forced to sink
Chapter 5
After Guan Yan left, Zhao Li also planned to go upstairs and start working, but was forced by Lu Chenyun to take a day's sick leave on the grounds of an order. Fortunately, Shao Zuo hadn't come to work at that time, otherwise he just thought about how to explain these things to his father in person. The antecedents and consequences are a headache.
So, under Lu Chenyun's insistence, they returned to the villa far away in the suburbs.
After getting out of Lu Chenyun's car──I took it for granted, the other party was determined not to let Chao Li drive by himself, besides being worried, he was also probably afraid that Zhao Li would take the opportunity to run around if he had a car, and would not be able to come back with him in peace, right?Zhao Li noticed one thing, Lu Chenyun has maintained a very unhappy attitude since Guan Yan left until now.
Zhao Li simply felt baffled, no matter how he was the one who had the right to be unhappy, what could Lu Chenyun have to be awkward?Frowning and thinking for a while, as soon as he entered the door, he put on a face of humiliation, and began to take off his shirt. Lu Chenyun, who parked the car and came in a few steps later, was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly understood that the other party might have misunderstood the request for leave The purpose of one thing.
"...I drove you back to let you have a good rest. Where do you want to go?" In any case, it was indeed his responsibility that Zhao Li fainted. He wouldn't be such a beast, would he?
Lu Chenyun stretched out his hand and took the initiative to button Chao Li's half-open button.
"Are you so kind? I thought you wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to do something special." Of course, it was easy not to do it. Zhao Li's tense body instantly became much more relaxed, and he waved away Lu Chenyun's hand that was still resting on his chest. , just sat down on the corner of the sofa.
The body is clamoring for him to catch up on sleep quickly, but the spirit has no sleepiness, and this will happen when he is overtired.
"I'm not always this bad... Besides, it's more enjoyable to do it when you're fully recovered." After speaking, Lu Chenyun was surprised when did he know how to be considerate of his bedmate?
"If you don't want to do it, why do you look unhappy along the way? Does anyone owe you money?"
"Ah?" Lu Chenyun really didn't expect that Zhao Li would also observe his expression, "I was just wondering...do you have a crush on Guan Yan?"
"Favorite?" Zhao Li answered naturally, "He has a good personality, so it's hard to be disgusted, isn't it? What's more, compared with you, he can be said to be perfect, there is no need to be picky."
Zhao Li is Chao Li, you can also mock him by answering a question... Lu Chenyun felt a little discouraged for some reason, and asked again: "So you like him? Do you want to sleep with him?"
"..." Zhao Li was silent for a few seconds, and when he realized what Lu Chenyun meant, he exploded again, "Go to bed with you! I mean he's easy to get along with, suitable for being a friend, you think everyone is like Are you also a tasteless pervert?"
"But you always smile at him very—very attractive, Li Li, can you smile at me like that once?"
tempting?He is a big man, thanks to Lu Chenyun thinking of such an adjective, Zhao Li remained silent, and then slowly showed a sneer, which instantly made Lu Chenyun shudder.
"Look, look, he's so murderous towards me, but so gentle towards Guan Yan, isn't that obviously biased?"
gentle?
"So what about partiality? Lu Chenyun, do you think it is necessary to show a gentle side to a despicable person? I can be nice to anyone, to you? Sorry, it's impossible."
Zhao Li won't admit it, but Lu Chenyun has misunderstood it. He is not gentle towards Guan Yan and others, and he has never been gentle. It's just because he no longer knows how to get along with others—— later.
In the past, he could advocate freedom and act arbitrarily, even if his temper was not restrained, but after making an irreparable big mistake, he was afraid, and he was afraid of his own selfishness.
He puts away all his ego, internally he is still the obedient son, externally he keeps a certain distance from anyone, he does not want to hurt anyone anymore, rather than saying that he is gentle to others, it is more like an absolute coldness, Built on politeness.
It's just a disguise, with this layer of protection, he won't let his former self step out of the barrier again, so... everyone will be safe, and he will no longer have the opportunity to make mistakes and kill anyone.
The word despicable doesn't seem to be able to hurt Lu Chenyun with such a natural nature at all. After thinking about it seriously, he asked: "In other words, are you only so fierce to me? Isn't this also a different kind of partiality?"
Zhao Li was taken aback, and realized that he couldn't answer this question, so he turned his head and ignored Lu Chenyun.
This is indeed a question. From the very beginning, he treated Lu Chenyun more coldly than others, because he didn't like the other party's unrestrained appearance, not to mention that this person later boldly used Shao Yue to threaten him. What's so strange about him bursting out?
But intimidation is intimidation, he should be the kind of person who won't waste his energy to get angry on it once a deal is agreed, because it's too much, but his calmness is still pierced by Lu Chenyun's words from time to time, causing him to move It will release murderous aura towards the person in front of him.
... Is the problem on her own, or is it simply that Lu Chenyun's ability to irritate people is too high?
Not wanting to think about such a complicated issue when he was tired, Zhao Li tried to divert his attention and set his sights on the piano in the corner of the living room.
The style is indeed relatively old and simple, but the overall material can be seen to be very high-end, and beyond a certain age, there must be an astonishing price.
Lu Chenyun, who was about to continue complaining and being jealous, noticed the direction of Chao Li's eyes at the same time, and he remembered that this was not the first time Zhao Li stared at the piano.Although they have only been together here for two weeks, and not every day, he knows that even if Zhao Li has never met, he will always glance at him when he passes the living room.
So, why?
"You can play the piano?"
"No." Zhao Li's answer was very straightforward, and his eyes met Lu Chenyun again, "I don't look like a person with music skills?"
Hearing this, Lu Chenyun looked Chao Li up and down. It is true that this person has a very elegant tutor, but in terms of his cool and handsome appearance, he really only suits Zhao Li with interests like fighting, right?It is more reasonable to say that he is a professional killer than a musician.
"It doesn't look like it." Lu Chenyun spontaneously explained to the other party: "I didn't buy this. The previous owner here seems to be a music player. I heard that he was also a rich man. He might have thought it was troublesome at first, so he didn't take it with him when he moved. .”
This is the reason why the sound insulation effect is emphasized in the building structure. Music is not something that everyone in the neighborhood will definitely like.
"Then you can't play?"
"I think this is a good decoration." Lu Chenyun shrugged. To be honest, he is a child who is doomed to smell like copper. How could he not?In fact, he even plays the violin -- funny because his music tutor spends far more time with him than his parents.
But for him, music is not comparable to his hobby of looking for playthings everywhere, and it is really not worthy of his boasting, "Okay, okay, go to bed and lie down, it seems that your complexion is still not very good."
"Well, then I'll go to sleep." Maybe he was really tired, Zhao Li's tone was inexplicably softer, and he was no longer as tough as before, "I'm going back in the afternoon, I didn't tell my dad in advance today Sleeping out."
Shao Zuo trusted him very much, and every time he came here to pay the deal commitment to Lu Chenyun, he always simply told his father that he was going to sleep with a friend.Several years ago, he would do this occasionally, so Shao Zuo never wondered why his so-called sleeping out happened so frequently, but it didn't mean that he could just do it casually without notifying him in advance.
"Whether you can go back or not is up to me."
Zhao Libai glanced at him, "Lu Chenyun, don't you care too much?"
"As long as it's your business, I'll take care of it──" Halfway through speaking, Zhao Li's cell phone rang synchronously, but it was rare for Lu Chenyun to shut up in time and let Zhao Li answer the phone first.
Unexpectedly, the caller turned out to be Shao Zuo.
