book of contract
Chapter 48 Declaring War
"I will stay with her all the time, until she gets bored, and until I die."
Suddenly, the condensed silence was broken by a gentle and powerful voice, Feiyin even couldn't believe it, because Kira shouldn't have come so early, he should be with his friend Aslan.
Sally and Uluticia watched a brown-haired boy walking towards them, every step was so calm, without hesitation or wavering, their previous conversations were only focused on the eyes, No one knows when he was there or how long he listened.
"Kira...why..."
"Because I'm worried about you." Knowing Feiyin's doubts, Kira said with a gentle smile, reaching out and rubbing the top of her hair, "Since you said that the plan was ahead of schedule, I have been a little worried, because I feel that your emotions are not at ease. That’s right, now I’m glad to come and have a look.”
He has always known that Feiyin looks indifferent and almost decisive, but when she treats acquaintances and people she cares about, her gentleness will only hurt herself.
Immediately after that, Kira turned his eyes to the image of Sally leaves, and was as indifferent as a knife for a moment. He remembered that this person was the only contractor in Feiyin's memory who could not be killed. He was the one she cared about most with guilt, but the other party took advantage of this He mercilessly uncovered the scars in Feiyin's heart, and forced her to return to him with pain. He couldn't bear to hurt Feiyin, but this woman named Sally did it without any scruples, which is unforgivable. .
He guarded the pale-looking Concubine Yin behind him. Although his voice was calm and gentle, if you saw his eyes, you would realize that it was not like this at all, "I have never wanted to interfere in your conversation, and did not want to disturb the reunion between Concubine Yin and the old friend, but you obviously forgot Now that Feiyin's contractor is me, what I should do and how long I can stay with you are all my consciousness and awareness, and I don't need others to intervene in the judgment. After all, you are just a "predecessor", and the memory of her only stays in that name. Fei Xiu's one-sidedness. Who has the right to tell us what to do?"
This was the first time Fei Yin heard him say such harsh and merciless words.
The self who couldn't face Sally Yeh head-on, the self who had become weak because of guilt, never thought that he would be protected one day, and when he looked up, he saw Kira's back protecting her behind him, unconsciously , is no longer the boy who can cry gently, his growth, his awareness, all moved her.
"She has already said that now that she is Concubine Yin, the present between me and her does not need to be interfered by the predecessor named past."
Faced with such almost unreasonable accusations, Sally Ye was greatly irritated, "You!"
Kira greeted her sudden aura that distorted even the space, and stood in front of Feiyin. Her seemingly thin body contained powerful strength, and she did not waver at all.
It's just that the pupils of the eyes were dyed into the color of flames in an instant, the red was bright, the beauty was thrilling, and it strangely overlapped with the previous concubine Yin.
Uluticia just stayed behind Sally and didn't intervene. He just watched this scene in surprise, and the bitterness and sorrow in his heart spread. He was like an outsider, not recognized by his master from the beginning to the end.
"I care about Feiyin no less than you, Sally." Kira called out the other's name without giving in.
The seriousness in those blood-colored pupils cannot be ignored, "I don't want to be separated from her for a moment, so I will never let her come back to you."
"You little brat, stop talking big, what can you do for her!" Thoroughly enraged by Kira, the darkness gathered in Sally's purple eyes was about to swallow everything up and destroy it.
"Maybe I'm still weak and can't do anything, but I will try my best to do it." Kira's attitude has not changed in any way, and she is as firm as ever, every word and every word is for Sally. direct provocation. "In my opinion, you are the one who can't do anything. You said you have been looking for Feiyin, you said you have been waiting for her to come back to you, but what are you looking for? To the world and people's hearts. You, who are full of hatred, only pursue the pleasure and convenience brought by power, rather than saying that you are relying on Feiyin and chasing after Feiyin, in fact, you are only relying on her power and chasing a powerful power similar to hers."
