book of contract
Chapter 53 Collapse
There was a big commotion in PLANT, and almost everyone knew about Aslan's mutiny and the news of Lux's appearance, but Lacus was not found, so all ZAFT's soldiers naturally chased and drove the Earth Army shuttle Aslan.It is precisely because of this relentless pursuit that Aslan's forehead is constantly sweating, every time he dodges the shelling behind him dangerously, and if he is not careful, he will be smashed to pieces by the bombing.
Suffering from the fact that the shuttle is completely incomparable with the mobile suits behind, he can only head towards the direction of the Archangel at full speed and avoid the attack from the rear. If he was driving a Freedom Gundam, he would never be so embarrassed.
"Damn it!" Seeing another shell coming from behind, seeing that there was no way to avoid it, his heart was in his throat, and the sweat dripped into his eyes, staining his eyes with pain. The god of death raised his scythe, and Aslan thought he was going to die At this moment, a gray-black Gundam quickly passed by the shuttle he was driving, and then there were continuous explosions, and the shells were shot down before they hit, "Kira...?" Only then did Aslan look behind him bewilderedly, and it turned out that Kira was driving Mie Shen Gundam to block all the pursuers behind him.
"Aslan, the Archangel is ahead." Kira's eyes were only those of the ZAFT army who were chasing him, and he manipulated the Gundam to wipe them out in an instant without any hesitation. As a matter of fact, he has already realized the blood in his hands.
Just stunned for a moment, watching Kira fight, Aslan quickly realized that his stay here was just getting in the way, and the most important thing was to get back to the Archangel, so he didn't hesitate to drive the shuttle to leave.
After Aslan left, Kira felt a little irritated facing the seemingly inexhaustible stream of ZAFT mobile suits in front of him. "It seems that the mobilization of the ZAFT Army is thorough this time. Let us wipe them out in one fell swoop. Anyway, the blue leader of the Earth Army has been resolved, and only Patrick Sarah is left."
Next is, Aslan's, father.Realizing this, Kira just tightened his hand again.
Feiyin raised the corners of her mouth, "It seems that after being stimulated by Aslan and I, the leader of PLANT was completely angry, and three Nazca-class high-speed combat ships came out,... Kira, What's the matter?" She turned around suspiciously.
"Nothing." Kira gave her a reassuring smile.
Three NASCAR-class high-speed combat ships and dozens of Jayne and mobile suits, although a little troublesome, it is not impossible to solve.
"Kira, I'll help you." At this moment, Aslan flew out of the Archangel in a Liberty Gundam, and as soon as he got back to the Archangel, he quickly rushed to his own body just to be with Kira. fighting.
"No, I'm enough. You don't need to intervene here, Aslan." Kira refused.Here he and Fei Yin can solve the problem, but they can't protect the Archangel with all their skills. It's absolutely not enough to rely on Orb's slow-wielding soldiers and Captain Mu.
"Don't you understand? You need to protect the Archangel. Maybe ZAFT reinforcements will arrive. Leave it to Kira and me. There may be a tough battle between you and the Archangel. You can't stay here." Fall down." Seeing that Aslan was still here and not about to leave, Feiyin said, "So, if you understand, then step back."
Before the words were finished, God Gundam was already speeding towards the enemy with a weapon in hand. Aslan sat in the Freedom Gundam, he could only watch the battle between Kira and Feiyin, but he couldn't intervene at all. He saw one of the Nascars The super battleship crashed, and one of the remaining two was entangled with them, and the artillery fire of the other had turned to the Archangel, so Aslan had to turn back to the Archangel, his ears were full of the roar of artillery fire, but he didn't know Why, there is an illusion of gradually moving away from Kira and the others, why is this?
Kira manipulated the Destroyer Gundam to penetrate the unstoppable Nazca-class battleship with gunfire. He didn't look at the scene where the ship roared and smashed, but glanced at the back of the Freedom Gundam leaving.
"Kira, just now Captain Mu drove the Strike Gundam to chase Lao Lu Cruze by himself."
"Eh?"
