just use the relationship

The longer he was awake, the clearer the memories that were forgotten and picked up, he remembered that he was living in the garbage dump like a mouse, and the feeling of being rejected gave way to goose bumps all over his body.

When the little nurse brought the food, Bu Tian looked at the food and spit it out.

He didn't have any food in his stomach, it was full of acid water.

The little nurse was taken aback by his actions, and quickly brought a trash can for him to spit in.

When there was nothing more to vomit, Bu Tian asked the little nurse to take out the food without eating a bite.

He looked at his arms, the originally smooth skin, but because of the abuse at the Special Human Research Institute, there were all kinds of scars, crooked, like dead tree bark.

Although his leg healed after being broken, it could never return to its original appearance, and he could always feel the subtle difference when he walked.

Bu Tian suddenly felt, what's the point of living?

If the doctor didn't treat him, it would be more comfortable for him to die directly, instead of reminding him of so many suffocating things and walking down with that bad memory.

Dr. William briefly explained Butian's situation to Qin Junfeng.

"His body is fine, and the residual drug in his body has been completely cleared, but when we conducted the identification, he didn't want to know you."

"How is it possible?" Qin Yunfeng didn't believe it, how could Butian not want to know him!

"I don't know the details, but he seems to hate you."

"He will always love me."

Qin Yunfeng firmly believed that Butian just misunderstood him, and if Butian knew what he had done for him, he would definitely accept it again.

"Anyway, my mission has been completed. With Dr. Cui here, you can just ask him for the rest."

Dr. William left after speaking, and he was rushing back to the small island in the South Pacific to continue his vacation.

Dr. Cui always pays attention to Butian's situation. After waking up, he did nothing but refuse the little nurse's food. He just sat on the hospital bed blankly, looking out of the window. Sometimes he got out of bed and stood by the window. Know what to think.

Dr. Cui personally brought a bowl of porridge, which he had just put on the bedside table, but when Bu Tian saw it, he started to vomit again.

Dr. Cui could only withdraw the food quickly, he felt that Bu Tian seemed to have some mental disorders.

As a psychiatrist and also a psychologist, Dr. Cui asked with concern, "Do you have shadows about what you eat?"

Bu Tian said lightly, "I will think of my wandering days, at that time, in order to fill my stomach, no matter what it was, I would stuff it into my mouth.

Thinking back on that now, it's disgusting. "

Dr. Cui silently wrote down a few words in his notebook - anorexia.

"If you feel unacceptable for the time being, I will prescribe you some drugs to suppress your inner reaction, and then gradually desensitize. This situation is not difficult to treat."

Bu Tian nodded, and then said, "Doctor, which do you think is more painful, life or death?"

"In life, you may suffer sometimes, but the people around you will be happy because of your existence. If you die, you will not suffer, and the people around you will suffer because of your disappearance."

"Why do you want to save me? I was originally a weirdo, a person who shouldn't exist."

Dr. Cui comforted, "Everyone is born with a special existence, you are just more special than others."

Bu Tian didn't talk anymore, and continued to look out of the window. Dr. Cui didn't ask any more questions, and Qin Yunfeng stood at the door after going out.

"Can I go in and see him?" Qin Junfeng kept lying at the door, wanting to hear Bu Tian's voice, but the door was so soundproof that he couldn't hear anything.

"No, he has recovered physically now, has mental disorders, and tends to be depressed. I will prescribe some medicine for him to restore his normal appetite."

Qin Yunfeng was instantly discouraged. He thought that as long as Bu Tian woke up, he would be willing to see him immediately.

The medicine prepared by Dr. Cui was placed on the table. Bu Tian looked at the colored pills, but did not make a move for a long time.

He didn't know whether he should eat it or not. Even if he could survive after eating it, those past events were engraved in his mind, and it was painful to recall them.

While he was still hesitating, Dr. Cui came in. Seeing that he hadn't taken any medicine, he said, "Bai Yu wants to see you, do you want him to come?" The patient's condition is very unstable now, and Dr. Cui needs to ask the patient Opinion.

Bai Yu was probably the only person who gave him warmth during these dark days.

"Let him come."

In the afternoon, Bai Yu came to the hospital with a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket, and the entire ward was supervised by Qin Yunfeng's people.

When he entered through the door of the ward, he was naturally stopped by the bodyguard.

Qin Junfeng was still immersed in processing the company's documents. Dr. Cui refused to let him see Butian, so he could only hold back. He couldn't do such a thing.

But when the bodyguard said that Bai Yu was coming, he didn't believe that Bu Tian took the initiative to let him come here. What's so good about that guy.

Bai Yu was looking at the flowers in his arms, they were sprayed with water droplets, Bu Tian would definitely like them.

Seeing the menacing Qin Yunfeng, he subconsciously put Hua Huo behind him.

"What did he call you for?"

"I do not know."

Bai Yu met Qin Junfeng's eyes directly, trying hard to hide the fear in his heart, he couldn't back down anymore.

"I want to go in too, why not let me in, I have done so much for him!"

"Then you're going to ask Xiaotian, not me. I'm going to visit the patient."

Bai Yu didn't bother too much, and walked directly to Butian's ward.

Qin Yunfeng watched Bai Yu walking in the corridor openly and aboveboard, and kicked the wall next to him. This kid must have some impure thoughts.

Even though it was early spring, the heating in the ward was still sufficient. Bu Tian was wearing a thin hospital gown, half sitting on the bed. After Bai Yu came in, he saw such a beautiful picture.

He put the flowers aside, Bu Tian turned his head and said, "You are here."

