After I came back through the book, I became popular

Wen Yiyao always felt that Lu Jinzhou's body temperature was hot.

This feeling came from his contact with Lu Jinzhou after his rebirth.

No matter what the image of this man was on the screen in the past, when he was in front of Wen Yiyao, he couldn't hide the faint fire in his eyes.

Wherever he touched Wen Yiyao, the skin on that spot felt scorched.Wen Yiyao thought he had always been like this.

But at this moment, after Lu Jinzhou finished speaking, he wrapped his big hand around the back of his head, and Wen Yiyao realized that it wasn't always hot.

Now Lu Jinzhou's fingertips are extremely cold.

Wen Yiyao buried himself in the crescent of his neck, and didn't answer right away.

He was thinking about the reason for Lu Jinzhou's words.

Look at me more.

Let me know you'll be back.

The cold body temperature slowly dropped from his neck, and Lu Jinzhou's fingertips slid to his waist.

Two strong arms encircled his body.They hugged each other quietly in the narrow and cramped space for a long time.

If he didn't get a response, Lu Jinzhou didn't urge him either.

It seems that when I asked this question, I didn't think about the answer I would get.

There are no cars on this road at night, and very occasionally a fast sports car will pass by, and the engine hums quickly and briefly for a while.

Then it came to an abrupt end around a corner.

Put an end to their silence.

"I seem to..." Wen Yiyao said half a sentence, frowned, blinked his eyelashes tremblingly, and followed the second half of the sentence, "I'm sorry."

Apologizing if that fixes the problem, he apologizes.

But obviously, that's not what Lu Jinzhou wanted.

"Okay." Lu Jinzhou smiled, and the expression on his face softened unnaturally.It is barely.

But respect that everyone has their own way of dealing with feelings.

Lu Jinzhou has never loved anyone, so when he has Wen Yiyao, he will worry about gains and losses.He couldn't force Wen Yiyao to do the same.

So he said, "I'll take you home."

Holding Wen Yiyao's waist, he wanted to pull him out of the abyss.

Wen Yiyao held down his wrist.

"Lu Jinzhou, I was wrong."

Wen Yiyao leaned on his arm, resting on his chin, not sure what his expression was, but he spoke neatly and clearly, "I'm sorry for making you unhappy. I'll pay attention next time."

"No need." If you don't feel guilty, there's no need to apologize.

Lu Jinzhou said those words only because he wanted to tell Wen Yiyao his heart.It's not to force Wen Yiyao to admit defeat, or to see him bow his head like this.

Seeing Wen Yiyao admitting his mistake with a sonorous attitude, he felt a little self-deprecating in his heart, and the corner of his mouth curled up, still reluctant to say anything serious to Wen Yiyao: "Hungry? Go home."

"I'm not too hungry."

Wen Yiyao was so stubborn that he kept his head buried, his voice became more and more dry.After speaking, he rubbed against Lu Jinzhou's neck.

Taking a deep breath, I smelled that faint smell again, like a city after rain, with sporadic snow and wind blowing above the cold iron walls.

Like Lu Jinzhou.

It looked so inaccessible, it was freezing cold.But there is a gentle inner, full of love that makes people happy.

"Lu Jinzhou, I..."

"What do you want to do?"

"I want to go to your house."

"Well, then go."

"I'm not hungry, but I could have something to eat."

"it is good."

After saying this, Lu Jinzhou lost his temper.

He raised his hand, stroking Wen Yiyao's thin and thin waist up and down, like comforting.

"Eat more." Lu Jinzhou said, "You are too thin."

Wen Yiyao touched Lu Jinzhou's fingertips on his waist as if there was nothing there, and then retracted.

It finally got warmer.

He became very obedient, raised his arms, and suddenly put his arms around Lu Jinzhou's neck, hanging tightly: "Yeah, I can eat a lot. I don't diet or control my weight now. Will you fry steak for me tonight?" ?”

Lu Jinzhou reminded him of today's order: "There are also sweet and sour pork ribs."

"That's a little troublesome, isn't it?"

"No trouble."

"Then let's go to your house and eat steak and sweet and sour pork ribs." Wen Yiyao added a meal for himself, "If you want to be healthy, do you still have to eat vegetables?"

Lu Jinzhou accepted all the orders, and he was very obedient: "Then add another vegetable."

