palm discarded beads

Mrs. Su got up to drink water in the middle of the night and heard a noise downstairs. When she walked to the balcony, she suddenly saw a dark shadow downstairs and almost exclaimed. After careful identification, she recognized it was her son by the moonlight, "Mingzhu, What are you doing in the garden without sleeping at night?"

Qin Mingzhu silently raised the foot that accidentally stepped on the water pipe, and the servant who watered the flowers during the day forgot to put the water pipe away.He raised his head, facing the balcony, and whispered, "I was a little insomnia earlier, so I came out to take a walk."

In fact, he just came back.

Without waiting for Mrs. Su to continue asking, he walked into the house, "I'm going back to sleep now."

Mrs. Su's sudden appearance still shocked Qin Mingzhu, as if she had returned to her childhood.He secretly got up to read comic books, but Mrs. Su woke up in the middle of the night and saw the light leaking from under his door, knocked on the door and asked him what he was doing.

At that time, I felt that my heart was about to jump out, and I couldn't calm down my heartbeat for a long time.

At this moment, he closed the door and didn't go to the bathroom in a hurry. Instead, he pressed his back against the door, and then slowly looked at his legs. To average.

The previous scene seemed to flash before his eyes again, the green flower house, the petals of jasmine jasmine almost being sucked into his mouth, his legs that seemed whiter than moonlight swayed.

Qin Mingzhu let out a long breath, stood up straight, walked into the bathroom, splashed cold water on her face.After splashing it a few times, the messy thoughts in my heart have not been clarified.

When Yan Jiayu trapped him, she asked him why he was so nervous before, and what happened?

He didn't know how to reply.

If he said that he had a dream, he took the events of his previous life as a dream, cut and edited them, and then said it, but Yan Jiayu is a smart person, and his lame lies can be easily exposed. Besides, if he mentioned leg surgery for no reason, would it be okay? Will it make Yan Jiayu care more about her legs?

Qin Mingzhu turned off the faucet and rested her hands on the sink.In a daze, he seemed to be back in the greenhouse again. He turned his back to Yan Jiayu, but when the other person touched him, he turned around uncontrollably.

He held Yan Jiayu's hand tremblingly, "I want to look at your face."

See the face clearly, so that the person behind you will not be regarded as someone else, so that you will not be afraid.

The next day, Qin Mingzhu wore a pair of particularly loose and soft trousers.

Today was the first day of his final exam. While he was eating breakfast, he received a message from Yan Jiayu, saying that he was more than 200 meters away from his home and wanted to send him to school, and asked if it was convenient for him.

[wait for me. ]

After Qin Mingzhu returned, she bit down the sandwich in her hand.It has been a long time since he had breakfast in such a hurry. After a few bites in a hurry, he drank another big mouthful of milk, then picked up his schoolbag and went out, saying to his parents at the dining table: "Dad, Mom, I have an exam today, I have to go early School."

"Why are you leaving in such a hurry? Let your Uncle Guo see you off, and you won't be late."

Before Mrs. Su finished speaking, she had disappeared.When she was dumbfounded, the husband at the side took a sip of coffee calmly and flipped through the newspaper in his hand, "I guess someone else delivered it. Your son climbed over the wall and went out last night, do you know?"

The corners of Mrs. Su's lips twitched, and she snatched the coffee from Father Qin's hand, "Drinking coffee early in the morning, do you know that you have a bad heart?"

Qin Mingzhu saw Yan Jiayu's car from afar, and when he got to the car, he found that there was no driver today, and the driver was Yan Jiayu.

He got into the car from the co-pilot, and before he could speak, a small box was handed over.

"What is this?" Qin Mingzhu took it and opened it, only to find ointment inside.After seeing the words on the ointment, he paused and silently closed the box.

Yan Jiayu glanced at Qin Mingzhu and explained, "I was afraid that there would be a scratch there, so I bought medicine."

While speaking, he noticed Qin Mingzhu's pants.

Qin Mingzhu stuffed the ointment into her schoolbag, and then said, "There is no scratch, you can drive." His eyes wandered out of the window, and it was still embarrassing to discuss such things in broad daylight.

When the car stopped at the gate of the school, Qin Mingzhu didn't get out of the car in a hurry. He unfastened his seat belt, leaned over and kissed Yan Jiayu's lips, "Thank you for seeing me off."

