book of contract

"It's so good, I really want to see the green field without any war, Kira, you know, I like the moment of peace with Kira after the war every time you come back."

It is precisely because of the tragic comparison that we can better understand the value of that kind of tranquility. Probably only in a world full of war can people know that tranquility is such a blessing.However, human beings can't understand this after all. In a certain aspect, maybe the war doesn't end, and only when they know the pain can they yearn for peace.

"I thought about it this way, find an ordinary quiet place, and then have a small house, where only Kira and I live." Feiyin compared her hands, seemingly very happy, she was completely unaware of the moment when she heard When it was just the two of them, Kira blushed.

Because in her thoughts and materials, there are no complicated ideas,

"Then people there don't fight each other, they just smile happily. It's better to have a big tree in the yard, and when there is sunshine, you can bask in the sun in the afternoon, and you can also lie comfortably under the tree."

Listening to this, Kira was a little surprised. Feiyin's wish sounded very ordinary, calm and simple.

But such an ordinary wish, such a simple life, was expressed by Fei Yin in such a tone that she seemed to never get it, and there was a faint sadness.

"What do you say, Kira." Feiyin turned her head suddenly, the look in her eyes was real, and it was something Kira had never seen before. No matter how difficult it is in this war-torn era, looking at her He couldn't bear to meet her expectations, so he raised a smile, subconsciously reached out and touched her head, "Well, it will definitely come true for you."

Hearing Kira's answer, Feiyin smiled happily, pure as a real child.

Even knowing that this wish is beyond her reach, but speaking from the mouth of the gentle Kira, there is an illusion that it will come true.

Even if it's fake, even if it's just a dream, in his gentle pampering, even if it's fake, let her believe it for once...

In such fantasies and sweet dreams, stay a little longer.

Seeing such a happy Concubine smiling for such a wish, Kira couldn't help feeling distressed, grabbed her hand under her surprised eyes, pulled her into his arms, and wrapped her in one hand , put a hand on her head, "What I promised, it will be fulfilled for you."

"Well, as long as it's what Kira said, I'll believe it."

"It's different... I will definitely take you out of here, I..." will definitely come true for you, because... I...

The gentle words stopped there, but he didn't say it anyway, because his head was pressed by Kira, and he couldn't see the seriousness and depth of his expression at that moment, "I..." I like you...

Fei Yin just waited quietly, wanting to hear what he was going to say, but at this moment, she was interrupted.

A strange cough suddenly sounded, stopping Kira's unfinished words. He let go of Fei Yin, turned around and saw a middle-aged man in a white military uniform.

"Unexpectedly, you will be here when you are about to disembark. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you."

"You did it on purpose. You must have been eavesdropping there for a long time." Fei Yin instantly returned to her previous ruthless state.

However, the other party didn't seem to care about her rudeness, just smiled and looked at the little girl's concubine, "Oh, the words are unexpectedly sharp, I'm Halbarton, I heard Captain Ramias say that you two Things, thank you and your boyfriend for lending a helping hand to the Archangel, thank you for protecting it until now."

Kira just subconsciously protected Feiyin behind him, looking suspicious and vigilant. Feiyin once said that he also thought about it, if the military used strong methods to prevent them from disembarking, he would think about all the bad situations, The last way is to win the Strike Gundam, and then take it away with Fei Yin, just like what Fei Yin said to Mu, she will not hesitate to make enemies with them...

"Please don't be so nervous." Halbotton waved his hand in a funny way to let Kira relax, "Although I just heard your conversation, the life you talked about is really exciting, even I can't help but want to imagine it, I also want to say that if you continue to fight for us, your wish may come true... But I know that you have no intention of staying, and I will not use force to make you my soldier, because there is no point ."

Kira was a little surprised, "Why...why..."

"Haha, I didn't let you become my soldier, but it surprised you? Didn't you always worry about it? I can answer you now. Indeed, your strength is very attractive. I also confirmed your strength in the report. The strength of being a new human cannot be underestimated, but it cannot be said that we will surely win if we have you. This is a war. If you don’t have the awareness and willingness to fight, staying in the army will only affect our morale, and it will also affect us. You can't use your full strength."

"I admit that your words are advisable."

Facing the supreme praise of Fei Yin, Admiral Halbarton smiled without hesitation, "Thank you for your praise. I came here to thank you personally. I also have one more thing. I saw your people, and your friends also said they didn’t see you, so I had to go there myself. Here you are.”

When he handed the item in his hand to Kira, Kira was taken aback, "Discharge permit?" He is not a soldier, isn't he, why do he have to fill out this form?

Admiral Halbarton saw his doubts and said, "Because even at an extraordinary moment, ordinary civilians have fought, which constitutes a crime. In order to avoid the above-mentioned criminal regulations, we advance the date and treat you as if you were on that day. Joined as a volunteer before."

"Your Excellency, Menelaus hopes that you will go back as soon as possible." A soldier rushed over and said to Admiral Halbarton.

"Ah, ah, it seems that I don't have time to talk to you slowly, thank you for your hard work all the time," Admiral Halbaton saluted Kira and Fei Yin with a standard military salute, "Although the war will not end so easily , but for the sake of the future, we will continue to fight hard, before the wish of the girl behind you is fulfilled, and before the beautiful future comes, you must not die. Hold your wish well, and live on.”

After saying that, he turned and left.

"It's really just to thank you..." Kira looked at the discharge permit in his hand in surprise.

