just use the relationship

The cold rain dripped on Bu Tian's skin, making him shiver.

This action irritated Qin Yunfeng, he ignored Butian's resistance, and directly touched the back of Butian's pants.

The feeling of the foreign object gave way to Bu Tian's writhing, and the place that hadn't been opened up for several days was squeezed in by something blunt. The pain made his forehead break out in cold sweat, and he wanted to yell out again.

Qin Yunfeng felt a little annoyed when he heard it, and took out the tape from the coffee table drawer to seal his mouth directly.

Without any preparation, the rampant pain went straight to his heart, Bu Tian silently endured Qin Yunfeng's violence, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and his whole body was completely unable to move.

After Qin Yunfeng vented his anger, looking at the fainted person on the sofa, Qin Yunfeng felt a pain in his heart, but he didn't look back, turned around and went into the bathroom, washed away all the filth on his body, leaving Butian alone People are tied to sofas.

After washing it, Qin Junfeng looked at the house that had brought him good memories, and he was not in the slightest mood at the moment, so he picked up the key and left.

Qin Yunfeng wandered aimlessly on the street, and the place he looked forward to returning to every day has now become a cage.

He refused to admit the fact that he was being used, and he couldn't figure out why everything he had really given turned out to be like this in the end.

He is unwilling!

The car finally stopped at the entrance of the "Night Falls" nightclub. Due to the heavy rain, there were not many customers at the entrance today.

When he entered, the guests around him saw his gloomy expression, and all avoided him.

Qin Yunfeng went directly to open a VIP room, and asked the bartender to call some beautiful ducklings over.

Seeing the generosity of the guests, the bartender was very happy, and hurriedly called for someone to come over.

Rows of ducks stood in front of Qin Yunfeng, Qin Yunfeng just glanced over without any expression.

The bartender knew that the customer was dissatisfied, so he quickly waved for the leader to change.

After changing three or four batches, Qin Junfeng still didn't choose anyone.

The leader gave the bartender a look, this is the best thing they can do here, why the customer didn't respond at all, if you don't like ducks, just ask the lady to come over, save wasting time.

The bartender stepped forward and laughed, "Don't you like any of these? What do you like? Tell me, and we'll help you see it."

Qin Junfeng looked at these ducks, they were all the same, and there was nothing that attracted him, so he couldn't help becoming more irritable, why did Bu Tian's face always appear in his mind, and a person who used him was not worth recalling.

He looked at the row of young boys standing in front of him, ordered a few casually, and the leader saw that there was a lot of interest tonight, and left a few of them behind, then dragged the bartender away quickly.

Those little ducks also know that this is a wealthy owner today, let's not talk about how much money they can get tonight, if they are taken care of by this little gold owner, it will be much better than accompanying guests in a nightclub.

One of them boldly moved to Qin Yunfeng's side, and brought a glass of wine to Qin Yunfeng's mouth. Qin Yunfeng squinted at him and did not refuse.

The little duck thought he had something to do, and leaned closer to Qin Yunfeng more attentively. Just as he was about to lean in, Qin Yunfeng stood up directly and sat on the other side of the sofa. The little duck was still on its side, He was overwhelmed by Qin Yunfeng's move.

Qin Yunfeng originally wanted to come here to pass the mood and have fun, but he still couldn't get interested in these people. The approach of others would make him stay away. He looked at the desire in the eyes of the people in the room, and walked out of the box.

The bartender outside the door was still waiting for those little ducks to order drinks when they had fun inside. Seeing that the benefactor came out, he quickly chased after him and asked, "Don't you like it? Do you want to find someone else to choose? No matter what we here Men and women, that beauty is the best."

Qin Yunfeng turned his head and glared at him, and said casually, "Is this how you, Mr. Qiu, recruit guests?"

When the bartender heard Mr. Qiu's name, he didn't expect this guest to be so valuable that he even knew their boss. He quickly apologized, "I was negligent. Don't speak ill of me in front of Mr. Qiu."

Flattery and hypocrisy, Qin Yunfeng ignored him and went to the bar upstairs in the nightclub alone.

It was at such a bar, he remembered how Butian was drunk, and he still didn't understand why Butian treated him like this.

Drinking a glass of wine slowly dispelled the boredom in his heart.

Before he was drunk, Qin Yunfeng opened a room to rest.

Lying on the big bed, my mind became much clearer.

The curtains of the hotel were not drawn, and it was still raining heavily outside. The rain hit the bay window, and water marks were printed on the glass.

Qin Yunfeng clearly remembered that on the same night, he experienced unforgettable pain.

Ten years ago.

Qin Yunfeng, who was in his teens, was sitting on the sofa, looking at the raindrops outside the window, and said to the woman on the sofa, "Mom, will Dad come back today?"

Chi Yinglan squatted down and said to Qin Yunfeng, "He will, he will definitely come back today."

"But Mom, they all said that Dad has someone outside, so Dad doesn't want us anymore."

"No, Dad loves Yunfeng the most, you know that too, don't you?"

Qin Yunfeng nodded and shook his head again. He knew what his father had done, but in order not to make his mother sad, he deliberately didn't show it.

The rain outside did not tend to decrease. Qin Yunfeng was so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa. In his sleep, he clearly heard someone arguing.

He woke up and saw that there was no one in the living room. Following the sound, he went upstairs and saw several figures, one was his father Qin Xiao, the other was his mother Chi Yinglan, and the other was more revealingly dressed than his mother. The young woman he didn't know.