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but was pulled back.

"If you feel uncomfortable, you still need to take medicine, don't be shy." Yan Jiayu warned, and pulled Qin Mingzhu closer, kissed back, his kiss fell on the forehead and cheeks, and finally the lips, "I am today I'm going on a business trip in the afternoon, and I won't be able to come back until about a week later, and you've almost finished your exams by then, so you have to be obedient at school and at home, and I'll bring you gifts when I come back."

In fact, this is not the first time I have heard Yan Jiayu speak like this, but there is always a sense that today is different from the past, not only the difference between brother and boyfriend, but mainly because he is not 19 years old inside and out, Qin Mingzhu couldn't help but blush , vaguely said: "Got it."

He hurriedly got out of the car, waved to someone, then turned and walked into the campus.After walking a few steps, he turned his head again, and Yan Jiayu's car was still parked there.

During Yan Jiayu's business trip, Qin Mingzhu successfully passed the final week and ushered in the summer vacation.At this time in previous years, he often had to plan where to go, but this year was different, he had to prepare for the wedding.

In addition, Qin Mingzhu knew that he had knots in his heart. His knots were not only his failed marriage in the previous life, the age at which he was rejected, but also Yan Jiayu's leg and Yan Jiayu's death.

When the plane crashed, he could find a way to cancel the flight and save the lives of everyone on the flight, but Yan Jiayu's leg——

He was more worried about his own affairs than his own. He was very afraid that Yan Jiayu would have an operation in this life.

And the biggest problem with this knot is how he can let Yan Jiayu let go of the knot about her leg.As for the hurtful words he said in his previous life, he will not reveal a single word in this life, and he will bring them into the grave.

When Mrs. Su was dizzy with the engagement, she turned her head to see Qin Mingzhu limping along. She immediately changed her expression and walked over quickly, "Your leg is injured? Is it serious? Why is it like this?"

"No, Mom, my leg is not injured." Qin Mingzhu was afraid that Mrs. Su would be worried, so she stood up straight and took two normal steps to show her.

Mrs. Su was puzzled, "You are not injured, why are you walking like this?"

When asked this question, Qin Mingzhu's expression fell silent for a moment, "I just...just want to experience Brother Jiayu's world."

Mrs. Su sighed silently, "Why do you want to experience it? Do you mind his legs?"

"I don't mind!" Qin Mingzhu answered this sentence quickly, and the second half of the sentence was sour, "But I am afraid that he will mind, so I don't want to be with me anymore."

Almost everyone said that there is no empathy in the world, so Qin Mingzhu wanted to experience Yan Jiayu's world, and he wanted to know what kind of feeling it was like to have inconvenient legs and feet.He tried to walk outdoors with a limp, which unsurprisingly attracted the attention of many people.

Although no one showed contemptuous eyes, Qin Mingzhu thought that sympathetic and curious eyes may not be pleasant.

Mrs. Su understood, she shook her head, and pulled Qin Mingzhu to the side to sit down, "Did Jiayu lift his leg with you, or are you worried?"

"Myself." Qin Mingzhu pursed her lower lip forcefully, "I'm just afraid that Brother Jiayu won't be able to let go of his leg injury, and even become a knot in his heart. I want him to let go, but I know it's hard. Mom, you Can you understand my thoughts? I hope Brother Jiayu can get out of the shadow of being kidnapped and not care about his legs, no matter what his legs look like, I love him."

Mrs. Su said, "You want to help Jiayu?"

"Ah."

"Did Jiayu lift his leg with you? Or did he take the initiative to talk about the kidnapping?"

Qin Mingzhu was silent for a while, then shook her head, no matter whether it was the past life or this life, Yan Jiayu didn't say anything, except that they were on that island after the operation.

"Then how are you going to help Jiayu?" Mrs. Su asked again.

After Yan Jiayu passed away in her previous life, Qin Mingzhu funded an orphanage for the disabled, and all the children there were disabled.

He stereotyped that such children would be unhappy, but when he went to the orphanage to see the group of children playing football, even if some children did not even have legs, they used their hands instead of legs, and their faces The smile is still very happy.

At that time, he was shocked by this and asked the director of the orphanage next to him, "Why are they so happy?"