Not long after Feiyin said it, she also received a contact message from the Archangel, saying that the information could not reach the place where Captain Mu was. Lu Ze fights, I don't know why, every time I fight, I can always feel the existence of the opponent, which is better than intuition, and there seems to be a traction invisibly, just like a fateful opponent.Although he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit it, so Captain Mu took it as his responsibility to eliminate the other party.
Both sides fought so much that they forgot about the environment, and it was almost an endless situation, but they did not expect to be intervened by others. Seeing that Lao Kruze had the upper hand, the shell almost hit the cabin where Captain Mu was in the Strike Gundam, but was accelerated. The Mie Shen Gundam energy shield blocked it.
"Kira!?" Captain Mu was also so shocked by this change that he couldn't speak. His attack was dodged by Laukruze. Seeing that he was about to be hit, he never expected that Kira would rescue him in such a timely manner. Own.
"Because I'm worried, everyone on the Archangel is worried about you." Kira's gentle voice sounded with a smile, and before Captain Mu was touched and thanked, the topic changed like a pinprick, "Using Concubine Yin In other words, your manipulation of Strike Gundam is too bad, you can't just leave it alone."
"Eh!? That's too much!" Captain Mu was stunned by Kira's blunt words, and then smiled helplessly. These words really seemed like what Fei Yin could say.
"So, please leave this battlefield to us."
"Kira, Feiyin, but..."
"This battlefield is not yours, and your task is not to fight here, is it?" Kira said forcefully, "Aslan alone is not enough to protect the Archangel, Captain Mu, you should know. Or do you think you are more suitable to stay here than us?"
Before Captain Mu could answer, "To help you, we came here without caring about the remaining Nazca-class warships. Is it really okay to rely on the Archangel and Freedom Gundam alone? The reinforcements will be terrible, so you should go back quickly. It is your job to protect the Archangel, it is not like you to rush out like this recklessly, and it is not a hero to die here, Captain Mu."
Since you know that the Archangel is the priority, you don’t have to rush here... Captain Mu couldn’t help complaining about Fei Yin’s words, but he had to admit that what Fei Yin said was right.
Being interrupted like this, the enthusiasm and impulse aroused also cooled down. With the backward configuration of Strike Gundam, it is indeed very irrational to fight one-on-one with the opponent's high-performance machine. It is right to be preached by Fei Yin , he scratched his head helplessly.
"Ah, Feiyin, you're still so ruthless when you speak..." Although he complained as before, he could feel their worry, "Then, I'll leave it to you next." This is not to be a hero Captain Mu was very clear about the time, so he immediately pulled down the joystick, turned around and was about to leave.
"Ah." No one could see Kira's expression inside Mie Shen Gundam, only Feiyin, but she didn't look back, and closed her eyes to hear Kira's answer as if sighing to herself, "Everything will end, Captain Mu, this will be the last battle, and I will welcome this final victory as a winner."
Even so, he subconsciously clenched the joystick, and in the end, he was really reluctant to kill Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu or abandon the Archangel.
But there is no turning back. To end all sorrows, one must go on, even if it is the wrong path in the eyes of everyone.
He has no hesitation...
A war is meaningless if it does not end with a winner.
Captain Mu looked back as if he had sensed it, but he didn't hear anything. He just saw the gray-black machine controlled by Kira go away from the screen.
***
Unexpectedly, the body that had been entangled in the battle with Captain Mu before blindly evaded and fled, and did not foolishly fight head-to-head with Mie Shen Gundam. When they came to the human colony, they clearly knew that the other party had lured them here on purpose, but there was no way to refuse them. When Feiyin came here, she hesitated a little. She came to study the cage, and she looked at Kira beside her with some concern, but Kira just paused for a moment and asked, "Is Lauru Kruze here?" It is undoubtedly dangerous to find someone in this empty and strange place. Yes, especially when Lao Kruze seems to be very familiar with this place and even knows where the door goes, it must be confirmed.
"Well, there is a temperature reflection in the area ahead, and there is no movement for about 300 meters, so be careful."
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira chased after him without hesitation. He had faintly sensed what he was about to face, but he was not going to run away, and wanted to confirm everything with his own eyes.
