just use the relationship

Tomorrow is the day of trial, when Bu Tian thought of what was about to happen, his body would tremble uncontrollably, he knew he was afraid, he was afraid of going back to the room where he was trapped, afraid of Qin Yunfeng venting indiscriminately, It's hard for him to be a normal person.

He turned sideways and touched the cold handle of the knife. He had already decided that if he went to the extreme, he would pay any price, even his own life.

It's meaningless to live in this kind of days of walking dead.

At noon, Qiu Yanzhe didn't come as usual, Bu Tian felt a little strange, he went to the nurse's station and made a call on the nurse's mobile phone.

"Butian, I'm sorry, I have something at home to ask me to go back. I won't go at noon, and I will go there in the evening."

Without Qiu Yanzhe, he was very worried, but as a friend, Qiu Yanzhe had already done too much for him, so he could only say, "Okay, I'm not in a hurry, come over when you're done."

Qiu Yanzhe knew what he was worried about, "I'll let Da Fang go there later, he seems to have something to do with him, but it will be over soon, and let him guard the door when the time comes."

"Thank you."

Bu Tian couldn't express his gratitude to these two people in his heart.

After hanging up the phone, Bu Tian returned to the ward on crutches, looking at the half-open ward door, he remembered closing the door when he came out.

Bu Tian closed the door carefully, and then locked it from the inside worryingly, so that even if Qin Yun came, there was at least a layer of barrier.

After entering the room, I don't know if he was too sensitive. Butian always felt that it was different from before he left. He was a little scared, so he hurried to the bed and held the fruit knife under the pillow in his hand.

The ward was very quiet, except for the whistling wind outside the window, he couldn't hear a single movement. He was about to relax his vigilance when something collided in the bathroom!

Bu Tian stared at the door of the bathroom, and clenched the fruit knife even more tightly in his hand. Now it is inconvenient for him to walk, so sitting on the side of the bed is the best choice.

"Who?" The voice echoed throughout the room, and Bu Tian turned his body slightly to prevent the wall from blocking his view.

He heard the bathroom faucet being turned on and the sound of someone washing their hands. His heart suddenly rose to his throat. He forced himself to analyze calmly. The security here is very strict. It's - Qin Yunfeng.

The handle of the knife in his hand was held deeper, and he placed the crutch on the head of the bed, directly facing the direction of the bathroom.

"Qin Yunfeng, come out."

The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and there was a person standing at the door of the bathroom. Bu Tian looked up and saw that it was Qin Yunfeng.

Qin Yunfeng pushed everyone away to get in. He didn't want to be frightened when Bu Tian came back, so he hid in the bathroom on purpose.

"I didn't mean to come in, I have something to tell you."

Qin Junfeng stood a few meters away from Butian, his eyes were black and blue, and even his hairstyle, which was never messy, was drooping in front of his forehead at this moment, and even the bright suit on his body couldn't hide his haggardness.

"Don't come here, just talk there if you have anything to say."

Bu Tian warned that he is now afraid of Qin Yunfeng's approach.

Qin Yunfeng stopped walking forward, and begged in his voice, "I won't go forward.

Bu Tian, ​​don't leave me, okay? "

"Qin Yunfeng, you have always forced me to stay by your side. I don't want to leave you, I just want to completely erase you from my life."

At this point, there is no need to pretend to beg for mercy anymore, Bu Tian felt ruthless, and said all the words, the big deal, he still has a knife in his hand.

It took Qin Yunfeng a lot of effort to push Qiu Yanzhe away. He wanted to express his heart to Bu Tian one day in advance, but he never thought that he would be pushed away so ruthlessly.

"Butian, I know it was my fault before, you come back, we have a good time together, don't you like to go out and play, when the time comes, I will charter a small island, let's go on vacation, there are beautiful beaches, turquoise sea water, Didn't you like being with me the most?"

Bu Tian sneered, "You said it all, that was before, and now, when I'm with you, I despise myself."

"Butian, you should think about it carefully."

Qin Yunfeng has never felt that he is so humble, he has tried to lower his posture as much as possible.

But these words became another effect in Bu Tian's ears. Qin Yunfeng just wanted to win his sympathy. Once he agreed, he would no longer pity him after he got it. In his eyes, he is not even as good as a duck.

"Qin Yunfeng, no one is unique in this world. With your status, with just a wave of your hand, countless men who are more beautiful than me and gentle and considerate will follow suit. They are all better at taking care of others than me. Poor toy.

Since you hate me, let me go, I won't ask you for a penny, and from now on, I won't pester you again. "

Listening to these harsh words, Qin Junfeng felt in his heart that this should not be the case. He thought that if he sincerely repented, Bu Tian would definitely feel compassion. Why is it completely different from what he expected? "Butian, I won't let you go, I will be gentle and considerate, please trust me once."

After speaking, Qin Yunfeng took a few steps forward.

The distance between the two of them was only two or three meters. Seeing that Qin Yunfeng was about to come to him, Bu Tian took out the knife hidden in his hand.

"Qin Yunfeng, don't force me."

The knife, Qin Yunfeng was very sensitive after seeing the knife. Before that, Butian threatened Bai Yu with suicide and wanted to run away.

His nerves became sensitive all of a sudden, this knife would hurt Bu Tian, ​​he wanted to take it off, but watched Bu Tian hold up the knife and stab it into his arm.

don't want!Qin Yunfeng's footsteps stopped, and he didn't dare to go any further.

"Qin Yunfeng, let me go!" Bu Tian said firmly.

Qin Yunfeng shook his head, "Butian, if you put down the knife, it will hurt."

Does it hurt, Bu Tian feels that there is no place that hurts more than his own heart, so bleeding this little is nothing.

