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As soon as the voice fell, Sheng Yingqi said it again: "Mr. Feng, you must have a solution? I can afford any amount of money, as long as you can keep him."

The beard on the old man's lips trembled, and he said strangely: "Li Gui, you want to stay with me too? Are you afraid of losing your life?"

After a moment of silence, Sheng Yingqi laughed, "Don't be afraid, besides, you're here, it's just a mere ghost, no matter how powerful it can be."

The old man nodded again and again, "It's rare to see young people who are not afraid of ghosts, well, since you are not afraid, then I will help you."

How could Sheng Yingqi treat him like this?

A strong sense of absurdity filled Qin Mingzhu's heart. Although he had shared the same bed for many years, it seemed like he knew the man in front of him for the first time.

He didn't understand why Sheng Yingqi could act as if he was his property. He used to be a living person. Even if he died, he still had thoughts, not a dead thing.

It was obviously Sheng Yingqi who proposed the divorce.

Why is it?

Sheng Yingqi can file for divorce, talk about his age unscrupulously in front of others, humiliate him in private, and still turn a blind eye to his pain at this moment.

When he was so painful that he could barely stand on his feet, what Sheng Yingqi wanted was to keep him, even if he turned into a ghost.

Qin Mingzhu suddenly felt that Sheng Yingqi had never loved him, and Sheng Yingqi loved only herself.He wandered around for most of his life, picked the wrong ears of wheat, and actually entered the marriage hall with such a person.

He laughed with tears in his eyes, and blood and tears rolled down his face one after another.

When he was young, he cried whenever he wanted and laughed whenever he liked, but the right to cry and laugh was gradually restricted by his age.Relatives and friends have passed away, and he is also trying to grow himself into an adult with a diamond heart during the years of training.

Now he is tired.

He doesn't want to worry about age, face, identity, and everything else. He's really tired.If only he could get a good night's sleep, he hasn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.

The night of his death was probably the best night of sleep he had had in recent days.

Qin Mingzhu looked at the yellow talisman, her eyes slowly straightened.

Those who loved him left him, and he died, but he turned into a ghost and was trapped here, without peace.

It doesn't matter if the soul is scattered or fried, as long as it can get rid of the present.

Qin Mingzhu didn't know where his perseverance and pain-bearing power came from, he suddenly rushed to the yellow talisman, grabbed it with his fingers, stuffed it into his mouth and swallowed it whole, and rushed towards the sun room.

It would be better to have flowers in his death, but unfortunately he missed it in country Q.At this time, he could choose, so he thought about taking another look at Hua after he was gone.

Originally, I wanted to give spirea to Brother Jiayu this year, but unfortunately the spirea didn't survive, and neither did he.

When her body fell through the window, Qin Mingzhu felt an unprecedented relief.

He felt his body getting lighter and lighter, even lighter than when he first became a ghost, light and fluffy, not as heavy as a feather, and the moment he closed his eyes, he seemed to see something falling down.

"Qin Mingzhu!"

The last time he felt this weightlessness was when he was in college.He went bungee jumping with a group of classmates, jumping off a high tower, and the wind blew against his face and ears.He turned into a bird, not Qin Mingzhu, but an unfettered bird.

With weightlessness, he seems to have really returned to the memory that he deliberately sealed up more than [-] years ago.

The bungee jump happened a month after his 19th birthday, when he was worrying about Yan Jiayu's confession.

For 19-year-old Qin Mingzhu, Yan Jiayu is like a real brother.

Although he doesn't have a real brother, he has cousins, and he feels that Yan Jiayu is closer to him than he is to his cousins.

So he couldn't figure out why Yan Jiayu would confess to him.

Just recalling the scene of that night, Qin Mingzhu felt that she was going crazy.

Even though he apologized and refused at that time, he still didn't know how to face Yan Jiayu, so he had to hide unilaterally, telling his parents that he was busy with university work recently and didn't have time to come back on weekends.

He wanted to go back after he had figured out how to deal with this matter, or deal with it coldly.Yan Jiayu is much smarter than him, so she must understand what he means.

One and a half months into this plan, Qin Mingzhu was called back by her grandmother.

Grandma missed him.

A reason that cannot be refused at all.

Qin Mingzhu had no choice but to take a taxi back to Su Garden. As soon as he got out of the car, he saw a young man standing at the entrance of the alley holding an umbrella.

Yan Jiayu was wearing a light gray cotton and linen shirt, and her usually thin body looked even thinner now.The rain and smoke accompanied the wind, and the dark buildings on both sides of the alley were colored by the rain for several days. Under the black umbrella, his face was a little hazy under the cover of the mist. When he saw Qin Mingzhu on his misty white face, Show a very shallow smile.

Qin Mingzhu knew that it was Yan Jiayu's bright smile.Yan Jiayu never laughed out loud, only when she was facing him, she would only smile at the corners of her lips politely when facing other people.