"Wait!" Despite being uneasy, seeing her master stepping into an unknown territory, Feiyin couldn't let Kira face the unknown danger alone, so she also chased after her.
However, after crossing the threshold and pushing open the metal door, there were no gunshots or attacks as imagined, just like a dark box with a crack, the light rushes in, and when the darkness dissipates, it is like falling into a cold cave when you see the scene in front of you clearly. , making Kira unable to take a step forward anyway, the cruel reality that is darker than the darkness, which makes people collapse, is presented in front of your eyes.
Feiyin took a step slower than Kira, standing beside him, watching all the scenes in front of her, her eyes suddenly shrank, she underestimated her enemy, she underestimated Sally Yeh's cruelty.I finally know what the purpose of Lao Kruze waiting here is, not to mention that Kira already knows it, even if he doesn't know, Lao Kruze will tell Kira everything as a story in a 'kind' way at this time , How the stupidity and cruelty of human beings made their son in this place like a test product.
Even though Kira had already known everything from her memory, she didn't dare to confirm what kind of feelings she felt when facing all this with her own eyes. Kira was by her side at this moment.
"It really is here." Kira's voice sounded for a long time, and the lingering sound spread in this empty place with bitterness and loneliness.
"... Kira."
"I'm fine, Feiyin, didn't I tell you, I already knew." Kira smiled at her.
But looking at his smile, Feiyin only felt heavy pain. "That's enough. If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. If you're sad, just cry." She held his hand, felt the cold temperature and trembling in her heart, and covered his hand with both hands .I want to convey my temperature and my existence to him.
"Why did Feiyin show such a sad expression?" Kira smiled and leaned over to caress Feiyin's face, "Speaking of which, since the first time we met, I have never seen Feiyin cry. Very strong."
Seeing Kira's smile, Fei Yin only felt that the pain in her heart was unbearable, a kind of sour feeling was swelling but could not be vented, this is probably the kind of sad feeling of human beings who want to cry.Kira was always like this, forcing herself to be strong for others, she was about to cry with sadness, but she still smiled.
Feiyin couldn't bear the sadness in her heart, so she reached out and hugged him, catching Kira off guard, "It's enough... I'm not strong at all, it's not that I don't cry, it's that I can't cry at all, I'm not human, no matter how much The pain, how uncomfortable, can only be suppressed in the bottom of my heart, as if it is about to explode, it is very painful, Kira..."
"Feiyin..."
"It doesn't matter if you don't have to be so patient. I'm happy to be able to cry, Kira. Don't feel weak or ashamed, cry instead of me."
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira, who was struggling to suppress her emotions, could no longer maintain a smile, stretched out her hand to hold her tightly in her arms, pressed her hand on the back of her head, and ran her fingertips through her hair, It is so powerful that it seems to let her embed into his own flesh and blood.
Feeling Kira's trembling, Feiyin just hugged him tightly to bear the sadness and despair emanating from him that almost tore people apart. She has been hiding, hiding Kira's life experience, hiding everything here , as Sally Yeh said, this is the beginning of the lie, she has been deceiving Kira, no matter what the reason is, a lie is a lie.
——There will always be suspicion and estrangement between people, even the new contractor you care about, when he knows the things you are hiding, will eventually turn into a betrayal that hurts each other.
——For such a world?For the new weak contractor?You should have seen more than me, betrayal, killing, bloodshed, what kind of expectations do you have until now, you should have despaired of people's hearts earlier than me.
——Why are you so naive!How long do you think ordinary people can accompany you, how long do you think the guy you care about can accompany you! ?
All along, from the moment he met her, Kira was forced to go to war, his life was messed up because of her, was it better without her in the first place?If she hadn't met Sally Yeh, if she hadn't left Sally Yeh.In this world, there would be no duplicate Ulutysia, and Kira's father would not be informed of genetic modification information.
She never denies her sins, and she will never regret or frown on what happened, but Kira is different, she can watch the world destroyed because of her clone body indifferently, and can watch others suffer, but Not being able to watch Kira suffer for his own reasons, just for him.
"If you want to find a burden for these pains, hate it, hate me, hate this world full of wars."
