I am pregnant with the male lead's cub [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 105 Sad Beauty Trick
upstairs,
"Brother Gu, try my fat beef noodles in sour soup. Your family doesn't seem to have the habit of storing ingredients, so I found these in the refrigerator. There are still some seafood in the refrigerator. I'm afraid you will feel nauseous after eating it." Luo Yichen just now The prepared noodles were placed on the table next to the bed.
Then imitating his previous appearance, he pulled out a pull-out table next to the bed, and then opened it just in front of Gu Qingli, and put the bowl of noodles on it.
Luo Yichen sat on the stool beside the bed by himself.
Gu Qingli glanced at him suspiciously, then his eyes fell on this evening face, "You still know how to make noodles?"
It looks like a rich and sour soup base, the noodles are covered with fat beef rolls, sprinkled with chopped green onions and shredded green and red peppers as embellishments, it looks quite appetizing.
"Try it, see if it tastes good." Luo Yichen stuffed the chopsticks into his hand.
Gu Qingli took the chopsticks from him with reservations, rolled the noodles around the chopsticks and put them in his mouth.
It is sour with a slight spicy taste, and there is a feeling of déjà vu, but the taste is lighter and there is less firewood smell, so I can't help but taste it again.
"How is it?" Luo Yichen asked tentatively after he finished eating.
Gu Qingli put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a paper towel, and commented, "It's not bad, it's delicious." The hot, sour taste is very appetizing.
Luo Yichen breathed a sigh of relief, then straightened his sitting posture, and looked at Gu Qingli seriously, "Actually, I want to confess something to you."
Gu Qingli also looked at him, "Frankly, why did you become your grandma?" He put the tissue in the wastebasket next to him.
Luo Yichen burst out laughing. "I still can't hide anything from Brother Gu. That's right, I did it the last few times. I went to our old house to make it with the firewood over there. You know, our family runs a restaurant, and we learned it naturally from our ears and eyes. gone."
Gu Qingli nodded, but he didn't expect it to be such a big one, there is still a difference between a restaurant and a restaurant, when he said this, he suddenly thought of something, he tilted his head and stared at Luo Yichen.
Being stared at by him, Luo Yichen felt a little hairy, and swallowed a mouthful of saliva, "What's wrong? Brother Gu."
"An 80-year-old grandma who needs to be taken care of?" Gu Qingli raised his eyebrows. This kid specially invited him to his own restaurant, crying and screaming at him.
Luo Yichen twitched the corner of his mouth, and then held Gu Qingli's hand without any panic, "My grandma is indeed 80 years old. Although she has a nanny to take care of her every day, I talk to her on the phone every once in a while. Porridge, take care of her spiritually."
"The seven-year-old brother is also fake, right?" Gu Qingli continued to twitch his eyebrows.
Luo Yichen coughed, "That "brother" is actually the name of a cat." Seeing Gu Qingli glaring at him, he immediately explained, "My brother is indeed seven years old, and he is sent to the pet school every day . "
Gu Qingli glanced at him, and pulled his hand out from under his palm, "I don't even know how many things you didn't tell me."
Luo Yichen expressed his grievances, "It's gone, it's really gone, I paid to go to the hotel that time, and I earned the money for you to buy the car. If there's anything else to say about that, it's I had a suite in city B a few years ago and I bought it with my lucky money, you can add your name on it and we can move there together."
Gu Qingli sneered inwardly, this kid didn't understand anything at all, and still wanting him to move there, it's wishful thinking.
Just about to pull the table back in, something fell out from the board below due to too much force, it seemed to be a notebook, the two of them glanced at each other.
As Lu Qing got close, he picked it up first. The book was very old and the cover on it was yellowed. He opened the first page.
Going down ten lines at a glance, the brows were first stretched and there was a trace of surprise on the face, and then when the next page was turned, there was surprise on the face again, and the brow frowned again.
Seeing the change on his face, Luo Yichen was a little curious, and wanted to reach over to read it, but Gu Qingli had already noticed that he had closed the book towards him, and turned his body so that he could not read it.
After finally reading it, Gu Qingli raised his head and closed the notebook, stuffed it under the quilt, and said to Luo Yichen, "You put away the bowls and chopsticks first, I'll wait."
Luo Yichen was really curious, "What's inside?"
Gu Qingli glanced at him mysteriously, "Secret."
"Okay, then do you want me to help you down later?" Luo Yichen decided to put away his curiosity for now.
Gu Qingli nodded without refusing, since he sprained his foot before and it still hurts, so going down the stairs should be a bit difficult.
Gu Qianqian and Qi Mo sat downstairs for an hour, when they suddenly heard footsteps upstairs.