His tone was obviously worried, and he asked quickly and urgently: "Xiao Li, I found out that you had called for sick leave when I arrived at the company. Are you okay? Where are you now? Are you driving yourself?"
"Dad, I'm fine, it's just a small problem." Zhao Li said, pushing away Lu Chenyun who kept posting it, probably to remind him to tell Shao Zuo to sleep out, "I'm not driving, I'm at a friend's house right now."
Zhao Li was considering whether to take a taxi back in the afternoon, or just stay here for the night, so as to save Lu Chenyun from arguing again, and before he could come to a conclusion, the latter snatched the phone from his ear.
"Lu Chenyun!" Huo Da, Zhao Li got up and wanted to get back the phone, only to see Lu Chenyun quickly opened the distance between the two of them, and said silently "Quiet, this is an order" to him, Zhao Li's face turned pale After sinking, he sat down again very dissatisfied.
He thought to himself, if Lu Chenyun dared to speak nonsense to his father, he would not let him go.
"Hi Uncle Shao, I'm Lu Chenyun, the friend who often invites Chao Li to play." Lu Chenyun said with a smile, showing a very polite attitude, "I'm sorry to interrupt your conversation, I asked him to ask for sick leave, His current condition is still not very good, please let me answer for him.”
Zhao Li rolled his eyes when he heard this, maybe he is too serious to talk on his cell phone?It's just fainting from lack of sleep, who is Lu Chenyun trying to scare?
Shao Zuo didn't really mind Lu Chenyun's proactiveness, he was only worried about his son's current situation, "Is he okay? Could you tell me the address of the house? I'll go pick him up."
"Uncle, if there is any problem, I will send him to the hospital directly. Don't worry too much, just let him stay with me for one night, and I will drive him to work in the company tomorrow."
"This──" With the other party's insistence, Shao Zuo, who has always been gentle, naturally did not intend to forcefully dissuade him, but said: "If he is still unwell tomorrow morning, please let him continue to rest. I will deal with it on the company side. sorry to bother you."
This is better, just ask for a few more days off, Lu Chenyun smiled, "No trouble, goodbye uncle."
Lu Chenyun ended the call between their father and son without asking Zhao Li's opinion.
Anyway, this person's self-willedness is not a matter of a day or two, and Zhao Li was unable to say anything more, but when he got back the phone, he gave a light warning: "Don't meddle in my private affairs casually in the future."
"Hey, I won't mess with you when you're sick, and it won't matter if you stay overnight. Why do you reject me so much?"
"It's okay if I don't reject it, as long as you try it below."
Wow, this is an unbelievable declaration of terror, Lu Chenyun smiled stiffly, "Come on, go to sleep, Li Li, you must be too tired to say everything wrong."
Zhao Li didn't bother to refute him, he took the lead and walked back to the room, but shut the door firmly before Lu Chenyun intended to go in.
Lu Chenyun stood in front of the door and touched his nose that was almost crooked, feeling helpless, this Chao Li's temper is always so big...
He took out his mobile phone and opened the latest text message again, which he had received before he went to Zao Li.
"Is it time to give me what I want?"
Calculating the time, he decided to complete the extra conditions agreed with Shao Yue first, so that they would have nothing to do with each other, and then... go buy something for Zhao Li by the way.
Zhao Li has a physique that doesn't need much sleep time, so he woke up not long after taking a short rest. He went to the kitchen to pour some water to drink, and only then did he notice that the noisy Lu Chenyun didn't seem to be there?He curiously checked the parking place through the window, and the car was indeed no longer in place.
Not paying much attention, he turned around and planned to go back to the room to find the original book that had aroused his interest before, but instinctively stopped when he passed the living room.
──Since Lu Chenyun is not here...
Zhao Li walked to the piano and slowly lifted the heavy cover that had already been covered with a layer of dust. This piano is indeed old, but every black and white keyboard is still stable and can still be used normally. It feels unique to old pianos. Comfortable texture.Zhao Li randomly pressed a few sets of chords, probably because he hasn't tuned for too long, and there are many places where the pitch sounds inaccurate.
It didn't matter to Zhao Li, listening to the long-lost piano sound made him smile.
He is not interested in any musical instrument, it is almost instinctive. He has only had a good impression of the piano since he was a child. The Shao family also has a great piano, but unfortunately he can no longer play it...
Chao Li stroked one key after another, trying to recall the happiness and touch of childhood.
……
When Lu Chenyun bought something and opened the door when he returned home, for a moment he thought he had gone to the wrong place, because he heard a piano melody that was both familiar and unfamiliar.
No way?He was a little surprised, he even forgot to close the door, but he remembered to walk lightly towards the source of the sound.
Looking from the angle of the living room door, you can see Zhao Li's profile, he seems to be intoxicated in playing the piano, and he didn't hear Lu Chenyun's return at all.
I saw that pair of slender fingers flowing freely between black and white.
Lu Chenyun was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that Zhao Li could play the piano, and he couldn't play it very well, but he was just astonished and not shocked, because...it's very suitable, right?Zhao Li sitting in front of the piano was even more attractive, so he simply leaned against the door and listened.
But Lu Chenyun didn't understand, it wasn't like he had no interest in music, since Zhao Li could play the piano, why did he lie?Could it be that it would be embarrassing to admit such a talent that is so different from its appearance?
His eyes were focused on those beautiful hands. Indeed, judging from his fingers, Zhao Li didn't seem to be good at fighting, but was born to develop in the music industry, but when it comes to personality... tsk tsk.
Lu Chenyun smiled silently, and found that Zhao Li had finished the unknown etude and replaced it with a world-renowned song.
That is the theme song of the classic movie "The Godfather" ─ ─ "Speak Softly Love".This is a film full of struggles of the Italian mafia, but the track contains love. Overall, the difficulty is not high, but the melody is very intoxicating. Lu Chenyun also tried it with the violin before, and the tonality of this track is very good. Suitable for all kinds of instruments.
A long time ago, he didn't know the origin of this song. He didn't know until he got to know Guan Yan and watched that movie by chance at the other party's credit agency. He never liked old movies, but Guan Yan was the opposite.
Lu Chenyun likes its melody, but always scoffs at its lyrics. The reason is obvious, he can't stand the love that keeps emerging in the lyrics.
It's just that the melody is not much different from the original, so why does it sound so sad?This is the first time he has seen someone interpret this love song in a depressive way. Could it be this person who is sometimes cold and sometimes fiery... In fact, he has a lot of emotions in his heart, right?
Lu Chenyun was full of doubts, but he still didn't move, silently admiring Zhao Li's expressionless but extremely focused expression, and listening carefully to the notes flowing out of Zhao Li's hands step by step.
After finishing a cycle, Zhao Li abruptly stopped his hands before the next repetition mark, the music was interrupted very suddenly, he slowly raised his hands slightly closer to his eyes, staring at his palms, not knowing what he was thinking.
Seeing this, Lu Chenyun couldn't help frowning, wondering if the keys were too old and hurt Zhao Li's hand?
But obviously this is not the problem, because Zhao Li has always maintained this posture in a daze without moving, as if there is something in his hand──
Lu Chenyun didn't know that what Zhao Li saw at this moment was a whole piece of blood red, which existed in the distant past, but it had been with him like a shadow in the past three years. He only knew that Chao Li exuded an aura that he had never seen before.
The breath is lonely, sad, and can even be called despair──
"Listen, Brother Li, did you hear it? The words contained in this melody are like my love for you."
"Have you forgotten? I love you."
Zhao Li took a deep breath and quickly got up from the piano chair. He moved away from the piano, as if something frightened him, his whole body was visibly stiff and panicked. Lu Chenyun suddenly met his gaze.
