Mr. Xu's fatal preference

"roll!"

Jian Ning cried heart-rendingly, pushed Xu Moyan away tremblingly, and then locked the door.

His mood fluctuated a lot. Xu Moyan was worried that something was wrong with him, so he signaled the bodyguard next to him to find a doctor.

The matter of the child has dealt a great blow to Jian Ning, and the Xu family has been immersed in a gloomy atmosphere for the past few days.

Jian Ning only had Xiao Ran as a friend in the capital, Xu Moyan begged him to enlighten Jian Ning well.

He had a tendency to suffer from prenatal depression before. He originally wanted to resist telling Jian Ning about the child, but since he found out, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and he should get out of this matter as soon as possible.

Xiao Ran taunted him abruptly: "What's the matter, now you know you're in a hurry?" "Isn't he very arrogant before?" "He's my brother, so I'm naturally in a hurry, but you'd better not show up during this time." In front of him, be careful that he bites you to death."

How dare Xiao Ran be so arrogant in the past?Now that I follow Wen Zechuan, I dare to stand up and make a decision with him.

But Xu Moyan's sharp eyes were like a sharp knife, and when the blade saw blood, Xiao Ran quickly closed his mouth in the next second.

Now all kinds of revelations are flying in the entertainment industry. The old star Bao Xiaosan was caught and raped by his wife, a large group of celebrities were severely investigated for tax evasion, and a certain drama and movie were suspected of plagiarism. Threatened the original author, was exposed...

A lot of bad news also included this rising star, Zhao Linlin.

I heard that she was in a poor mental state and went abroad for treatment, but many of the rumors that were exposed before are true, for example, she is a junior, for example, her family is rich, but she is an adopted daughter, and she has seduced her elder brother before and studied abroad Not to be honest...

Leave a big sigh.

Xiao Ran told Jian Ning about Zhao Linlin's affairs. She had already been sent to prison, and she just kept it secret.

And that her manager and that Zhao Ke both tried to protect her, but they were pushed back by Xu Moyan's people.

Now Zhao Linlin can't survive or die in prison.

But Jian Ning obviously didn't respond to these, no matter what kind of punishment that woman received, his child would never come back.

Moreover, his sleep quality is very poor every night. He often dreams of the voice of a child crying in his ear, which makes him tremble non-stop. Dad didn’t do it on purpose. I’m sorry I didn’t let you come to this world safely. .

The bodyguard outside the door noticed this abnormal behavior, and after telling Xu Moyan the truth, Xu Moyan rushed to the hospital again. The man crouched shiveringly in the corner of the bed, muttering to himself: "I'm sorry."

"Jane Ning!"

Xu Moyan hugged his heart into his arms distressedly, his eye circles turned red, Jian Ning, what should I do with you?

Jian Ning raised her head, the tears in her eyes inevitably rolled all over her face, cold, bitter, wronged, and sad!

"Xu Moyan, did you hear that? The child came to me, he came to me, he said I was cruel, that I was vicious, and he was not allowed to come into this world."

Hearing this, Xu Moyan's eyes were filled with a kind of deep pain, and his expression showed a bit of despair and a bit of cruelty.

"It's not your fault, he shouldn't have come to you, he should have come to me."

"Yeah, why didn't you come to you? You said why, what was wrong with me from the beginning to the end, why did I treat my child so cruelly?"

Xu Moyan realized that his mood swings were too serious, and if this continued, he was afraid...

Immediately, he arranged for a psychiatrist to counsel Jian Ning, but immersed in the grief and pain of losing his child, he completely closed his inner world.

No one can walk in.

As his best friend, Xiao Ran was no exception. No matter what Xiao Ran said, he would listen quietly and not speak. He just looked at the sky stupidly, not knowing whether he listened to it or not.

Naturally, Xiao Ran was also worried about Jian Ning's mental health, but the doctor told them: auditory hallucinations, hallucinations, and communication barriers are all manifestations of depression and initial mental hysteria.

There are only two ways to deal with it: send a person to a mental hospital for treatment, and take him home to take care of him, make him happy, and let him get out of that shadow, otherwise he may collapse and die. lead to insanity.

Of course Xiao Ran wanted to bring her to his home, but Xu Moyan, as his husband, naturally wouldn't agree.

Now the Xu family members are banned from appearing in front of Jian Ning, for fear of irritating him.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the sky was drizzling with drizzle.

Jian Ning's eyes were empty and unfocused, no matter where Xu Moyan took him, when Amei came out to greet him after arriving home, she couldn't help feeling distressed, Jian Ning was too thin, her face was pale and bloodless.

Xu Moyan told her to take good care of Jian Ning, and to hide all sharp kitchen knives and other things in the kitchen.

Only then did Amei realize the seriousness of the matter.

Amei was worried about taking care of Jianning alone, so he arranged for an old housekeeper at home to take care of him together.

Surveillance cameras were installed everywhere in the house, bodyguards guarded the door, and even the windows were installed with protective nets.

Now he doesn't go to the company anymore, he runs between his home and the hospital every day, coming and going, in just a few days, Xu Moyan has lost a lot of weight.