If it can alleviate his pain, if it can share it for him... anything can be done.
——I will always be with her, until she gets bored, and until I die.
——Feiyin is family.
——I want to get rid of Feiyin's sorrow together, and I want to live with Feiyin in a peaceful and comfortable future.
——I know that Kajiali is my only remaining blood relative... I have known for a long time that Kajiali is my relative, and it is not my biological parents who have raised me, including the fact that I am not Naturally born like others, but created.
——I know, what Feiyin has been hiding.But it doesn't matter, I've been thinking, no matter what Concubine Yin did wrong, I will forgive, just like Concubine Yin can forgive me unconditionally, so as long as Concubine Yin doesn't tell me, I won't ask.
He never blamed her from the beginning to the end. He knew that what she concealed was a mistake and a sin, but he still forgave her so tenderly.
Because someone obtained a copy of this book and analyzed a few words in it, he had the idea of adjusting human genes.Humans are treated as animals, and finally the genetically modified people who are finally successful are called new humans.
Although it was the information left by Ulutysia intentionally for people to notice, but because his existence was copied to her, Feiyin felt that everything was her fault... Because of her, Kira lost her life , if it weren't for her, Ulutysia wouldn't exist, and Kira wouldn't be taken out of her mother's body and placed in a nutrient solution before she was born to become a modified test product.
It's all her fault...
"I won't hate it." Kira replied softly, "As I said, Feiyin, my pain is nothing compared to Feiyin's. From the moment the contract was signed, there is a life that overrides my life." The huge amount of information, history and memory of Fei Yin was engraved into flesh and blood and memory. I saw what Fei Yin witnessed, experienced, and knew. At that moment, I realized how heavy and painful the memory Fei Yin was carrying. In an instant, I was almost confused and difficult to distinguish, and I was almost suffocated by those historical forces, but I was still alive. Those who were not affected, kept their consciousness and thoughts well."
"I'm sorry..." Kira is different from other contractors in history. The process of making a contract is unprecedentedly dangerous. If he is not careful, he will be destroyed by her defense program. For this reason, he also came into contact with her central memory. Yin naturally knew how heavy those memories were, how much they would affect people, and would even easily destroy a person's soul, and Kira endured all that. "I'm sorry. Kira... sorry."
"Don't apologize, Feiyin, I'm actually very happy, because at that time I vaguely felt that I could understand Feiyin better and get closer to Feiyin's life." Although the messy and heavy memory from the book of Valutisia He knew a lot of things, including that he was not born naturally. Thinking of this, Kira smiled helplessly. When he was fighting for a natural person, he wanted to question more than once why he was a new human being, but he didn't know who to ask. , until now, when I saw such a result and knew such a thing, I was not surprised.
"Even in Feiyin's world, I knew everything. But I didn't expect that I would be shaken to such an extent when I came here and saw it with my own eyes. It's still more sad than I imagined." That's why I was even more upset. Feeling that Feiyin is so strong, Kira hugged Feiyin tightly, as if she was his only life-saving straw, "I also know that all this is not Feiyin's fault. So don't feel guilty about it anymore." Sorry, Feiyin doesn't owe me anything, on the contrary, I am deeply grateful...for being able to meet you."
Fei Yin hugged his hand faintly, clenched into a fist, a red light faintly revealed in her dark eyes.
[Sally, I don't care about you killing people or destroying the world, because I don't care. ]
[Only Kira... Only hurting Kira, I will never forgive. ]
[No matter what price I have to pay, I want to protect him, even if the karma that will hurt him is created by myself, I will never allow it! ]
The author has something to say: I am addicted to Japanese dramas at home recently...Wa is guilty...
After watching The Ideal Son, and the Japanese version, which turned out to be a beautiful boy, I fell in love with Mifune-senpai, and I wanted to dig a hole.
Then June [-]st, how are you guys doing?
I remember writing a dark call for June [-]st, which is no longer mine, Cinderella =__,=
It was supposed to be updated on June [-]st...but, watching Japanese dramas and watching cute...so...
Then, I want to buy a graphics card to play games...