Lu Chenyun was embarrassed, if he could only eavesdrop on the performance, it would be fine, but there was something wrong with Zhao Li at the moment, he wanted to apologize first, but when he looked carefully, he realized that Zhao Li's eyes were slightly red.
"You..." Lu Chenyun couldn't continue after only one sound. He was very concerned about why Zhao Li had such a reaction, but he didn't know where to start asking.
Zhao Li still stood silently on the spot, he didn't take the initiative to speak, his face had a depressing indifference.
They didn't say a word to each other until Zhao Li walked forward and wanted to pass Lu Chenyun at the door and leave.
Lu Chenyun instinctively stretched out his hand to grab the opponent, he gently pressed Zhao Li against the wall beside him, "What's the matter, Zhao Li?"
"None of your business."
How could it be none of his business?Playing his piano casually will make his eyes turn red. Come on, the person in front of him is Chao Li. That Zhao Li who was threatened by him and even given to him is still so tough. red?
Lu Chenyun's fingers caressed the corners of Zhao Li's eyes, and the latter slightly moved away, but his eyes didn't want to meet him.
Zhao Li, are you sad?
Quietly, Lu Chenyun asked in his heart, he thought that if he really asked, Zhao Li would push him away, right?Then maybe shut yourself in the room again.He didn't want to make things so embarrassing, so he didn't say anything, but pressed his lips to the corners of Chao Li's eyes to replace his fingers.
"Lu Chenyun, you──"
"Be obedient, don't let me force you with orders every time, can you pretend that I want to act like a baby to you?"
"What are you acting like a baby? Are you sick?"
"That's right, I'm sick..." Lu Chenyun smiled softly, and kissed Chao Li again.He can't tell the reason, he just wants to do this, even though this man is just a toy he traded, but he doesn't like to see him sad.
If Zhao Li has this expression in the future, he will definitely kiss it off again and again. For him, his Li Li just needs to be as rough as usual, that's what Zhao Li should look like.
And Zhao Li was also extremely confused, Lu Chenyun's smile now made it difficult for him to get angry directly, because it contained too much consolation.Is this comforting him?Is this person who knows nothing comforting him in his own way?Why?
He grabbed Lu Chenyun's shoulder, reluctantly letting the other party do whatever he wanted on his face and even his sensitive ears. They rarely had the experience of simply being close but not in the situation of making love. Zhao Li didn't notice until now that it turned out that Lu Chenyun's body The temperature...was warm.
After a rare night of peace for them, unexpectedly the next morning kicked off with a quarrel.
"Lu Chenyun, have you had enough trouble? I said I'm going to work!"
"Why am I making trouble?" Facing Zhao Li who was being forced to sit down and have breakfast by his "order", Lu Chenyun had an innocent face, "It's your father who said that if you are unwell, you will automatically go on vacation!"
"Do you think I'm a patient? I've been cured a long time ago." Throwing down his uneaten breakfast, Zhao Li walked to the sofa, picked up the cell phone that was thrown in the corner, and planned to call a taxi directly, which would be faster.
"Who was still dizzy before going to bed last night?" Although it wasn't serious, it can only be said that he had fucked Chao Li too much in the past two weeks. What will happen."
"Should I ask for leave? Yes, I will go back to my home to rest."
"Why? I don't lack what you have here. Wouldn't it be good to stay here with me?"
The corners of Zhao Li's eyes twitched, "I just don't want to accompany you, besides, there are a lot of birds on your side, making it so noisy that I can't sleep."
As soon as Lu Chenyun heard it, he suggested: "Okay, let's go to the hotel to stay for a few nights."
"Do you think you have too much money?" Zhao Li really didn't understand what the other party was insisting on, and he wouldn't fulfill the deal unless he went back, "Why don't you just let me go back?"
"I don't want to be separated from you!" This was just Lu Chenyun's instinctive answer, even he didn't think much about it.
"..." His complexion turned even worse in an instant.
"..." A face is always taken for granted.
"Lu Chenyun, when did you become so hypocritical? I want to go back, and I'm afraid I'll never get better if I stay with you." Think about it too, how can a patient recover from being in the same room with the virus?
"Why do you have to drill into a dangerous place?"
"Since when did my house become a dangerous place?" Chao Li asked coldly.
"Is your brother not a dangerous person?" After Lu Chenyun raised his eyebrows, seeing Zhao Li's expression suddenly changed, he realized that he spoke too fast.
Hey, but that's what it is. Isn't it dangerous for a younger brother who wants to destroy his elder brother and comes to negotiate a deal with him?Maybe one day that guy will do it himself!
Normally it's fine, Zhao Li is weak from time to time now, God knows why Shao Yue would take advantage of this opportunity... He would beat Chao Li in the face on the street, he didn't believe that Shao Yue, who was full of hatred, would treat Chao Li well .
"Lu Chenyun, why do you say such things? What the hell do you mean?" Zhao Li clenched his hands, not understanding why Lu Chenyun would ask that question, does this person know something?About the events of that year──
Of course Lu Chenyun would not be so stupid as to tell the other party about the deal, "It's just my intuition, didn't you think he would hurt you?"
"He won't." Chao Li replied without hesitation, his handsome face was even more indifferent at the same time, his response attitude was as if no matter who asked the question, and no matter what kind of content, there was always only one answer about Shao Yue Mechanical: "He is my younger brother, there is no way he will hurt me."
But Lu Chenyun suddenly understood, his breath was stagnant, not only could he see it, but he also understood what was hidden under Zhao Li's expression.
"He hurt you, didn't he? He hurt you?"
It should not be said that Shaoyue might hurt Chao Li, but this kind of thing has already happened, so everything becomes reasonable.How could it be possible for a person who took the initiative to show that he hated Zhao Li and even wanted to destroy Zhao Li hadn't done anything yet?
No matter what revenge method Shao Yue used before, he should have decided that the means were not enough to punish Chao Li, and finally realized that he had to find someone else—and it had to be a man.The only way to break Chao Li's self-esteem is to rely on the body of the same man. Obviously, a person who hates Chao Li will not do it himself, so he becomes the executor who replaces Shao Yue.
He has an obvious interest in Zhao Li, is there a better chess piece than him in the world?
"Which point do you base your conclusion on?" Zhao Li's pupils narrowed slightly, as if he didn't expect to hear Lu Chenyun's question.
"Your expression tells me that you are lying." He took a few steps closer to Zhao Li, "When did it start? What did he do to you?"
Zhao Li insisted in denial: "I didn't lie."
"Zhao Li, your expression is always more honest than yours."
Lu Chenyun couldn't help sighing, thinking that he had been with Shaoyue for at least three months, and he didn't know that that person was so powerful. It's nothing more than being a member of Chaoli's harm because of his obsession with Chaoli's body. Let the stupid man in front of him stubbornly protect a younger brother who wants him to die.
"...You don't understand me, so how do you know what my expression means!" Chao Li roared angrily, it always happens like this, as long as it is about Shaoyue, it will sooner or later become the flashpoint of his emotions, "Lu Chenyun, don't put your thoughts Put it on me!"
Lu Chenyun had never seen that a few simple ordinary conversations could make Zhao Li angry to such an extent, which more completely confirmed his guess.
"Shaoyue told me that he hates you because you killed his brother." He didn't intend to provoke the other party, but Lu Chenyun couldn't stand Chaoli's unexplainable protection of Shaoyue, and he also wanted to hear how Chaoli would feel explain.
Lu Chenyun's words made Zhao Li choke up shortly. He never thought that hearing the fact that his younger brother hated him more than anyone else would be so painful, and instantly his eyes turned red again.
