book of contract

Fei Yin sensed that his mood was wrong, and asked with some concern, "Excuse me, what's wrong? What should I do?"

After a long time, Kira let go of his trembling hands. He tried his best to smile, not wanting to worry Feiyin, "It's nothing, let's go back, Feiyin."

Xue Rui had already gone back, and Kira took Fei Yin's hand and slowly walked back from time to time.

Along the way, he didn't look back at her, and he didn't speak, he seemed to be immersed in his own emotions and thoughts, but held Feiyin's hand tightly, lest she get lost.

Feiyin noticed his absent-mindedness, so she didn't bother him. She just stared blankly at the hand held by Kira, feeling a kind of warmth spreading from her palm, but she just thought of keeping this warmth, Her fingers were already bent and she held that big hand subconsciously. The scorching heat condensed in the palm of her hand. At this moment, Feiyin came back to realize what she had done. She was startled. Looking carefully at Kira's profile, she found that he seemed to be She was a little relieved for not noticing her actions, and a little bit lost... But where did this loss come from, she didn't know.

Is it rude to behave like this? Will the master hate it?For this reason, Feiyin was uneasy. She had a lot of things she didn't understand about this master. Reason told her that she should let go of Kira's hand at this moment, but she was greedy for this kind of warmth and didn't want to let go.

Kira walked to the door, just as Xue Rui came out, she smiled and pointed to the back, "I came back before you, I used the extra room as a warehouse and couldn't clear it out for a while, so I tidied up Irene's room , if you don't mind, Feiyin can live in that room."

"Thank you, I have caused you trouble. I was planning to leave today, but now it seems that I will trouble you for a while."

"Don't be angry, don't be so anxious to leave, you can stay as long as you want, anyway, I am the only one in the house now." Xue Rui shrugged indifferently, and patted Kira on the shoulder when she walked past Kira It seems to be asking him to cheer.

"Then, is it okay for Feiyin to sleep in this room?"

"Ah, yes." Concubine Yin was taken aback for a moment, lowered her eyes, and nodded without any objection.

It's just that the moment Kira pulled away from her hand, the sudden cold and empty feeling made her uncomfortable, and she almost reached out to keep his warmth, but finally stiffened for a moment and put it down imperceptibly, hiding her hand under the wide sleeve of the shirt.

"Then, Feiyin, take a good rest. If you have anything to do, you can come to me, and I'll be in the room next to yours." Kira didn't notice that the light flashing in her eyes suddenly dimmed, and she didn't notice that she stopped in mid-air trying to keep her , but finally withdrew his hand until the door was closed, and a thin layer of wood separated them one inside and one outside.

Leaning against the door, all his strength was pressed against the door panel behind him. The smile on the corner of Kira's mouth could no longer be maintained, and his expression became sad. He looked at his trembling hands, regretted, blamed himself, why didn't he notice it at that time.

——In the name of Uvarutisia, only Kira Yamato is the new master, with my body as the shield and my bone as the blade, engraved in the oldest spell, the inheritance of the blood, and this as the continuation , as long as this blood is not cut off, this protection will exist forever, as long as this body remains, this sword does not fall, this oath will never be annihilated.

Did Fei Yin expect this kind of thing to happen?

So after forcibly erasing all the contracts from the program, and then signed a completely different new contract with him alone?

It's like building a bond that connects each other, even if they are separated, even if they are forgotten, they can only recognize him by the contractual connection.

This fetter, at this moment, also made him feel so heavy.Now he bears the memories of two people alone, what is it that connects him with the newly born Concubine Yin in the room?contract?

He covered his forehead in pain, and didn't dare to look at Feiyin, because he didn't know how to face Feiyin who had lost everything in the past. He was overwhelmed by guilt and remorse, and he was even more afraid that his weak appearance would be reflected in the In those familiar and unfamiliar pitch-black eyes, he dared not linger and escape in embarrassment.

And on the other side of the board that isolates Kira from the door,

In the room, Feiyin hugged Valutisia tightly, and fell sideways on the bed, arched her body and curled up into a ball, as if this could make her feel at ease.Keenly noticed that although Kira smiled softly later, there were still some things that were different.Although Kira said nothing to her, took her home, and gave her a place to live, but still felt that Kira's words became less, and he didn't even look at her anymore, and he didn't look back in the end.

Did he already hate him?Feiyin couldn't help guessing like this. She opened her eyes, and her mind was full of Kira's expression. She had a strange sense of familiarity with Kira. She clearly recognized Kira based on the contract connected together, but it didn't seem to be the case. In this way, Kira said she forgot, but she was just a program, what would she forget?

