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"Mingzhu, Mingzhu!" Yan Jiayu increased her strength, and hugged Qin Mingzhu who was stubbornly trying to bury her head, "Don't be sorry, don't do anything, I'm not angry, you don't need to be like this. Mingzhu, come on, look at me."

He held Qin Mingzhu's wet and white face with one hand, and said, "Mingzhu, listen to me, you didn't do anything wrong, and you don't need to say sorry to me. You are here with me, and you will never have to Say I'm sorry." Paused, "I don't need to do these things, I just want to... kiss you, kiss you, do a lot of intimate things, but I don't need you to feel guilty, and then use this way to make up for something, or You don't owe me anything by relying on this method to enhance your relationship."

Qin Mingzhu was still shaking, but to a much lesser extent than before.He looked at Yan Jiayu's face and said with difficulty: "But..."

But what?

He lost his voice, not knowing what to say.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, trust me." Yan Jiayu coaxed gently in a low voice, seeing that the person in her arms was not as emotionally fluctuating as before, she carried him out of the bathtub, and then quickly pulled the bathrobe next to him to wrap him up .

He carried her to the room, Qin Mingzhu's hair was still wet, he touched it twice, and was about to get the hair dryer, but just as he got up, Qin Mingzhu, who was put on the bed by him, also stuck to her, didn't speak, just followed.

In an instant, Yan Jiayu's eyes were very complicated. He first gently held Qin Mingzhu's hand, then squeezed it tightly, and led someone to get the hair dryer before turning back.

Qin Mingzhu was very quiet when she was drying her hair, she could even be described as cute, motionless, with her head lowered, she honestly asked Yan Jiayu to help her dry her hair, until she saw Yan Jiayu standing up again, her eyes suddenly followed her.

"I'm going to take a shower and be back soon. You'll wait for me under the covers, okay?"

Yan Jiayu pressed Qin Mingzhu's hand that wanted to lift the quilt, and comforted her softly.He waited patiently until Qin Mingzhu nodded slightly before leaving the room.

There was only one bathroom in this house. When Yan Jiayu entered the bathroom, the water stains on the tiles were not completely dry, so the name on the wall facing the bathtub was exposed to his eyes.

He stared at those names, bent down and filled in the words "Qin Mingzhu" word by word.

Since Qin Mingzhu went to college, the two of them rarely slept together like this, the main reason was that Qin Mingzhu's time to return to Su Garden was reduced.

In her last life, Qin Mingzhu had a bad habit of lying on top of people.After Yan Jiayu passed away, he gradually got rid of this habit.

Today he was lying in Yan Jiayu's arms again, unlike last night, although he also drank tonight, but he didn't drink much, and the alcohol content was not high, so he wouldn't just fall asleep.

The place where his cheek was touching was Yan Jiayu's neck, where there was a carotid artery, and he could sense every heartbeat from this blood vessel.

"Brother Jiayu." Qin Mingzhu's eyelashes trembled, like water plants in a lake, and under the water plants is a beautiful lake, hiding something in his heart that he dare not confess, "If, I say if, if I am different from what you imagined, for example, if I don't Maybe go back to the original way, I mean if I am always worrying about gains and losses in the future, I am timid, unpleasant, and may fall into negative emotions from time to time, will you still be with me?"

After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes, not daring to look at Yan Jiayu's reaction.

Yan Jiayu's pat on Qin Mingzhu's back didn't stop at all, "Whatever you become is a pearl in my heart."

It was like a pun, which made Qin Mingzhu suddenly raise her head.

He hesitated and said: "If I am not now... That is to say, if I am 50 years old, 60 years old, will you still love me? My skin will not be as it is now, there will be wrinkles, and my face may grow Madara, at that time you may dislike me, you will..."

"Mingzhu, what do you think love is?" Yan Jiayu didn't rush to answer Qin Mingzhu's words, but asked instead.

This question made Qin Mingzhu stunned. He realized that he had never thought about this question. Regarding love, he seemed to have always followed his instinct. When he was young, he wanted to do this, so he did it.

