Intensive Cultivation Manual

The more you fear something, the more you can dream.

The despair of destroying the most important things with his own hands is what Shen Fan fears the most.

The other self he was afraid of would stretch out his blade to his younger sister at some point. When it really happened one day, all that reality could leave Shen Fan was a dead body and despair.

He opened his eyes in a trance, and what he saw was the ceiling illuminated by the dim light of the morning.The remaining sense of despair still made Shen Fan feel pain in his heart, and the dullness stuck in his chest was like a stone, making him unable to breathe.

I closed my eyes, thankful that it was just a dream, but at the same time terrified that it would become reality.

Shen Fan shrank into the quilt helplessly, and began to be afraid of going to sleep.

The sound of his sister packing up came from the living room. Shen Fan lay on the bed and listened quietly, staring at the ceiling in a daze. Get up and sit on the bed.

The mobile phone beside the bed vibrated suddenly, Shen Fan took the mobile phone, it was a message from Xiao An.

[Woke up so early, did you have a nightmare? ]

That person still knew what he was thinking and doing as before, and being too clear made people feel uncomfortable. It felt like being stripped naked and being seen thoroughly.

[Well, I woke up. ]

But such a person is his only salvation now.

[Did you argue with your sister at dinner last night? ]

[No. ]

[You seem mentally unstable. ]

[fine. ]

[Lie, obviously having a nightmare. ]

Shen Fan silently watched the messages sent on the screen, sure enough he couldn't hide anything from this person.

[If one day I stab you with a knife, will you be afraid? ]

Normal people should be afraid.

[No, I'm glad the blood is because of you. ]

"Madman." Shen Fan murmured softly, put the phone aside, got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.

After washing my face with cold water, I feel more refreshed.Shen Fan raised his eyes and stared at himself in the mirror, feeling extremely haggard today, with swollen eyes from sleepless nights, and a bloodless and pale face, staring at himself through the mirror expressionlessly, feeling strangely uncomfortable .

After Shen Fan hurriedly brushed his teeth and washed his face, he went out with his schoolbag.

Since yesterday, there has been no police car following behind him. Presumably, just like what Xiao An said, Ju Yan has already begun to change the target of suspicion and no longer monitors him.

That's good, he can also feel a little more comfortable, besides Xiao An's sight, there is also the police's sight, which makes him feel like being stared at all day long, which is very uncomfortable.

Shen Fan came earlier than usual today, there was no one in the school yet, but there were still some small noises.Passing through the corridor, Xiao An, who was enveloped in the gentle sunshine, walked towards him slowly, with a dazzling smile and being followed and watched.The moment they rubbed shoulders, someone touched their little finger lightly. Shen Fan glanced at Xiao An who was beside him from the corner of his eye. They glanced at each other, then passed by each other, ran away with their backs facing each other, and distanced themselves.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, a sneaky good morning message from Xiao An.

Shen Fan put away his mobile phone, turned his head to look at the dazzling sunlight in the distance, listened to the noisy chatter behind him, and gradually threw away the noise behind him.

Surrounded by people's gazes, the radiant Xiao An.

Those who watched him enthusiastically around him, no one knew his secret.

Shen Fan knew.

He smiled helplessly, and suddenly felt that his heart was not so heavy.

They are people who have each other's secrets, and neither of them can let go of the other first. If one day Shen Fan really does something irreversible, that person will definitely come to stop him. Even if he doesn't, after he wakes up, facing It's not just the cold corpse and the reality of being alone.

There was another accomplice.

If that time really happened.

Shen Fan will definitely kill himself without hesitation.

After all, Shen Fan would not dodge the knife extended to Xiao An, but accept it with a smile.

What a stupid lunatic.

He didn't hate it at all.

The mother who was buried in the grave, the father and stepmother who were killed by him, and the younger sister who needed to be taken care of.

When only his younger sister was left among the few people in his life, Xiao An's existence appeared too suddenly. When he was desperate, he appeared and told him that he was a stalker and was willing to help him get rid of this reality. become a secret.

Suddenly, it surpassed any existence in his heart.

This is probably the so-called taking advantage of it.

Shen Fan shook his head, pulled himself together, and entered the classroom.

During the whole day of class, except for the message in the morning, Xiao An never sent any message.

When flipping through his schoolbag at noon, Shen Fan felt a small hard object in his strap. Shen Fan guessed that it was probably the bug that Xiao An put on him. Out of curiosity, he searched in other places.

Under the table, under the stool, inside the back collar of the school uniform, the straps of the schoolbag, and inside the schoolbag, there are only four that can be found, and there may be more in unknown places, at home or somewhere...

There should be a monitor too, and there must be one at home.

Although I knew I had this kind of thing on my body, but when I found it, it really made people wonder what to say, neither was it to throw it away, nor was it to pretend that I didn’t know to put it back, it was a melancholy thing.

In the end, Shen Fan chose to pretend that he didn't know and put it back.

According to the routine after school, Shen Fan should continue to go home on time to cook.But it seems that there will always be some accidents that attract Shen Fan's attention recently.

For example, I saw Xiao An who was about to go back at the school gate, and Ju Yan who followed him silently in the corner.

At the beginning, Shen Fan didn't notice the existence of Ju Yan, but silently mixed with the crowd and watched Xiao An who was surrounded by several people to go home, or he was on the way, or he had a little curiosity about Xiao An, Maintaining the same speed, he followed silently.

It wasn't until the people around him dispersed towards their own direction at the intersection that Shen Fan decided that it was almost time to go back.But when he turned around, he also noticed Ju Yan, who was leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette in the alley across the street.

At first, Shen Fan thought it was Ju Zao who had withdrawn the police car and planned to monitor him personally, but following his gaze, Shen Fan found that he was wrong. The person Ju Zao was looking at was Xiao An who was walking in front, and he stared very vigilantly at him. staring at him, so that he didn't notice Shen Fan who was following him not far away.

Shen Fan was taken aback for a moment, subconsciously hid himself in the crowd, silently watched Ju Yan who was following Xiao An, and unconsciously became a stalker.

There were fewer and fewer people around the unfamiliar streets and buildings, probably entering the riot zone of unscrupulous elements, Shen Fan had to keep a distance and follow them vigilantly.When he got here, Ju Yan was also vigilant, he looked around from time to time, and followed Xiao An closely.But the person who was being followed was wearing earphones indifferently, and seemed to be in a good mood to go deeper.

Shen Fan also didn't expect that Xiao An would go this way. This is a famous riot area, and most of the illegal elements are hidden here. Xiao An's home is definitely not this way.

Even Shen Fan became curious about Xiao An's purpose for coming here, and Ju Yan's purpose for following Xiao An.