Looking up, Luo Yichen helped Gu Qingli down the stairs, and Gu Qianqian hurried over with a look of surprise.
Qi Mo stood up, but didn't come over, his eyes fixed on the position where Luo Yichen was holding his arm.
"How are you, Dad?" She stepped forward and asked, looking up and down, with a worried expression on her face, and turned around to support his other side.
Gu Qingli glanced at her, and said with a smile, "Your father and I are not disabled, why are you wrinkling your face, and hurry up to remove the makeup and leave it on your face, it's not good for your skin."
"Okay, I'll go right away." Gu Qianqian realized that the makeup on her face hadn't been removed yet, and hurried upstairs.
After sending Gu Qianqian away, Gu Qingli asked Luo Yichen to support him on the sofa. Luo Yichen wanted to say that if it wasn't for someone at home, he could hug him to the sofa.
Qi Mo was about to go forward to help, but Gu Qingli turned sideways to hide, and Luo Yichen also had a warning look on his face.
The hand he was going to support froze in place, he rubbed his index finger and thumb for a long time, and only took it away when Gu Qingli sat across from them.
"Actually, if I had quit your job long ago, I'm still sitting here." Gu Qingli said.
Qi Mo pursed his lips.
When he also sat down and Gu Qingli threw him a notebook, he looked down at the notebook in a daze.
This is like the one Mr. Gu used to take out to write. Sometimes when he served tea or delivered documents, he would accidentally see it. under his pillow.
"Look, but you have to return it to me later." Gu Qingli raised his chin at him.
Qi Mo was a little surprised.
When Gu Qianqian went downstairs, Qi Mo had already left, and she asked where Brother Mo had gone, but Gu Qingli said he didn't know.
Gu Qingli glanced outside the house, not knowing when it started to rain lightly.
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Qi Mo walked aimlessly on the road without even opening an umbrella, as if he didn't know it was raining, and his mind was full of the contents of that notebook:
On May 2014, 5, the weather was sunny and the wind outside was a little warm, and it was a little soft on people's faces, like a lover stroking his face. Today is the first anniversary of that woman who abandoned me, and I feel very depressed. My heart feels like it's raining , it seems that there is no way for the warm sunlight to shine in.
At this time, a friend brought a person in and asked me to help him arrange a summer job, but he was going to refuse at first.But the kid looked polite, well-behaved, and looked at him with light brown eyes without any stage fright.
So I decided to keep him. Facts have proved that there is nothing wrong with my vision. This kid is very attentive to work, better than the average employee who has worked for several years. One mistake.
Sometimes I catch a glimpse of his adoring eyes towards me. I am familiar with this kind of eyes, and I have seen them in many people's eyes.
To be honest, I kind of hate their adoring gazes, it makes me feel guilty, as if because of my youth and frivolity, I buried my past self, that's right, the Gu Siyun they admired.
But the child's eyes don't make me feel annoying, maybe he is pure enough, so I not only don't find it annoying, but even find it a little cute, maybe this is the so-called preference.
On May 2015, 5, it was raining outside but my mood was not too bad. The hole in my heart seemed to be gradually healing.
Maybe it’s because the wind is very gentle, but the little assistant is very gentle. He always knows exactly what I like to eat and what kind of tea I like to drink, and even carefully asked me to wear more clothes. Recently, the temperature difference between day and night is a bit big.
But he can't come here often because he has to go to school, he only comes here on weekends, it's a bit weird to miss him, work is a bit boring, but fortunately he sends me text messages every day, about work and life.
Inexplicably, he was a little happy. Today he seemed to know what day it was and rushed over from school specially, and even bought fireworks for me to watch.
The fireworks are beautiful, and the boy seems to have grown up.
On May 2017th, 5, it turned cloudy, and something happened to the company. I had to pick up the costume and go out to act. I needed money, so I accepted a foreign drama, which was an ancient costume. My sudden comeback was buzzing.
There are positives and negatives.
There are many doubts among them, saying that I have not acted for so many years, do you still remember how to read the script?Do you still know how to act?Still came back for the money.
Nonsense, of course it's for money, I don't act and you don't give me money.
I feel very annoyed and stressed. Maybe they are right. After all, I have not acted for so many years. I am afraid of disappointing the fans who have high expectations for me.
So I feel even more annoying. Fortunately, I have a small assistant with me. He seems to need to come out for an internship in his junior year, and he happens to have time to accompany me during the summer vacation.
Although the filming is a bit tiring, he will accompany me in the filming every day, and prepare a lot of food for me from time to time, all of which I like to eat, but I can't eat too much because of filming to control my weight.