Qin Mingzhu took a deep breath, watching the person stepping on the wet ground and walking in front of him.

"Brother Jiayu." His name is Yan Jiayu.

Yan Jiayu hummed lightly. He took Qin Mingzhu's backpack and carried it on his side, holding a cane in one hand and an umbrella in the other.

Most of the umbrella surface was slanted towards Qin Mingzhu.

He didn't ask Qin Mingzhu why it took so long to come back, and he didn't mention the cruise ship's confession, he just asked: "Are you tired from the car ride? Did you take motion sickness medicine in advance?"

"I'm not tired, I've eaten."

Seeing that Yan Jiayu was no different from the past, Qin Mingzhu put her heart back in place in an instant.The whole person also relaxed, and he insisted on grabbing the umbrella in Yan Jiayu's hand to support it.

"Brother Jiayu, do you know why I went there recently?" He approached the young man next to him under the umbrella, because he was taller than him, and he needed to lift his chin a little, "I'm going bungee jumping! Shhh, don't you Tell grandma, or she will definitely say me."

When telling secrets, Qin Mingzhu always likes to lower her voice, her rosy mouth should be close to the listener's ears, and her eyes are bright and agile.

Yan Jiayu's gaze brushed over Qin Mingzhu's face like light smoke, and she nodded.

Seeing this, Qin Mingzhu felt more at ease.

Brother Jiayu must have confused family and love for a while, otherwise it would not be so easy to get along with him normally.Just now he was so nervous that he wanted to run away, but Brother Jiayu was still the same as before, even if he deliberately tried to get closer than usual, Brother Jiayu didn't react strangely.

He watched a movie, and it said that if the person he likes suddenly approaches, his emotions will be hard to bear, even if he can bear his actions, love will come out of his eyes.

But at this time Qin Mingzhu didn't understand, he was already used to the way Yan Jiayu looked at him, the way Yan Jiayu treated him differently, and took this difference as normal.

Moreover, Yan Jiayu is very good at hiding, hiding emotions, pain, and everything that cannot be said.

After a little trial, Qin Mingzhu felt that the crisis was completely resolved, and her relationship with Yan Jiayu was back to normal.He also no longer intentionally didn't go home to hide from Yan Jiayu.

It's just that college life is more colorful than high school life.He has countless events, parties to attend, and each event has a bunch of people wanting to add his contact information.

After her sophomore year was also played wildly, Qin Mingzhu suddenly became a little tired of this kind of life.He thought of his snow-white professional book, took a breath, deleted all the friends he didn't remember with one click, and sat in the library honestly.

In order to show his determination, he also took pictures and posted news——

"Starting today, I will study hard."

But unexpectedly, his news attracted a group of library friends, who all came to the library to read books with him.He said that he learned different things, but after arriving at the library, he always asked him every few minutes if he was hungry, thirsty, and tired after studying for so long.

Qin Mingzhu was annoyed to death, especially when she found that her students who were really serious about their studies were being disturbed by them.With a bright face, he drove all those people away, and he didn't stay in the library as a rare animal anymore.

Someone always took a sneak shot of him and forgot to turn off the flash.

Qin Mingzhu hid in the house his father bought for him. This house was very close to his university, and it only took a few minutes to walk.

After hiding for two weeks, Yan Jiayu discovered in the video that he had lost a lot of weight.

When reminiscing about her life, the later days were probably a period of extreme happiness and pain for Qin Mingzhu.

At that time, Yan Jiayu was worried about him, and came to see him every day and brought him meals.When he saw Yan Jiayu was about to leave with his cane again, he couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you stay?"

Yan Jiayu stopped and looked back at Qin Mingzhu.

Obviously Yan Jiayu's eyes were no different from those in the past, but he panicked inexplicably and turned his face away, "You run around like this every day, it's troublesome and a waste of time, why don't we live together, and you don't have to be afraid that I won't eat well gone."

After that, she turned her face back, "Unless you find me annoying and don't want to live with me."

"I'll never get bored with you."

Yan Jiayu stayed behind.

After the father found out about this, he asked Qi's mother, who had long wanted to send over, to cook three meals a day for the two of them.

Qi's mother knew that Qin Mingzhu was busy with study and Yan Jiayu was busy with work, so she left after cooking every day, quietly.

There is only one study room in this house, but Qin Mingzhu doesn't think Yan Jiayu is noisy at all.On the contrary, he occasionally raised his eyes and saw Yan Jiayu was able to calm down and study when he was dealing with official business.

And he can ask Yan Jiayu any questions he doesn't understand.

Although Yan Jiayu never went to school after the kidnapping case, she learned much more extensively and deeply than him.

The days go by step by step, and winter arrives in a blink of an eye.

The winter in Nancheng was extremely cold this year. Qin Mingzhu, who came back from class, felt like she was going to be frozen for a few minutes, and one day there was a sudden power outage.