"Qin Xiao, how many times have I told you that it's okay for you to mess around outside, don't bring people home, it's not good for Yunfeng to see."

Qin Xiao dismissively said, "He's only 13 years old, what does he know?"

Chi Yinglan clenched her fists and argued vigorously, "He is already sensible, he is no longer a child, and he has bumped into him several times."

Qin Xiao looked at the shrew in front of him and said, "So what, he should find a woman in a few years. I'll let him get acquainted with the way in advance, so that he won't be able to coax women well in the future."

"Qin Xiao, have you forgotten our agreement?"

The young woman looked at Chi Yinglan and said, "Sister-in-law, you look like a shrew and Qin always doesn't like you, just take your son to live honestly, there is nothing to be satisfied with having a son. "

The ruthless ridicule fell on the hearts of everyone present, and even Qin Yunfeng's face behind the wall changed color.

What he doesn't understand is why, as father's wife, mother can be so weak that any woman who comes to the house can bully the supposed mistress of the house.

"Yinglan, stop making trouble. If you continue to make trouble, are you going to tear your face off with me? You don't want your son to have no mother at a young age, right?"

These words immediately hit Chi Yinglan's weakness, she bit her lower lip tightly, and walked out the door with restraint, Qin Xiao at the side gained momentum, put her arms around her little lover and said, "Let's change places, the atmosphere here is not good. "

Although the little lover was dissatisfied, she could only put on her clothes and walk out the door holding Qin Xiao's arm and stepping on Hentiangao.

Qin Yunfeng walked down the stairs silently, watching Chi Yinglan sitting on the sofa in despair, he pretended not to know anything.

Chi Yinglan quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said to Qin Yunfeng, "Does Yunfeng like Dad or Mom?"

Qin Yunfeng said without thinking, "Mom."

Chi Yinglan got some comfort, "Why?"

"Because my mother will stay with me at home and cook for me herself."

"Now that Yunfeng has grown up, does he not need his mother to accompany you every day, nor does he need his mother to cook for you? You can cook for yourself when you grow up."

Qin Yunfeng didn't understand the meaning of this, he nodded and said, "When I get older, I can take on the responsibility of the family."

If he could have been smarter at that time, the tragedy that followed might not have happened.

In the middle of the night that day, Qin Yunfeng was awakened by a thunderclap. He didn't know when he fell asleep in his room.

After he got out of bed, he saw that the light in his mother's sleeping room hadn't been turned off, so he carefully knocked on the door, but no one paid attention.

After opening the door and entering, there was no one on the bed, only a medicine bottle beside the bed, and a few white pills scattered around.

He had a premonition and shouted for the butler, but the butler hadn't come yet, a black figure fell from the window, followed by a bang, as if something hit the ground.

Qin Yunfeng didn't move, he still held the medicine bottle tightly in his hand, which said "antidepressant."

After a while, he heard the noise downstairs, and he went to the window numbly, only to see a white figure on the green grass, red blood gradually oozes around that figure, but was washed away by the heavy rain soon clean up.

Only then did he realize that Chi Yinglan jumped down from the attic of the villa. She was wearing the white gauze dress that Qin Xiao gave her when she married Qin Xiao, commemorating her love in this way.

Qin Yunfeng knows everything.

In countless nights, he could hear his parents quarreling in low voices, and saw countless lovers coming to his mother's house to provoke him. In desperation, he chose to end his life in this way.

For a long time afterwards, he didn't understand why Qin Xiao liked those dubious women who wanted his money, but he didn't like Chi Yinglan who would cook at home, take care of her husband and teach her children, and take care of everything in the house. well-organized woman.

What Qin Xiao did made Qin Yunfeng question love. If Chi Yinglan hadn't developed such deep feelings for Qin Xiao back then, she wouldn't have been so desperate when she was injured.

If there is no beginning, there will be no subsequent betrayal and injury, and there will be no pain.

Qin Yunfeng closed himself up, he didn't want to experience Chi Yinglan's pain again, every time he recalled the red and white intertwined on the grass, he would have more hints in his heart.

He hates love in the world, hates the vows that so many people made when they entered the marriage hall, but then forgets the promise as time passes, why those people never have one heart and one mind.

His heart was full of disappointment in love. Qin Xiao's lovers all wanted a share of the Qin family's property. They more or less got something in the end, but Chi Yinglan, who was full of feelings, ended up with nothing. Neither got it.

So when he was in middle school, countless people wrote love letters to him, and when they wanted to pursue him, he always threw them directly into the trash can, and he never wanted to have anything to do with feelings in his life.

After he graduated from high school and went abroad, Qin Junfeng knew that he had a sexual orientation disorder.

The psychiatrist told him that it might be due to family reasons that made him psychologically instinctively resist feelings.

He didn't care about the diagnosis but thought it was a good thing. In this way, he would completely cut off his relationship and never repeat the same mistakes again.

Just like a pangolin, it seals itself with a hard shell, and nothing can invade it.

Until he met Bu Tian, ​​Qin Junfeng slowly opened his hard shell, revealing the soft part inside, but it didn't take long, the damage to the soft part made him curl up even more.

He even developed hatred and hated Butian for playing with his feelings. His true feelings were completely trampled under his feet by Butian. This feeling made him extremely uncomfortable, and he wished to impose this feeling on Butian.