"Qin Yunfeng, let me go!" Bu Tian pulled out the knife and stabbed it again above the first wound. When he pulled it out, blood splashed all over the ground.

"Butian, don't do this again!" Qin Yunfeng shouted hysterically, he felt a knife stabbed in his heart.

Bu Tian closed his eyes, and exerted force with his right hand again, the cold blade cut into the flesh and blood again, one arm was covered with bloodstains, and the blood dripped down.

"No—" Qin Junfeng was unable to look at this scene, but Butian was forcing him to death. If he didn't agree, Butian would stab himself with a knife.

He doesn't know how long his psychological defense can last, let alone how long Bu Tian's body can last.

When the two were at a stalemate? Han @及@投@去, the door was suddenly kicked open from the outside.

Da Fang put the broken door aside, and Qiu Yanzhe got out from behind him.

The two of them were shocked when they saw such a bloody scene as soon as they entered.

Qiu Yanzhe quickly ran to Bu Tian's side, wanting to grab the knife, but Bu Tian had already made up his mind to press the knife firmly on his arm. If he was pulled out rashly, he would probably bleed like a river.

"Qin Yunfeng, what the hell are you doing? Didn't you promise tomorrow? You deliberately kept me and Dafang out of the hospital today for this reason? Was your brain kicked by a donkey or eaten by a zombie?" The situation is urgent , Qiu Yanzhe didn't care about his own image, and directly cursed.

Bu Tian looked at Qiu Yanzhe, and said expressionlessly, "He still won't let me go, Qiu Yanzhe, it seems that this is my fate."

Just seeing this scene, Qiu Yanzhe knew what Qin Yunfeng proposed. He pulled Qin Yunfeng's collar and said, "What are you thinking? If you are really good for him, you can just watch him lose his arm." .

Qin Yunfeng, you fool, no matter how many childhood shadows you have, you shouldn't put those loves on Bu Tian. He is not your mother, so don't treat him as a substitute for emotional loss! "

When Qin Yunfeng heard the word your mother, his memory suddenly returned to the past.

At that time, Chi Yinglan's position as the wife of the Qin family had already existed in name only, and Qin Xiao had always spent his days outside.

He still remembered that one night, Chi Yinglan asked him, "What kind of wife will our little Junfeng find when he grows up?"

"If I want to have a daughter-in-law, I will love and protect him even more, and make him the happiest person in the world. I can't be like my father to my mother."

Chi Yinglan touched Xiao Qin Yunfeng's head, and said bitterly, "Not only that, but also respect and understand him."

"What is respect?"

"Just let him do what he likes, not what he doesn't like, and don't be incompetent like your father."

"I must be a competent person who loves his wife when I grow up."

Qin Yunfeng thought of Chi Yinglan's white figure when she committed suicide again. He would never forget that Chi Yinglan had clearly promised to accompany him, but she gave up on this agreement.

Now, why didn't he betray his original promise, if he had a daughter-in-law, he would respect and love her for the rest of his life.

But what kind of love is he for him now!

Qin Yunfeng let Qiu Yanzhe scold him, he looked at Bu Tian, ​​with countless affections in his heart.

He has been refusing to admit his failure, and his dilapidated family made him fear that Butian would leave him one day, and he can no longer bear the feeling of loss.

But he never considered Bu Tian, ​​just like Qin Xiao, for his own sake, he never considered his wife and children at home.

It's his own problem, why force it on Bu Tian.

He raised his hand, pushed Qiu Yanzhe away, and sat silently on the ground, feeling a sense of powerlessness.

The blood that dripped on the ground at the beginning has completely dried up. When Qin Junfeng saw Bu Tian's face, he would think of what he said when he was a child. In front of everyone, he finally made up his mind, waved his hands and said, "Let's go, Bu Tian , I will never pester you again."

Bu Tian thought he heard it wrong, he looked at Qiu Yanzhe as if asking for help, Qiu Yanzhe heard Qin Yunfeng's side really, he walked to Bu Tian's side, half-protected him and said, "I heard clearly, I will As your witness, let's go."

Bu Tian was pushed out by Qiu Yanzhe, and placed aside to look at Qin Yunfeng, for fear that Qin Yunfeng would suddenly regret it, until they walked out for a few minutes, Qin Yunfeng had no intention of moving.

Da Fang looked at Qin Yunfeng's dejected appearance, and squatted down in front of him.

Qin Yunfeng knew that he was gone, and half of his soul was taken away.

"Are you okay?" Da Fang asked with concern.

Qin Yunfeng waved his hand to indicate that he was fine. He supported the ground with his right hand and stood up. He walked out of the ward alone. His desolate back looked a little lonely.

Qin Yunfeng walked out of the hospital numbly, Bu Tian would rather die than surrender, and Qiu Yanzhe's curse words made him realize how failed he was.

From now on, in this world, no one will care about him anymore.

After leaving the hospital, Qin Yunfeng drove away the car parked by the bodyguard downstairs, wandered aimlessly on the road, and finally came to a cemetery.

He hasn't been here for a long time.

After buying a bunch of white chrysanthemums at the gate of the cemetery, Qin Yunfeng walked in and arrived at the tombstone.

The woman in the photo is still young forever, Qin Junfeng put the chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone, and bowed deeply to the tombstone.

"You haven't enjoyed my dad's love in your life, but you have taught me how to love. It's a pity that I haven't fully learned it. Even if I meet the person I love, I won't express it.

Now, let me start learning again. "

After Qin Yunfeng finished speaking, he raised his head, stayed for a while, and walked out of the cemetery.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that loving someone is a profound knowledge. Before that, he didn't even reach the passing mark.