Lu Jinzhou felt a little regret for his cold face of making a fuss before.

From Wen Yiyao's point of view, maybe that is not something worth mentioning.

Fortunately, the atmosphere between them became better again.

He patted Wen Yiyao on the back, and said softly, "Sit back."

But Wen Yiyao didn't move.

Lu Jinzhou thought he still had something to say, so he waited for a while.But Wen Yiyao didn't move but didn't speak.

It seemed that he was the one who had trouble tonight.

Lu Jinzhou laughed, he felt that he couldn't just put a cold face on Wen Yiyao in the future.Not even a little bit.

Wen Yiyao has more stamina than him.

"Yaoyao, sit back. I'll drive."

"Ah."

The answer is so.Still refused to move.

The quiet street ushered in the second speeding car, and the exhaust blasted a cloud of smoke under the street lamp.

Lu Jinzhou looked out in a daze.

Finally, Wen Yiyao supported his shoulders and sat up slowly.

He quickly kissed Lu Jinzhou's cheek, then stepped back, turning his face to the side, as if he refused to meet Lu Jinzhou's eyes.

"how?"

"It's nothing, just give me a kiss to show that we didn't quarrel."

Lu Jinzhou paused for a moment, then touched Wen Yiyao's face, wanting to re-experience the lightning-fast kiss just now.She was dodged by Wen Yiyao.

He propped up the seat next to him and just arched over it.

He obviously didn't lose his temper, but he didn't give Lu Jinzhou a positive face throughout the whole process.

Lu Jinzhou thought, maybe his words were too thoughtless, which made Wen Yiyao embarrassed.

In fact, the world is that big.Where can Wen Yiyao go if he leaves?He can always find him again and again, why should he say that kind of thing to force Wen Yiyao to submit?

Seeing Wen Yiyao struggling to get to the co-pilot, obediently fastening his seat belt, then burying his head in his head, without showing any sideways to himself, Lu Jinzhou sighed softly.

He started the car, turned around and drove to his home.

When Wen Yiyao's phone rang, Lu Jinzhou lowered the music on the car.But Wen Yiyao didn't answer.

Lu Jinzhou finally felt strange.

"Yaoyao, what's the matter?"

Wen Yiyao answered quickly: "Huh? No, I'm too tired to answer the phone."

Lu Jinzhou frowned.

Wen Yiyao was like a wilted ball, with no energy at all, huddled in the co-pilot.

After the speed of the car slowed down a bit, Lu Jinzhou freed up a hand to rub the back of Wen Yiyao's neck.

Wen Yiyao was so comfortable being rubbed by Lu Jinzhou, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and leaned towards Lu Jinzhou, but said: "Be careful when driving, points will be deducted if you are photographed."

He obviously couldn't hear any emotion, but Lu Jinzhou could clearly feel that something was wrong.

He hummed, withdrew his hand, and concentrated on driving: "I'll drive faster."

Lu Jinzhou reminded Wen Yiyao, and then stepped on the accelerator to speed up suddenly.

Along the way, Wen Yiyao was very obedient, not as well-behaved as he used to be.

This can be attributed to his guilt for not "taking another look at Lu Jinzhou".Apart from the drooping of the head, there was nothing suspicious about it.

Lu Jinzhou held his hand, and he held Lu Jinzhou back very quietly.The two walked into the house together.

It was still the same house as last time, but this time shoes were prepared for Wen Yiyao.The blue and white rabbit slippers, which he chose himself, said that they are the most comfortable after wearing many styles.

He pulled a pair of rabbits on his feet, rattled, walked vigorously, and followed Lu Jinzhou into the kitchen.

Lu Jinzhou said, "You can take a shower first, and then come out to eat."

Wen Yiyao shook his head and said, "I'll help you."

There's really nothing to help.

But what Lu Jinzhou said kept echoing in his mind.

He practiced how to redeem his mistakes by himself.

This time he won't leave Lu Jinzhou to take a bath alone, he will stick to Lu Jinzhou, even if he can't cook, he can accompany Lu Jinzhou.

Lu Jinzhou knew what he was thinking, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I know you are here. Go."

Wen Yiyao pursed her lips sullenly, and didn't speak for a long while, sitting on the high stool before falling down, with her upper body lying on the cold marble table.

Lu Jinzhou glanced at him, turned around and took a small blanket, and put it under his chin to prevent him from panicking.

