Intensive Cultivation Manual

"Then I'll go buy wine." The picture fell into his eyes, Kong Yang quickly turned around, left the room with a hasty sentence.

Ju Yan helplessly looked at Kong Yang's red earlobe hidden in the darkness, smiled and lay on his back on the bed, turned his head slightly and smelled the scent of Kong Yang on the pillow next to him, it was as light as the shampoo in the bathroom .

Although the room is narrow, there are a lot of things, and there is no sunlight, everything is tidy and the sheets are clean. Ju Yan guesses that Kongyang never brings women home, and unlike him, he is very good at housework.

He is obviously a good man, but how could he fall in love with such a useless man like him.

Ju Yan couldn't think of a reason, so he got up and looked for clothes in the box next to him. Except for the smaller clothes that Kong Yang himself was wearing, he found some other things by accident.

"My sportswear?" Ju Yan seriously raised the clothes in his hand. Although the cuffs that had been off the thread before had been sewn properly, Ju Yan could confirm that this was the sportswear he had thrown away, as if he had picked it up. After cleaning, the loopholes were sewn.

"Is this a snail girl?" Ju Yan found several pieces of clothes that he had lost before, as well as some odds and ends, pencils, workbooks, etc., which were neatly placed at the bottom of the box and covered with clothes. .

"Do you like me that much?" Ju Yan dug out the previous summer sweatshirt and put it on, taking the time to put the things back sparsely. When he heard no footsteps outside, he walked around the room again.

There are mostly empty and positive things inside, and some of them seem to have a sense of time, but they are still carefully preserved. The occasional few books are mixed with the lost books of Ju Zang before, and his last page is still written. name.

"It's really... like me for a long time."

This surprised Ju Yan a bit. Although I knew Kong Yang about half a year ago, I have been watching these things for almost a year. In other words, Kong Yang has been secretly in love with him for more than a year, but I didn’t know him until recently. Noticed.

"It's a complicated mood." Ju Yan pouted, lowered his head and took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He looked at the various books on the table, all of which had been read by Ju Yan, while curiously looking for other things. , and couldn't help mumbling to these things.

Swaying back and forth in front of the table a few times, one of them accidentally dropped the cigarette on the ground, Ju Yan hurriedly squatted down to pick up the cigarette on the ground, blew the ash on it distressedly, and noticed the under the table when he raised his eyes With a touch of color, he lowered his head and found a diary stuck to the bottom of the table.

Subconsciously looking at the door, Kongyang hadn't come back yet, and no footsteps were heard in the corridor, so Ju Yan hesitated to take it down out of curiosity and took a look.There is a thick stack of diaries, the writing is very old, and the creases on the paper can tell that this book has been used for many years. If you flip through it at random, the diary notes range from neat to scribbled, and all the paper is filled.

Ju Yan thought that the above would remember Ju Zao's affairs, but to his surprise, it only remembered ordinary life.

In the beginning, the snacks made by my mother were delicious, and I looked very happy. When I was bullied at school, I came back to my mother and cried. The dog next door died, or I saw a bullied wild cat on the road. Simple daily life, the background is in the past The waste area, and then the daily life slowly extends, from home to school, to classes, and on the way home, there are more and more contents, but there is no mention of the father.

After turning over more than twenty pages, the diary suddenly mentioned the father who never appeared.

April NO.13.

My father came back, and my mother, who had been smiling all the time at home, suddenly stopped smiling. She made the meal and ate it silently. My father looked very hungry, and he ate the food with big mouthfuls. He ate up all the food. unhappy.

April fourteenth.

Dad didn't go out. He was still at home when he came home in the afternoon. He hasn't been home for a long time, and he probably will stay for a long time. I hope Dad will leave soon. If Dad is at home, Mom won't smile.

Ju Yan looked at the crying face drawn in the corner of the diary, and guessed that maybe the family situation was not good, so Dad didn't come home often, and the family didn't get along well.The diary turned back again.

April [-]th.

Dad started to get angry, because every day is a vegetarian dish, so he was unhappy, but we also ate like this when Dad was not at home. Mom said that the family is already very poor, and it is good to be able to eat, and then I was beaten by Dad. , I saw my father beating my mother again, because the way my father was angry was terrible, I stayed by the side all the time, it was too useless to protect my mother.

April 21.

Today, my father still didn’t leave, and my mother was still cooking for my father when she was injured, but my father said it was unpalatable. He even touched my head and said that I couldn’t find a woman like my mother in the future, because I was too scared to shake my head.

April 22.

When I got home, I heard my mother crying. The living room was in a mess, and my mother had some wounds on her body. While crying, she hugged me and said that she was too useless to take me out of here.

It's okay mom, it's okay if mom stays here and I'm here all the time, it will get better one day.

April 23.

Dad is still at home, because the family is still very unhappy.

April 24.

My mother was beaten again, and my father also beat me when I went to stop him. My mother stopped him while holding his leg.I am very angry, my mother is such a good mother, why there is such a bad father, I will never let my favorite cry in the future, and I will never be like my father.

April 25.

The place where I was beaten by my father still hurts. My mother gave me medicine, but I can't go to school today.

April 26.

It still hurts.

April 27.

My father took me out of the quilt and asked me to go to school, but my mother stopped me, and my mother beat me again, but I could only lie on the ground and watch, without even the strength to cry.

If only there were no such fathers.

April 28.

After waking up from the hospital, my mother said that I had a high fever and I needed to take a good rest, but my mother also had many injuries and my mother’s body was also very hot, but there was no way for my mother to rest.

April 29.

I was woken up by the sound in the middle of the night. I heard the voices of my father and other men in my mother's room. My mother was crying very hard, but I didn't even have the strength to get up. I really wanted to see what happened to my mother.

April [-].

My mother finally fell down, lying on the quilt, looking very tired, touching my head, and crying silently. Before when I was tired, my mother never cried, but after my mother came back, my mother cried more and more The more there are, the mother must have suffered a lot.

At night, I was awakened by the sound again, and I saw the bullied mother and father and another man through the crack of the door.They did too much to their mother. For the first time, I felt that it would be fine without a father. If there is no father, he can live as well as his mother.

If possible, I would like my father to disappear.