A little bit guilty, after all, he found it with great difficulty.
The little assistant seemed very shy. Once when I was taking off my clothes to take a shower, he happened to see me, and immediately turned his head away. He was very embarrassed and didn't dare to look at me.
I don't know what was on my mind, but I ran over to tease him. He was startled and ran out of my room immediately, and closed the door heavily, like a rabbit.
One month after the finale, when the assistant came to the company, he suddenly wore a pair of glasses. The glasses were ugly and the lenses looked thick. It must be because he studied too hard and his eyes were damaged. It was a bit pitiful, but the glasses were really ugly. I'm not used to it.
So I asked him to change it to a gold-rimmed one, but I'm still not used to it, and I always feel awkward when he blocks those light brown eyes.
And I feel that our relationship has become alienated. He seems to rarely communicate with me except for work.
Although he also cares about me, this kind of concern seems to be relatively alienated. We are not like friends, but more like a real relationship between a boss and a subordinate. Maybe he didn't think of us as friends at the beginning.
Later, I let him live in my house. I thought our relationship would be eased, but it didn't. No.
Boring, the world is so boring, everyone has become so boring.
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On May 2020, 5, the weather was fine and cloudless. Recently, there were a lot of things to be busy, and many newcomers came to the company. Today, I was busy until midnight before going back.
On the way, a few rioters suddenly rushed out and stopped our car. It turned out that a small star always felt that the resources allocated were unfair and asked me for an explanation. I notice him.
But he held a knife in his hand, and it seemed that he had accumulated anger for a long time. His eyes should be opened with more force than when he was acting.
I wasn't too scared, but Qi Mo stood in front of me, snatching the knife from the starlet's hand regardless of the danger. Under the streetlight, I saw blood dripping from his hand, so I called the police. , the servant of the people quickly took that star away.
At this time, I suddenly became a little scared, because Qi Mo's hand was still bleeding, I didn't dare to look at it, and finally I sent him to the hospital.
After settling him down, I still didn’t dare to see him the next day. I didn’t know what capacity to face him. It seemed that I didn’t treat him as a friend. It seemed that the relationship was deeper than a friend. I felt a bit outrageous, but that My heart was beating very hard.
It was not fear, but a different mood. On the third night, I finally mustered up the courage. In fact, I have always been strong, but at this time I need the word courage. I want to tell him a little bit about my feelings.
I walked into the hospital with the prepared fruit. It was already very late at this time, and the nurses on duty were all asleep. I walked step by step into Qi Mo's ward with apprehensive thoughts.
It seemed as if my heart was about to jump out. At this time, I heard his groaning and panting in the ward, and it seemed that he was not alone.
Very pleasant appearance, very abrupt in this dark night.
I fixed my footsteps at the door, and looked at the scene in front of me. I was dumbfounded. There was a person under him, and the quilt on his body kept moving, and half of it almost fell to the ground.
And the person under him seemed to be smiling with his lips curled up, and his slender arms were hooked around his neck.
She even raised her head and leaned over to kiss him, but he didn't refuse.
My footsteps moved back slowly, they were so absorbed that they didn't notice me.
I don't know how I got back in the end, anyway, the whole person seemed to be emptied, lying on the bed in a daze.
The hole in my heart was cracked again. It turned out to be such a pain, even worse than before it healed.
They didn't sleep all night, and they probably didn't sleep either, and they should stay warm all night.
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Qi Mo covered his head and shrank himself in a corner. The sound of whistles around him pulled him back to the real world. What is he doing? !What has he been doing all these years? !
Obviously liking someone so much, but didn't see through his mind.
He is very sorry, very sorry.
Gu Zhai,
Gu Qianqian went out to chase Qi Mo, she didn't understand why Qi Mo suddenly rushed out after reading the notebook given by her father, with a very wrong look on his face, this was the first time she saw her brother Mo like this.
Gu Qingli sat leisurely on the sofa, while Luo Yichen cut fruit eyes for him and glanced at the notebook next to him from time to time.
Gu Qingli saw through his mind, stuffed the notebook under his butt, and raised an eyebrow at him, as if saying that he would not show it to you no matter what.
At this time, Qi Mo came back from the outside in a disheveled state, his hair was wet and some stuck to his face, his glasses were long gone, and his eyes were gray as if he had suffered a heavy blow.
The whole person seemed to have no soul, and this was the first time Gu Qingli saw him like this, because Qi Mo always dressed himself meticulously since he came to this world.
Just like his work, there are no flaws.
It was the first time he saw him looking so embarrassed.