What I can't forget is Feixiu's powerful... strength?Sally Yeh's eyes trembled in disbelief, she wanted to refute but didn't know where to refute, she just roared passively, "Shut up, you are talking nonsense! I can't lose her, she is my only relative, it's you, it's all you Take her from me! I will kill you, and as long as I kill you, she will come back to me."
"Kira!" Feiyin sensed the killing intent of the other party, and subconsciously launched a defense, but was counteracted by another powerful force. She looked at Kira beside her in disbelief. This power burst out of Kira's body Yes, from the moment the contract was concluded, she realized that Kira had the potential to be a magician. It may be because his life is not created by the normal trajectory, which is more suitable for her power than ordinary people, but this kind of growth is more outstanding. Contrary to her expectations.
Kira himself seemed unaffected and didn't notice the changes in himself, but just stared at the other party's transparent image, "You don't need to say, I will kill you too."
The atmosphere between the two of them is almost a state of confrontation with swords drawn, but since the two sides are not really face to face, no one can do anything about the other.Even the specially made transparent wall on the Archangel that would not be easily shattered by artillery fire trembled fragilely under the pressure from both sides, as if it would shatter into slag in the next moment.
Sensing that Sally Yeh's power had a faint tendency to explode, Uluticia reached out to block her eyes, shook his head at her, and reminded her that it was not the time yet.After a long time, Sally Yeh calmed down her heart, and the pressure that pushed people to a desperate situation gradually disappeared. Yes, now is not the time. I thought I could let Xiaoxiu return to her side, but I didn't expect to be almost stimulated by the person in front of me. out of control.
Although she calmed down, the violent emotion revealed in the purple eyes did not disappear. She looked at Kira coldly for a long time before she said, "Today is just to say hello, kid, you'd better keep your arrogance By the time we meet, that's when I'll make you pay for your attitude."
Kira stood there, her attitude was not low, "Looking forward to that moment, I will not lose to you, because Feiyin is by my side."
"Stop being arrogant! You who have not lost everything, and you who have never experienced any pain, how could you win me!" The emotions that had finally calmed down almost lost control again, "How long do you think forever is, but I finally endured it, You survived, and you who have never experienced the pain of having nothing, what qualifications do you have to be with him, when we meet next time, I will kill you and take Xiaoxiu back!"
Feiyin approached Kira, subconsciously stretched out her hand to touch Kira's palm, Kira raised her lips slightly in a daze, and firmly held her hand.
"Take it back?" The arc of Kira's mouth was sarcasm corresponding to the bloody eyes, "In your eyes, Feiyin is just an object, and what you have for her is just a childlike possession, and you think you can accept it." She, she should be by your side, how could I lose to you like this... For me, Feiyin is not an item, and her importance cannot be replaced by anyone. I need her, and I must not lose her, you and I It's different, as long as she doesn't give up, no matter what, I won't let go of her hand, I can give up everything for her, I have the consciousness to lose everything, even if we fall to pieces on the eternal road together."
The intimate gesture of Kira and Feiyin deeply hurt Sally Yeh's eyes, and before she could react, Urudysia had unilaterally cut off the contact.
Sally, who couldn't let go of her anger, threw the things in her hand to the ground, making a loud noise.
"Damn Kira Yamato." The purple pupils were deep and almost dark, and her words were full of gnashing of hatred. For her, if it wasn't for Kira Yamato who intervened halfway, Xiaoxiu would not have left, and vented all the hatred Passed on to him, "I will definitely kill, and the one who wins in the end will definitely be me, and only me."
She closed her eyes hard, and the scene in front of her eyes was full of the boy and Xiaoxiu standing together. That intimate guarding posture was so familiar and yet so strange.As if seeing the former Fei Xiu guarding her when she was a child again, she was so angry that she seemed to be pulled away from her strength, and she sat down on the chair, the pale light was too dazzling, she covered her eyes with the back of her hand, suddenly I laughed out loud, not happy or sad, but an indescribable pain and despair, even though I laughed, tears kept flowing from the shadows on the back of my hand, just thinking of the short past, What floated in front of my eyes were those fragments that could be called happiness, and compared with the current reality, I was almost suffocated and out of breath.