"It seems so." Fei Yin said to him with a smile, "This is the best, isn't it, so, Kira, fill it out quickly, and after filling it out, we will disembark with those ordinary people."

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Everyone is in pain. Recalling the scene I saw on the screen not long ago, if I brought myself into the battlefield where Kira was, the feeling could not be described as panic, but Mirialia sat with her knees hugged In the lounge, not only her, Sai, and Dole also leaned against the wall in silence, not knowing what they were thinking about. Frey and Kazui were also in their own thoughts, and no one spoke. The whole lounge was filled with a solemn and silent atmosphere. .

They have been watching Kira seem to easily manipulate the Strike Gundam, subconsciously feel that the new humans are very powerful, and the new humans are different from natural people. Maybe they haven't realized it yet, but their actions have betrayed Kira as a friend. Undoubtedly pushed him out of his own world?

Is the new human being really omnipotent? In fact, I still feel a little envious. Even if I deny it, I feel deeply jealous when I see that Kira can easily fight and manipulate such things.Such a self is really disgusting.Just like what Fei Yin said, they were obviously hiding behind Kira, and it was obvious that Kira was forced to go to the battlefield because of them.

They pushed Kira into such a terrible war, but they still hurt Kira with cool words behind him. His strength made them think he didn't mind, and his silence and patience made them ignore his Feelings, which they thought they didn't need to care about, turned out to be a cruel distance in the end.

Is all of this really Kira's fault?No, it's their fault.

——You who have been standing here watching Kira fight and accusing him, what have you done so far, have you done nothing? ?Instead of hating Kira, hate yourself for being so small and incapable of doing anything.If it's so useless, why don't you all just die.

Yes, they have been hiding behind Kira's back and praying, but they didn't do anything. It's not that they couldn't do it, but they didn't try to do their own work in the first place, but they just blamed others.

The war doesn't stop with sympathy for their weakness, and if it wasn't for Kira, they would have died long ago.

Kira's fighting to the death and they don't even say a word of thanks.

"Actually, what Feiyin said is correct. We have been relying on Kira to fight, hiding behind him, and not doing anything for him. We have no idea what kind of scene he has been facing. Nothing at all. I thought about him... and never thought about the mood of new humans for him."

"Since we haven't done anything, why should we accuse him of not doing our best to fight? He doesn't owe anyone, let alone give his life for us. We have been using him." Mirialia seemed to say to herself She said, but when everyone heard her words, their expressions were a little painful.The mistakes they made, hurting the friends who had been there to protect them, betraying Kira when he needed them most, were mistakes that not even an apology could forgive.

"... Shall we disembark?" Kazuy finally said.

"I've been longing to go home, I've been thinking about how to go home, and I've been thinking about my own affairs." She said in a voice that was about to cry.

"Me too." Sei gritted his teeth and his voice trembled.Obviously, if Kira hadn't desperately protected them, they probably wouldn't have known where they died.But he didn't really think about him... Kira exposed the fact that he was a new human for them, fought against the new human for them, and was regarded by the Eurasian Federation as a traitor to the new human.

Knowing that his friends are in the ZAFT army, he still has the idea of ​​​​resentment that he did not fight with all his strength. He cannot attack his friends. This is human nature. Does he have to kill new humans for them? Everyone, or is he their friend who died on the battlefield? When did their thoughts become so selfish.Even I can't control the nausea.

——Although Kira is back, I never feel that I did something wrong about the fact that I want Kira to go to Zaft. All of you have forced Kira to go to the battlefield, and all of you are working hard to get back The earth is working hard, but you have never thought about what to do besides the earthlings, the only new human Kira here?Except for the so-called true neutral countries, who would look at Kira without colored glasses?I don't care about my own situation at the moment, nor do I care if I will be killed by you the next moment.But if I'm gone, who would think about Kira.Kira is not your soldier, nor your fighter, and you should not take his combat power for granted!

——Maybe to you, I don't care about many people, only care about him, this kind of thought is cold-blooded and cruel, but so what?I just want Kira to live, that's all.

"I always thought that Feiyin's thinking was crazy and her methods were cruel, but she always protected Kira sincerely, but I did nothing for Kira. I said he was a friend, but in the face of life , I am really hypocritical."

Dole looked at his hands with a wry smile. No wonder Feiyin said such words to Captain Mu... No wonder Feiyin wanted Kira to go to Zaft.

Perhaps, as she said, it would be the easiest way for Kira to go to ZAFT. Kira fought for them, endured the pain in their hearts, and fought for them to choose to open fire on their new human friends, and was rejected by the Eurasian Federation. The soldiers used them, and they hurt Kira... It was they who doubted what Kira had done to them.Their selfishness...almost cost them friends.

No, maybe they don't deserve to be Kira's friends...

"I want to join the army." Fleur, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, causing everyone to show incredible expressions. "Even if I get off the boat, I can't get salvation." Her voice was hoarse and deep because of crying for several days, and her eyes were deep and determined, which was a look of determination and no regrets.

"As long as the war is not over, my hatred will never disappear. I will no longer hide here weakly and cry. I will go to the battlefield and personally avenge my father."

"Fleur." Looking at the pupils of this supposedly happy girl burning like the flames of hell, Sai couldn't say anything.

"Is this the end?" Mirialia asked hesitantly.

"Milia Leah." Dole looked at her.

"Let's disembark, is this the end?"