Qi Mo's eyes lit up when he saw him, and he stepped forward to grab his hand.
Luo Yichen quickly pushed him away, and stood in front of Gu Qingli, saying seriously, "What are you doing? I remember I warned you."
Qi Mo staggered and fell to the ground. He looked up at Gu Qingli, with a very painful expression on his face, and he was no longer as calm as before, "Did you stay with him just to get revenge?" He pointed The whereabouts are also Chen.
Compared to him, Gu Qingli seemed very calm, "No, you're thinking too much."
Qi Mo couldn't believe it, "Yes, it must be, you saw it in the hospital that day, I was with Xiao Liu." I know I'm sorry for you, I didn't see through your heart earlier, so I wasted it in vain For so long, it's because I always thought you liked women, how could you change for me! "
Luo Yichen looked at Gu Qingli, "What happened when you saw him and Xiao Liu in the hospital? And your heart?"
Gu Qingli wanted to kick him to make him stop making trouble.
Qi Mo felt that their interaction was very dazzling, "I know I didn't love you, Nan`feng, I regret it now, but now you have come back with revenge, we should be even, I have Xiao Liu, you are very heartbroken, and I am also very heartbroken when you had him."
"I know I should have confessed to you earlier, chased you earlier, and shouldn't be with Xiao Liu, but I'm sad, you are always so high above, how can you like me? How could you."
He was hysterical and incoherent.
Gu Qingli glanced at him indifferently, "I think you misunderstood, I did not retaliate against you, no matter what happened before, now I have no feelings for you, these things are over."
Qi Mo listened to his words in disbelief, feeling that he was speaking in anger, and moved forward with his knees rubbing against the ground, "I know you are speaking in anger, how could it pass? It's just the beginning, I will follow If he broke off the relationship, you can also break off the relationship with him, it's not too late."
"Hey, don't go too far." Luo Yichen couldn't listen anymore.
Gu Qingli looked at Qi Mo on the ground and sighed, "If you miss something, you miss it. I still don't think you like me enough. If you like me, how could you touch other people? I can understand it before I'm sure about it, but I'm sorry after I'm sure about it." I can't understand it."
"So you still care," Qi Mo raised his head and looked at him, "But you are the same, you obviously liked me at the time, why did you choose someone else later, we are the same! Aren't we all the same?! ' he yelled hysterically.
Gu Qingli felt that he couldn't explain clearly to him, "I think we are still different. When you like me, you can sleep with others or even kiss, but if I really like someone, I shouldn't be able to do it."
Qi Mo sneered, "At the end of the day, you still care about these things. I said that the past will eventually pass. Did I really do something that you can't forgive?"
Gu Qingli put one of his feet on the sofa and forgot to look at the ceiling. How should he explain it to him? In the end, he simply said, "Yes, I really can't forgive you, because what you did is so disgusting, I think now When I woke up, I couldn’t sleep because of the scenes I saw in the hospital that night.”
Qi Mo fell into a daze when he heard the word "disgusting". He grabbed his hair and buried himself in it.
There was a long silence in the living room.
Gu Qingli took the peeled fruit from Luo Yichen and ate it leisurely, the pain of Qi Mo and Qi Mo were like two worlds by themselves.
Qi Mo raised his head again to look at his indifferent appearance, only to feel extremely heartbroken, as if a hole had been broken in his heart, regret and unwillingness were entangled in his mind, he didn't know what was more and what was less.
The one standing next to him should be his, it should be him!
"Can't you just forget about those things and let's start again? I swear that there will be no one else by my side, only you, and only you for the rest of my life." He still didn't want to give up.
"Hey, isn't it too much for you to poach people's corners so blatantly?" Luo Yichen frowned.
Gu Qingli glanced at him, and seemed to sigh, "I don't want you anymore, so it has nothing to do with me how many you have now. If you miss something, you miss it. There is no way to turn back. Just like you I cowardly chose someone else without confessing to me, and I also slowly realized my own thoughts, we are not destined after all."
He said sincerely, and after he finished speaking, there seemed to be a sigh in the depths of his soul.
In the end, Qi Mo left Gu's house angrily, and when Gu Qianqian came back, he didn't see anyone, only a puddle of water stains on the ground.
"I didn't even know you had such a rich love history, both men and women." Luo Yichen lay on the sofa in Gu Qingli's room, flipping through the yearbook page by page, his tone a little sour, more than His appetizers were all sour.
Gu Qingli wanted to go over and snatch it, but after thinking about it, he might as well forget it. He probably has seen enough of it by now.
"Here is the last page, how about you?" Gu Qingli took out the torn one from the drawer beside the bed, the torn surface was so clean that Qi Mo didn't notice it before.