"I think love is instinct." He said slowly.

Upon hearing this answer, Yan Jiayu stroked Qin Mingzhu's hair. The freshly blown hair was soft and dry. The aroma of the shampoo not only entered the tip of his nose, but also dyed his fingers.

"There are many people in the world, and the answer to love in everyone's heart is different. They may love someone because of their appearance, or because of money, because they are compatible, have similar interests, or are lonely, and some people just because that person is that person. man, so love him for whatever he is.

Remember that TV show we watched when we were kids?The heroine is cast by the villain and turned into an old woman, but the hero still recognizes her and still loves her very much, of course, this is a work of art, there may be exaggerations, but in my heart, you are what I just said The latter, no matter what you become, you will always be my pearl and will never change, and so will my feelings for you. "

Qin Mingzhu lowered his head slowly while speaking, and he nestled into Yan Jiayu's arms again, like a large animal lying on her body.He kept adjusting his breathing to avoid tears from falling, "Yes..." Thinking of what Yan Jiayu said, he swallowed the words "I'm sorry".

He shouldn't doubt Yan Jiayu so superficially, Yan Jiayu is not Sheng Yingqi, he is different from everyone else, Yan Jiayu loves him, loves him very much.

When Qin Mingzhu was desperately restraining his emotions, he felt Yan Jiayu kiss the top of his head, "If you want to sleep, go to sleep, we'll go somewhere else tomorrow."

He seemed to have returned to his previous life, the days when he was with Yan Jiayu.When he was with Yan Jiayu, he didn't have to think about anything most of the time, and the other party would arrange everything early. At that time, he felt that he was the happiest person in the world, living in a jar of honey every day.

Lying in Yan Jiayu's arms again, listening to the other's heartbeat, this was the most reassuring day for Qin Mingzhu since her rebirth, as if she had a lot of courage to face the unbearable past.He thought for a while, then raised his head again, and under Yan Jiayu's gaze, kissed the cheek that he missed in the afternoon.

Soft lips pressed against the cool cheeks.

"Good night." He said to Yan Jiayu.

The corners of Yan Jiayu's lips were hard not to twitch, and she said good night softly, and hugged the person whose cheeks were still flushed into her arms, like holding a big peach.

When she woke up the next day, Qin Mingzhu didn't find Yan Jiayu on the bed.

Yan Jiayu was already busy in the kitchen. He turned around and saw Qin Mingzhu who was looking for him. He dumped the burnt bread and fried eggs into the trash can without changing his expression, "I ordered dinner, it should be here soon, I will send it to you after eating Go to school. You have classes on Tuesday morning, right? You should be nearing your finals."

When Qin Mingzhu heard this, she slowly remembered that he was still a student now.

curriculum……

final exam...

Before he had time to say anything, he turned around and went to the study to look for his schedule.He remembers that when he was in college, he liked to print out the class schedule and put it under the glass of his desk.

No class on Monday.

Tuesday, six classes.

Qin Mingzhu saw the public ideological and political class he hated most.

This class is a big class, with hundreds of people crowded into the lecture hall. The Academy of Fine Arts he is in is known as a century-old school, and the building is simple and simple. At this time when he was in college, there were not many electric fans, not to mention air conditioners.

And the ideological and political teacher is very strict. Although he doesn't roll the roll in every class, he will always surprise someone to answer the question, and if he is caught skipping class once, he will fail the class.

Before entering the school, Qin Mingzhu couldn't help asking Yan Jiayu next to her, "Last night, you said you would take me to a place, and that was the school?"

Yan Jiayu laughed, "It's not about your university, I'll pick you up after class, go to class."

After sending people to school, Yan Jiayu got into the car.

"Mr. Yan." The driver said, "Mr. Yan is already in the company."

"Well, drive to the company." Yan Jiayu said in a deep voice, while gently stroking the pearl on the head of the cane.

Yan Jiayu saw her father in her office.