"Tell me." Lu Chenyun got closer to him, put his hands next to Chao Li's ears and cupped his face, "I want you to tell me, what happened at that time?"
Zhao Li's pupils dimmed a bit, but he showed a more eye-catching smile than usual, "Didn't he say it? Didn't he tell you everything? That's it... just like what he said! I ruined everything, yes I ruined him!"
"Don't lie to me!" Lu Chenyun suddenly raised his voice, "What I want to understand is the truth, not your lies!"
Lu Chenyun only felt that his chest was in excruciating pain, Zhao Li's desperate smile cut his heart like a knife, damn it, why did it happen?
"This is the fucking truth!" Zhao Li was still laughing, he clearly wanted to get rid of Lu Chenyun's hands but couldn't find the strength, "It's my fault, it's all my fault!"
"Damn... Zhao Li, stop smiling, your smile shouldn't be like this..."
Zhao Li couldn't listen to anything, he was short of breath, and the pressure from the past poured out in one breath, "No one hurt me, Shao Yue won't hurt me, it's me──"
"Enough!" Lu Chenyun kissed Chao Li vigorously, not giving him the opportunity to speak out against his will. While kissing, he stroked Chao Li's cheek with his thumb, trying to calm down the man's almost collapsed emotions.
And this seemed to be really effective, although Zhao Li instinctively grabbed Lu Chenyun's arm and wanted to push him away, but there was no movement.He should hate Lu Chenyun treating him like this - this person is always so willful and reckless, he should stop Lu Chenyun, but the other party's temperature calmly covered his rationality that was on the verge of losing control, at this moment, Zhao Li actually felt very safe feel……
So his fingers slowly became submissive from the initial stiffness.
Lu Chenyun kept kissing him repeatedly, until Zhao Li's body was completely relaxed before he was willing to let go.
"Zhao Li, it's okay if you don't want to say it, but don't lie to me again." Lu Chenyun touched the corners of Zhao Li's eyes that were no longer red and said, "Your lying expression makes me very sad."
Zhao Li doesn't understand, isn't there just a simple transaction between them?Why should you be sad because of him?How did Lu Chenyun find out that he was lying?
Maybe Zhao Li's doubts were too obvious, or Lu Chenyun knew the other party's thoughts too well, so he continued to explain in a calm tone: "When I was young, I would convince myself and tell myself desperately that my parents are just too busy at work, and they don't care about it. It’s not that I don’t want to come back, and I didn’t abandon my son... I always hid in the bathroom and cried and lied to myself, and the expression reflected in the mirror was similar to yours, we are very similar in this respect, Zhao Li.”
It turned out to be nothing more than sad self-hypnosis, and since then he has stopped crying.
But Zhao Li is different. He really doesn't know what Shao Yue has done, but it is definitely not a problem that can be easily resolved. Let it rot and spread──One day, Chao Li's heart will die.
While Lu Chenyun was speaking, deep loneliness was still showing in his eyes, which made Chao Li inexplicably feel a little bit of entanglement and slight pain. He didn't expect that Lu Chenyun, who was always free and easy, would be hurt by his family members. Maybe Lu Chenyun was right. The places do look alike.
"So, you told me that you don't believe in love because of them?"
Lu Chenyun smiled bitterly and admitted: "I think so."
"I'm sorry to force you to recall the bad past, but the Shaoyo thing... I'm not completely lying, but I don't want to talk about it again."
Knowing that this was Chao Li's great concession, Lu Chenyun had no choice but to ask him: "That means you still insist on sacrificing for Shao Yue to complete the deal?"
"Otherwise? Or do you want to give me something in advance?" I thought it was impossible.
"Reject." Lu Chenyun grabbed Zhao Li and bit his soft lips hard, "Aren't you afraid that I will never get tired of you?"
"Just because you like the new and dislike the old?"
"Hard to say……"
Regardless of how things will develop in the future, and regardless of whether Shao Date will have other plans, or who is right and who is wrong at the origin of the conflict between their brothers, Lu Chenyun decided not to let anyone hurt Chao Li again, this person belongs to him, only He can touch, Zhao Li is different from others...
Shaoyo is admiring what he has brought from the letter box.
He thought, Lu Chenyun is really naive, how could he believe that going to Chao Li, defeating Chao Li's self-esteem and arrogance is revenge?He won't give up so easily.
You must know that physical pain can never compare with the trauma of the heart. If you want to destroy someone like Zhao Li who puts his family first, the only way is to make him lose his last support and completely disintegrate the things that built his inner world. No matter how strong Li was, he could only allow his spirit to turn into powder, be blown away by the wind and disappear.
Opening the envelope without a postmark, Shao Yue looked at the photo inside, and the corners of his lips twisted into a cruel arc.
The man in the picture is unconscious, his handsome face is slightly turned to the side, his face is covered with a lot of milky white liquid, some even splashed on the closed eyelids, completely mixed with the eyelashes.Only the upper body of the naked and sturdy body was photographed, but just based on the hickey marks on his body and another beautiful young man lying next to him, anyone can deduce the circumstances under which this was shot.
This is the extra condition that he asked for when he was negotiating with Lu Chenyun: as long as they successfully have a relationship, they will take a photo for him.In addition to Lu Chenyun's gratitude from Chao Li's body, it was also used as evidence of the completion of revenge.
Did that extremely naive Lu Chenyun ever think about what he would use the evidence for?Or is he just interested in fucking his handsome and charming older brother and doesn't care what happens next?
──The so-called last resort refers to Shao Zuo, our father and brother.
"Chao Li, tell me, what would Dad think of you sleeping with a man?
"Back then you were afraid that he would disappoint you, trampled on him cruelly, rejected your brother's precious love, and caused him to die alone like this. If you are so lewd now that your father saw you, what do you think he would say to you?
"You have always wanted to be a good son to your father and a good brother to your younger brother, but if we no longer love you who is so ridiculous, will you still be able to hold on to the path of destruction? Zhao Li..."
The sunset is slowly setting, and it is the moment when night falls, and he will take away everything from Zhao Li.
As soon as the dinner was over, Lu Chenyun took out a recently launched smart phone and put it on the table, which he bought yesterday as a way to send a letter.
"This is for you." He pushed the phone forward.
Zhao Li, who was sitting on the opposite sofa, was puzzled, and reached out to pick up the simple and pure black mobile phone to look up and down, "What is this for?"
"It's convenient for us to contact."
"Don't you have my number?" After speaking, Zhao Li handed over the phone to Lu Chenyun.
Lu Chenyun naturally smiled and Mimi refused, "It's different, I want a number that only each other knows, anyway you just accept it."
Zhao Li, who finally understood the meaning of the other party's words, immediately said murderously: "I am not your woman, I don't need gifts from you, and I don't want to have any hotline opportunities with you."
Is Lu Chenyun crazy?They are not a couple in a relationship.
However, Lu Chenyun had his own difficulties. He wanted to explain but was afraid of angering the other party even more. He just thought that Shao Yue must have secretly read Chao Li's text message before he found him to make a deal. If he sent any other messages to Chao Li in the future Li, what should I do if it caused Shao Yue to go crazy?The unlucky one was Chao Li, so of course he had to be prepared.
"This is an order." So, he had to move out of the old dialogue.
Zhao Li was very angry, took a deep breath to suppress the emotions that would explode at any time, he pressed the phone on the table, and said coldly: "I will accept it, but don't expect me to call you, even if it is your goddamn order."
"It's okay, just remember to take it with you."
"You want me to carry two phones with me like an idiot?"