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"Brother Gu, try my fat beef noodles in sour soup. Your family doesn't seem to have the habit of storing ingredients, so I found these in the refrigerator. There are still some seafood in the refrigerator. I'm afraid you will feel nauseous after eating it." Luo Yichen just now The prepared noodles were placed on the table next to the bed.
Then imitating his previous appearance, he pulled out a pull-out table next to the bed, and then opened it just in front of Gu Qingli, and put the bowl of noodles on it.
Luo Yichen sat on the stool beside the bed by himself.
Gu Qingli glanced at him suspiciously, then his eyes fell on this evening face, "You still know how to make noodles?"
It looks like a rich and sour soup base, the noodles are covered with fat beef rolls, sprinkled with chopped green onions and shredded green and red peppers as embellishments, it looks quite appetizing.
"Try it, see if it tastes good." Luo Yichen stuffed the chopsticks into his hand.
Gu Qingli took the chopsticks from him with reservations, rolled the noodles around the chopsticks and put them in his mouth.
It is sour with a slight spicy taste, and there is a feeling of déjà vu, but the taste is lighter and there is less firewood smell, so I can't help but taste it again.
"How is it?" Luo Yichen asked tentatively after he finished eating.
Gu Qingli put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a paper towel, and commented, "It's not bad, it's delicious." The hot, sour taste is very appetizing.
Luo Yichen breathed a sigh of relief, then straightened his sitting posture, and looked at Gu Qingli seriously, "Actually, I want to confess something to you."
Gu Qingli also looked at him, "Frankly, why did you become your grandma?" He put the tissue in the wastebasket next to him.
Luo Yichen burst out laughing. "I still can't hide anything from Brother Gu. That's right, I did it the last few times. I went to our old house to make it with the firewood over there. You know, our family runs a restaurant, and we learned it naturally from our ears and eyes. gone."
Gu Qingli nodded, but he didn't expect it to be such a big one, there is still a difference between a restaurant and a restaurant, when he said this, he suddenly thought of something, he tilted his head and stared at Luo Yichen.
Being stared at by him, Luo Yichen felt a little hairy, and swallowed a mouthful of saliva, "What's wrong? Brother Gu."
"An 80-year-old grandma who needs to be taken care of?" Gu Qingli raised his eyebrows. This kid specially invited him to his own restaurant, crying and screaming at him.
Luo Yichen twitched the corner of his mouth, and then held Gu Qingli's hand without any panic, "My grandma is indeed 80 years old. Although she has a nanny to take care of her every day, I talk to her on the phone every once in a while. Porridge, take care of her spiritually."
"The seven-year-old brother is also fake, right?" Gu Qingli continued to twitch his eyebrows.
Luo Yichen coughed, "That "brother" is actually the name of a cat." Seeing Gu Qingli glaring at him, he immediately explained, "My brother is indeed seven years old, and he is sent to the pet school every day . "
Gu Qingli glanced at him, and pulled his hand out from under his palm, "I don't even know how many things you didn't tell me."
Luo Yichen expressed his grievances, "It's gone, it's really gone, I paid to go to the hotel that time, and I earned the money for you to buy the car. If there's anything else to say about that, it's I had a suite in city B a few years ago and I bought it with my lucky money, you can add your name on it and we can move there together."
Gu Qingli sneered inwardly, this kid didn't understand anything at all, and still wanting him to move there, it's wishful thinking.
Just about to pull the table back in, something fell out from the board below due to too much force, it seemed to be a notebook, the two of them glanced at each other.
As Lu Qing got close, he picked it up first. The book was very old and the cover on it was yellowed. He opened the first page.
Going down ten lines at a glance, the brows were first stretched and there was a trace of surprise on the face, and then when the next page was turned, there was surprise on the face again, and the brow frowned again.
Seeing the change on his face, Luo Yichen was a little curious, and wanted to reach over to read it, but Gu Qingli had already noticed that he had closed the book towards him, and turned his body so that he could not read it.
After finally reading it, Gu Qingli raised his head and closed the notebook, stuffed it under the quilt, and said to Luo Yichen, "You put away the bowls and chopsticks first, I'll wait."
Luo Yichen was really curious, "What's inside?"
Gu Qingli glanced at him mysteriously, "Secret."
"Okay, then do you want me to help you down later?" Luo Yichen decided to put away his curiosity for now.
Gu Qingli nodded without refusing, since he sprained his foot before and it still hurts, so going down the stairs should be a bit difficult.
Gu Qianqian and Qi Mo sat downstairs for an hour, when they suddenly heard footsteps upstairs.