Also, this article should be in two stages, the stage of Gundam Wars, and the warm stage of the weapon race, but facing the end of the Gundam Wars stage, I am extremely stuck. . .I feel like I'm almost out of cuteness. TAT is so hard. . . .
Suffering from the fact that the shuttle is completely incomparable with the mobile suits behind, he can only head towards the direction of the Archangel at full speed and avoid the attack from the rear. If he was driving a Freedom Gundam, he would never be so embarrassed.
"Damn it!" Seeing another shell coming from behind, seeing that there was no way to avoid it, his heart was in his throat, and the sweat dripped into his eyes, staining his eyes with pain. The god of death raised his scythe, and Aslan thought he was going to die At this moment, a gray-black Gundam quickly passed by the shuttle he was driving, and then there were continuous explosions, and the shells were shot down before they hit, "Kira...?" Only then did Aslan look behind him bewilderedly, and it turned out that Kira was driving Mie Shen Gundam to block all the pursuers behind him.
"Aslan, the Archangel is ahead." Kira's eyes were only those of the ZAFT army who were chasing him, and he manipulated the Gundam to wipe them out in an instant without any hesitation. As a matter of fact, he has already realized the blood in his hands.
Just stunned for a moment, watching Kira fight, Aslan quickly realized that his stay here was just getting in the way, and the most important thing was to get back to the Archangel, so he didn't hesitate to drive the shuttle to leave.
After Aslan left, Kira felt a little irritated facing the seemingly inexhaustible stream of ZAFT mobile suits in front of him. "It seems that the mobilization of the ZAFT Army is thorough this time. Let us wipe them out in one fell swoop. Anyway, the blue leader of the Earth Army has been resolved, and only Patrick Sarah is left."
Next is, Aslan's, father.Realizing this, Kira just tightened his hand again.
Feiyin raised the corners of her mouth, "It seems that after being stimulated by Aslan and I, the leader of PLANT was completely angry, and three Nazca-class high-speed combat ships came out,... Kira, What's the matter?" She turned around suspiciously.
"Nothing." Kira gave her a reassuring smile.
Three NASCAR-class high-speed combat ships and dozens of Jayne and mobile suits, although a little troublesome, it is not impossible to solve.
"Kira, I'll help you." At this moment, Aslan flew out of the Archangel in a Liberty Gundam, and as soon as he got back to the Archangel, he quickly rushed to his own body just to be with Kira. fighting.
"No, I'm enough. You don't need to intervene here, Aslan." Kira refused.Here he and Fei Yin can solve the problem, but they can't protect the Archangel with all their skills. It's absolutely not enough to rely on Orb's slow-wielding soldiers and Captain Mu.
"Don't you understand? You need to protect the Archangel. Maybe ZAFT reinforcements will arrive. Leave it to Kira and me. There may be a tough battle between you and the Archangel. You can't stay here." Fall down." Seeing that Aslan was still here and not about to leave, Feiyin said, "So, if you understand, then step back."
Before the words were finished, God Gundam was already speeding towards the enemy with a weapon in hand. Aslan sat in the Freedom Gundam, he could only watch the battle between Kira and Feiyin, but he couldn't intervene at all. He saw one of the Nascars The super battleship crashed, and one of the remaining two was entangled with them, and the artillery fire of the other had turned to the Archangel, so Aslan had to turn back to the Archangel, his ears were full of the roar of artillery fire, but he didn't know Why, there is an illusion of gradually moving away from Kira and the others, why is this?
Kira manipulated the Destroyer Gundam to penetrate the unstoppable Nazca-class battleship with gunfire. He didn't look at the scene where the ship roared and smashed, but glanced at the back of the Freedom Gundam leaving.
"Kira, just now Captain Mu drove the Strike Gundam to chase Lao Lu Cruze by himself."
"Eh?"
Not long after Feiyin said it, she also received a contact message from the Archangel, saying that the information could not reach the place where Captain Mu was. Lu Ze fights, I don't know why, every time I fight, I can always feel the existence of the opponent, which is better than intuition, and there seems to be a traction invisibly, just like a fateful opponent.Although he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit it, so Captain Mu took it as his responsibility to eliminate the other party.