"You can just take me to give you." Lu Chenyun smiled innocently and harmlessly, but Zhao Li didn't like this, and got a slap on the face in the next second.
So, under Lu Chenyun's insistence, they returned to the villa far away in the suburbs.
After getting out of Lu Chenyun's car──I took it for granted, the other party was determined not to let Chao Li drive by himself, besides being worried, he was also probably afraid that Zhao Li would take the opportunity to run around if he had a car, and would not be able to come back with him in peace, right?Zhao Li noticed one thing, Lu Chenyun has maintained a very unhappy attitude since Guan Yan left until now.
Zhao Li simply felt baffled, no matter how he was the one who had the right to be unhappy, what could Lu Chenyun have to be awkward?Frowning and thinking for a while, as soon as he entered the door, he put on a face of humiliation, and began to take off his shirt. Lu Chenyun, who parked the car and came in a few steps later, was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly understood that the other party might have misunderstood the request for leave The purpose of one thing.
"...I drove you back to let you have a good rest. Where do you want to go?" In any case, it was indeed his responsibility that Zhao Li fainted. He wouldn't be such a beast, would he?
Lu Chenyun stretched out his hand and took the initiative to button Chao Li's half-open button.
"Are you so kind? I thought you wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to do something special." Of course, it was easy not to do it. Zhao Li's tense body instantly became much more relaxed, and he waved away Lu Chenyun's hand that was still resting on his chest. , just sat down on the corner of the sofa.
The body is clamoring for him to catch up on sleep quickly, but the spirit has no sleepiness, and this will happen when he is overtired.
"I'm not always this bad... Besides, it's more enjoyable to do it when you're fully recovered." After speaking, Lu Chenyun was surprised when did he know how to be considerate of his bedmate?
"If you don't want to do it, why do you look unhappy along the way? Does anyone owe you money?"
"Ah?" Lu Chenyun really didn't expect that Zhao Li would also observe his expression, "I was just wondering...do you have a crush on Guan Yan?"
"Favorite?" Zhao Li answered naturally, "He has a good personality, so it's hard to be disgusted, isn't it? What's more, compared with you, he can be said to be perfect, there is no need to be picky."
Zhao Li is Chao Li, you can also mock him by answering a question... Lu Chenyun felt a little discouraged for some reason, and asked again: "So you like him? Do you want to sleep with him?"
"..." Zhao Li was silent for a few seconds, and when he realized what Lu Chenyun meant, he exploded again, "Go to bed with you! I mean he's easy to get along with, suitable for being a friend, you think everyone is like Are you also a tasteless pervert?"
"But you always smile at him very—very attractive, Li Li, can you smile at me like that once?"
tempting?He is a big man, thanks to Lu Chenyun thinking of such an adjective, Zhao Li remained silent, and then slowly showed a sneer, which instantly made Lu Chenyun shudder.
"Look, look, he's so murderous towards me, but so gentle towards Guan Yan, isn't that obviously biased?"
gentle?
"So what about partiality? Lu Chenyun, do you think it is necessary to show a gentle side to a despicable person? I can be nice to anyone, to you? Sorry, it's impossible."
Zhao Li won't admit it, but Lu Chenyun has misunderstood it. He is not gentle towards Guan Yan and others, and he has never been gentle. It's just because he no longer knows how to get along with others—— later.
In the past, he could advocate freedom and act arbitrarily, even if his temper was not restrained, but after making an irreparable big mistake, he was afraid, and he was afraid of his own selfishness.
He puts away all his ego, internally he is still the obedient son, externally he keeps a certain distance from anyone, he does not want to hurt anyone anymore, rather than saying that he is gentle to others, it is more like an absolute coldness, Built on politeness.
It's just a disguise, with this layer of protection, he won't let his former self step out of the barrier again, so... everyone will be safe, and he will no longer have the opportunity to make mistakes and kill anyone.
The word despicable doesn't seem to be able to hurt Lu Chenyun with such a natural nature at all. After thinking about it seriously, he asked: "In other words, are you only so fierce to me? Isn't this also a different kind of partiality?"
Zhao Li was taken aback, and realized that he couldn't answer this question, so he turned his head and ignored Lu Chenyun.
This is indeed a question. From the very beginning, he treated Lu Chenyun more coldly than others, because he didn't like the other party's unrestrained appearance, not to mention that this person later boldly used Shao Yue to threaten him. What's so strange about him bursting out?
But intimidation is intimidation, he should be the kind of person who won't waste his energy to get angry on it once a deal is agreed, because it's too much, but his calmness is still pierced by Lu Chenyun's words from time to time, causing him to move It will release murderous aura towards the person in front of him.
... Is the problem on her own, or is it simply that Lu Chenyun's ability to irritate people is too high?
Not wanting to think about such a complicated issue when he was tired, Zhao Li tried to divert his attention and set his sights on the piano in the corner of the living room.
The style is indeed relatively old and simple, but the overall material can be seen to be very high-end, and beyond a certain age, there must be an astonishing price.
Lu Chenyun, who was about to continue complaining and being jealous, noticed the direction of Chao Li's eyes at the same time, and he remembered that this was not the first time Zhao Li stared at the piano.Although they have only been together here for two weeks, and not every day, he knows that even if Zhao Li has never met, he will always glance at him when he passes the living room.
So, why?
"You can play the piano?"
"No." Zhao Li's answer was very straightforward, and his eyes met Lu Chenyun again, "I don't look like a person with music skills?"
Hearing this, Lu Chenyun looked Chao Li up and down. It is true that this person has a very elegant tutor, but in terms of his cool and handsome appearance, he really only suits Zhao Li with interests like fighting, right?It is more reasonable to say that he is a professional killer than a musician.
"It doesn't look like it." Lu Chenyun spontaneously explained to the other party: "I didn't buy this. The previous owner here seems to be a music player. I heard that he was also a rich man. He might have thought it was troublesome at first, so he didn't take it with him when he moved. .”
This is the reason why the sound insulation effect is emphasized in the building structure. Music is not something that everyone in the neighborhood will definitely like.
"Then you can't play?"
"I think this is a good decoration." Lu Chenyun shrugged. To be honest, he is a child who is doomed to smell like copper. How could he not?In fact, he even plays the violin -- funny because his music tutor spends far more time with him than his parents.
But for him, music is not comparable to his hobby of looking for playthings everywhere, and it is really not worthy of his boasting, "Okay, okay, go to bed and lie down, it seems that your complexion is still not very good."
"Well, then I'll go to sleep." Maybe he was really tired, Zhao Li's tone was inexplicably softer, and he was no longer as tough as before, "I'm going back in the afternoon, I didn't tell my dad in advance today Sleeping out."
Shao Zuo trusted him very much, and every time he came here to pay the deal commitment to Lu Chenyun, he always simply told his father that he was going to sleep with a friend.Several years ago, he would do this occasionally, so Shao Zuo never wondered why his so-called sleeping out happened so frequently, but it didn't mean that he could just do it casually without notifying him in advance.
"Whether you can go back or not is up to me."
Zhao Libai glanced at him, "Lu Chenyun, don't you care too much?"
"As long as it's your business, I'll take care of it──" Halfway through speaking, Zhao Li's cell phone rang synchronously, but it was rare for Lu Chenyun to shut up in time and let Zhao Li answer the phone first.
Unexpectedly, the caller turned out to be Shao Zuo.
His tone was obviously worried, and he asked quickly and urgently: "Xiao Li, I found out that you had called for sick leave when I arrived at the company. Are you okay? Where are you now? Are you driving yourself?"
