book of contract

Even in the dream, Kira's consciousness was trapped in the previous world, trapped in the war, but he forgot that the war was over in reality. Standing in front of him, Kira was so frightened that he stretched out his hands in a cold sweat, but he couldn't catch anything. Instead, he suddenly woke up from his dream and sat up.

After waking up, Kira realized that he had just had a nightmare, so he breathed a sigh of relief.At this time, Kira found that his injuries had been treated, bandaged, and he was in a strange room.

At this moment, a woman rushed in and saw him getting out of bed, and immediately ran over and pushed him down on the bed again, her movements were not gentle, "Lie down for me, you want the wound I've bandaged up for you to open again open?"

Kira, who suddenly fell down and hit his head on the soft pillow, felt a strong sense of dizziness, and the previous movement of sitting up suddenly coupled with such a push and hit, from the burning tingling sensation from his body, he knew that his injury must be Cracked again.

Ordinary people must have screamed in pain, but Kira, a good boy who is considerate of others, not only didn't say anything, but endured the pain, because he didn't want to blame his savior, not to mention that these injuries had nothing to do with her. It is also self-inflicted.

He just followed the opponent's movements and strength and lay down obediently, and waited until the opponent let go of the hand that was pressing on his shoulders before propping up his body and leaning against the head of the bed with a pillow.After finishing these things, he looked at the person who rescued him, only to find that the person who saved him was a beautiful woman with long golden hair. Her amber eyes revealed a little impatience, but she was in her twenties, but she had a kind of lethargy. People cannot directly look at the strong aura that cannot be resisted. "Thank you for saving me and causing you trouble."

"You don't need to thank me, I just saved you because I was passing by at that time." The woman looked at Kira with a frown, which made him subconsciously wonder if there was something wrong with him, but then she suddenly showed a narrow expression. Smiling, he stretched out his hand to pinch his uninjured cheek, "I didn't want to save you at first, saving a useless wounded patient is equivalent to having an extra mouth to eat, don't you think so?"

What I said... Kira's forehead was sweating a lot. I don't know if it was more painful or more speechless, but although it was ugly, it was also a big truth that he couldn't refute.

"terribly sorry."

"I said, kid, don't you have anything else to say besides being sorry? For example, why did I save you..."

Although the woman in front of me looks older than herself, she is not much older. Kira found that she has been called a little ghost since she came to this world. The leader of the air bandit was like this before, and now the person who saved her in front of her Also, does he really look tender?

Well, in my own world, apart from Feiyin, I have never seen anyone who is more imposing than this woman in front of me, and her aura is different from Feiyin's, which makes him unable to resist. The pinch deformed, and I couldn't say anything to resist, so I could only helplessly "It hurts, can you let go first?"

"Tch, boring brat." She let go of her hand after only hearing a mutter.

Kira touched the already numb cheeks, he must have been reddened, he was very helpless about this, because he was completely unable to resist such a personality, so he could only follow her way and asked, "So, can you save me?" What is my reason?"

"Hey, want to know?" For some reason, when Kira saw the narrow smile on the face of the person in front of him, he felt an urge to go over. He tried very hard to suppress the veins on his forehead, and maintained his politeness and gentleness. The smile didn't collapse, but she continued to say, "Actually, when you fell in front of me, I really wanted to step over..."

"..."

"However, what surprised me at that time was that you lost consciousness and kept chanting the name Fei Yin. It was interesting for a while, so I picked you up."

Constantly chanting the name Feiyin?Although it is true that I really miss Concubine Yin, but to be said so bluntly by a stranger, as if spreading my thoughts in broad daylight, I would still be surprised and embarrassed... But it turned out to be because It was interesting for a while, how bad this character is... and the word 'pick up', all his gratitude disappeared in an instant.

Kira's speechless state lasted only for a while, and soon he said, "Thank you very much, I will leave tomorrow."

"My name is Sherila Othel Effistein."

"..." Kira didn't know how to react to her sudden words.

"I mean don't use honorifics to me, just call me by my name, but I prefer to be called Xue Rui."

"My name is Kira Yamato."

"Although I don't know how you fell from the sky, and I don't know how many enemies you have made, but since I saved you, please rest assured to recuperate here." She spread her hands and smiled, "I have no malice towards you. ...Well, I know you vigilant brat, no matter what I say, you won't believe me, who told me to be a stranger."

