People only regret it when they truly realize that they have lost it, but when they regret it, it is often too late.

Because time cannot be turned back.

The assumption behind every "if" in this world doesn't make sense.

Gu Ye never does meaningless things.

But during the period when Jiang Baochen completely ignored him, rejected him, resisted him, and even made a boyfriend for it...

He had repeatedly thought "what if".

If nothing happened to the Jiang family.

If if he didn't go abroad at that time.

Is the ending different?

No.

it's the same.

Gu Ye is a pessimist.

He knew from a young age that everyone is unreliable, only himself can be relied on, and only himself can spell out a future for himself.

Therefore, he turned a deaf ear to what was extravagant and owned by others.

He hides the fact that "I don't" with "I don't need to".

When facing Jiang Baochen, this kind of emotion that can be called juvenile self-esteem broke through the threshold. He made an appearance of disgust and alienation, just to better cover up the inferiority complex and longing deep in his heart.

This is out of instinctive self-preservation.

Because I can't afford it, I will try my best to find out all kinds of shortcomings in that person, as if it can prove "I won't like him" and "How can I like him".

Not that I'm not good enough for him.

So when the young Omega rushed over, the irregular heartbeat sounded, he regarded it as a symptom of endurance physical contact impairment.

After involuntarily giving a response, he would repeatedly confirm to himself that it was just to cooperate with the rich young master's pursuit game.

Each takes what he needs, so each performs his duties.

That paranoid cognition is almost engraved in the bone.

Omega has fallen asleep.

He hugged his legs and lay crookedly in the big soft sofa chair.

Gu Ye was still holding the documents in his hand, but with the other hand he was gently kneading and massaging the Omega's glands.

Because Jiang Baochen went back to sleep, but he didn't sleep well.

He would always unconsciously scratch his glands in his sleep, frowning slightly, showing discomfort and discomfort.

Gu Ye discovered those actions the night Jiang Baochen fell ill and had a high fever.

He thought it was Omega's stress response after being stimulated by "Sun Chengcheng", but after a few days, it became more frequent.He also woke Jiang Baochen up because of this, and asked him if he felt uncomfortable, but the sleepy Jiang Baochen asked what was wrong in a daze.

Jiang Baochen's glands had an abnormal reaction, and at the same time he became drowsy and drowsy.

In the transoceanic video conference in the evening, Gu Ye specially invited academicians of the Academy of Sciences and his own project team members to conduct targeted analysis and then determine the direction of follow-up research.

In fact, Gu Ye had a vague guess in his heart on the first day of reading the materials all night.

He also searched a lot of documents for this purpose.

until the end of this meeting.

That conjecture was confirmed by different languages, clearly and affirmatively.

Back then, Jiang Baochen broke out in Omega heat and menarche early because he was greatly stimulated, and the glands were not fully developed. After that, Jiang Baochen's mood and state were in a very bad state for a long time due to successive blows.

As a result, the already underdeveloped glands gradually began to show symptoms of exhaustion and pseudo-exhaustion.

In the past, domestic medical equipment and knowledge reserves were very limited, and only abnormal glands could be diagnosed, and the means of treatment were very limited.

Therefore, Omegas with gland failure often have only one of the same fate.

This is the case of Huo Zhiqiu's twin brother, Huo Yiye. After he differentiated into an Omega, he was given an ultimatum by the doctor because of congenital gland defects. He would not live to be 25 years old.

For this reason, Huo Zhiqiu spent a lot of money to recruit young talents in both medical science and technology, providing them with various resources, researching the success rate of gland transplantation, and also providing them with research and development of artificial glands.

Related experiments and scientific research lasted for several years.

It was a mistake.

Huo Yiye fell in love with Jiang Baochen who decided to sell the glands for money at first sight, and He Jinlin also signed the artificial gland implantation operation after careful consideration.

The nano glands support Jiang Baochen to live like a normal person, and only when he is in estrus will he experience severe pain.

The young scientists didn't think it was a postoperative complication or rejection.

But it is.

It's as if the artificial glands and the original glands do not interfere with the river water. Once the estrus occurs, the original glands will heat up and swell, and they will "fight bayonet" with the artificial glands.

During the period of studying in the United States, Gu Ye was misled, and the focus of research has been on improving and upgrading the nano glands, so as to minimize the rejection of the original glands.

This is not his field, so it is very dependent on the team.

but if……

Jiang Baochen's normal life does not rely on artificial glands, and nano glands will only make Omega suffer during estrus?

In other words, after so many years, Omega's native glands have been able to support the pheromones that the body needs to secrete during estrus, so what is the role of artificial glands?

The problem is simplified.

If what was placed in front of Gu Ye was not a technological nano-gland, but a chemical used to stimulate the regrowth of atrophied glands.

That is tantamount to entering the field where he is most comfortable and good at.

He has confidence and absolute certainty.

It was very quiet in the study.