She was so obsessed with the memories of the past that she was almost crazy, but she couldn't see the complicated and sad eyes Ulutysia was looking at her.
He also has the memories of Sally and Xiaoxiu getting along, because he was born as a substitute made by Sally Yeh who lost Xiaoxiu with love and sadness, but as Xiaoxiu said, he is only a substitute after all, even if Xiaoxiu Hugh Valruticia has everything he has, whether it is memory or strength, he thinks he will not lose.
But why just can't win.
***
The communication was interrupted, Sally Ye's figure disappeared, and the channel returned to an empty state again.
Kira's blood-colored eyes also returned to their usual calm and clear color like a lake, and then his tense nerves relaxed, and he leaned against the wall exhausted.
"Idiot, I just signed the contract not long ago, and I just learned to use my power. No matter how high the potential talent is, it's still too reluctant to face Sally."
Feiyin spoke suddenly, her voice was low and hoarse, as if she was suppressing some kind of emotion. "You are messing around with your life. You can't win her."
Hearing what Feiyin said, Kira was taken aback, and smiled a little forcedly, "What Feiyin said is too straightforward."
"Since you know, why do you still provoke and agree to the kind of battle that costs your life!"
"In this case, I have no way to refuse. She will not let it go."
For Sally Yeh's persistence, Feiyin knew better than Kira, so when she heard Kira pointing out this point, she had no way to refute it.
"And I don't want to give up to her..." The only thing I don't want to do is to give up to her. To him, if he gives in because of temporary fear, it's almost like losing Concubine Yin forever. Even if Concubine Yin doesn't go with Sally, he He is no longer qualified to stand by her side.Seeing Feiyin's complicated and worried expression, Kira smiled relaxedly, "We've already bet our future and life on it from the very beginning! So it doesn't matter if we bet a little bit more."
It was because Concubine Yin was so important that even just thinking about it would cause pain, so she couldn't ignore the news that Sally Ye was going to take Concubine Yin away.
"That kind of plan, this world can't threaten your life protected by me, but Sally is different..." She will really kill Kira... As for the control of power, Sally's strength is beyond doubt , Wanting to protect Kira, this kind of mood collides with the guilt towards Sally, this is the first time I have such a mood, the fear that I can't extricate myself from, the fear of losing him, and the fear that I will be shaken when I face Sally.
Fei Yin originally stretched out her hand to grab his shoulder, facing Kira's words and expression, she couldn't say any more harsh words, but in the end it seemed that she had exhausted all her strength and leaned against him almost unable to stand. In his arms, Kira held her and sat on the floor following her strength. "I won't let you die. I won't..." She said it softly, over and over again, as if to prove her determination, but she couldn't hide the uneasiness under her words.
Kira noticed her faint trembling in her arms, and just reached out to hug her tightly, pressing her forehead against her chest, letting her feel the steady beating of the heart under the skin, "Feiyin, I I won’t lose.” The statement-like words, mixed with the beating sound of the heart, unexpectedly stopped the trembling of Feiyin’s body and calmed down, while Kira’s voice continued, “Because you’re by my side, no matter what Have a little faith in me. As long as you believe in me, I will never lose."
There are some things that we can't do because we tell ourselves we can't.
If you believe in yourself from the beginning and your mind is full of determination to win, then you will not lose no matter what.
Because Fei Yin was by his side...
"Kira..." Feiyin's emotions became complicated because of the appearance of Sally, and she was even a little at a loss. She just subconsciously called the names of the people close to her.
"I'm here."
"Kira..."