Bai Yu sat on a stool beside her and said, "I'm very worried about you. Fortunately, Dr. Cui kept in touch with me and told me about your situation. I felt a lot in my heart."

Bai Yu took out an apple from the fruit basket, and was about to peel it with a fruit knife, when Bu Tian saw the glowing red apple, in a trance, he remembered the half apple he was nibbling in the garbage dump, and turned to the garbage can next to it, Vomited.

He hadn't eaten for a day, and his body was in a very weak stage, but he didn't want to infuse the nutrient solution, so he could only work hard with his will.

Bai Yu hurried over to pat him on the back, and brought him the water on the table to rinse his mouth.

After Bu Tian's mood stabilized, Bai Yu looked at the medicine on the table and asked, "Do you want to take medicine?"

"I don't want to eat it, but if I don't eat it, I may die. When I think about death, I feel a little scared."

Bu Tian told the truth in his heart. At the moment of dying, people will use up their instincts to survive. If he really dies, he may not be able to make up his mind.

"Xiao Tian, ​​live well, even if it's for me."

Bai Yu made up his mind and said that he would seize the opportunity this time, "Qin Yunfeng is not good enough for you. If possible, I would like to take care of you for the rest of my life."

Bu Tian felt Bai Yu's affection. When he was in the most difficult time, it was Bai Yu who saved him desperately. It would be a lie to say that he was not touched, but with his current appearance, who could he make a wish with for the rest of his life?

"Don't do this, you will meet someone better than me in the future, don't waste time on me."

"Baby, I'm serious.

In the past, I didn't want to ruin the friendship between the two of us for many years. I didn't dare to express my true thoughts and let that bastard Qin Yunfeng seize the opportunity. But now, I understand my feelings for you. I don't ask for anything, just Please give me a chance. "

The three words Qin Junfeng fell into Bu Tian's heart, just the name made him heartbroken.

The person he loves the most hurts him, uses him, and hurts him the most.

Obviously want to forget, but deep in my mind.

In the past, he would try his best to please Qin Yunfeng because of that little heartbeat, and hoped that Qin Yunfeng would look at him a little more. Qin Yunfeng's smile and compliment made him very happy, but now, those beautiful pictures seem to be in the Sarcastic about his childishness, his ignorance.

Bai Yu was afraid that if he didn't express his affection again, Bu Tian would soften Qin Yunfeng's heart again. He couldn't watch Bu Tian go back, "You don't need to answer me right away, and tell me after you think about it."

"A person like me, is it worth it?" Bu Tian asked back.

"It's worth it, Xiaotian, you are really good, because of your existence, I feel much happier. For this world, you have meaning."

Bai Yu said without hesitation.

In this world, there are still things that make people nostalgic, the first thought that came to Bu Tian's mind.

"Hand me the medicine."

Bai Yu took the medicine from the table, poured another glass of water, and personally handed it to Bu Tian's mouth. Bu Tian didn't refuse, and after swallowing the pill, he swallowed it with water.

"Xiaotian, treat your illness well, and when you recover, I will take you home."

Bringing him home, yeah, it's nice to have company.

After taking the medicine, Bu Tian felt drowsy and fell asleep.

Bai Yu sprayed water on the flowers beside the bed before leaving.

As soon as he walked out of the door of the ward, Qin Yunfeng stared at him fiercely.

"What did you tell him?" Qin Yunfeng asked.

"Boss Qin, it seems that we don't need to tell you about our conversation."

Qin Junfeng was speechless, and cursed secretly in his heart, this kid thought Bu Tian let him in, so he pushed his nose and face, "You have no advantage in competing with me, don't think that he is willing to see you now You'll be happy."

Bai Yu didn't answer any more, and left directly.

Being ignored, Qin Yun's teeth itch, no, he has to hold back.

But he still had someone install a 360-degree ultra-clear rotating camera with no dead angle in the ward, so that when Bai Yu came back in the future, he could clearly see what happened between the two of them.

With Bai Yu's company, Bu Tian took the medicine honestly every day. After three days, he began to eat gradually. When he saw tempting food, he didn't reject it that much. His weak body gained strength from the supply of food.

Qin Junfeng installed the cameras secretly when Butian was asleep. There are pinhole miniature cameras in each corner of the room, and he can know what Butian does inside.

Although he moved his office here, he has recently asked Assistant Zhang to handle business in the company. He spends a lot of time observing what Butian is doing every day.

After a few days in a row, I found nothing special. Bu Tian was either in a daze or eating and sleeping.

A week later, Bai Yu came again.

This time Qin Yunfeng didn't block people at the door, he just watched the real-time monitoring.

Bai Yu brought a lot of books with him when he came this time. He knew that Butian liked to cook, so he specially bought the latest collection of recipes. Butian was quite bored here, but he didn't want to go out of the room. It was like a besieged city. He will face Qin Yunfeng when he goes out.

"This is basic literature, this is novels, this is comics, in short, they are basically the genres you like, and you can read them to entertain yourself when I'm not around."

"Thank you."

Bu Tian thanked him from the bottom of his heart, and Bai Yu added a touch of color to his gray life.

"I heard from Dr. Cui that your appetite has recovered a lot. When you are fully recovered, come to my house and let me see if your skills have deteriorated."

These conversations, just like before, Bu Tian gradually relaxed, "Okay, I happened to read the recipe you sent, and I will make it for you after studying it."

"By the way, my game console has been reinstalled. Recently, a lot of new fun games have been released, and I even got a new controller."

"really not bad."

Seeing that Bu Tian's mood improved a lot, Bai Yu felt at ease, as if everything was going in a good direction.