Gu Ye's gaze did not fall on the document in his hand, but quietly and gently looked at Omega who was sleeping defenselessly on the sofa chair, with thick and slender black eyelashes, a delicate and upturned nose, and a line of moist lips. The white teeth biting the tip of the tongue are exposed through the slits.

It's better to be asleep.

In fact, Gu Ye has always felt unreal like dreaming.

I always feel that when I wake up one day, Jiang Baochen will not be around, and there will be only a long emptiness that will last to the end of life.

The time void for the rest of your life is meaningless.

Everything is nothingness.

He didn't know what to use to drive away the uneasiness deep in his heart.

Except for the moment of hugging and kissing, this kind of anxiety will be temporarily driven away and enriched, as long as it is afterward, it will still worry about gains and losses.

Are you really together?

Do you really have it?

Will Jiang Baochen never leave again?

Will it be like this forever, every moment, until the end of life?

Could he really, really be that lucky?

Gu Ye has always been suspicious, until Omega blurted out the sentence at night: "Gu Ye, let me take you to see my parents, okay?"

All the past and the guillotine hanging high above the heart finally disappeared.

He Jinlin has tasted the sweetness that he has been hiding for ten years, and he finally tasted it at this moment.

As long as Jiang Baochen walks out, as long as Jiang Baochen is no longer confined to the past, and can earnestly and happily live on...

He can keep his mouth shut and hide it for a lifetime.

Gu Ye put down the information, leaned over and kissed Omega's slightly parted lips.

He moved carefully, paying attention to Jiang Baochen's movements all the time, for fear of waking up the sleeping young master, but watching and watching, he was unwilling to just taste it lightly, so he tried to gently suck and seduce him.

In the past, when Janis kissed others, Gu Ye always felt that exchanging saliva between two people was an extremely unhygienic and disgusting thing.

But it's not disgusting at all.

Being with the one you love is the most intimate and heart-beating thing in the world.

It feels alive and grounded.

I wish I could last forever.

Gu Ye was obsessed and even lost control. He never thought that one day his restraint would be as thin as paper.

When there are no outsiders, just looking at Jiang Baochen makes him want to kiss him.

As if carved into instinct.

Gu Ye still held back in the end, he restrained himself and finally kissed Jiang Baochen's moist red lips, then pinched Omega's slightly hot glands, carefully picked him up from the sofa, and left the study .

Gu Ye woke up early the next day, and chose a rigid, solemn black suit without any fancy designs.

Jiang Baochen swept him from head to toe, fearing that he would be cold, so he took one of his own plush earmuffs and handed it to him.

Gu Ye disagreed, thinking that red is too rude.

Jiang Baochen put it on for him, happily said it looked good, and said that his parents would like it very much, then he also picked out a red woolen scarf from the closet and tied it on.

In early spring, the wind is cold.

There was no one else in the huge cemetery.

Jiang Baochen held a large bouquet of colorful chrysanthemums in his arms, and accompanied by Alpha who was holding the same bouquet, he walked past neatly arranged small pine trees and tombstones.

Along the way, Jiang Baochen talked a lot with Gu Ye.

Until a tombstone engraved with the words "Tomb of Jiang Jiancheng" appeared in the distance of the trail.

"You wait for me here for a while." Jiang Baochen told Gu Ye, and then brought over the bouquet that Alpha was holding.

Gu Ye had no objection, handed him the bouquet, and stood there quietly waiting.

The bouquet was huge, and Jiang Baochen was holding two large bouquets on one side and the other on the right, and it was very difficult for him to see the road under his feet.

"Dad, Mom!"

"I'm here to see you again!"

When it finally arrived, Jiang Baochen placed the bouquet neatly in front of the tombstone, wiped the photo on the monument with his palm, and said with a smile, "The weather has gotten better recently, hasn't it!"

"This time, I mainly want to tell you that the murderer who killed you back then has been caught!"

He was very energetic: "It's that Sun Chengcheng! The court sentenced her to a lifetime in prison, the kind that can't be commuted forever until she dies!"

After Jiang Baochen finished speaking, he paused for a while, then lowered his volume, and said, "Father, I just realized that so many people misunderstood you and poured dirty water on you in the past. But it doesn't matter, everything has been clarified now, and now all Everyone knows that everything is caused by that bad woman."

"Things are really getting better, aren't they?"

"By the way, do you know who caught Sun Chengcheng?"

Jiang Baochen wiped it off, and sat down in front of the tombstone, "It's Gu Ye! Didn't I say that Gu Ye has become super powerful? He is the chief engineer or partner of R·C, and he has also developed an Omega estrus Great new inhibitor!"

"Now, he not only put Sun Chengcheng in prison, but also helped me pay back all the money I owed."

"Well... why did he help me pay back the money and help me catch Sun Chengcheng?" Jiang Baochen raised his chin, his eyes drifted to the Alpha standing in the distance, and he couldn't hear it due to the distance. With a smug look on his face, "Of course it's because he likes me very much! He likes me so much, he would die without me! And he liked me a long time ago! It's just that he was poor at the time, no Dare to tell me that you will dare to return to China to find me when you become rich abroad."