"I'm here." Kira replied patiently, sitting on the ground, holding Feiyin in her arms, gently stroking her hair again and again, feeling the constant force of her hand holding her skirt, He comforted her and said, "I will always be by your side, so don't be afraid." His voice was as gentle as a breeze, and such tolerant and gentle words expressed Concubine Yin's complicated mood, and The reason for being overwhelmed.Feiyin herself was also taken aback, and then let go of her fingers that were holding on to the hem of his shirt. It turns out...are you afraid?
It's unbelievable that I'm actually scared...
But she couldn't refute it, because Kira was right and she was afraid.
She was afraid that she would not be able to protect him, that she would be shaken, that she would not be able to attack Sally Yeh because of the vow she had made.
So, finally she made up her mind and spoke.
"Order me, Kira."
There is only an order, and she must not resist it, and execute it unshakably.
She is Kira's weapon, so command her to kill Sally Yeh.
If it is out of order, no matter how unbearable and painful it is, she will definitely be able to do it.
Since the beginning of consciousness, there have been countless people who have concluded contracts, because an order is an absolute and irresistible constraint, once the master asks her to complete one thing in the form of an order.
It is absolutely impossible to resist and refuse, and the order is an absolute right of execution.
However, because Wuye gave her consciousness and the ability to distinguish herself, there will be things in her consciousness that she doesn't want to do anyway, but this kind of thought sometimes violates the order, and furthermore, the identity and program of her weapon Contradictory mistakes will make her miserable.
In the end, there was nothing to do but kill the man who gave the order.
It was obviously a weapon, but more than once, because he didn't want to execute the order he thought was wrong, and wanted to get rid of the pain of that bondage, he killed the contractor who was supposed to fight for it.
More than once, I felt that I was wrong from the very beginning when I had this idea.
I don't want to kill my master anymore. If it will hurt, then close my feelings and consciousness, and just make a weapon for fighting and killing. There will be no resignation, hesitation, contradiction, and burden. Feeling guilty.
If it is Kira's order, it must be acceptable, and all Kira's orders will be fulfilled as his own wishes.
However, Kira looked at Feiyin who said this for a long time, and raised the corners of her lips helplessly, "The current Feiyin is just like me."
"what……?"
"Concubine Yin used to always say that I was forcing myself, but now Feiyin is not forcing herself."
"NO, I have not……"
"I won't order Feiyin, so I refuse your proposal."
"Why, order me to kill Sally, Kira." After finally making up her mind, Feiyin didn't expect Kira to refuse so simply, she straightened up a little excitedly and reached out her hand to shake him.
"Because Feiyin is shaking, because... Feiyin doesn't want to kill Sally Yeh." Kira stretched his hand through her hanging hair, watched her surprised gaze, and touched her lightly, lest it scare her. Gently, stroking her cheek, with an intoxicating warmth, "It's not sincere, even if you are ordered to do it, it will only make you feel painful."
"... Kira..."
"Concubine showing such a sad expression, I don't want to see it. I don't know how to give orders. You can't rely on another person's life, can you? Concubine, you have your own life, so choose for yourself, you What you want to do and what you don’t want to do, as long as it’s your decision, I will never interfere.” Kira kept exerting force on Feiyin’s arms, and every time Feiyin positioned herself as a weapon, it would only make him feel sad and pitiful. He had never seen her as a weapon.
"You once said this to me, if you don't want to do it, it doesn't matter if you give up, and it doesn't matter if you don't force yourself so hard. Now let me tell you, if you don't want to do it, don't force yourself, just give up Now, let me do what you don't want to do. I don't need Feiyin to intervene in my battle with Sally, as long as Feiyin is by my side, as long as this is fine."
It was the first time Feiyin heard such words and realized that she had always been looking forward to who could accept her without any grudges and forgive her.
Even she didn't realize her inner thoughts, but Kira noticed it, and said such touching words.
Sure enough, only Kira was different, only he... didn't want to lose.
