Kasamatsu's black silk

This is what happened one night——

"Kasamatsu-san."

"..."

"Kasamatsu-san, why don't you look at me and talk?"

"..."

"Kasamatsu-san's face turned red and she was still shaking...it feels so cute."

"..."

This picture may be a bit too bold for me.

But at that time, I didn't feel that something was wrong, or because of excessive excitement, I ignored the most basic sense of shame.

The boy with black short hair was pressed under me like this, feeling our bodies getting closer and closer, turned his face away with a flushed face.But even so, he didn't yell at me or push me away—or maybe he couldn't help it if he wanted to, because he was shaking too much.

Oops, it's kind of unbearable.

I licked my somewhat dry lips, stared at the juvenile's delicious-looking face, and swallowed.

"I know... I know why Kasamatsu-san has these reactions."

It's obviously something that is already under control, as long as I want to, I can lower my head and wipe him off at any time, but I am not in a hurry to do so.Because things that can be done at any time can't make me feel impatient, now I just want to use more words to fiddle with his weaknesses.

Then he showed me more expressions that are hard to see normally.

Sure enough, in response to my speech, the body of the boy who was trembling slightly suddenly trembled violently.

I couldn't help curling the corners of my mouth.

"Because Kasamatsu-san has gynophobia—"

... That's it, I had such a dream that I can't tell people.

"If you find it hard to tell, don't tell me and describe it in such detail, idiot!"

My friend gave me a knowing blow to the back of the head, and I suffered 99 points of damage. As a result, my face kissed the ground sweetly, and the remaining blood bars were also deducted completely after that.

Friends VS me, I am completely defeated.

"It hurts!" I couldn't help screaming, before I even had time to rub my face, "Don't do this! I still want to chase Kasamatsu-san, you ruined my face and I don't even have the last bit of capital. Ahhh!"

"Chasing your sister! After hearing what you said just now, I decided to be Kasamatsu-san's companion! You pervert, hurry up and don't harm other good boys! And let me tell you, it doesn't matter if your face is ruined or not. It's a level."

"No, you can't do this! Myfriend! Isn't it you who told me that I have hope and told me not to give up!"

I cried and rushed to my friend, but she pushed me away without hesitation and with a look of disgust.

"I don't want to be a perverted friend!"

"Why is this! My friend, are you going to abandon me! Are you going to abandon me! Even if I occasionally become a little perverted, a little shameless, a little strange in my hobbies, my face is a little ordinary, and my chest is a little small, other than that There's nothing wrong with it!"

"No... why do I feel that you have mentioned some issues that I usually don't want to look at directly." The friend seemed to be in deep thought, "I think I really need to consider whether it is appropriate to continue to be friends with you..."

"Ehhhhhh!?"

Why did it become like this!

I didn't say those words to make my friends think about cutting off friendship with me!

"No, no, no, listen to my explanation, you really want to listen to my explanation! I didn't have that dream on purpose, there was a reason for that dream!"

"Okay, let's hear it."

My friend embraced his chest with both hands, raised his chin, and looked down at me condescendingly...

——No!People who are not as tall as me, please don't make the illusion that I'm being overlooked, okay?

Although I really want to refute it directly, but after I refute it, I will definitely die more bleakly than before.

After struggling for a while, I swallowed nervously and took a deep breath.

"Well...you really want to listen to me?"

"I contacted the members of the basketball club who were selected to get reliable inside information, saying that Kasamatsu-san has gynophobia."

——Yes, this is the truth of the unspeakable sex|dream I had after I went back.

Looking back on that day, I was holding the notebook and pen of "Kasamatsu Yukio's Personal File". If I added a pair of black-rimmed glasses, I would definitely be able to improve my image of a good student who is eager to learn. Contact, and since the first time I heard that I came to inquire about Yukio Kasamatsu's personal information, the main players who were very enthusiastic began to answer my questions with a more positive attitude than me.

When I complained about the bumpy road to courtship, Kasamatsu-san saw the topic that I always avoided like hell——

"Kasamatsu? He has a slight phobia of women."

The team member named Kobori Hiroshi explained it to me like this.

"...That's it...Because I was so shocked, I kept thinking about keywords such as gynophobia, and I only had that kind of shameless dream at night. It wasn't my original intention, my friend. Believe me!"

Once again I declare my innocence to my silent friend.

But she didn't know why, she kept staring at me blankly, and didn't say a word for a long time.

Huh?what happened?What the hell is going on here?ignore me? ?Did I say something wrong just now?Are you more disgusted? ?

My friend was silent for too long, which made me restless. Just when I was racking my brains to think of what to say to restore the stiff friendship between me and my friend, my friend finally woke up from the long silence.

Then, the first action was to reach out and grab my school uniform collar, and start shaking it vigorously back and forth.

"You you you you you you you you actually broke into the inside!?"

"Eh? Eh, eh? That, that, don't, don't shake... I... I, I..."

"Say it! Don't you! Have you broken into the inside!"

I want to say it too, but I can't speak at all in this state!

Being dragged by the collar by my friend, it shook my neck almost to the point of breaking it.

But if I continue to stammer like this without saying anything, even if my friend is shaken to death, he will definitely not let me go.

"I said, I said, you, you, slow down!" Taking advantage of the moment when my friend stopped moving, I shouted desperately, "Yes yes yes yes! You asked me to investigate Kasamatsu-san! But the students in the class seem to know Not much more than me, I think the guys on the basketball team might just sneak in if they know something—”

Before I finished speaking, I was pulled by the collar violently by my over-excited friend, only to hear a loud bang echoing in my mind, and I realized after a while that my forehead hit the Her forehead is gone.

Is this man's forehead made of iron?