Sitting up, she spread Valutisia, and the title page quickly flipped over and stopped at a blank page. Feiyin put her hand on the surface, and a huge magic circle revolved around her. The text overflowed, as if the code was quickly checked.When she touched something, the connection was disconnected with a bang, and a hot tingling sensation came from her hand being knocked away by the force. Feiyin held the hand that was bounced away, and frowned.

Has Valutia's main system been reorganized once?There is a blank space in the new program, it is almost as if it has been deleted and then new data has filled the gap, so the missing part is the past that Kira said she forgot, remember? The way Kira cares, it must be the past that is especially cherished when he gets along with him.

If it is really the experience and memory she has, Feiyin feels that she will never give up easily, then what made her so desperate, and what kind of mentality did she have to clear at the cost of losing her memory? .

She is just a rebirth program. Although she has doubts in her heart, she also knows that she can't find the answer. Her previous thoughts and feelings have been completely emptied, and there is no trace to be found.

Feiyin suddenly felt troubled, how on earth should she face Kira who had memories of the past.

She fell into an unprecedented giant net called confusion. With fear of the unknown, she was not sure if Kira hated her, and she didn't even dare to ask Kira what she really thought.

……

Since the house itself is not big, it is impossible to separate the three rooms too far, so when Xue Rui opened the door in the middle of the night feeling thirsty, she saw Feiyin sitting at the door of Kira with her arms in her arms.

Seeing this scene, Xue Rui was stunned, and even forgot her original purpose, she just approached her and asked, "Why are you sitting here, how long have you been sitting here, is it cold? If you want to find that brat, just hit The door is fine."

Feiyin put Valuticia in her arms, hugged her knees with her hands, and just quietly watched the scene outside the open door in the dead of night. She didn't answer Xue Rui's words, but shook her head.

"If you have anything to say, make it clear, he won't want to see you sitting at the door like this." Because he will be worried.

Xue Rui didn't say the rest because she thought Fei Yin understood.

However, just when she raised her hand and was about to knock on Kira's door, Feiyin stopped her again, her lips fluttered as she whispered to herself, "Because, besides this..."

"What?" Xue Rui was taken aback.

"Because, only in this way can I do something for him. I am his weapon. If he doesn't need me, I have no value."

"Huh? What are you talking about!?" Xue Rui didn't know what Feiyin was thinking, what kind of thinking circuit, what does it mean that a weapon is worthless if it is not needed?Such words made her angry, "What are you talking about! What is worthless? Do you know how much he cares about you? Your words will make that kid cry!"

Looking on until now, even if she knew nothing, it was enough for her to see clearly that the kid named Kira didn't seem to care about anything. From the bottom of his heart, it doesn't mean he won't be hurt.If there is anyone who can make him care and show a true expression, it is probably only the existence called Fei Yin that he keeps in his heart and keeps thinking about.

"Really...but, I don't know what to do. If it was you, you must know...the me in the past." Feiyin grasped her arms tightly, her eyes were gloomy, as if all the light fell into The bottomless abyss that will be reflected, the lack of her program, and her experience are even more blank. Now she can't distinguish people's emotions, and can't even understand the meaning of Xue Rui's words and the complex emotions contained in them.

Now the only people she comes into contact with are Xuerui and Kira, maybe it's just the fledgling effect, she doesn't want to go anywhere except by Kira's side, and she doesn't even want to touch this strange and unknown world.

She raised her head and just looked at Xue Rui, "I don't know what is missing, and I can't find it. I only know what I should do. I just want to protect him in my own way. If you are Don't worry about other weapons, I won't compete with you for the right to use them, I just need to follow from a distance like this."

Seeing Concubine like this, Xue Rui couldn't continue to be angry, her lips trembled but she didn't know what to say. With Kira's concern for Concubine, one can guess the relationship and relationship between the two of them in the past. Concubine Yin will be abandoned. If it was Concubine Yin in the past, she would definitely not let go of Kira's hand, let alone retreat to this point.

The girl in front of her has really forgotten the past, which is why she has so much anxiety and emptiness about the unknown.

If she had known this day, she would not have said such things to Kira anyway.

what to say

The fact that she said it in one sentence made her extremely regretful. At that time, she was just mad by Irene, and the words she said were not sincere, and she would not expect others to be with her just because she was suffering and unhappy. Not happy...