All heating appliances are useless, and a small hot water bottle is not enough to support the temperature of the bed.I don't know if it is related to the season of birth. Qin Mingzhu was born in summer and is extremely afraid of the cold.

When he was shivering in bed at night, he heard Yan Jiayu's voice at the door.

"Mingzhu, I borrowed some hot water from the neighbor downstairs and refilled a hot water bottle, you take—"

Before he finished speaking, the door was opened.

Qin Mingzhu took a look at Yan Jiayu's attire, pajamas were covered with a down jacket, he didn't know how many floors he had descended, and how long the wind had blown, it seemed that a layer of cold frost could be blown off his already pale face.

And Yan Jiayu's legs...

Taking another look at the hot water bottle that Yan Jiayu handed over, Qin Mingzhu grabbed the hand holding the cane without hesitation, and sure enough, the hand was cold, "Sleep together tonight."

Before anyone could speak, he gently pushed him towards his bed.

Yan Jiayu dodged a little, "It's better to sleep separately, I have a bit of a cold recently."

"Then you have to sleep together, or you'll catch a worse cold. Also, I'm cold, even with a hot water bottle!" Qin Mingzhu tilted her head slightly, staring at Yan Jiayu.

A few seconds passed.

"Brother Jiayu." Someone flattened his mouth.

"Okay." Someone said helplessly.

Sleeping together again after a few years, Qin Mingzhu was surprised to find that she was not used to it at all.With a little nostalgia for his childhood, he asked Yan Jiayu if she still remembered the days when they slept together.

Yan Jiayu's shadow was reflected on the wall.

He spoke in the dark, as if he was nostalgic for the past, "Remember."

Qin Mingzhu was lying on his side, he stretched out a hand and made a peacock gesture to the light and shadow.From the age of nine to the present, memories are like buildings next to a road with traffic, no matter how deep they are remembered in an instant, they will eventually fade away.

That night, they talked a lot about their childhood.When the chat got aroused, Qin Mingzhu twisted her waist and sat up, gestured to Yan Jiayu how long his hair was when he was nine years old, and even sang a short scene.

"I hope you will be famous soon, and I hope that your brocade clothes will return to you with respect and kindness. If you don't listen to good advice, I will go to the empty door to practice Zen. I hope you will stop your infatuation and learn from the sages after reading the scriptures..."

She obviously didn't wear make-up, but she seemed to be wearing it, with a snowy and peach-cheeked face, looking forward to the streamer, as if she had really put on that red and colorful costume.Afraid of disturbing the neighbors, he had to lower his voice.Qin Mingzhu groaned softly to the only audience in the cold air.

When he sang "Infatuation", he even stretched out a finger, and tapped Yan Jiayu's eyebrows like water.

After singing a complete sentence, Qin Mingzhu finally couldn't bear the cold, shivering and retreated into the bed.Even he himself didn't notice, he was getting closer and closer to Yan Jiayu, and at the end, he fit into the other's arms perfectly.

The long winter is finally over.

At the beginning of the new semester, Qin Mingzhu gave himself a vacation for a long time, and stopped studying hard, but he didn't want to always leave Yan Jiayu alone at home, he felt that Yan Jiayu should socialize.

So he introduced Yan Jiayu to his friends.

Some of them had met Yan Jiayu on the cruise ship before, but at that time Yan Jiayu was extremely indifferent to the people who came to strike up a conversation, almost to the point of not saying a word.

This time is different.

Qin Mingzhu could feel that Yan Jiayu was trying to blend in with them.

He was very happy, but this happiness disappeared suddenly after a confession from a friend.

"Mingzhu, can you ask me what kind of person Brother Jiayu likes?"

A friend throws a question, and someone next to him immediately answers, "Yeah, a lot of us are curious."

Qin Mingzhu was stunned, and slowly put down the blue soft drink in her hand, stirring the straw unconsciously with her fingers, "Curious about what this is for?"

"We can't catch up with you, so we want to go after your brother." The first sentence seemed to be joking, but the latter sentence was much more serious, "To be honest, I really like your brother's model. You see, we also So familiar, if I become your brother's boyfriend at that time, I will kiss you even more."

The brain seemed to be unable to function at all, Qin Mingzhu felt that he should say something, yes, he had to say something to refuse.

What is the reason for refusing?

"Mingzhu, talk."

"Mingzhu, help me."

"Tell me, what kind of thing does your brother like?"

"Pearl..."

Under repeated urging, Qin Mingzhu said the last thing he should have said in his life.

"He's a cripple, and you like it."

The words sank like ice cubes in a blue drink, and through the crowd, he saw Yan Jiayu with the pearl cane he designed.

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"I hope you will be famous as soon as possible, and I hope that your brocade clothes will be honored and respectful. If you don't listen to good advice, I will go to the empty door to practice Zen. I hope you will stop your infatuation and learn from the sages after reading the scriptures." —— "Embroidered Mattress" remember"