Looking up, Luo Yichen helped Gu Qingli down the stairs, and Gu Qianqian hurried over with a look of surprise.
Qi Mo stood up, but didn't come over, his eyes fixed on the position where Luo Yichen was holding his arm.
"How are you, Dad?" She stepped forward and asked, looking up and down, with a worried expression on her face, and turned around to support his other side.
Gu Qingli glanced at her, and said with a smile, "Your father and I are not disabled, why are you wrinkling your face, and hurry up to remove the makeup and leave it on your face, it's not good for your skin."
"Okay, I'll go right away." Gu Qianqian realized that the makeup on her face hadn't been removed yet, and hurried upstairs.
After sending Gu Qianqian away, Gu Qingli asked Luo Yichen to support him on the sofa. Luo Yichen wanted to say that if it wasn't for someone at home, he could hug him to the sofa.
Qi Mo was about to go forward to help, but Gu Qingli turned sideways to hide, and Luo Yichen also had a warning look on his face.
The hand he was going to support froze in place, he rubbed his index finger and thumb for a long time, and only took it away when Gu Qingli sat across from them.
"Actually, if I had quit your job long ago, I'm still sitting here." Gu Qingli said.
Qi Mo pursed his lips.
When he also sat down and Gu Qingli threw him a notebook, he looked down at the notebook in a daze.
This is like the one Mr. Gu used to take out to write. Sometimes when he served tea or delivered documents, he would accidentally see it. under his pillow.
"Look, but you have to return it to me later." Gu Qingli raised his chin at him.
Qi Mo was a little surprised.
When Gu Qianqian went downstairs, Qi Mo had already left, and she asked where Brother Mo had gone, but Gu Qingli said he didn't know.
Gu Qingli glanced outside the house, not knowing when it started to rain lightly.
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Qi Mo walked aimlessly on the road without even opening an umbrella, as if he didn't know it was raining, and his mind was full of the contents of that notebook:
On May 2014, 5, the weather was sunny and the wind outside was a little warm, and it was a little soft on people's faces, like a lover stroking his face. Today is the first anniversary of that woman who abandoned me, and I feel very depressed. My heart feels like it's raining , it seems that there is no way for the warm sunlight to shine in.
At this time, a friend brought a person in and asked me to help him arrange a summer job, but he was going to refuse at first.But the kid looked polite, well-behaved, and looked at him with light brown eyes without any stage fright.
So I decided to keep him. Facts have proved that there is nothing wrong with my vision. This kid is very attentive to work, better than the average employee who has worked for several years. One mistake.
Sometimes I catch a glimpse of his adoring eyes towards me. I am familiar with this kind of eyes, and I have seen them in many people's eyes.
To be honest, I kind of hate their adoring gazes, it makes me feel guilty, as if because of my youth and frivolity, I buried my past self, that's right, the Gu Siyun they admired.
But the child's eyes don't make me feel annoying, maybe he is pure enough, so I not only don't find it annoying, but even find it a little cute, maybe this is the so-called preference.
On May 2015, 5, it was raining outside but my mood was not too bad. The hole in my heart seemed to be gradually healing.
Maybe it’s because the wind is very gentle, but the little assistant is very gentle. He always knows exactly what I like to eat and what kind of tea I like to drink, and even carefully asked me to wear more clothes. Recently, the temperature difference between day and night is a bit big.
But he can't come here often because he has to go to school, he only comes here on weekends, it's a bit weird to miss him, work is a bit boring, but fortunately he sends me text messages every day, about work and life.
Inexplicably, he was a little happy. Today he seemed to know what day it was and rushed over from school specially, and even bought fireworks for me to watch.
The fireworks are beautiful, and the boy seems to have grown up.
On May 2017th, 5, it turned cloudy, and something happened to the company. I had to pick up the costume and go out to act. I needed money, so I accepted a foreign drama, which was an ancient costume. My sudden comeback was buzzing.
There are positives and negatives.
There are many doubts among them, saying that I have not acted for so many years, do you still remember how to read the script?Do you still know how to act?Still came back for the money.
Nonsense, of course it's for money, I don't act and you don't give me money.
I feel very annoyed and stressed. Maybe they are right. After all, I have not acted for so many years. I am afraid of disappointing the fans who have high expectations for me.
So I feel even more annoying. Fortunately, I have a small assistant with me. He seems to need to come out for an internship in his junior year, and he happens to have time to accompany me during the summer vacation.
Although the filming is a bit tiring, he will accompany me in the filming every day, and prepare a lot of food for me from time to time, all of which I like to eat, but I can't eat too much because of filming to control my weight.