"Dad, I'm fine, it's just a small problem." Zhao Li said, pushing away Lu Chenyun who kept posting it, probably to remind him to tell Shao Zuo to sleep out, "I'm not driving, I'm at a friend's house right now."
Zhao Li was considering whether to take a taxi back in the afternoon, or just stay here for the night, so as to save Lu Chenyun from arguing again, and before he could come to a conclusion, the latter snatched the phone from his ear.
"Lu Chenyun!" Huo Da, Zhao Li got up and wanted to get back the phone, only to see Lu Chenyun quickly opened the distance between the two of them, and said silently "Quiet, this is an order" to him, Zhao Li's face turned pale After sinking, he sat down again very dissatisfied.
He thought to himself, if Lu Chenyun dared to speak nonsense to his father, he would not let him go.
"Hi Uncle Shao, I'm Lu Chenyun, the friend who often invites Chao Li to play." Lu Chenyun said with a smile, showing a very polite attitude, "I'm sorry to interrupt your conversation, I asked him to ask for sick leave, His current condition is still not very good, please let me answer for him.”
Zhao Li rolled his eyes when he heard this, maybe he is too serious to talk on his cell phone?It's just fainting from lack of sleep, who is Lu Chenyun trying to scare?
Shao Zuo didn't really mind Lu Chenyun's proactiveness, he was only worried about his son's current situation, "Is he okay? Could you tell me the address of the house? I'll go pick him up."
"Uncle, if there is any problem, I will send him to the hospital directly. Don't worry too much, just let him stay with me for one night, and I will drive him to work in the company tomorrow."
"This──" With the other party's insistence, Shao Zuo, who has always been gentle, naturally did not intend to forcefully dissuade him, but said: "If he is still unwell tomorrow morning, please let him continue to rest. I will deal with it on the company side. sorry to bother you."
This is better, just ask for a few more days off, Lu Chenyun smiled, "No trouble, goodbye uncle."
Lu Chenyun ended the call between their father and son without asking Zhao Li's opinion.
Anyway, this person's self-willedness is not a matter of a day or two, and Zhao Li was unable to say anything more, but when he got back the phone, he gave a light warning: "Don't meddle in my private affairs casually in the future."
"Hey, I won't mess with you when you're sick, and it won't matter if you stay overnight. Why do you reject me so much?"
"It's okay if I don't reject it, as long as you try it below."
Wow, this is an unbelievable declaration of terror, Lu Chenyun smiled stiffly, "Come on, go to sleep, Li Li, you must be too tired to say everything wrong."
Zhao Li didn't bother to refute him, he took the lead and walked back to the room, but shut the door firmly before Lu Chenyun intended to go in.
Lu Chenyun stood in front of the door and touched his nose that was almost crooked, feeling helpless, this Chao Li's temper is always so big...
He took out his mobile phone and opened the latest text message again, which he had received before he went to Zao Li.
"Is it time to give me what I want?"
Calculating the time, he decided to complete the extra conditions agreed with Shao Yue first, so that they would have nothing to do with each other, and then... go buy something for Zhao Li by the way.
Zhao Li has a physique that doesn't need much sleep time, so he woke up not long after taking a short rest. He went to the kitchen to pour some water to drink, and only then did he notice that the noisy Lu Chenyun didn't seem to be there?He curiously checked the parking place through the window, and the car was indeed no longer in place.
Not paying much attention, he turned around and planned to go back to the room to find the original book that had aroused his interest before, but instinctively stopped when he passed the living room.
──Since Lu Chenyun is not here...
Zhao Li walked to the piano and slowly lifted the heavy cover that had already been covered with a layer of dust. This piano is indeed old, but every black and white keyboard is still stable and can still be used normally. It feels unique to old pianos. Comfortable texture.Zhao Li randomly pressed a few sets of chords, probably because he hasn't tuned for too long, and there are many places where the pitch sounds inaccurate.
It didn't matter to Zhao Li, listening to the long-lost piano sound made him smile.
He is not interested in any musical instrument, it is almost instinctive. He has only had a good impression of the piano since he was a child. The Shao family also has a great piano, but unfortunately he can no longer play it...
Chao Li stroked one key after another, trying to recall the happiness and touch of childhood.
……
When Lu Chenyun bought something and opened the door when he returned home, for a moment he thought he had gone to the wrong place, because he heard a piano melody that was both familiar and unfamiliar.
No way?He was a little surprised, he even forgot to close the door, but he remembered to walk lightly towards the source of the sound.
Looking from the angle of the living room door, you can see Zhao Li's profile, he seems to be intoxicated in playing the piano, and he didn't hear Lu Chenyun's return at all.
I saw that pair of slender fingers flowing freely between black and white.
Lu Chenyun was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that Zhao Li could play the piano, and he couldn't play it very well, but he was just astonished and not shocked, because...it's very suitable, right?Zhao Li sitting in front of the piano was even more attractive, so he simply leaned against the door and listened.
But Lu Chenyun didn't understand, it wasn't like he had no interest in music, since Zhao Li could play the piano, why did he lie?Could it be that it would be embarrassing to admit such a talent that is so different from its appearance?
His eyes were focused on those beautiful hands. Indeed, judging from his fingers, Zhao Li didn't seem to be good at fighting, but was born to develop in the music industry, but when it comes to personality... tsk tsk.
Lu Chenyun smiled silently, and found that Zhao Li had finished the unknown etude and replaced it with a world-renowned song.
That is the theme song of the classic movie "The Godfather" ─ ─ "Speak Softly Love".This is a film full of struggles of the Italian mafia, but the track contains love. Overall, the difficulty is not high, but the melody is very intoxicating. Lu Chenyun also tried it with the violin before, and the tonality of this track is very good. Suitable for all kinds of instruments.
A long time ago, he didn't know the origin of this song. He didn't know until he got to know Guan Yan and watched that movie by chance at the other party's credit agency. He never liked old movies, but Guan Yan was the opposite.
Lu Chenyun likes its melody, but always scoffs at its lyrics. The reason is obvious, he can't stand the love that keeps emerging in the lyrics.
It's just that the melody is not much different from the original, so why does it sound so sad?This is the first time he has seen someone interpret this love song in a depressive way. Could it be this person who is sometimes cold and sometimes fiery... In fact, he has a lot of emotions in his heart, right?
Lu Chenyun was full of doubts, but he still didn't move, silently admiring Zhao Li's expressionless but extremely focused expression, and listening carefully to the notes flowing out of Zhao Li's hands step by step.
After finishing a cycle, Zhao Li abruptly stopped his hands before the next repetition mark, the music was interrupted very suddenly, he slowly raised his hands slightly closer to his eyes, staring at his palms, not knowing what he was thinking.
Seeing this, Lu Chenyun couldn't help frowning, wondering if the keys were too old and hurt Zhao Li's hand?
But obviously this is not the problem, because Zhao Li has always maintained this posture in a daze without moving, as if there is something in his hand──
Lu Chenyun didn't know that what Zhao Li saw at this moment was a whole piece of blood red, which existed in the distant past, but it had been with him like a shadow in the past three years. He only knew that Chao Li exuded an aura that he had never seen before.
The breath is lonely, sad, and can even be called despair──
"Listen, Brother Li, did you hear it? The words contained in this melody are like my love for you."
"Have you forgotten? I love you."
Zhao Li took a deep breath and quickly got up from the piano chair. He moved away from the piano, as if something frightened him, his whole body was visibly stiff and panicked. Lu Chenyun suddenly met his gaze.