Both sides fought so much that they forgot about the environment, and it was almost an endless situation, but they did not expect to be intervened by others. Seeing that Lao Kruze had the upper hand, the shell almost hit the cabin where Captain Mu was in the Strike Gundam, but was accelerated. The Mie Shen Gundam energy shield blocked it.
"Kira!?" Captain Mu was also so shocked by this change that he couldn't speak. His attack was dodged by Laukruze. Seeing that he was about to be hit, he never expected that Kira would rescue him in such a timely manner. Own.
"Because I'm worried, everyone on the Archangel is worried about you." Kira's gentle voice sounded with a smile, and before Captain Mu was touched and thanked, the topic changed like a pinprick, "Using Concubine Yin In other words, your manipulation of Strike Gundam is too bad, you can't just leave it alone."
"Eh!? That's too much!" Captain Mu was stunned by Kira's blunt words, and then smiled helplessly. These words really seemed like what Fei Yin could say.
"So, please leave this battlefield to us."
"Kira, Feiyin, but..."
"This battlefield is not yours, and your task is not to fight here, is it?" Kira said forcefully, "Aslan alone is not enough to protect the Archangel, Captain Mu, you should know. Or do you think you are more suitable to stay here than us?"
Before Captain Mu could answer, "To help you, we came here without caring about the remaining Nazca-class warships. Is it really okay to rely on the Archangel and Freedom Gundam alone? The reinforcements will be terrible, so you should go back quickly. It is your job to protect the Archangel, it is not like you to rush out like this recklessly, and it is not a hero to die here, Captain Mu."
Since you know that the Archangel is the priority, you don’t have to rush here... Captain Mu couldn’t help complaining about Fei Yin’s words, but he had to admit that what Fei Yin said was right.
Being interrupted like this, the enthusiasm and impulse aroused also cooled down. With the backward configuration of Strike Gundam, it is indeed very irrational to fight one-on-one with the opponent's high-performance machine. It is right to be preached by Fei Yin , he scratched his head helplessly.
"Ah, Feiyin, you're still so ruthless when you speak..." Although he complained as before, he could feel their worry, "Then, I'll leave it to you next." This is not to be a hero Captain Mu was very clear about the time, so he immediately pulled down the joystick, turned around and was about to leave.
"Ah." No one could see Kira's expression inside Mie Shen Gundam, only Feiyin, but she didn't look back, and closed her eyes to hear Kira's answer as if sighing to herself, "Everything will end, Captain Mu, this will be the last battle, and I will welcome this final victory as a winner."
Even so, he subconsciously clenched the joystick, and in the end, he was really reluctant to kill Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu or abandon the Archangel.
But there is no turning back. To end all sorrows, one must go on, even if it is the wrong path in the eyes of everyone.
He has no hesitation...
A war is meaningless if it does not end with a winner.
Captain Mu looked back as if he had sensed it, but he didn't hear anything. He just saw the gray-black machine controlled by Kira go away from the screen.
***
Unexpectedly, the body that had been entangled in the battle with Captain Mu before blindly evaded and fled, and did not foolishly fight head-to-head with Mie Shen Gundam. When they came to the human colony, they clearly knew that the other party had lured them here on purpose, but there was no way to refuse them. When Feiyin came here, she hesitated a little. She came to study the cage, and she looked at Kira beside her with some concern, but Kira just paused for a moment and asked, "Is Lauru Kruze here?" It is undoubtedly dangerous to find someone in this empty and strange place. Yes, especially when Lao Kruze seems to be very familiar with this place and even knows where the door goes, it must be confirmed.
"Well, there is a temperature reflection in the area ahead, and there is no movement for about 300 meters, so be careful."
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira chased after him without hesitation. He had faintly sensed what he was about to face, but he was not going to run away, and wanted to confirm everything with his own eyes.
"Wait!" Despite being uneasy, seeing her master stepping into an unknown territory, Feiyin couldn't let Kira face the unknown danger alone, so she also chased after her.