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Suddenly, the condensed silence was broken by a gentle and powerful voice, Feiyin even couldn't believe it, because Kira shouldn't have come so early, he should be with his friend Aslan.
Sally and Uluticia watched a brown-haired boy walking towards them, every step was so calm, without hesitation or wavering, their previous conversations were only focused on the eyes, No one knows when he was there or how long he listened.
"Kira...why..."
"Because I'm worried about you." Knowing Feiyin's doubts, Kira said with a gentle smile, reaching out and rubbing the top of her hair, "Since you said that the plan was ahead of schedule, I have been a little worried, because I feel that your emotions are not at ease. That’s right, now I’m glad to come and have a look.”
He has always known that Feiyin looks indifferent and almost decisive, but when she treats acquaintances and people she cares about, her gentleness will only hurt herself.
Immediately after that, Kira turned his eyes to the image of Sally leaves, and was as indifferent as a knife for a moment. He remembered that this person was the only contractor in Feiyin's memory who could not be killed. He was the one she cared about most with guilt, but the other party took advantage of this He mercilessly uncovered the scars in Feiyin's heart, and forced her to return to him with pain. He couldn't bear to hurt Feiyin, but this woman named Sally did it without any scruples, which is unforgivable. .
He guarded the pale-looking Concubine Yin behind him. Although his voice was calm and gentle, if you saw his eyes, you would realize that it was not like this at all, "I have never wanted to interfere in your conversation, and did not want to disturb the reunion between Concubine Yin and the old friend, but you obviously forgot Now that Feiyin's contractor is me, what I should do and how long I can stay with you are all my consciousness and awareness, and I don't need others to intervene in the judgment. After all, you are just a "predecessor", and the memory of her only stays in that name. Fei Xiu's one-sidedness. Who has the right to tell us what to do?"
This was the first time Fei Yin heard him say such harsh and merciless words.
The self who couldn't face Sally Yeh head-on, the self who had become weak because of guilt, never thought that he would be protected one day, and when he looked up, he saw Kira's back protecting her behind him, unconsciously , is no longer the boy who can cry gently, his growth, his awareness, all moved her.
"She has already said that now that she is Concubine Yin, the present between me and her does not need to be interfered by the predecessor named past."
Faced with such almost unreasonable accusations, Sally Ye was greatly irritated, "You!"
Kira greeted her sudden aura that distorted even the space, and stood in front of Feiyin. Her seemingly thin body contained powerful strength, and she did not waver at all.
It's just that the pupils of the eyes were dyed into the color of flames in an instant, the red was bright, the beauty was thrilling, and it strangely overlapped with the previous concubine Yin.
Uluticia just stayed behind Sally and didn't intervene. He just watched this scene in surprise, and the bitterness and sorrow in his heart spread. He was like an outsider, not recognized by his master from the beginning to the end.
"I care about Feiyin no less than you, Sally." Kira called out the other's name without giving in.
The seriousness in those blood-colored pupils cannot be ignored, "I don't want to be separated from her for a moment, so I will never let her come back to you."
"You little brat, stop talking big, what can you do for her!" Thoroughly enraged by Kira, the darkness gathered in Sally's purple eyes was about to swallow everything up and destroy it.
"Maybe I'm still weak and can't do anything, but I will try my best to do it." Kira's attitude has not changed in any way, and she is as firm as ever, every word and every word is for Sally. direct provocation. "In my opinion, you are the one who can't do anything. You said you have been looking for Feiyin, you said you have been waiting for her to come back to you, but what are you looking for? To the world and people's hearts. You, who are full of hatred, only pursue the pleasure and convenience brought by power, rather than saying that you are relying on Feiyin and chasing after Feiyin, in fact, you are only relying on her power and chasing a powerful power similar to hers."
What I can't forget is Feixiu's powerful... strength?Sally Yeh's eyes trembled in disbelief, she wanted to refute but didn't know where to refute, she just roared passively, "Shut up, you are talking nonsense! I can't lose her, she is my only relative, it's you, it's all you Take her from me! I will kill you, and as long as I kill you, she will come back to me."
