Intensive Cultivation Manual

Kong Yang lowered his eyes and held the wine bottle, imitating Ju Yan, raised his head and drank a few mouthfuls. The cold liquid poured into his mouth and went down his throat. The cold feeling spread through every pore, and the wind Blown, had a chill, but was very comfortable.

"I feel much more comfortable, right?" Ju Yan lay on the fence, watching the sunset gradually sinking into the horizon in the distance, squinting his eyes slightly, feeling that it has been a long time since he stayed with someone so peacefully to drink, but he felt the mood Surprisingly good.

"Yeah." Kong Yang nodded, holding the wine bottle and turning his head to look at the person next to him. The person was enveloped by the gentle light of the setting sun, his black hair and side face were outlined by the orange light, reflecting the light and shadow in the wind. The slightly trembling eyelashes in the middle are very seductive.

Kong Yang narrowed his eyes slightly, and moved a little closer to the unsuspecting Ju Yan, and the moment he came back to his senses and turned his head, he retracted suddenly, drinking wine as if nothing had happened, and looked into the distance.

"Ah, your ears." Ju Yan turned his head to look at the faintly reflected light hidden in Kong Yang's black hair, stretched out his hand to brush his hair away, and found that there was an extra earring on the earlobe at some point, and the surrounding area was still red. It can be seen that the ears have just been pierced.

"Just hit it." Kong Yang stretched out his hand to push away Ju Yan's back, his earlobes turned slightly red.

"Because I said it?" Ju Yan remembered that when he saw Kong Yang yesterday, his ears were not even pierced, because he said his ears were beautiful, so this person went to have his ears pierced?

"No, I just happened to want to try wearing earrings, so I went for it." Kong Yang replied seriously, but his flushed cheeks reflecting the light of the setting sun revealed his thoughts clearly.

"That's it." Ju Yan chuckled, and felt that this person was extremely cute.

He will do whatever he says, follow Ju Yan all day, treat him a little better, and immediately show a happy expression, obviously often staring at him thinking about other things, but his eyes are pure like a puppy, It makes people speechless and finds it funny.

"En." Kong Yang responded, concealing the emotion in his eyes, poured a few sips of wine into his mouth, and looked away.

"But it's really suitable for you." Ju Yan smiled and raised the wine bottle to touch Kong Yang's, drinking the wine with his head up, squinting at the earring hidden under the black hair that faintly reflected the light .I feel a little happy, and I always feel that the things worn by this person because of him are like markings and belonging to him.

Ju Xing silently swallowed this idea into his stomach along with the wine, feeling that the more he stayed with this person, the worse it would be. Would a normal person have the strange idea he just had about a man?

After drinking most of the bottle of beer in one breath, Kong Yang stared at the distance in a daze, and his mood seemed to calm down. Ju Yan looked at him sideways, guessing what he was staring at in a daze, and what he was thinking about.

"I..." The balcony was silent for a while, and Kong Yang spoke suddenly, planning to say something, but hesitant.

"What's wrong?" Ju Yan turned to look at him.

Kong Yang was taken aback, squeezed the wine bottle in his hand, lowered his eyes, "I have someone I like very much."

"Yeah." Ju Yan nodded thoughtfully, he knew this, because it was easy to tell who he liked at a glance.

"However, he is very popular and has a lot of people around him who like him."

"Hmm." Ju Yan tilted his head thinking, did he mean him?Is he very popular?Is the popular guy still single?

"And he still has someone he likes, but he didn't even notice it."

"???" Ju Yan fell into deep thought, did he misunderstand?Is Kongyang talking about him?I always feel as if I am talking about someone else.

"What's more, I don't know that I'm popular at all, and I always feel that I'm single because I'm unpopular, because he's slow to detect his own feelings." Kong Yang turned his head and smiled, with a hint of love in his eyes. Some helpless.

"Is that so?" Ju Yan looked at his smile with his chin propped up. In Kong Yang's eyes, he was such a person. Could it be that this person knew him better than himself?

"I like that person very much..." Kong Yang murmured in a very soft voice, "but I can't express my feelings to him."

"Why?" Ju Yan asked subconsciously, then he was stunned for a moment, and laughed helplessly. He himself knew this very well, and he liked it very much, so he couldn't open his mouth, otherwise they couldn't pretend to have nothing like this. I know I've been drinking.

"Because I'm afraid I won't be able to talk to him anymore." Kong Yang squeezed the wine bottle tightly, his eyes fell into the darkening sky in the distance, his voice fluttered softly in the air, "Sometimes I still think, Don't just give up, just be friends."

Ju Xing took a sip of his wine in silence and did not respond. He knew very well that what he said could affect Kong Yang's thoughts, and it was a bit difficult for him to give up or not to give up.

"But when I think about seeing this person like others and stay with others in the future, I am very scared." Kong Yang lowered his head, and there was some entanglement and sadness between his slightly frowning brows. His mood was beyond comprehension, because He had never liked someone to this degree.

"What kind of relationship is that?" Ju Yan couldn't help being curious. He wanted to let go but didn't want to let go. In the end, he could only hold on to the relationship that kept the status quo.

"It's painful, but occasionally very happy. To describe it, it's that the heart is pinched in the hands of others, and the emotions are controlled by that person." Kong Yang turned his head and smiled, his face has returned to a normal look, as if just now The person who bowed his head and showed a painful expression was just Ju Yan's illusion.

"That's it." Ju Yan said lightly.It doesn't sound like a happy thing, that is, Kongyang's heart is in his hands now, but if he didn't realize it, he didn't even notice the pain caused by Kongyang, why such a thing , this person would occasionally show him a happy smile.

"Since it's painful, it's better to give up?" Ju Yan wasn't sure if this thought was correct.It's just that if I can't respond to this feeling, it's better to kill it as soon as possible, otherwise I feel sorry for him if I can't respond to Kong Yang's expectations.

Ju Yan felt that this idea was for the good of Kong Yang, but he regretted it the moment he said it.He saw that the light in Kong Yang's eyes looking at him flickered slightly, and then disappeared.He looked away and looked into the distance, but Ju Yan knew that he was very sad now, so sad that he couldn't even hide the expression of wanting to cry.

"Ju Yan thinks so." He curled the corners of his mouth, but smiled reluctantly, "If Ju Yan thinks so, maybe giving up is the right thing to do."

Ju Yan lowered his head and took a sip of the wine, but his throat was bitter. The person next to him looked sad, but he couldn't say anything, just because he was the person least qualified to comfort him.

There was a sudden silence on the sun, the two of them stood in place silently, each with their own thoughts, Ju Yan poured wine into his mouth irritably, not knowing how to dispel the emotions that were stuck in his chest now .

He glanced at Kongyang from the corner of the eye, he seemed to have calmed down, his face returned to normal, and he could smile well when he met Shang Juzheng's gaze, but the disappointment was still in his eyes, silently hiding it, On the contrary, it made Ju Yan feel very conspicuous and hard to ignore.