"No, I didn't mean that, and I didn't suspect...just."

"Don't worry, you won't cause me too much trouble." Xue Rui didn't care, "Anyway, raising one is raising two, and there has been no new wind here for a long time. Maybe you will give me something when you come. Life brings new joys."

Kira, who was hesitant at first, looked at Xue Rui's straightforwardness, and was relieved, "Okay, thank you, Xue Rui."

"That's the way to be good." Xue Rui messed up Kira's short brown hair, causing him to drop several black lines in an instant. In the end, she was suppressed by her forcefully and failed to resist. This is the so-called person who has to bow his head under the eaves. .

Kira lay in the room for two days, perhaps because his injuries were not serious, and the magic power of Valuticia speeded up the healing speed invisibly. On the third day, he was able to get up and walk around inside and outside the house.

As he walked, he observed the structures around the house, as well as the courtyard and forest outside. In addition to finding that this was a quiet and comfortable place, he also found that not only he and Xue Rui lived in the house, but also a gray-haired elder.

Kira was taken aback when she first saw her, because the old man just leaned on the recliner, didn't speak, didn't look at him, just opened his eyes and looked at the distance without focus, and repeatedly said sorry to her, sorry to bother her. It's like I didn't hear it, and there was no response.

On the other hand, when Xue Rui came back with the bucket, seeing Kira talking to the old man constantly in a state of confusion, she laughed and said, "You don't need to pay attention to her, she won't listen to what you're saying at all, let alone react."

"Eh? How come?"

"Yeah, I don't want to believe this more than anyone else, but it just happened, and the doctors in the city have also invited to see it, but this is common Alzheimer's disease, there is no way." Xue Rui put the bucket at hand, and she was Squatting down next to the old man, "At first, it was only memory loss, and I could still talk, and then it gradually became like this. There is really no way." She raised a helpless smile, as if she was used to it, and began to greet the old man. Then slowly wiped her face, neck, and limbs, completely overturning the impatient and strong first image left in Kira's mind. Xue Rui, who was wiping the old man, smiled and moved gently and patiently. He repeated the behavior for an unknown number of times, knowing that the old man would never be sober again, still telling some interesting things he saw in the morning, and introducing Kira to her. "Hey, Irene, this kid is called Kira, I picked it up from the woods a few days ago, he is very interesting, ah, do you remember the interesting thing I told you before..."

Kira stood aside, he finally knew why Xue Rui was so busy during the two days lying in bed except for changing medicine and delivering meals, she must have spent most of her time taking care of this old man named Irene.Seeing Xuerui chattering and repeating some small things, just asking the old man to give some feedback, without any boredom and fatigue, and her low laughter matching the description, so lonely and pale.

He saw that Xue Rui had been staring at the dull eyes of the so-called old man, as if silently praying, so helpless and so sad.

"..." The previous world has also heard such things. This is a necessary experience for a human being, aging and then dying.

Human beings can never be against time, whether it is complaints, unwillingness, or fear, it will not stop because of anyone's sad tears and pity, it will continue to move forward slowly, but it will take some people to see What is missing, memory, vitality, until one day death will bring it with it.

Kira couldn't even open his mouth to comfort him. After all, if he didn't experience it from the perspective of the person involved, who would understand the pain and sorrow that cannot prevent the loved ones from leaving one day.

"What's the matter with you?...Don't worry, I'm fine, Irene has been like this for a long time." Xue Rui looked back to see Kira's expression, and then laughed again.

Kira watched as she poured out the water in the bucket, as if she was about to fetch water again, so she said, "Let me fetch water for you, I also want to do something."

Xue Rui just thought for a while, then simply threw the bucket at his feet, patted him on the shoulder, "Then leave it to you, the water is pumped in the well next to it, but as a patient, you must be extra careful .I am going tocook."

This was Kira's first time drawing water from the well. Although it took a long time, it was still a success. At least no one fell into the well, and the water came up.

"It's not bad, no one fell into the well, it's more useful than I thought." Xue Rui said in surprise when she looked back at the water he brought up.

What he said... suddenly made Kira take a lot of black lines. Did he want to see him fall into the water from the beginning?However, he found that he was gradually getting used to Xue Rui's speech patterns, and he wasn't particularly surprised, just a little speechless. He thought that he would gradually adapt to such a life.