Complicatedly looking at the girl who had easily eliminated Jayne before, showing such a fragile appearance, she sighed, ignoring Feiyin's previous stop, turned around and knocked heavily on Kira's door, "Hey, brat! Are you asleep?" If you fall asleep, wake me up, if you are not asleep, get out immediately!"

There was an air of tearing down the door and rushing in when no one came out.

If the sound hadn't been for the lack of people living in a remote forest, they would have been woken up, not to mention Kira who was knocked on the door, and it was impossible to continue to sleep anyway.

Xuerui leaned against the wall and looked at Fei Yin, who was sitting in front of Kira's door and her movements did not change. That kind of thing, it's better now, seeing the concubine Yin whom he has been thinking about forgetting all this and being reduced to the same level as herself, she will not bear it either.

Just when she was about to knock on the door again, the door had already been opened from the inside.

"Xue Rui, what's the matter?" Kira, who fell asleep very late, was awakened at this moment, without the slightest anger, but felt a headache.Xue Rui didn't speak, just pointed to the side vigorously, Kira followed the direction she pointed, and when he saw Fei Yin sitting by the door, he suddenly ran away from sleepiness, his eyes widened, "Fei, Feiyin!? What's wrong with you, why are you sitting here?"

"When I came out, she was sitting here. She said she wanted to protect your safety. I don't know how long she sat there. There are still some things, you can ask her yourself."

Facing Kira's unbelievable gaze, Feiyin lowered her head, "I'm sorry, because I don't know how to protect you. You already have weapons that can fight, so this is all I have to do..."

"Stupid Feiyin, what are you talking about?" Kira grabbed his short hair annoyed, and faced Feiyin who was sitting at his door, his mind was blank, only worry was left, he stretched out his hand Touching Feiyin's forehead and palms, "How long have you been sitting, your hands and feet are cold."

Feiyin subconsciously avoided his warm hand, "I don't care."

"How could it be okay!" Kira interrupted her like this, picked her up regardless of her wishes, nodded to Xue Rui to express her gratitude, then closed the door, and took Feiyin back to her room.

Due to the sudden flight, Fei Yin hugged Kira's neck subconsciously, like a restless child. "You, hate me? I'm sorry, I don't know what to do, but being by your side is a way of protecting you, isn't it?"

What Feiyin said made Kira stop, and now Feiyin panicked even more and wanted to leave his embrace, "I'm sorry, if you don't like it, I will stay away from you next time."

"Why..." Kira just hugged her tightly so that she couldn't leave easily, but when she heard his voice, Feiyin stopped moving, "Why does Feiyin feel that I hate you?"

"Because you've been angry all the time, haven't you?" Feiyin lowered her eyes, and the shadows that fell covered her with gloom, "I know, I checked the part you said I forgot. The main system has been reorganized, and the programs that were destroyed in the past have been replaced by new ones. I can't get back everything that you are familiar with in the past. I'm sorry, but I can't return the old Feiyin to you."

Hearing these words, Kira trembled subconsciously in the hand holding her. Feiyin didn't feel it. Although the pain in her heart could not be ignored, she continued to speak, enduring the fear of being left behind at any time, "I'm sorry , even if you don’t accept me anymore, it doesn’t matter, please let me stay by your side, for me, as long as I can protect you, I still have value.”

Sensing the trembling in Feiyin's voice, Kira suddenly understood that it was himself, not others, that brought her fear.

His heart hurts, not because of anything else, but because Feiyin plans her existence in terms of value, she doesn't know how important she is to him, what is more important than life, she just prays not to be left behind by him , and his silence was the source of shadow and uneasiness in Fei Yin's heart. "Don't apologize, Feiyin, you are not wrong, I am the one who was wrong."

Knowing that Feiyin lost those memories, and knowing that she likes to pretend she doesn't care, she is actually more sensitive and vulnerable than anyone else.Knowing that she likes to keep all anxiety and fear in her heart, why did she leave her alone in the room.

"If you're tired, go to sleep." Kira put her on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, and added, "Don't worry, I'm by your side."

"Aren't you mad at me?"

"Why am I angry at you? You are my most important concubine." Kira smiled softly, what was she angry about and what was she avoiding? It was all because of his complicated mood that caused concubine's pain Isn't it? I should have told her earlier about my mood. "I'm just mad at myself."

As he said, not angry with her, but angry with himself.

Kira had seen such a concubine in her memory before, when she met her original master, she was ignorant of everything, fragile and unfamiliar.