However, after crossing the threshold and pushing open the metal door, there were no gunshots or attacks as imagined, just like a dark box with a crack, the light rushes in, and when the darkness dissipates, it is like falling into a cold cave when you see the scene in front of you clearly. , making Kira unable to take a step forward anyway, the cruel reality that is darker than the darkness, which makes people collapse, is presented in front of your eyes.
Feiyin took a step slower than Kira, standing beside him, watching all the scenes in front of her, her eyes suddenly shrank, she underestimated her enemy, she underestimated Sally Yeh's cruelty.I finally know what the purpose of Lao Kruze waiting here is, not to mention that Kira already knows it, even if he doesn't know, Lao Kruze will tell Kira everything as a story in a 'kind' way at this time , How the stupidity and cruelty of human beings made their son in this place like a test product.
Even though Kira had already known everything from her memory, she didn't dare to confirm what kind of feelings she felt when facing all this with her own eyes. Kira was by her side at this moment.
"It really is here." Kira's voice sounded for a long time, and the lingering sound spread in this empty place with bitterness and loneliness.
"... Kira."
"I'm fine, Feiyin, didn't I tell you, I already knew." Kira smiled at her.
But looking at his smile, Feiyin only felt heavy pain. "That's enough. If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. If you're sad, just cry." She held his hand, felt the cold temperature and trembling in her heart, and covered his hand with both hands .I want to convey my temperature and my existence to him.
"Why did Feiyin show such a sad expression?" Kira smiled and leaned over to caress Feiyin's face, "Speaking of which, since the first time we met, I have never seen Feiyin cry. Very strong."
Seeing Kira's smile, Fei Yin only felt that the pain in her heart was unbearable, a kind of sour feeling was swelling but could not be vented, this is probably the kind of sad feeling of human beings who want to cry.Kira was always like this, forcing herself to be strong for others, she was about to cry with sadness, but she still smiled.
Feiyin couldn't bear the sadness in her heart, so she reached out and hugged him, catching Kira off guard, "It's enough... I'm not strong at all, it's not that I don't cry, it's that I can't cry at all, I'm not human, no matter how much The pain, how uncomfortable, can only be suppressed in the bottom of my heart, as if it is about to explode, it is very painful, Kira..."
"Feiyin..."
"It doesn't matter if you don't have to be so patient. I'm happy to be able to cry, Kira. Don't feel weak or ashamed, cry instead of me."
Hearing Feiyin's words, Kira, who was struggling to suppress her emotions, could no longer maintain a smile, stretched out her hand to hold her tightly in her arms, pressed her hand on the back of her head, and ran her fingertips through her hair, It is so powerful that it seems to let her embed into his own flesh and blood.
Feeling Kira's trembling, Feiyin just hugged him tightly to bear the sadness and despair emanating from him that almost tore people apart. She has been hiding, hiding Kira's life experience, hiding everything here , as Sally Yeh said, this is the beginning of the lie, she has been deceiving Kira, no matter what the reason is, a lie is a lie.
——There will always be suspicion and estrangement between people, even the new contractor you care about, when he knows the things you are hiding, will eventually turn into a betrayal that hurts each other.
——For such a world?For the new weak contractor?You should have seen more than me, betrayal, killing, bloodshed, what kind of expectations do you have until now, you should have despaired of people's hearts earlier than me.
——Why are you so naive!How long do you think ordinary people can accompany you, how long do you think the guy you care about can accompany you! ?
All along, from the moment he met her, Kira was forced to go to war, his life was messed up because of her, was it better without her in the first place?If she hadn't met Sally Yeh, if she hadn't left Sally Yeh.In this world, there would be no duplicate Ulutysia, and Kira's father would not be informed of genetic modification information.
She never denies her sins, and she will never regret or frown on what happened, but Kira is different, she can watch the world destroyed because of her clone body indifferently, and can watch others suffer, but Not being able to watch Kira suffer for his own reasons, just for him.
"If you want to find a burden for these pains, hate it, hate me, hate this world full of wars."
If it can alleviate his pain, if it can share it for him... anything can be done.
——I will always be with her, until she gets bored, and until I die.
——Feiyin is family.