On this day, Xu Moyan carried Jian Ning to the back garden. This is a glass greenhouse he built for him. There are all kinds of beautiful flowers planted in it. The outer body of this glass greenhouse seems to be made of glass-like materials. Those materials Under the morning sun in early spring, there are some golden light spots. Such an extremely dreamy scene is very attractive. The glass-like material is hollow inside, and there is a water-like substance flowing slowly inside, and there are some golden spots in it. The flocs float up and down with the current.

He led him inside, and couldn't help but pushed open the door of the glass greenhouse. The first thing that came into view was cosmos. The purple cosmos was dazzling, the white was clean and pure, the orange looked gentle and pleasant, and the pink cosmos It is tender and pitiful...

He didn't know if Jianning would like it, but he could try to make him happy in different ways.

But now it seems that Jian Ning has no ups and downs in his eyes, and he realizes that he doesn't seem to understand Jian Ning enough.

To be honest, I just got together with Jian Ning before, I just thought this boy was good-looking and obedient, and we were very happy together, so he was naturally willing to spoil him.

But regarding the hobbies in life, he really didn't know Jian Ning. In retrospect, only Jian Ning seemed to remember all his hobbies and habits.

"Do you like it?" Xu Moyan asked softly.

No one responded to him.

But Xu Moyan pulled him to the piano in the glass greenhouse. The two of them sat together. Xu Moyan rested his fingers on the keys, turned his head to look at Jian Ning, and then played the tune...

...

Xu Moyan was still guarding the operating room in the hospital, but Amei called, "Mr. Jian has been crying, he...he broke a vase just now, and he is holding a piece of glass in his hand. He wants to..."

suicide!

This thought exploded in Xu Moyan's mind, making him dizzy.

He packed up his emotions and rushed home.

After arriving home, Jian Ning was still crying.

Holding the scarf he knitted for the child in his arms, he fell down on the balcony.Holding the scarf and crying loudly, trembling all over, the crying sound spread far away, and the sadness spread throughout the room.

Jian Ning's body was trembling all the time, she didn't know whether it was cold, fear, or hatred.Jian Ning was trembling, he couldn't help shouting, "Get out, get out! Get out!

The bodyguard walked around from the side, just in case, if he had already jumped from the balcony, he had a chance to save him.

"Jian Ning, be obedient, come in first, I will promise you anything you want." Xu Moyan noticed the dried blood oozing from Jian Ning's right hand.

This made him flustered.

But Jian Ning, who was immersed in grief and couldn't get out, hated Xu Moyan and Zhao Linlin to the core. Who can compensate him for the child he lost?

Xu Moyan ran up quickly, hugged him tightly, and walked into the house.

Because he was too emotional, he had to arrange for the housekeeper to give him sleeping pills.

It was quiet in the house.

Butler Li is a loyal old servant of the Xu family. After seeing this scene, he went downstairs to the old house and made a phone call.

What Xu Moyan didn't tell Jian Ning was that the child was actually still alive, but because of premature birth, he had many problems, the most important one was intrauterine ischemia and hypoxia, and his lung disease was serious. Get through the dangerous period.

So Xu Moyan didn't dare to speak, he was afraid of giving Jian Ning hope and then disappointing him.

He can only wait until the day when the child's results are settled before he can truly tell Jian Ning the news.

But looking at this sad, angry and painful person, his heart tightened.

When it's time to sleep at night.

Xu Moyan didn't dare to be careless, for fear that the person in his arms would disappear from under his nose if he didn't pay attention.

But Xu Moyan couldn't bear it after working so hard for several days, and slowly fell asleep.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he suddenly felt top-heavy, he must have caught a cold again, he gently rubbed his temples, suddenly he realized, looked down, the person was gone!

His mental state immediately became tense, he got out of bed and didn't care to put on his slippers, looking for signs of people everywhere.

All the lights in the house were turned on, and everyone hurriedly looked around, until Xu Moyan turned on the surveillance, only to find that Jian Ning had actually gone up to the top floor.

He ran upstairs.

The wind at night was still very cold, the floor was icy cold, and a chill spread from the soles of his feet, making Xu Moyan shiver.

But he didn't care too much, Jian Ning on the top of the building was holding a small short knife in his left hand, and when he was pressing the knife against his wrist, "Jian Ning!"

Xu Moyan was so frightened that his heart almost jumped out. He breathed hard, and he coaxed tremblingly: "Jianning, I was wrong. It was my fault that caused you to lose your child. Can you put down the knife? Don't you want revenge? Is it? I am standing here, you come and kill me!"

Jian Ning's red tears kept falling, he shook his head desperately, he didn't want to listen to this man anymore, he hated him very much, he was very cruel.

"Come here first, okay?"

Jian Ning suddenly laughed, "Don't you hate me? You should be happy when I die!"

"No, it's not what you think, I like you, Jianning, I like you!"

But Jian Ning didn't believe it anymore. After being disappointed too many times, she wouldn't have any more hope for this person, "Xu Moyan, I was wrong. I foolishly offered a sincere heart, but you don't want it."

After finishing speaking, the knife cut a hole in his wrist, "No! Xu Moyan's desperate roar pierced the night.