"Kira!" Feiyin sensed the killing intent of the other party, and subconsciously launched a defense, but was counteracted by another powerful force. She looked at Kira beside her in disbelief. This power burst out of Kira's body Yes, from the moment the contract was concluded, she realized that Kira had the potential to be a magician. It may be because his life is not created by the normal trajectory, which is more suitable for her power than ordinary people, but this kind of growth is more outstanding. Contrary to her expectations.
Kira himself seemed unaffected and didn't notice the changes in himself, but just stared at the other party's transparent image, "You don't need to say, I will kill you too."
The atmosphere between the two of them is almost a state of confrontation with swords drawn, but since the two sides are not really face to face, no one can do anything about the other.Even the specially made transparent wall on the Archangel that would not be easily shattered by artillery fire trembled fragilely under the pressure from both sides, as if it would shatter into slag in the next moment.
Sensing that Sally Yeh's power had a faint tendency to explode, Uluticia reached out to block her eyes, shook his head at her, and reminded her that it was not the time yet.After a long time, Sally Yeh calmed down her heart, and the pressure that pushed people to a desperate situation gradually disappeared. Yes, now is not the time. I thought I could let Xiaoxiu return to her side, but I didn't expect to be almost stimulated by the person in front of me. out of control.
Although she calmed down, the violent emotion revealed in the purple eyes did not disappear. She looked at Kira coldly for a long time before she said, "Today is just to say hello, kid, you'd better keep your arrogance By the time we meet, that's when I'll make you pay for your attitude."
Kira stood there, her attitude was not low, "Looking forward to that moment, I will not lose to you, because Feiyin is by my side."
"Stop being arrogant! You who have not lost everything, and you who have never experienced any pain, how could you win me!" The emotions that had finally calmed down almost lost control again, "How long do you think forever is, but I finally endured it, You survived, and you who have never experienced the pain of having nothing, what qualifications do you have to be with him, when we meet next time, I will kill you and take Xiaoxiu back!"
Feiyin approached Kira, subconsciously stretched out her hand to touch Kira's palm, Kira raised her lips slightly in a daze, and firmly held her hand.
"Take it back?" The arc of Kira's mouth was sarcasm corresponding to the bloody eyes, "In your eyes, Feiyin is just an object, and what you have for her is just a childlike possession, and you think you can accept it." She, she should be by your side, how could I lose to you like this... For me, Feiyin is not an item, and her importance cannot be replaced by anyone. I need her, and I must not lose her, you and I It's different, as long as she doesn't give up, no matter what, I won't let go of her hand, I can give up everything for her, I have the consciousness to lose everything, even if we fall to pieces on the eternal road together."
The intimate gesture of Kira and Feiyin deeply hurt Sally Yeh's eyes, and before she could react, Urudysia had unilaterally cut off the contact.
Sally, who couldn't let go of her anger, threw the things in her hand to the ground, making a loud noise.
"Damn Kira Yamato." The purple pupils were deep and almost dark, and her words were full of gnashing of hatred. For her, if it wasn't for Kira Yamato who intervened halfway, Xiaoxiu would not have left, and vented all the hatred Passed on to him, "I will definitely kill, and the one who wins in the end will definitely be me, and only me."
She closed her eyes hard, and the scene in front of her eyes was full of the boy and Xiaoxiu standing together. That intimate guarding posture was so familiar and yet so strange.As if seeing the former Fei Xiu guarding her when she was a child again, she was so angry that she seemed to be pulled away from her strength, and she sat down on the chair, the pale light was too dazzling, she covered her eyes with the back of her hand, suddenly I laughed out loud, not happy or sad, but an indescribable pain and despair, even though I laughed, tears kept flowing from the shadows on the back of my hand, just thinking of the short past, What floated in front of my eyes were those fragments that could be called happiness, and compared with the current reality, I was almost suffocated and out of breath.