Father Yan stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows, overlooking the scenery of Nancheng City Center, and saw his son coming in.He first caught Yan Jiayu's appearance calmly, and then asked: "Have you had breakfast?"

"have eaten."

"I haven't eaten yet. I just came by car and saw a nice-looking coffee shop. Come with me?" Father Yan said.

Cafe.

Father Yan took a sip of coffee, then turned his eyes to look at the scenery outside the window, "It's a bit different from the last time I came here, and a lot of new stores have opened." His eyes fell on his son, "Why didn't you use a wheelchair today?"

Yan Jiayu said lightly, "I don't want to sit anymore."

"Because of Mingzhu?" Father Yan didn't expect Yan Jiayu to answer, so he said to himself, "Before I advised you not to use a wheelchair, and your mother also advised you, but you didn't listen. I think the only ones who can change your mind are the Qin family. the pearl."

Yan Jiayu neither denied nor admitted, the two father and son didn't even know what to say for a moment, they were silent to each other.

After a while, Father Yan spoke again, "I came this time to ask you to consider going back, but now it seems that you won't agree?"

"I don't have the idea of ​​going back yet. If you really need me to go back in the future, I will go back."

While Yan Jiayu was speaking, a new customer entered the cafe.

"You're a real kid. What's wrong with the summer nursery school just now? The teacher is so gentle. Everyone studies there. There is also a kid who is a month younger than you. They all go to school obediently and don't cry or make trouble."

Mother Sheng took Sheng Yingqi's hand and walked towards the counter.This morning, Sheng Yingqi was in a hurry to send Sheng Yingqi to the summer nursery school. Sheng Yingqi started to toss at home, complained of motion sickness and wanted to vomit on the way, so she didn't even eat breakfast.

"Hello."

A voice made her turn her head.

Mother Sheng suddenly saw the man in front of her, her eyes only stayed on his handsome face for a second or two, and she remembered who the man was.

"Ah, it's you, you are that kind gentleman!" Sheng's mother knew that the status of a person who could dine alone at the table with the young master of the Qin family would not be so low, she couldn't help being nervous, "What's the matter with you?" ?"

Yan Jiayu said gently, "It's okay, I just saw you guys, come over to say hello." His gaze dropped to Sheng Yingqi who was standing next to Sheng's mother.

Sheng Yingqi had been staring at Yan Jiayu from just now, and when someone looked at her, he would not take his eyes away, and continued to stare at her.

When Sheng's mother heard this, she bent slightly, "Yingqi, call someone, quickly call brother."

"I'm so much older than him, call me uncle." Yan Jiayu squatted down, and he handed the candy in his hand to Sheng Yingqi, "Your name is Yingqi?"

Sheng Yingqi is not an idiot either, he doesn't think there is anything about himself and his mother that can attract Yan Jiayu's attention.

If you talk about kindness, would a heir of the Yan Group be so kind as to come over to say hello and give candies?

Or did Yan Jiayu see something?

Impossible, few people believe in the theory of ghosts and gods, let alone rebirth.

Yan Jiayu had never dealt with him before, so it was impossible to see what was wrong with him, even his parents didn't notice.

Thinking of this, Sheng Yingqi stretched out his hand to take the candy from Yan Jiayu's hand, "Thank you uncle, I will enjoy the candy you gave me."

The focus is on the three words "delicious", secretly holding back the yin and yang.

Yan Jiayu didn't seem to understand the problem, she stood up again, "You're welcome, goodbye."

The last two words are for Sheng's mother.

Father Yan was a little surprised to see his son suddenly greet others.Although he is not close to Yan Jiayu, he also knows his son's character, it is difficult to take the initiative to deal with people.

"An acquaintance?" he asked.

Yan Jiayu said, "I met you twice before."

Father Yan recalled the way Yan Jiayu squatted down to talk to the child earlier, "If you like children, it's not bad to have a godson. If you stay with Mingzhu, you won't have children in the future."

Sheng Yingqi, who wanted to eavesdrop on the speech, just finished listening to the whole sentence.