Lu Chenyun was embarrassed, if he could only eavesdrop on the performance, it would be fine, but there was something wrong with Zhao Li at the moment, he wanted to apologize first, but when he looked carefully, he realized that Zhao Li's eyes were slightly red.
"You..." Lu Chenyun couldn't continue after only one sound. He was very concerned about why Zhao Li had such a reaction, but he didn't know where to start asking.
Zhao Li still stood silently on the spot, he didn't take the initiative to speak, his face had a depressing indifference.
They didn't say a word to each other until Zhao Li walked forward and wanted to pass Lu Chenyun at the door and leave.
Lu Chenyun instinctively stretched out his hand to grab the opponent, he gently pressed Zhao Li against the wall beside him, "What's the matter, Zhao Li?"
"None of your business."
How could it be none of his business?Playing his piano casually will make his eyes turn red. Come on, the person in front of him is Chao Li. That Zhao Li who was threatened by him and even given to him is still so tough. red?
Lu Chenyun's fingers caressed the corners of Zhao Li's eyes, and the latter slightly moved away, but his eyes didn't want to meet him.
Zhao Li, are you sad?
Quietly, Lu Chenyun asked in his heart, he thought that if he really asked, Zhao Li would push him away, right?Then maybe shut yourself in the room again.He didn't want to make things so embarrassing, so he didn't say anything, but pressed his lips to the corners of Chao Li's eyes to replace his fingers.
"Lu Chenyun, you──"
"Be obedient, don't let me force you with orders every time, can you pretend that I want to act like a baby to you?"
"What are you acting like a baby? Are you sick?"
"That's right, I'm sick..." Lu Chenyun smiled softly, and kissed Chao Li again.He can't tell the reason, he just wants to do this, even though this man is just a toy he traded, but he doesn't like to see him sad.
If Zhao Li has this expression in the future, he will definitely kiss it off again and again. For him, his Li Li just needs to be as rough as usual, that's what Zhao Li should look like.
And Zhao Li was also extremely confused, Lu Chenyun's smile now made it difficult for him to get angry directly, because it contained too much consolation.Is this comforting him?Is this person who knows nothing comforting him in his own way?Why?
He grabbed Lu Chenyun's shoulder, reluctantly letting the other party do whatever he wanted on his face and even his sensitive ears. They rarely had the experience of simply being close but not in the situation of making love. Zhao Li didn't notice until now that it turned out that Lu Chenyun's body The temperature...was warm.
After a rare night of peace for them, unexpectedly the next morning kicked off with a quarrel.
"Lu Chenyun, have you had enough trouble? I said I'm going to work!"
"Why am I making trouble?" Facing Zhao Li who was being forced to sit down and have breakfast by his "order", Lu Chenyun had an innocent face, "It's your father who said that if you are unwell, you will automatically go on vacation!"
"Do you think I'm a patient? I've been cured a long time ago." Throwing down his uneaten breakfast, Zhao Li walked to the sofa, picked up the cell phone that was thrown in the corner, and planned to call a taxi directly, which would be faster.
"Who was still dizzy before going to bed last night?" Although it wasn't serious, it can only be said that he had fucked Chao Li too much in the past two weeks. What will happen."
"Should I ask for leave? Yes, I will go back to my home to rest."
"Why? I don't lack what you have here. Wouldn't it be good to stay here with me?"
The corners of Zhao Li's eyes twitched, "I just don't want to accompany you, besides, there are a lot of birds on your side, making it so noisy that I can't sleep."
As soon as Lu Chenyun heard it, he suggested: "Okay, let's go to the hotel to stay for a few nights."
"Do you think you have too much money?" Zhao Li really didn't understand what the other party was insisting on, and he wouldn't fulfill the deal unless he went back, "Why don't you just let me go back?"
"I don't want to be separated from you!" This was just Lu Chenyun's instinctive answer, even he didn't think much about it.
"..." His complexion turned even worse in an instant.
"..." A face is always taken for granted.
"Lu Chenyun, when did you become so hypocritical? I want to go back, and I'm afraid I'll never get better if I stay with you." Think about it too, how can a patient recover from being in the same room with the virus?
"Why do you have to drill into a dangerous place?"
"Since when did my house become a dangerous place?" Chao Li asked coldly.
"Is your brother not a dangerous person?" After Lu Chenyun raised his eyebrows, seeing Zhao Li's expression suddenly changed, he realized that he spoke too fast.
Hey, but that's what it is. Isn't it dangerous for a younger brother who wants to destroy his elder brother and comes to negotiate a deal with him?Maybe one day that guy will do it himself!
Normally it's fine, Zhao Li is weak from time to time now, God knows why Shao Yue would take advantage of this opportunity... He would beat Chao Li in the face on the street, he didn't believe that Shao Yue, who was full of hatred, would treat Chao Li well .
"Lu Chenyun, why do you say such things? What the hell do you mean?" Zhao Li clenched his hands, not understanding why Lu Chenyun would ask that question, does this person know something?About the events of that year──
Of course Lu Chenyun would not be so stupid as to tell the other party about the deal, "It's just my intuition, didn't you think he would hurt you?"
"He won't." Chao Li replied without hesitation, his handsome face was even more indifferent at the same time, his response attitude was as if no matter who asked the question, and no matter what kind of content, there was always only one answer about Shao Yue Mechanical: "He is my younger brother, there is no way he will hurt me."
But Lu Chenyun suddenly understood, his breath was stagnant, not only could he see it, but he also understood what was hidden under Zhao Li's expression.
"He hurt you, didn't he? He hurt you?"
It should not be said that Shaoyue might hurt Chao Li, but this kind of thing has already happened, so everything becomes reasonable.How could it be possible for a person who took the initiative to show that he hated Zhao Li and even wanted to destroy Zhao Li hadn't done anything yet?
No matter what revenge method Shao Yue used before, he should have decided that the means were not enough to punish Chao Li, and finally realized that he had to find someone else—and it had to be a man.The only way to break Chao Li's self-esteem is to rely on the body of the same man. Obviously, a person who hates Chao Li will not do it himself, so he becomes the executor who replaces Shao Yue.
He has an obvious interest in Zhao Li, is there a better chess piece than him in the world?
"Which point do you base your conclusion on?" Zhao Li's pupils narrowed slightly, as if he didn't expect to hear Lu Chenyun's question.
"Your expression tells me that you are lying." He took a few steps closer to Zhao Li, "When did it start? What did he do to you?"
Zhao Li insisted in denial: "I didn't lie."
"Zhao Li, your expression is always more honest than yours."
Lu Chenyun couldn't help sighing, thinking that he had been with Shaoyue for at least three months, and he didn't know that that person was so powerful. It's nothing more than being a member of Chaoli's harm because of his obsession with Chaoli's body. Let the stupid man in front of him stubbornly protect a younger brother who wants him to die.
"...You don't understand me, so how do you know what my expression means!" Chao Li roared angrily, it always happens like this, as long as it is about Shaoyue, it will sooner or later become the flashpoint of his emotions, "Lu Chenyun, don't put your thoughts Put it on me!"
Lu Chenyun had never seen that a few simple ordinary conversations could make Zhao Li angry to such an extent, which more completely confirmed his guess.
"Shaoyue told me that he hates you because you killed his brother." He didn't intend to provoke the other party, but Lu Chenyun couldn't stand Chaoli's unexplainable protection of Shaoyue, and he also wanted to hear how Chaoli would feel explain.
Lu Chenyun's words made Zhao Li choke up shortly. He never thought that hearing the fact that his younger brother hated him more than anyone else would be so painful, and instantly his eyes turned red again.
"Tell me." Lu Chenyun got closer to him, put his hands next to Chao Li's ears and cupped his face, "I want you to tell me, what happened at that time?"