She was so obsessed with the memories of the past that she was almost crazy, but she couldn't see the complicated and sad eyes Ulutysia was looking at her.
He also has the memories of Sally and Xiaoxiu getting along, because he was born as a substitute made by Sally Yeh who lost Xiaoxiu with love and sadness, but as Xiaoxiu said, he is only a substitute after all, even if Xiaoxiu Hugh Valruticia has everything he has, whether it is memory or strength, he thinks he will not lose.
But why just can't win.
***
The communication was interrupted, Sally Ye's figure disappeared, and the channel returned to an empty state again.
Kira's blood-colored eyes also returned to their usual calm and clear color like a lake, and then his tense nerves relaxed, and he leaned against the wall exhausted.
"Idiot, I just signed the contract not long ago, and I just learned to use my power. No matter how high the potential talent is, it's still too reluctant to face Sally."
Feiyin spoke suddenly, her voice was low and hoarse, as if she was suppressing some kind of emotion. "You are messing around with your life. You can't win her."
Hearing what Feiyin said, Kira was taken aback, and smiled a little forcedly, "What Feiyin said is too straightforward."
"Since you know, why do you still provoke and agree to the kind of battle that costs your life!"
"In this case, I have no way to refuse. She will not let it go."
For Sally Yeh's persistence, Feiyin knew better than Kira, so when she heard Kira pointing out this point, she had no way to refute it.
"And I don't want to give up to her..." The only thing I don't want to do is to give up to her. To him, if he gives in because of temporary fear, it's almost like losing Concubine Yin forever. Even if Concubine Yin doesn't go with Sally, he He is no longer qualified to stand by her side.Seeing Feiyin's complicated and worried expression, Kira smiled relaxedly, "We've already bet our future and life on it from the very beginning! So it doesn't matter if we bet a little bit more."
It was because Concubine Yin was so important that even just thinking about it would cause pain, so she couldn't ignore the news that Sally Ye was going to take Concubine Yin away.
"That kind of plan, this world can't threaten your life protected by me, but Sally is different..." She will really kill Kira... As for the control of power, Sally's strength is beyond doubt , Wanting to protect Kira, this kind of mood collides with the guilt towards Sally, this is the first time I have such a mood, the fear that I can't extricate myself from, the fear of losing him, and the fear that I will be shaken when I face Sally.
Fei Yin originally stretched out her hand to grab his shoulder, facing Kira's words and expression, she couldn't say any more harsh words, but in the end it seemed that she had exhausted all her strength and leaned against him almost unable to stand. In his arms, Kira held her and sat on the floor following her strength. "I won't let you die. I won't..." She said it softly, over and over again, as if to prove her determination, but she couldn't hide the uneasiness under her words.
Kira noticed her faint trembling in her arms, and just reached out to hug her tightly, pressing her forehead against her chest, letting her feel the steady beating of the heart under the skin, "Feiyin, I I won’t lose.” The statement-like words, mixed with the beating sound of the heart, unexpectedly stopped the trembling of Feiyin’s body and calmed down, while Kira’s voice continued, “Because you’re by my side, no matter what Have a little faith in me. As long as you believe in me, I will never lose."
There are some things that we can't do because we tell ourselves we can't.
If you believe in yourself from the beginning and your mind is full of determination to win, then you will not lose no matter what.
Because Fei Yin was by his side...
"Kira..." Feiyin's emotions became complicated because of the appearance of Sally, and she was even a little at a loss. She just subconsciously called the names of the people close to her.
"I'm here."
"Kira..."
"I'm here." Kira replied patiently, sitting on the ground, holding Feiyin in her arms, gently stroking her hair again and again, feeling the constant force of her hand holding her skirt, He comforted her and said, "I will always be by your side, so don't be afraid." His voice was as gentle as a breeze, and such tolerant and gentle words expressed Concubine Yin's complicated mood, and The reason for being overwhelmed.Feiyin herself was also taken aback, and then let go of her fingers that were holding on to the hem of his shirt. It turns out...are you afraid?