A little bit guilty, after all, he found it with great difficulty.
The little assistant seemed very shy. Once when I was taking off my clothes to take a shower, he happened to see me, and immediately turned his head away. He was very embarrassed and didn't dare to look at me.
I don't know what was on my mind, but I ran over to tease him. He was startled and ran out of my room immediately, and closed the door heavily, like a rabbit.
One month after the finale, when the assistant came to the company, he suddenly wore a pair of glasses. The glasses were ugly and the lenses looked thick. It must be because he studied too hard and his eyes were damaged. It was a bit pitiful, but the glasses were really ugly. I'm not used to it.
So I asked him to change it to a gold-rimmed one, but I'm still not used to it, and I always feel awkward when he blocks those light brown eyes.
And I feel that our relationship has become alienated. He seems to rarely communicate with me except for work.
Although he also cares about me, this kind of concern seems to be relatively alienated. We are not like friends, but more like a real relationship between a boss and a subordinate. Maybe he didn't think of us as friends at the beginning.
Later, I let him live in my house. I thought our relationship would be eased, but it didn't. No.
Boring, the world is so boring, everyone has become so boring.
……
On May 2020, 5, the weather was fine and cloudless. Recently, there were a lot of things to be busy, and many newcomers came to the company. Today, I was busy until midnight before going back.
On the way, a few rioters suddenly rushed out and stopped our car. It turned out that a small star always felt that the resources allocated were unfair and asked me for an explanation. I notice him.
But he held a knife in his hand, and it seemed that he had accumulated anger for a long time. His eyes should be opened with more force than when he was acting.
I wasn't too scared, but Qi Mo stood in front of me, snatching the knife from the starlet's hand regardless of the danger. Under the streetlight, I saw blood dripping from his hand, so I called the police. , the servant of the people quickly took that star away.
At this time, I suddenly became a little scared, because Qi Mo's hand was still bleeding, I didn't dare to look at it, and finally I sent him to the hospital.
After settling him down, I still didn’t dare to see him the next day. I didn’t know what capacity to face him. It seemed that I didn’t treat him as a friend. It seemed that the relationship was deeper than a friend. I felt a bit outrageous, but that My heart was beating very hard.
It was not fear, but a different mood. On the third night, I finally mustered up the courage. In fact, I have always been strong, but at this time I need the word courage. I want to tell him a little bit about my feelings.
I walked into the hospital with the prepared fruit. It was already very late at this time, and the nurses on duty were all asleep. I walked step by step into Qi Mo's ward with apprehensive thoughts.
It seemed as if my heart was about to jump out. At this time, I heard his groaning and panting in the ward, and it seemed that he was not alone.
Very pleasant appearance, very abrupt in this dark night.
I fixed my footsteps at the door, and looked at the scene in front of me. I was dumbfounded. There was a person under him, and the quilt on his body kept moving, and half of it almost fell to the ground.
And the person under him seemed to be smiling with his lips curled up, and his slender arms were hooked around his neck.
She even raised her head and leaned over to kiss him, but he didn't refuse.
My footsteps moved back slowly, they were so absorbed that they didn't notice me.
I don't know how I got back in the end, anyway, the whole person seemed to be emptied, lying on the bed in a daze.
The hole in my heart was cracked again. It turned out to be such a pain, even worse than before it healed.
They didn't sleep all night, and they probably didn't sleep either, and they should stay warm all night.
……
Qi Mo covered his head and shrank himself in a corner. The sound of whistles around him pulled him back to the real world. What is he doing? !What has he been doing all these years? !
Obviously liking someone so much, but didn't see through his mind.
He is very sorry, very sorry.
Gu Zhai,
Gu Qianqian went out to chase Qi Mo, she didn't understand why Qi Mo suddenly rushed out after reading the notebook given by her father, with a very wrong look on his face, this was the first time she saw her brother Mo like this.
Gu Qingli sat leisurely on the sofa, while Luo Yichen cut fruit eyes for him and glanced at the notebook next to him from time to time.
Gu Qingli saw through his mind, stuffed the notebook under his butt, and raised an eyebrow at him, as if saying that he would not show it to you no matter what.
At this time, Qi Mo came back from the outside in a disheveled state, his hair was wet and some stuck to his face, his glasses were long gone, and his eyes were gray as if he had suffered a heavy blow.
The whole person seemed to have no soul, and this was the first time Gu Qingli saw him like this, because Qi Mo always dressed himself meticulously since he came to this world.
Just like his work, there are no flaws.
It was the first time he saw him looking so embarrassed.
Qi Mo's eyes lit up when he saw him, and he stepped forward to grab his hand.