Wen Yiyao whispered, "Thank you."

Lu Jinzhou touched his head, smiled, and turned to cook.

Wen Yiyao looked at him.

This weird calm was broken by Lu Jinzhou before dinner.

If you want to blame, blame Lu Jinzhou for being too smart.

He couldn't pretend that he didn't notice something wrong with Wen Yiyao.

Everything on the table was ordered by Wen Yiyao, steaming hot and fragrant.But when the dinner plate was set, Lu Jinzhou didn't give him a knife and fork.He refused to take out the chopsticks, and stood in front of the dining table, looking down at Wen Yiyao helplessly.

"Hands... Grabbing steak?" Wen Yiyao still rested his chin, knowing that Lu Jinzhou was looking at him, but didn't raise his head, and asked in a daze.

"Is there something good on the ground? I've been looking for it for so long." All Lu Jinzhou's patience was for Wen Yiyao. He slowly pulled up a stool, sat beside Wen Yiyao, and said, "Let me see it?"

Wen Yiyao knew that Lu Jinzhou was teasing him.

His fingers were mixed together, and his mouth shrunk: "No."

"Yaoyao, remember what I said." Lu Jinzhou put his elbows on the table and tilted his head, trying to read Wen Yiyao's expression, "What are you thinking, what do you need, or what do you think I did to make you feel uncomfortable?" If you don't like it, tell me."

Both of them are clumsy, and it is the first time that they have established such an inseparable relationship with others.

Lu Jinzhou hoped that everything had a clear context, that he could speak up when he had something to say, and that problems could be solved.Everything about him can be endured, but Wen Yiyao's emotions must be calmed down.

And Wen Yiyao didn't want to confront him.

"I don't know." He also tried hard to be honest.

But he really doesn't know.

"Yaoyao." Lu Jinzhou leaned closer to him, lowered his tone a little, lowered his voice, pretending to be fierce, but said not too harshly, "We could have been very happy today, couldn't we?"

Wen Yiyao has not been a saw-mouth gourd for many years.

Before he passed through the book, he was clumsy, timid, hesitant in doing things.But now those bad habits are gone.

He is already very free and easy, and he can handle everything with ease.

As a result, I can't say a word for a long time now.

Hearing Lu Jinzhou's third sigh tonight, Wen Yiyao tensed up slightly.From the corner of the eye, Lu Jinzhou stood up and put the tableware in front of him.

Lu Jinzhou will not force him to do anything.Wen Yiyao knows.

When Lu Jinzhou was about to walk away, Wen Yiyao suddenly reached out and grabbed him.

"I, I don't want this."

"what?"

Wen Yiyao raised his head with some difficulty, and looked at Lu Jinzhou.

At this moment, Lu Jinzhou saw his face clearly.

Wen Yiyao was crying.

Or, almost cried.

Tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes, the tip of his nose and cheeks were flushed, and a trace of blood had already oozing from his mouth because he bit it too hard.

Lu Jinzhou's eyes paused, and when he wanted to say something, Wen Yiyao interrupted him.

"When I was in the car, I thought about it very seriously. I know what you are talking about, and I know what you mean. Before, every time I left, went to another world, left you behind, and made you unhappy It's gone, isn't it?"

"But Lu Jinzhou, I didn't know you were Lu Jinzhou before. I thought, you are from that world, and you will live there for the rest of your life. Since you are originally from two worlds, why should I turn back? I, at that time That's what I thought."

He paused, sorted out his thoughts, and slowed down his speech so as not to appear too impatient.

But when I spoke, I was still very nervous: "My mother told me before that I have a bad habit. When I cherish something very much, I will hate it first. In this way, I don't care about it. If it is lost, it is bad. I won’t be sad. I liked small animals when I was a child, but I was afraid that they would not like me, so I would tell myself that I hated them. In this way, they barked at me, and I grinned at them , no one likes anyone."

"I'm afraid of that kind of emotion. Excessive liking and dependence will make me feel that there is no way out. I am not a very powerful person. I can't stop many things from happening, so I can only control myself and don't care about it from the beginning. .Lu Jinzhou..."

Speaking of this, Wen Yiyao's throat suddenly choked up, and when he spoke again, the tone of his voice was not as harsh as before, but was very soft.

"I'm afraid that you don't belong to me, so I told myself a long time ago that I won't belong to you either."

