First Love[BTS]

On September 2017, 9, BTS became the first K-pop group to enter the Billboard Hot 25 with "DNA".

In "Knowing Brothers", which was broadcast just two days ago, they said in it that they were transferred from "even Billboard tried to chew up high school". After "DNA" entered the Billboard Hot 100, this section was intercepted and reposted frantically. The company, family, and ARMY were all happy for them, and the ringtones of their mobile phones never stopped.

Different from the excitement of his teammates, Min Yoongi looked exceptionally calm.

But when Min Yoongi dragged Min Qianjie to the studio to drink for the first time, drinking one cup after another, Min Qianjie realized how peaceful he was.

He was at a loss.

It's been more than a month, and this reflex arc is long enough.

"I feel like I'm dreaming." Min Yoongi didn't know how long it took before he spoke.He couldn't sit still, his voice was hoarse with drunkenness.

Min Qianjie took the wine glass away from his hand: "What's the matter?"

Min Yoongi didn't speak, just picked up the bottle and drank directly to his mouth.When Min Qianjie realized it, he had already finished half the bottle of wine.

Min Yoongi stared at the floor tiles for a long time: "Brother Yin is gone."

"Who?" The topic changed too quickly, and Min Qianjie didn't realize it, "What does 'not here' mean?"

"It's the literal meaning, I can't find it." Min Yoongi's eyes were blurred, "This is the second one."

Min Qianjie had a bad feeling: "The second what?"

Min Yoongi's fingers were still stained with wine, and he rubbed it on himself indifferently: "Producer."

Min Qianjie's heart gradually sank to the bottom.

He thought that Min Yoongi just didn't have a sense of reality about his current achievements, but he didn't think there were other reasons.There were only so many people in the company, but two producers left at once. Min Qianjie didn't dare to think deeply about what this meant.

"It was the same when our senior sister group disbanded. PD Fang told me that time when he was drunk." Min Yoongi looked at Min Qianjie with red eyes, "First one person, then a group of people...the company almost disbanded. "

"There are fewer people in the choreography team," Min Yoongi said firmly, "But neither you nor Hoseok mentioned it."

Min Qianjie had a strong composure: "We are different."

Min Yoongi asked back, "What's the difference?"

Min Qianjie was momentarily at a loss for words.He wanted to say that they had reached the top, he wanted to say that they had reached a height that they could not have imagined when they debuted, and he wanted to say that they were different from the group of senior sisters.

Min Yoongi's tone was almost cruel: "Compared with capital, what weight do you think?"

"I'll just treat you as a drunkard," Min Qianjie said softly, "I don't care about madmen."

"Am I also going crazy during the half year's free time? Min Qianjie, let me ask you, have you run through even one notice alone?!"

Min Qianjie stared into his eyes: "I didn't either before."

Min Yoongi laughed: "Do you think the same?"

no the same.Min Qianjie knew better than anyone that it was different.

He doesn't want to invite others, it's two concepts.

Probably because of the alcohol, Min Qianjie's brows became gloomy: "I shouldn't have come to accompany you to drink this wine."

He didn't drink to his heart's content, but instead got angry.

"Drink it yourself," Min Qianjie kicked the skateboard out of the way irritably, stood up and walked outside, "I won't accompany you."

"Let's go," Min Yoongi laughed behind him, "It's really wronged you to come to Korea."

This sentence was like a thorn in Min Qianjie's place.He took a deep breath, his hands shaking as he unzipped his jacket, turned around and punched Min Yoongi in the face.

"What's wrong with you?"

After that day they did not speak a word unless necessary.Min Yoongi's words after he was drunk really stung Min Qianjie's heart. It was his last quality not to shake Min Yoongi's face in front of others.

Min Qianjie also withdrew his strength from that punch.If they hadn't been busy with the Japanese version of "MicDrop" recently and they didn't have many public appearances, Cody would definitely be pissed off by them.

If he dared to beat Min Yoongi like this, he would not think of anything other than Min Qianjie.

They didn't have a long cold war, because Min Qianjie returned to China.

"Do you regret it now?" Jin Shuozhen noticed Min Yoongi's absent-mindedness, and sighed, "Eat first."

Min Yoongi swallowed the chicken breast in the bowl in a few mouthfuls, wiped his mouth and was about to leave: "I'll go to work first—"

Jin Shuozhen didn't look up: "Sit down."

Min Yoongi tightened his grip on the back of the chair, and finally sat down.