I could almost see Venus flying in front of my eyes, but my friend didn't intend to let me take a breather, she increased the strength on her arms again.

"That kind of thing doesn't matter! If you sneak inside, you can meet Kise-kun! That's the point!"

Only the devil knows the point!This kind of thing doesn't matter, I say!

Isn't it my love discussion now?Isn't the subject Kasamatsu-san! ?Why do you have to involve Kise-kun!

Although I was screaming in my heart, if I really said it, I would definitely die without a whole body.

"Y-yes... I can see that Kise guy occasionally..."

"What is that guy, that guy! It's so disrespectful to address Kise-sama!"

help!This person is beyond help!

In other words, I should think carefully about whether to continue to be friends with the other party, it seems that I should be the one——

My friend's violent persecution of me finally ended the day's lunch break with the ringing of the campus bell after I promised to give her at least one autographed photo and other benefits.

When I returned to the classroom, the teacher hadn't come yet, so I lay on the table weakly, rubbing my burning and sore neck.

—Are you trying to kill me?

I couldn't help muttering in a low voice, but I heard some hesitant voices coming from the front.

"……Are you OK?"

I looked up, and Yukio Kasamatsu who turned to look at me from the front seat seemed to have a worried look on his face.

His eyes fell on my hand covering my neck, his face changed, and his brows frowned. "It's so red, what happened?"

"Ah, it's nothing... I was hurt by a friend who didn't know how to attack. It will disappear after a while."

"Really? Then be careful, it's very dangerous to make it like this on the neck."

Hearing Kasamatsu-san say that, I feel a little happy.

During this time, Kasamatsu, who has been avoiding me, took the initiative to talk to me. If my friend pinched my neck to get this kind of treatment, I would rather be pinched by my friend a few more times!Could it be that my friend did this on purpose after knowing about it to create such a condition for me...

Ah, impossible, this is absolutely impossible...

Quickly negating my whimsical idea, I noticed another point.

Wait, the situation in front of you, could it be that——

"Could it be that Kasamatsu-san is concerned about me?"

"Uh... I'm always a little worried, right? After all, I'm a classmate..."

Kasamatsu-san turned his face away and stopped looking at me, but just from his blushing ears, one can guess that this person's face must be completely red again now.Why do you blush so easily?Is this also part of the characteristics of female phobia?

"Am I so scary?" I couldn't help asking.

"what?"

"Because Kasamatsu-san refuses to look at me and talk, and blushes because of nervousness, it's all caused by gynophobia, right?" I put my chin in one hand and looked at Kasamatsu-san who was full of doubts, "So I want to ask, Do I look that scary?"

"You... where are you from..."

Knowing what he wanted to ask, I quickly replied: "Basketball department."

"...It's those guys again..."

Kasamatsu-san held his forehead with a painful expression on his face, and let out a long sigh.

He looked at my face again, and after looking at it for a while, he said again: "No..."

"Huh?" What's not?

The sentence where the subject, predicate and object are not evenly matched makes people completely confused. Kasamatsu seems to want to continue to say something, but the teacher walked into the classroom at this time. Prompted by the voice of "start class now", I and Kasamatsu-san's rare conversation just ended like this.

What do you mean it's not?

Was it the people from the basketball department who made a mistake?

Or am I misunderstanding?

...Sure enough, if I just rely on my own guesses, I can't figure out anything.

>>>

I like Yukio Kasamatsu.

Write this sentence in the diary of the day again, I close the book, turn off the light, lie on the bed and close my eyes.

I have also had the experience of liking someone before, but it always feels different.

It's not the same feeling as liking someone, it's more like liking a... part?Yes, it is like admiring a beautiful part.It wasn't wrong for me to fall in love with Kasamatsu Yukio at first sight, but it seems to be a little different recently.

I was very happy when I talked to him, I was very happy to observe the changes in his every expression, I was very happy to learn even a little bit about him, I was very happy when I secretly followed someone to watch a basketball game.

Sure enough, the charm of Hei Si is different, even the feeling of liking someone has become strange.

I summed up my previous thoughts without authorization, and then let my consciousness sink into sleep.

……

"……Nah."

Still under me, Yukio Kasamatsu, who was flushed and trembling, finally stopped being silent.

I don't remember what we said before, but this sentence seems very familiar, as if I heard this sentence somewhere, I can't help becoming irritable.

"What isn't it?"

"..."

Ah, no more talking.

Don't even look at me.

why?

Am I that frightening for you?

"Kasamatsu-san, talk."

He doesn't answer me.

At least look at me——I couldn't help thinking this, I reached out and grabbed his chin, and forcibly turned his face.

Kasamatsu Yukio's face was as expected, even redder than expected.

Is this really just caused by fear and tension?

Such doubts flashed past, and then were covered by more curiosity about the previous sentence.

"What the hell isn't it? You don't have gynophobia? You're not afraid of me? Or what?"

"..."

"Sure enough, you still don't want to say it?"

"..."

"How will you answer me?"

In the dream, I asked one sentence after another the illusion that it was impossible to give me any answer, so as to release the anxiety in my heart.

Yes, this is a dream.

It is precisely because it is a dream that I dare to be so unscrupulous here——

I leaned down and approached Yukio Kasamatsu's trembling lips little by little, little by little.

"Then, if you give this mouth a little reward, can you hear the answer?"

……

Even if it is a dream, I am too bold.

When I woke up, I sat on the single bed, and my heartbeat probably exceeded the upper limit of the standard, and I was even trying to break the world record.

I covered my face with my hands, not to mention my friend who always disliked my pervert, now even I feel that I am perverted.

It's so perverted that people can't bear to look directly at it!

- To actually have such shameless dreams for two days in a row.

——Which face will I use to face Kasamatsu-san from today on!