——I want to get rid of Feiyin's sorrow together, and I want to live with Feiyin in a peaceful and comfortable future.
——I know that Kajiali is my only remaining blood relative... I have known for a long time that Kajiali is my relative, and it is not my biological parents who have raised me, including the fact that I am not Naturally born like others, but created.
——I know, what Feiyin has been hiding.But it doesn't matter, I've been thinking, no matter what Concubine Yin did wrong, I will forgive, just like Concubine Yin can forgive me unconditionally, so as long as Concubine Yin doesn't tell me, I won't ask.
He never blamed her from the beginning to the end. He knew that what she concealed was a mistake and a sin, but he still forgave her so tenderly.
Because someone obtained a copy of this book and analyzed a few words in it, he had the idea of adjusting human genes.Humans are treated as animals, and finally the genetically modified people who are finally successful are called new humans.
Although it was the information left by Ulutysia intentionally for people to notice, but because his existence was copied to her, Feiyin felt that everything was her fault... Because of her, Kira lost her life , if it weren't for her, Ulutysia wouldn't exist, and Kira wouldn't be taken out of her mother's body and placed in a nutrient solution before she was born to become a modified test product.
It's all her fault...
"I won't hate it." Kira replied softly, "As I said, Feiyin, my pain is nothing compared to Feiyin's. From the moment the contract was signed, there is a life that overrides my life." The huge amount of information, history and memory of Fei Yin was engraved into flesh and blood and memory. I saw what Fei Yin witnessed, experienced, and knew. At that moment, I realized how heavy and painful the memory Fei Yin was carrying. In an instant, I was almost confused and difficult to distinguish, and I was almost suffocated by those historical forces, but I was still alive. Those who were not affected, kept their consciousness and thoughts well."
"I'm sorry..." Kira is different from other contractors in history. The process of making a contract is unprecedentedly dangerous. If he is not careful, he will be destroyed by her defense program. For this reason, he also came into contact with her central memory. Yin naturally knew how heavy those memories were, how much they would affect people, and would even easily destroy a person's soul, and Kira endured all that. "I'm sorry. Kira... sorry."
"Don't apologize, Feiyin, I'm actually very happy, because at that time I vaguely felt that I could understand Feiyin better and get closer to Feiyin's life." Although the messy and heavy memory from the book of Valutisia He knew a lot of things, including that he was not born naturally. Thinking of this, Kira smiled helplessly. When he was fighting for a natural person, he wanted to question more than once why he was a new human being, but he didn't know who to ask. , until now, when I saw such a result and knew such a thing, I was not surprised.
"Even in Feiyin's world, I knew everything. But I didn't expect that I would be shaken to such an extent when I came here and saw it with my own eyes. It's still more sad than I imagined." That's why I was even more upset. Feeling that Feiyin is so strong, Kira hugged Feiyin tightly, as if she was his only life-saving straw, "I also know that all this is not Feiyin's fault. So don't feel guilty about it anymore." Sorry, Feiyin doesn't owe me anything, on the contrary, I am deeply grateful...for being able to meet you."
Fei Yin hugged his hand faintly, clenched into a fist, a red light faintly revealed in her dark eyes.
[Sally, I don't care about you killing people or destroying the world, because I don't care. ]
[Only Kira... Only hurting Kira, I will never forgive. ]
[No matter what price I have to pay, I want to protect him, even if the karma that will hurt him is created by myself, I will never allow it! ]
The author has something to say: I am addicted to Japanese dramas at home recently...Wa is guilty...
After watching The Ideal Son, and the Japanese version, which turned out to be a beautiful boy, I fell in love with Mifune-senpai, and I wanted to dig a hole.
Then June [-]st, how are you guys doing?
I remember writing a dark call for June [-]st, which is no longer mine, Cinderella =__,=
It was supposed to be updated on June [-]st...but, watching Japanese dramas and watching cute...so...
Then, I want to buy a graphics card to play games...
Also, this article should be in two stages, the stage of Gundam Wars, and the warm stage of the weapon race, but facing the end of the Gundam Wars stage, I am extremely stuck. . .I feel like I'm almost out of cuteness. TAT is so hard. . . .
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