"Tell me, what's the matter with you two." Jin Shuozhen put down his chopsticks, and he was very intimidating without smiling, "What did you say that day?"

Min Yoongi's Adam's apple moved up and down: "...it's nothing."

Jin Shuozhen said with a cold face, "Do you guys have to wait until the company is empty before telling me the truth?"

The maknae Line was stunned, and he didn't want to eat or not to eat the broccoli in his mouth: "What's empty?"

Jin Shuozhen glanced at Zheng Haoxi and Kim Namjoon, who also dared not speak up, and became more and more angry: "It's really hard for you to hide me."

Min Yoongi subconsciously wanted to refute, but when he looked up and saw Jin Shuozhen's appearance, he swallowed the words back.

"That's why you two quarreled that day?" Jin Shuozhen didn't intend to let Min Yoongi go, "Why, don't you feel uncomfortable if the team members don't leave?"

Min Yoongi licked his dry lips: "I..."

"You want to say that what you said was angry? You want to say that you can't drink and talk?" Jin Shuozhen looked straight into Min Yoongi's eyes, "Really?"

Min Yoongi grabbed a handful of hair, his brows and eyes were full of irritability and uneasiness: "It's what you think it is."

"I think it is what it is," Kim Seok-jin repeated, "Okay."

He looked at the three people in rapline: "I think you all think that BTS is going to disband, and it's time to disband, and you can start the life of the producers-you should go, stay, anyway, you will reach the top No more regrets. Captains, am I right?"

Park Jimin knocked over a glass, and the orange juice spilled all over the floor.He didn't go to pick it up, but just stared blankly at the brothers: "...what's going on?"

After the conversation that day, everyone was extremely depressed, and Park Jimin even locked himself in the room without seeing anyone.In fact, they didn't blame anyone. They had been together for so long enough to distinguish which words were angry and which were sincere.

It's just because the company is becoming more and more empty, it's a fact that the company is frantically recruiting people, and it's also a fact that the company doesn't intend to bring Min Qianjie back.

The invitation to the AMA came down around this time.

They are going to debut in the US.

On November 11th, Fang Shihe hurried back, his voice hoarse: "Pack up your things, remember to take your passport."

When boarding the plane, Min Yoongi finally couldn't help it: "Where's Qianjie? Isn't it coming?"

"He is still running the announcement, and will fly directly to the United States on the night of the 18th." Fang Shihyuk handed him the suitcase, "Yonggi."

Min Yoongi raised his head and looked at Bang Shi Hyuk whose eyes were flushed.

"Behave well." The fat PD smiled, reached out and touched his head, "Don't think too much."

When Min Qianjie arrived in the United States on the 19th, he was woken up for a rehearsal after two hours of sleep. The bruises under his eyes made Cody put on a thick layer of concealer for the first time.

The manuscript in his hand was taken away, and the warm palm covered Min Qianjie's eyes.

"Let me help you," Min Yoongi's voice sounded from behind, "Go to sleep for a while."

More than a month of uninterrupted life, and the mountain that could not be moved away from the bottom of my heart, was about to weigh Min Qianjie out of breath.The moment this familiar voice sounded, he felt his shoulders loosen a little, his nose was sore, and he was almost about to cry.

"Don't cry." Min Yoongi pressed his head on his shoulders, and put a piece of paper to prevent his makeup from getting stained, "Go to sleep."

Min Qianjie didn't sleep for long.He walked the red carpet behind his teammates, interviewed, and was notified to stand by.

It is no exaggeration to say that they were never so nervous on the debut stage that year.When performing, the mind is completely empty, and when singing and dancing, it seems to be an empty shell.

If something that I didn't even expect is achieved, there can be no greater pressure than this.

When he returned to the hotel that night, Min Yoongi cried while hugging Min Qianjie.

"This is not what I want..." Min Yoongi kept repeating this sentence, "This is really not what I want..."

Min Qianjie didn't speak, but she was also crying with him. The accumulated emotions in her heart finally exploded, and finally turned into confusion and fear.

The lifespan of an idol is very short.I won the first place, won the grand prize, and held an independent concert. All my wishes from that year have been fulfilled, and I even stood on the highest point to see the scenery.It's ok, there's nothing more to be dissatisfied with.Even if they want to disband, they still have a bright, visible and clear future to go to, and most of them are the seniors who tell them how to go in the future.

So why make them start all over again?Why let them take a road that no one has traveled before?

Should they keep going?Can they still go on?Even if you go on, how far can you go?

They were too afraid of getting separated, but they really didn't dare to fly up again.