It's unbelievable that I'm actually scared...
But she couldn't refute it, because Kira was right and she was afraid.
She was afraid that she would not be able to protect him, that she would be shaken, that she would not be able to attack Sally Yeh because of the vow she had made.
So, finally she made up her mind and spoke.
"Order me, Kira."
There is only an order, and she must not resist it, and execute it unshakably.
She is Kira's weapon, so command her to kill Sally Yeh.
If it is out of order, no matter how unbearable and painful it is, she will definitely be able to do it.
Since the beginning of consciousness, there have been countless people who have concluded contracts, because an order is an absolute and irresistible constraint, once the master asks her to complete one thing in the form of an order.
It is absolutely impossible to resist and refuse, and the order is an absolute right of execution.
However, because Wuye gave her consciousness and the ability to distinguish herself, there will be things in her consciousness that she doesn't want to do anyway, but this kind of thought sometimes violates the order, and furthermore, the identity and program of her weapon Contradictory mistakes will make her miserable.
In the end, there was nothing to do but kill the man who gave the order.
It was obviously a weapon, but more than once, because he didn't want to execute the order he thought was wrong, and wanted to get rid of the pain of that bondage, he killed the contractor who was supposed to fight for it.
More than once, I felt that I was wrong from the very beginning when I had this idea.
I don't want to kill my master anymore. If it will hurt, then close my feelings and consciousness, and just make a weapon for fighting and killing. There will be no resignation, hesitation, contradiction, and burden. Feeling guilty.
If it is Kira's order, it must be acceptable, and all Kira's orders will be fulfilled as his own wishes.
However, Kira looked at Feiyin who said this for a long time, and raised the corners of her lips helplessly, "The current Feiyin is just like me."
"what……?"
"Concubine Yin used to always say that I was forcing myself, but now Feiyin is not forcing herself."
"NO, I have not……"
"I won't order Feiyin, so I refuse your proposal."
"Why, order me to kill Sally, Kira." After finally making up her mind, Feiyin didn't expect Kira to refuse so simply, she straightened up a little excitedly and reached out her hand to shake him.
"Because Feiyin is shaking, because... Feiyin doesn't want to kill Sally Yeh." Kira stretched his hand through her hanging hair, watched her surprised gaze, and touched her lightly, lest it scare her. Gently, stroking her cheek, with an intoxicating warmth, "It's not sincere, even if you are ordered to do it, it will only make you feel painful."
"... Kira..."
"Concubine showing such a sad expression, I don't want to see it. I don't know how to give orders. You can't rely on another person's life, can you? Concubine, you have your own life, so choose for yourself, you What you want to do and what you don’t want to do, as long as it’s your decision, I will never interfere.” Kira kept exerting force on Feiyin’s arms, and every time Feiyin positioned herself as a weapon, it would only make him feel sad and pitiful. He had never seen her as a weapon.
"You once said this to me, if you don't want to do it, it doesn't matter if you give up, and it doesn't matter if you don't force yourself so hard. Now let me tell you, if you don't want to do it, don't force yourself, just give up Now, let me do what you don't want to do. I don't need Feiyin to intervene in my battle with Sally, as long as Feiyin is by my side, as long as this is fine."
It was the first time Feiyin heard such words and realized that she had always been looking forward to who could accept her without any grudges and forgive her.
Even she didn't realize her inner thoughts, but Kira noticed it, and said such touching words.
Sure enough, only Kira was different, only he... didn't want to lose.
The author has something to say: Immediately afterwards, he declared war on Sally Yeh... touching the sweat...
I want to dig a new hole... Recently, my mentality is a little tired, I can't continue to heal, and I don't want to torture Kira and Feiyin, so I can only find another place to vent.
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