When he finished the last sentence, the tears that he had borne for a long time finally failed to escape the ending.With a snap, it landed on the rabbit's ear, then rolled down again, spilling out a drop of transparent beads.

Wen Yiyao scrunched up her toes, and then hid this disappointing tear.

He felt that he had said something stupid and wanted to bow his head, but Lu Jinzhou's knuckles pressed against his chin, which prevented him from succeeding.

The two looked at each other up and down.

"Now. Now I also feel that you don't want to belong to me?"

Lu Jinzhou regained that scorching body temperature again, which was transmitted to Wen Yiyao, making him flustered, but his voice was faintly ruthless.

"I..." Wen Yiyao had a sore nose, terrified.

For the first time, he felt that Lu Jinzhou was not easy to deal with.

Because Lu Jinzhou was not satisfied with the answer, he did not intend to let him go.

"Don't be afraid, Yaoyao." Lu Jinzhou suddenly bent down, and gently sucked away a new tear from the corner of Wen Yiyao's eyes, his lips resting on the skin.

No matter how much he cries, Lu Jinzhou will not soften his heart. Even if he is gentle, he must ask: "Tell me, will you use this excuse to abandon me in the future?"

Wen Yiyao twitched and shook his head: "No."

He likes Lu Jinzhou and the feeling of being hugged by Lu Jinzhou.He accepts such love, but he is used to being restrained.

There are twelve points in the heart, but only eight points in the performance.

"I already belong to you completely, what about you, do you belong to me?" Lu Jinzhou asked him like this, with sincerity and nakedness.Do not give a leeway.

Wen Yiyao bit her lip and paused for a long time.He wanted to answer, but subconsciously shut up.

He and Lu Jinzhou have an extreme opposite.

Throughout his life, Lu Jinzhou restrained his emotions and desires, but when he met Wen Yiyao, he offered everything without reservation.

But Wen Yiyao was much clumsier.

He releases a lot of emotion, but all in the wrong form.The more you like it, the more you want to back off.The more you want to get closer, the more you have to stand firm.

When he knew that Lu Jinzhou was the "them" he had met before, he was so excited that he wished he could kiss Lu Jinzhou immediately, skin to skin, and entangle each other in the most lingering and sticky way.

But what Wen Yiyao showed was [-]% happiness, and said to Lu Jinzhou, I want to eat steak tonight, and I also want to add a dish of sweet and sour pork ribs.

I like it so much, but when the emotion reaches its peak, I say let's finish recording the show first.

He said let's kiss.

At that time, he really wanted to have sex with Lu Jinzhou.

He took Lu Jinzhou's finger.

In fact, he wanted to elope with Lu Jinzhou, get away from the camera, and escape from all this.

In the car, he found that Lu Jinzhou was unhappy, and he was very scared, afraid that the surprise that just fell from the sky would be taken back by God immediately.

Hearing Lu Jinzhou's aggrieved voice and being hugged by Lu Jinzhou, Wen Yiyao's heart softened, and he also hoped to give Lu Jinzhou more sense of security.

But he couldn't express anything, so he said, let's go to your house for dinner.I will eat a lot.

The tears became more and more violent and wet Lu Jinzhou's hands.

Lu Jinzhou is also soft-hearted and distressed.But it was the first time he heard Wen Yiyao speak from his heart, and he wanted to hear more and understand him better.

So she quietly squeezed his chin with her fingers, leaving a little red on Wen Yiyao's delicate and fair skin: "Yaoyao, you make me helpless."

"sorry."

"That's not what I want to hear." Lu Jinzhou leaned over, circled Wen Yiyao, and picked him up from the chair.

Wen Yiyao was startled, but he couldn't break free, so he could only wrap his legs around Lu Jinzhou's waist and put his hands on Lu Jinzhou's shoulders.With Lu Jinzhou's hands wrapped around his hips, he was much taller than Lu Jinzhou.

He looked down at Lu Jinzhou, tears fell on Lu Jinzhou's cheeks.

Lu Jinzhou looked up at him, and now he knew where Wen Yiyao was hindered, so he became paranoid.

That answer says a lot.

Representing their past is not meaningless, representing the future, Wen Yiyao is willing to express [-] percent of his love.

Lu Jinzhou buried his breath into Wen Yiyao's neck, and said:

"I want to hear you say that you will always be mine."

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