Zhao Li's pupils dimmed a bit, but he showed a more eye-catching smile than usual, "Didn't he say it? Didn't he tell you everything? That's it... just like what he said! I ruined everything, yes I ruined him!"
"Don't lie to me!" Lu Chenyun suddenly raised his voice, "What I want to understand is the truth, not your lies!"
Lu Chenyun only felt that his chest was in excruciating pain, Zhao Li's desperate smile cut his heart like a knife, damn it, why did it happen?
"This is the fucking truth!" Zhao Li was still laughing, he clearly wanted to get rid of Lu Chenyun's hands but couldn't find the strength, "It's my fault, it's all my fault!"
"Damn... Zhao Li, stop smiling, your smile shouldn't be like this..."
Zhao Li couldn't listen to anything, he was short of breath, and the pressure from the past poured out in one breath, "No one hurt me, Shao Yue won't hurt me, it's me──"
"Enough!" Lu Chenyun kissed Chao Li vigorously, not giving him the opportunity to speak out against his will. While kissing, he stroked Chao Li's cheek with his thumb, trying to calm down the man's almost collapsed emotions.
And this seemed to be really effective, although Zhao Li instinctively grabbed Lu Chenyun's arm and wanted to push him away, but there was no movement.He should hate Lu Chenyun treating him like this - this person is always so willful and reckless, he should stop Lu Chenyun, but the other party's temperature calmly covered his rationality that was on the verge of losing control, at this moment, Zhao Li actually felt very safe feel……
So his fingers slowly became submissive from the initial stiffness.
Lu Chenyun kept kissing him repeatedly, until Zhao Li's body was completely relaxed before he was willing to let go.
"Zhao Li, it's okay if you don't want to say it, but don't lie to me again." Lu Chenyun touched the corners of Zhao Li's eyes that were no longer red and said, "Your lying expression makes me very sad."
Zhao Li doesn't understand, isn't there just a simple transaction between them?Why should you be sad because of him?How did Lu Chenyun find out that he was lying?
Maybe Zhao Li's doubts were too obvious, or Lu Chenyun knew the other party's thoughts too well, so he continued to explain in a calm tone: "When I was young, I would convince myself and tell myself desperately that my parents are just too busy at work, and they don't care about it. It’s not that I don’t want to come back, and I didn’t abandon my son... I always hid in the bathroom and cried and lied to myself, and the expression reflected in the mirror was similar to yours, we are very similar in this respect, Zhao Li.”
It turned out to be nothing more than sad self-hypnosis, and since then he has stopped crying.
But Zhao Li is different. He really doesn't know what Shao Yue has done, but it is definitely not a problem that can be easily resolved. Let it rot and spread──One day, Chao Li's heart will die.
While Lu Chenyun was speaking, deep loneliness was still showing in his eyes, which made Chao Li inexplicably feel a little bit of entanglement and slight pain. He didn't expect that Lu Chenyun, who was always free and easy, would be hurt by his family members. Maybe Lu Chenyun was right. The places do look alike.
"So, you told me that you don't believe in love because of them?"
Lu Chenyun smiled bitterly and admitted: "I think so."
"I'm sorry to force you to recall the bad past, but the Shaoyo thing... I'm not completely lying, but I don't want to talk about it again."
Knowing that this was Chao Li's great concession, Lu Chenyun had no choice but to ask him: "That means you still insist on sacrificing for Shao Yue to complete the deal?"
"Otherwise? Or do you want to give me something in advance?" I thought it was impossible.
"Reject." Lu Chenyun grabbed Zhao Li and bit his soft lips hard, "Aren't you afraid that I will never get tired of you?"
"Just because you like the new and dislike the old?"
"Hard to say……"
Regardless of how things will develop in the future, and regardless of whether Shao Date will have other plans, or who is right and who is wrong at the origin of the conflict between their brothers, Lu Chenyun decided not to let anyone hurt Chao Li again, this person belongs to him, only He can touch, Zhao Li is different from others...
Shaoyo is admiring what he has brought from the letter box.
He thought, Lu Chenyun is really naive, how could he believe that going to Chao Li, defeating Chao Li's self-esteem and arrogance is revenge?He won't give up so easily.
You must know that physical pain can never compare with the trauma of the heart. If you want to destroy someone like Zhao Li who puts his family first, the only way is to make him lose his last support and completely disintegrate the things that built his inner world. No matter how strong Li was, he could only allow his spirit to turn into powder, be blown away by the wind and disappear.
Opening the envelope without a postmark, Shao Yue looked at the photo inside, and the corners of his lips twisted into a cruel arc.
The man in the picture is unconscious, his handsome face is slightly turned to the side, his face is covered with a lot of milky white liquid, some even splashed on the closed eyelids, completely mixed with the eyelashes.Only the upper body of the naked and sturdy body was photographed, but just based on the hickey marks on his body and another beautiful young man lying next to him, anyone can deduce the circumstances under which this was shot.
This is the extra condition that he asked for when he was negotiating with Lu Chenyun: as long as they successfully have a relationship, they will take a photo for him.In addition to Lu Chenyun's gratitude from Chao Li's body, it was also used as evidence of the completion of revenge.
Did that extremely naive Lu Chenyun ever think about what he would use the evidence for?Or is he just interested in fucking his handsome and charming older brother and doesn't care what happens next?
──The so-called last resort refers to Shao Zuo, our father and brother.
"Chao Li, tell me, what would Dad think of you sleeping with a man?
"Back then you were afraid that he would disappoint you, trampled on him cruelly, rejected your brother's precious love, and caused him to die alone like this. If you are so lewd now that your father saw you, what do you think he would say to you?
"You have always wanted to be a good son to your father and a good brother to your younger brother, but if we no longer love you who is so ridiculous, will you still be able to hold on to the path of destruction? Zhao Li..."
The sunset is slowly setting, and it is the moment when night falls, and he will take away everything from Zhao Li.
As soon as the dinner was over, Lu Chenyun took out a recently launched smart phone and put it on the table, which he bought yesterday as a way to send a letter.
"This is for you." He pushed the phone forward.
Zhao Li, who was sitting on the opposite sofa, was puzzled, and reached out to pick up the simple and pure black mobile phone to look up and down, "What is this for?"
"It's convenient for us to contact."
"Don't you have my number?" After speaking, Zhao Li handed over the phone to Lu Chenyun.
Lu Chenyun naturally smiled and Mimi refused, "It's different, I want a number that only each other knows, anyway you just accept it."
Zhao Li, who finally understood the meaning of the other party's words, immediately said murderously: "I am not your woman, I don't need gifts from you, and I don't want to have any hotline opportunities with you."
Is Lu Chenyun crazy?They are not a couple in a relationship.
However, Lu Chenyun had his own difficulties. He wanted to explain but was afraid of angering the other party even more. He just thought that Shao Yue must have secretly read Chao Li's text message before he found him to make a deal. If he sent any other messages to Chao Li in the future Li, what should I do if it caused Shao Yue to go crazy?The unlucky one was Chao Li, so of course he had to be prepared.
"This is an order." So, he had to move out of the old dialogue.
Zhao Li was very angry, took a deep breath to suppress the emotions that would explode at any time, he pressed the phone on the table, and said coldly: "I will accept it, but don't expect me to call you, even if it is your goddamn order."
"It's okay, just remember to take it with you."
"You want me to carry two phones with me like an idiot?"
"You can just take me to give you." Lu Chenyun smiled innocently and harmlessly, but Zhao Li didn't like this, and got a slap on the face in the next second.
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