Luo Yichen quickly pushed him away, and stood in front of Gu Qingli, saying seriously, "What are you doing? I remember I warned you."
Qi Mo staggered and fell to the ground. He looked up at Gu Qingli, with a very painful expression on his face, and he was no longer as calm as before, "Did you stay with him just to get revenge?" He pointed The whereabouts are also Chen.
Compared to him, Gu Qingli seemed very calm, "No, you're thinking too much."
Qi Mo couldn't believe it, "Yes, it must be, you saw it in the hospital that day, I was with Xiao Liu." I know I'm sorry for you, I didn't see through your heart earlier, so I wasted it in vain For so long, it's because I always thought you liked women, how could you change for me! "
Luo Yichen looked at Gu Qingli, "What happened when you saw him and Xiao Liu in the hospital? And your heart?"
Gu Qingli wanted to kick him to make him stop making trouble.
Qi Mo felt that their interaction was very dazzling, "I know I didn't love you, Nan`feng, I regret it now, but now you have come back with revenge, we should be even, I have Xiao Liu, you are very heartbroken, and I am also very heartbroken when you had him."
"I know I should have confessed to you earlier, chased you earlier, and shouldn't be with Xiao Liu, but I'm sad, you are always so high above, how can you like me? How could you."
He was hysterical and incoherent.
Gu Qingli glanced at him indifferently, "I think you misunderstood, I did not retaliate against you, no matter what happened before, now I have no feelings for you, these things are over."
Qi Mo listened to his words in disbelief, feeling that he was speaking in anger, and moved forward with his knees rubbing against the ground, "I know you are speaking in anger, how could it pass? It's just the beginning, I will follow If he broke off the relationship, you can also break off the relationship with him, it's not too late."
"Hey, don't go too far." Luo Yichen couldn't listen anymore.
Gu Qingli looked at Qi Mo on the ground and sighed, "If you miss something, you miss it. I still don't think you like me enough. If you like me, how could you touch other people? I can understand it before I'm sure about it, but I'm sorry after I'm sure about it." I can't understand it."
"So you still care," Qi Mo raised his head and looked at him, "But you are the same, you obviously liked me at the time, why did you choose someone else later, we are the same! Aren't we all the same?! ' he yelled hysterically.
Gu Qingli felt that he couldn't explain clearly to him, "I think we are still different. When you like me, you can sleep with others or even kiss, but if I really like someone, I shouldn't be able to do it."
Qi Mo sneered, "At the end of the day, you still care about these things. I said that the past will eventually pass. Did I really do something that you can't forgive?"
Gu Qingli put one of his feet on the sofa and forgot to look at the ceiling. How should he explain it to him? In the end, he simply said, "Yes, I really can't forgive you, because what you did is so disgusting, I think now When I woke up, I couldn’t sleep because of the scenes I saw in the hospital that night.”
Qi Mo fell into a daze when he heard the word "disgusting". He grabbed his hair and buried himself in it.
There was a long silence in the living room.
Gu Qingli took the peeled fruit from Luo Yichen and ate it leisurely, the pain of Qi Mo and Qi Mo were like two worlds by themselves.
Qi Mo raised his head again to look at his indifferent appearance, only to feel extremely heartbroken, as if a hole had been broken in his heart, regret and unwillingness were entangled in his mind, he didn't know what was more and what was less.
The one standing next to him should be his, it should be him!
"Can't you just forget about those things and let's start again? I swear that there will be no one else by my side, only you, and only you for the rest of my life." He still didn't want to give up.
"Hey, isn't it too much for you to poach people's corners so blatantly?" Luo Yichen frowned.
Gu Qingli glanced at him, and seemed to sigh, "I don't want you anymore, so it has nothing to do with me how many you have now. If you miss something, you miss it. There is no way to turn back. Just like you I cowardly chose someone else without confessing to me, and I also slowly realized my own thoughts, we are not destined after all."
He said sincerely, and after he finished speaking, there seemed to be a sigh in the depths of his soul.
In the end, Qi Mo left Gu's house angrily, and when Gu Qianqian came back, he didn't see anyone, only a puddle of water stains on the ground.
"I didn't even know you had such a rich love history, both men and women." Luo Yichen lay on the sofa in Gu Qingli's room, flipping through the yearbook page by page, his tone a little sour, more than His appetizers were all sour.
Gu Qingli wanted to go over and snatch it, but after thinking about it, he might as well forget it. He probably has seen enough of it by now.
"Here is the last page, how about you?" Gu Qingli took out the torn one from the drawer beside the bed, the torn surface was so clean that Qi Mo didn't notice it before.
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