At that time, Qin Mingzhu not only subsidized the orphanage for the disabled, but also subsidized another orphanage by the way. The children in that orphanage were far less happy than this group of disabled children.When they saw a stranger coming, they either watched timidly or hid far away.

The smile on the dean’s face was a bit bitter, “Because these children are still young, they are all facing children like themselves. When they grow up and go to society, they may not be so happy. We can What we do is try our best to give these children a healthy and happy childhood, and teach them how to survive in the future and have the ability to earn money to support themselves.”

Qin Mingzhu lowered her head, "I don't know."

Seeing this, Mrs. Su patted Qin Mingzhu's hand tenderly, "I can see Jiayu's character to some extent. He is a person who can hide things very well, since he was a child. You are so close to him, he didn't mention it. A little bit about the kidnapping case means that he doesn't want to mention it, and if you suddenly help him, it may not be a good result, and it may be counterproductive."

Qin Mingzhu understands these reasons.

"Mom asked you, why did you suddenly bring up the kidnapping case, and Jiayu's leg?" Mrs. Su asked.

Qin Mingzhu's face turned pale in an instant, and he said hesitantly: "I read a news report, and saw that someone had a risky operation, and it turned out..." He couldn't continue.

Mrs. Su said, "Are you afraid that Jiayu will also undergo surgery? For his leg?"

Qin Mingzhu suddenly raised her eyes, "Mom, don't tell brother Jiayu a word of what I just said, okay? He must never know!"

"Okay, I won't tell, don't tell! Don't worry. Mingzhu, mother will ask you a few more questions. Has Jiayu ever cried in front of you? Have you ever cried in front of Jiayu?"

Qin Mingzhu shook her head first, then nodded.

"Why are you crying in front of Jiayu? Think about the answer carefully."

Qin Mingzhu was taken aback by this question, he seemed to have never seriously thought about this question, why did he cry in front of Yan Jiayu?

because...because...

"Is it because you trust him?" Mrs. Su revealed the truth, "Actually, it's just like a child. A child will cry in front of adults who care about him, because he knows that when he cries, the adults will come to comfort him. You will cry in front of Jiayu. Cry because you trust him very much. If a stranger is in front of you, if you can't hold back the tears, you will turn your face away, right? Try to cover up your crying. Pearl, if you really want to help Jiayu, might as well try to make him trust you."

Qin Mingzhu repeated, "Trust?"

Mrs. Su nodded lightly, "Yes, trust. Some people's scars can't be mentioned in a lifetime, even with their closest lover. But what you can do is to make him trust you and trust you to love him , I believe you can tolerate him, including his scars. Pearl, love can often heal everything.

Even if he doesn't say heal everything, at least he will discuss with you when he makes certain decisions.In this way, you don't have to worry about him having a very risky operation. He will at least ask your opinion and your thoughts, because you are the person he trusts the most.

For example, your father, when you were young, there was a big accident in the family business. At that time, your grandfather had retired. Your father was worried about your grandfather's health, so he didn't dare to tell your grandfather, but he told me , He asked my opinion, in fact, he was not asking for my opinion, he hoped that I could give him spiritual comfort and support. "

Accompanying Mrs. Su's words, Qin Mingzhu didn't look very happy.In his previous life, he had proved that he loved Yan Jiayu very much, and he didn't care about Yan Jiayu's amputated leg, but Yan Jiayu still pushed him away.

Can love really heal everything?Maybe love can make people timid.

"Thank you mom." Qin Mingzhu didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, but Mrs. Su stopped him.

"Mingzhu, what do you think Jiayu lacks?"

Qin Mingzhu turned her head, and Mrs. Su was sitting on the sofa, her eyebrows and eyes were beautiful, "He has never lacked materially, but spiritually, he now has you as a lover, and what he still lacks is a family member who can make him let go of his guard and be willing. The family members who show their most embarrassing side to each other, I believe you can become his mature lover and family member.

Also, I won't stop the two of you from meeting, don't climb over the wall next time, it's dangerous!If you want to call him, you can do it now, if you want to meet, you can also meet now, go and tell him, you can miss him, you can love him, don't hide your love and longing in your heart. "

"Hey, Brother Jiayu, where are you?"