As if deliberately wanting to see his speechless and depressed look, Xue Rui smiled and rubbed his head, "I'm just kidding, thank you, you helped me a lot."

In the later days, it was found that there was a basement in the house, which was filled with the wine made by Sherry. Every once in a while, she would push the wine to the town. It is said that there are regular restaurants and restaurants to buy her wine.

Occasionally, Kira helped her pick fruit, fetch water, or feed the elderly, and gradually got used to such a comfortable life, so she settled down here.

The happier he is, the less real he is. Sometimes he stands in front of the window and looks at the dappled sunlight falling on his palm, with a dazed expression, without any worries, but even so, there is still a kind of loneliness deep in his heart that gnaws away with time. It has nothing to do with the environment. There is a kind of loneliness that will follow you even in the most noisy crowd. Sometimes when Kira wakes up from a dream, he can't tell where he is, whether it is a dream or reality, and there are even reminders around him He has no one, just feels empty.

Kira clenched her hands, probably because this is not her own world after all, without concubine, no relatives and friends, unable to accept this world from the bottom of her heart, always smiling and standing at the border watching, but unable to get involved in.

Feiyin once said, no family, no friends, is this how she feels the loneliness of having nothing in different time and space?Is this the reason why Feiyin didn't wake up?

He once said that if Concubine Yin has no family, he will be her family member. If Concubine Yin is not happy, then he will bring her happiness.

He has clearly promised, and he has never forgotten it for a moment, but when will she come back.

——Feiyin, I have been waiting for you...

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Kira standing under the window didn't notice that there was a person by the door watching him quietly. Xue Rui had been here for a long time, but she didn't bother watching Kira immersed in her own thoughts.Saving him at first was indeed a whim, because her life needed a new wind to divert her attention, otherwise she was worried that she would not be able to bear the negative emotions in her heart and would fall into extremes. If she reached that point, her persistence would be in vain.

But Kira Yamato was beyond her expectations. At the beginning, she guessed his background, also guessed why he would encounter such an injury, and also thought that if he was hunted down, It will definitely bring yourself a lot of trouble.She was fully prepared, but life was not as bad as she thought it would be.

Kira's character was also beyond her expectations, gentle and kind, but not ignorant, she smiled lightly at everything, as if she had already looked down on everything, I have to say, Xue Rui had a strong curiosity about him, how could he have Such a pair of eyes, clear but faintly revealing sadness, supercilious feeling, these are the eyes that are used to seeing life and death.

What kind of person is Feiyin who can make such a gentle person never forget her?

Looking back at the old man who was still demented, Xue Rui lowered her eyes sadly, covering all her emotions, and the corners of her mouth were slightly curved.But soon she restrained her emotions and knocked on the door beside her. When Kira came back to her senses in surprise, she laughed, "Are you thinking about your concubine Yin again? You were so absorbed in thinking that you forgot to come out to eat Already."

"Ah, sorry."

"What a silly boy. There's no apologies for that. It's been so many days, and I'm still so angry." Xue Rui started to get used to the feeling of rubbing his head, and it must be a pity that I can't rub it one day.Thinking of this, the movement of the hand paused, "Your injury is completely healed, why do you still stay here to accompany me to live such a hard life? I thought you would want to fly back to Feiyin's side immediately."

"I don't find it hard. I like this kind of life very much. It is peaceful and peaceful. This is what Feiyin and I dream of. No matter where I am, she will always come back to me. So I stay, I want her See the same scenery as me." Kira smiled.

Xuerui opened her mouth and said nothing for a while. She didn't know why Kira had such confidence that Feiyin would always come back to him. No matter where Feiyin was, she knew that she would never leave. Tone, as if restraint will never disappear.

Speaking of Feiyin, Kira's entire expression softened, and was more lively than usual gentleness. Regarding this, Xue Rui smiled and expressed her true feelings, "Ah, it's really enviable..."

It's really enviable.

Because hers has long been lost and will never come back.Whenever she sees Kira missing Fei Yin, this unchangeable reality will turn into a strong sense of despair and tightly strangle her heart, as painful as if she would die the next moment.

That night, Xue Rui sat in the yard, facing the moon and stars, and drank a lot of wine.

Everything in front of him began to be distorted and blurred, and his consciousness gradually moved away. The whole person seemed to be much more relaxed.

"Xue Rui. Don't drink any more."

