyone who heard it turn pale in an instant.
"In my world, he doesn't have to face such an ugly and disgusting reality, he won't have any pain, he doesn't have to face the threat of war, he can be an ordinary person, and he can live a happy and comfortable life in the company of his loved ones and friends , forever."
This is the best choice she can make, to give him a good dream before misfortune and disaster strike.
In this way, no matter what happens, he will be happy, and even if the world is destroyed in an instant, she will never lose her beloved master.
"You are such a wayward child!" Lihua was extremely angry, standing high in the sky, her black cloak billowing behind her, her long hair mixed with feathers all over the sky and flying in the wind, like a black god of death descending on the world, with a sharp sickle belt With the momentum of breaking everything, he pointed at Valutisia.
"Valuticia, as the dimension manager, I warn you one last time, stop."
"Do you think that everything can stop at this time?" Valuticia laughed unnaturally and contradictoryly. It was obviously like a frozen mask but the arc of laughter was forced out. The smile The voice sounded so painful, like crying, and the bloody eyes filled with tears were filled with complicated emotions.
"Are you going to kill me, Pear Blossom?"
"I can't kill you, but I will do my best to stop you." Lihua's calm expression revealed coldness and determination.
Although Valuticia said she would not feel sad, she must be lying, because she was crying, and the tears on her face were dripping with the rain.
So, Lihua thought, she must be eager to be redeemed, but she just didn't know how to express it.
To save her, to save Concubine Yin, she must be stopped!
The author has something to say: I love Valuticia =-[It's muddy!
When will I finish coding? It’s so annoying...Nuna Li’s article is frequently reminded to update. I will tell you that because this article is stuck, I can’t think about the content of the other article, so it’s also stuck!
So annoying!
I really love Valutisia, and I have the highest respect for the book of darkness in Magical Girl Nanoha [I've wanted to do this for a long time==
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