"Oh." Jiang Baochen sighed softly, looked at Gu Ye in the distance, shook his head with a sigh, and said with emotion: "Gu Ye is really lucky! After so many years, I'm still not married yet! I look so good-looking, how can I not be married and not have a partner?"

"Really, he took advantage of it all at once and succeeded!"

After Jiang Baochen finished speaking, he propped his chin and looked at Gu Ye for a long time.

Alpha looks really good-looking.

The whole body, even a single strand of hair conforms to his aesthetics.

Even if he does nothing and just stands there, it is still a famous silent painting, with blue sky and endless pine needles and green cypresses. He is wearing a suit, with broad shoulders, narrow waist and slender legs.

It seems to be a taller and more luxuriant tree.

Except for the red plush earmuffs, they are incompatible with the aura of that suit.

Jiang Baochen suddenly laughed, his eyes were moist for some reason, but this made him see the figure standing far away more clearly, "Mom and Dad, I like him very much too."

"He said he doesn't mind if my glands can't mark, and that I'm not a normal Omega."

"But he feels sorry for me every time I'm in heat, so he's helping me find a solution."

"Actually, it doesn't matter whether there is a solution or not, it's even better if there is no solution, after all, I'm still a little afraid of Gu Ye's susceptible period..."

"Ugh."

"If only you could have a baby without going to bed and without being marked."

Jiang Baochen tilted his head to look at the people in the distance, his eyes didn't blink for a moment, and said with envy and longing: "Because Gu Ye is really good-looking, I really want a baby like Gu Ye in a smaller version."

After watching for a long time.

Jiang Baochen murmured softly to himself again and asked, "Why do I like someone so much?"

"It seems that no matter who I look at in this life, it's the same. Only Gu Ye is different. He makes me angry, sad, and painful. He seems to take away all my emotions, so as long as I see him, I will feel the same. Like coming back to life, I will still be happy, I will be strangely happy, I can't help but want to post it, like soaking into a jar full of honey..."

When Jiang Baochen said "for a while", it was a long time.

It may have been 10 minutes, it may have been half an hour, or even almost an hour.

Gu Ye was always waiting in place, with a straight figure, deep and handsome eyebrows and calm eyes, without the slightest hint of impatience.

He only watched Omega intently from a distance.

Gu Ye never does meaningless things.

During the most out-of-control period, he assumed "if", but the result behind every "if" only pushed him into a deeper abyss.

If nothing happened to the Jiang family, their status and influence in the business world would only increase. In that case, the Jiang family would never allow their only precious son to marry a man who lived in a slum and was raised by his mother selling her body. Alpha.

They will arrange Jiang Baochen's marriage very early, and marry an Alpha who is well-matched and who loves and dotes on Jiang Baochen very much, just like He Jinlin.

And if he hadn't gone abroad back then, he wouldn't have been able to help Jiang Baochen repay the subsequent series of debts of the Jiang family, and Sun Chengcheng, the instigator, would have been even harder to catch. In a fundamental sense, the actual effect he could provide was far inferior to that of He Jinlin. .

What's more, Jiang Baochen has always pursued him with the attitude of a proud young master. Once his pride is crushed into sand, Jiang Baochen may be the first to drive him away under despair and pain.

No matter which "what if", he and Jiang Baochen will be like two straight lines, after intersecting, they will be farther and farther apart forever.

Except now.

Except at this moment.

Those assumptions and if they can't piece together a perfect ending, then the current choice seems to be the most correct one.

Meet each other at the right time, then separate, and meet again at the right time.

Those who love but don't know, those tossing and turning after losing, those pains and sufferings, jealousy and madness, seem to be the necessary mud bricks to piece together a perfect ending. If one piece is missing, this ending cannot be built.

but……

He still wanted to make one last meaningless assumption.

If possible, he would like to go back ten years ago, to the moment when he received Jiang Baochen's call at the airport.

He would coax his little master on the phone not to cry, don't be afraid, he will be there soon.

He would wipe away Jiang Baochen's tears with his own hands, and would call the doctor as soon as he got hot.

He would accompany his young master through those days when he couldn't sleep all night, and would take the trouble to say again and again: It's okay, everything will be fine, trust me.

He will tell him, I like you.

I like it very much, I like it very much, I only like you in this life.

So, Jiang Baochen, please wait for me.

wait me back.

Then marry me home.

He will not lose contact again, he will turn everything into motivation, and will return to China as soon as he is full-fledged.

He will find Jiang Baochen earlier and become Jiang Baochen's support, his pillar, and his new family.

faster.

Faster.

Let him protect his little master from the wind and rain, protect him from worries for the rest of his life, and protect his innocence and loveliness for the rest of his life.

fortunately……

fortunately.

Gu Ye's eyes were deep and firm. He took a step forward and walked steadily towards the Omega who got up and waved at him.

Fortunately, there is no need to assume.

For the rest of his life, every minute and every second, he will do it.

He pledged it with his life.

(End of text)

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