And now knowing that Feiyin has nothing but him at this moment, and making her feel so much uneasiness, she can't forgive herself.

"Why, you are not at fault at all?"

"I made you feel uneasy, didn't I?" Kira touched the top of her hair with his hand, "I'm sorry, because I don't know how to face you, and I can't forgive myself for being careless when I saw you, all because I will make you lose the most important part, the blank program you are missing, it is because of me... that will make you get injured again and again, and enter the repair."

"It's okay, I forgive you." Feiyin's sudden words made Kira's hand stop, the tone of affirmation was so familiar, as if she remembered everything, the former Feiyin was back.

"I think, even I used to say that. It's not your fault. It's my choice to protect you. No matter how many times I will do it, because I am a weapon. If I can kill enemies for my master, I will protect you." It is my pride to have the master's safety."

"Concubine is not a weapon." Kira hugged her into his arms and whispered in her ear, "Concubine is the person I love the most."

"Eh...!?" These words greatly exceeded her expectations. She thought she would be happy not to be disgusted or abandoned, but she never expected that Kira would say such a thing.

"Whether in the past or now, I love you as always."

What was she worrying about? Even if she forgot, so what, she was Fei Yin, and this would never change.

As long as she is still by his side, as long as the two of them are still together, this moment will last forever.

As long as I reach out and hold her in my arms, I can still hear her voice.All anxiety will also disappear, and one day, the relationship between the two will return to its original appearance.

"It doesn't matter even if Concubine Yin forgets, I will help Concubine Yin remember the part that Concubine Yin has forgotten, and I will tell you everything I know. Even if Concubine Yin can't remember the past and doesn't like me anymore, it doesn't matter. Only this feeling for Fei Yin, I will never give up."

"Eh...!? I..." Feiyin's eyes widened slightly, she hadn't digested this fact, she couldn't understand the love Kira said, when she was about to say something, Kira had already cupped her cheeks , kissed her.The soft touch on the lips was a little strange, and when he opened his lips slightly, Kira broke in, passively entangled with him, and a strange feeling pervaded the whole body from the intertwined lips and tongue.Feiyin's somewhat blurred vision seemed to be covered with a layer of water vapor, only to see Kira's deep eyes were like the night sky that contained everything, which made people intoxicated.

When Kira let go of Feiyin's red and swollen lips that were ravaged, she covered her deep eyes uncomfortably and rubbed her hair, "Good boy, go to sleep." After regaining consciousness, he went into the bathroom and turned on the faucet. The sound of dripping water covered everything.

And Feiyin had already sat up, leaning against the head of the bed and waiting for Kira to come out, biting her numb lips, thinking of everything just now, her face was a little feverish, but her eyes were surprisingly bright.Although Kira's hot feelings were a little sudden and unfamiliar to her, what is certain is that no matter what Kira does, she will not hate it.

As long as she is with Kira, one day she will understand this feeling...

When Kira came out, she found that Feiyin hadn't slept yet, and she was a little stunned, "Feiyin, aren't you going to sleep?"

Feiyin just pulled him to her side, took his hands together, "Your hands are so cold."

Kira just smiled, lay down beside her, and took her into his arms, "Don't call me 'you', let alone honorifics, just call me Kira."

"Kira..."

"kindness."

"Kira..." Calling Kira's name, Feiyin smiled, narrowed her eyes and curled up in his embrace, "It's so warm."

A thin quilt covered the two of them, and Feiyin fell asleep the whole time, and Kira didn't let go of her hand, protecting her in her arms like a treasure.

In the past, after she lost her master, she grew up in the pain of killing, loss and betrayal again and again, learned to be strong, and endured without explaining herself. This kind of her made him feel sorry for her more than once.

Now it’s different, since he’s doing it all over again, he wants to let her know that it doesn’t matter if she is not strong, he will protect her, and never let her be forced to grow up because of those cruel realities and pain, even if she is always so ignorant If it goes on, he will also protect her eternal happiness.

The moonlight fell on the two people on the bed through the window, absorbing the warmth brought by each other's body temperature. The smiles on their faces showed happiness and tranquility. The silver light covered them like a fine veil, making them look hazy and warm.

The author has something to say:

So Kira was showered with cold water.It's so pitiful, this is the first time he's had cold water one u one

Celebrating that I am finally not on the vitality list, I don’t need to pressure myself to update, it’s really great TVT I’m so happy

This chapter is happy enough, so stop questioning the level of my mother.