For the person who took away her wine glass, Xue Rui got closer to recognize the person for a long time before she recognized it, and said with a smile, "It's Kira... what's the matter?"

"You'll catch a cold like this, Xue Rui." The night wind was damp and cool, if she collapsed drunk like this, she would definitely catch a cold.

However, Xue Rui shook off his outstretched hand, "Who is Xue Rui? The bleakness and irony of the words.

In fact, Kira discovered it at the beginning. Her full name has a cold and elegant feeling, and it seems to have an unusual background.

As for Xue Rui, just a simple address changed the feeling brought by the full name, but since she didn't want to mention it, Kira didn't ask, thinking it was just her own illusion, only thinking of her as Xue Rui, and it was just Xue Rui.

"Xue Rui, you're drunk."

"I'm not drunk!" Xue Rui held the wine glass and smiled recklessly, more like venting, "You must think that this name doesn't match me at all, right? Don't be so surprised, because I think so too."

In the past, her personality was as elegant and polite as her name. No one dislikes her, whether it is her appearance or the strength she shows, but with the passage of time and different encounters, no matter how good her personality is, it will be worn out beyond recognition .

"Forget it, don't mention that annoying race, come and drink with me."

Facing the playful Xue Rui, Kira held his forehead with some headaches. Not to mention that he was a minor, he was still facing severe battles in the universe when he was an adult. Not to mention that the conditions were not allowed, even if the conditions were allowed, he did not have the courage to drink. After all, everyone's nerves were tense at that time. Who dared to touch the alcohol that would paralyze consciousness and make people slow down?

Not drinking has become a deep-rooted habit, so Kira stayed away from the wine that Xue Rui handed over, so she muttered vaguely, "A kid is a kid, and wine is a good thing that can make you grow up overnight."

Kira smiled, and there was no need to argue with drunk people, so he didn't say anything, since he couldn't stop him, he didn't stop him at all.He went back to the house and took a blanket to cover her, watched her drink one cup after another, quietly waiting for the moment when she got drunk.

Everyone has different living habits. Although I don't know the reason why Xuerui used alcohol to numb herself, but looking at the old man named Irene in the house, I can guess a little bit, so I don't want to do any more unnecessary things. Admonish.

This is what she has to bear and face. No matter how reluctant she is, the other party will leave one day. No matter how much she hopes, the miracle of recovery will never come.

She can only guard her relatives and take care of them day and night. At that time, the only place where people's hearts finally rest is to look away.

Because there is no way but to accept, to try to make the day come when the loved ones are comfortable and pain-free.There are also many people who, under the pressure of taking care of them, finally cannot bear the grief and collapse, because no one can fight against the pain of losing their loved ones all the time.

Whether Xue Rui will collapse, Kira doesn't know, but he can feel that Xue Rui has supported to the extreme, obviously such a peaceful life, but it failed to bring him the breath of life, let alone relax him.Kira even felt that he was still on the battlefield, and every breath he took was only the feeling of suffocation that was suppressed to the point of despair.

He knew that there was something that had been suppressed by Xuerui to the extreme, and it was in danger. Once it broke, the peace would be shattered, just like the bubbles in the mirror. .

This dangerous balance lasted until a certain day, when what Kira was most worried about happened, just as he expected, because Xue Rui took care of Irene, the accumulated exhaustion and despair broke out in an instant.

The author has something to say: In fact, in my original setting, Xuerui is not of this character =口=. . .The old woman is not demented either. . . .

Originally, Xuerui was a rotten peach blossom I was going to find for Kira... She has a gentle personality, doesn't like to talk, and has a secret crush on Kira... More importantly, she is a girl in her teens... As a result, you know, I got stuck very.

So with a swipe of a pen, everything was overthrown... and she became a woman with a very arrogant personality, with a slightly distorted personality and thoughts.After that, I won't be stuck. . . .Sure enough, this kind of personality is easier to write?Thinking back to when I wrote the side story about Curt’s time travel journey, I also wrote it very easily. This kind of arrogant woman is the cutest.

PS: Kira, you really are not a romantic life!So, admit it, it’s definitely not that my real mother is unkind ==

Another PS: Biao Lei, can you understand the bitter feeling of being thrown on the list, and it is the vitality list with the largest number of words when you are on the night shift and are preparing to read a novel happily?That is the little black house beckoning to me!It's scary in the middle of the night! ! ! !

ORZ. . . .I will work hard to code words. . . . .