forced to sink

After being pressed under Lu Chenyun for three more times, Zhao Li could barely understand the fun between two men. Apart from feeling ashamed, he wanted to sleep very much, but unfortunately he could only stare at the ceiling in a daze.

There are two reasons. First, his physical function is the same as when he was practicing boxing in the past. If he is too excited, he can’t rest. many.

They went from evening to early morning, and the process took longer each time. A bunch of sparrows were standing outside on the telephone pole, chatting about how the two men went crazy last night, which was classified as urban noise by Zhao Li. The sound made him even want to close his eyes and take a nap.

"Are you in good spirits?" Lu Chenyun lay beside him with a satisfied face, "Do you want to do it again?"

"If you dare to touch me again, I will really kill you..." Chao Li's confidence was far behind his murderous intent due to being too tired, it sounded like a joke without courage.

Well, the days are long, Lu Chenyun smiled and asked: "Then why don't you sleep?"

"The sparrows are so noisy, how can I sleep." Zhao Li still didn't look at him.

"You are the type who must be very quiet to sleep?" Lu Chenyun seemed to think this was very interesting, and asked repeatedly: "You are so neurotic, how will you sleep with people in the future?"

"I'm not neurotic." It's the silence that makes people feel at ease. Zhao Li didn't express his thoughts, but asked in puzzlement, "What do you mean how to sleep with someone? What are you referring to?"

"You should always marry a wife. If she snores or likes to toss and turn, won't you suffer from insomnia forever?"

Zhao Li didn't understand why they had such a private conversation, but he still replied, "I never thought about having a family."

Perhaps it should be said that since three years ago, he no longer has any expectations for life.

"I thought that adopted children would especially want to have a family of their own." Lu Chenyun stretched out his hand and began to play with Chao Li's stylish short hair, which was completely soft to the touch, which was the opposite of his personality.

"I just want Shaoyue to get married early." It's true. Many of his dreams revolved around his younger brother when he was a child. "You too, don't be merciful, just calm down and settle down."

The typical tone is the way the elder brother lectures the younger brother. Lu Chenyun thinks that Zhao Li is really weird. Will someone talk about the truth of life to someone who has been with him all night?This makes him very dissatisfied.

"Don't treat me like a kid. At least I have a car, a house and a job. More importantly, I know what I want."

"what do you want?"

Lu Chenyun immediately wanted to answer Zhao Li: You, I want you.

But he hurriedly stopped, wondering whether excessive indulgence caused brain disease, and he thought of a better answer: "I don't believe in love, nor do I believe in eternity. All I want is the freedom I believe in."

"I also said that you are not a kid. If you have such a thought, you will regret it when you get older." Freedom is for people who have no burden.

"Oh, then what were you thinking when you were my age?" Lu Chenyun was curious, if the current Zhao Li can say this kind of argument, what about him in the past?

Zhao Li took a breath, remembering that he was keen on fighting at that time, during those few years, he realized the fact that the man had been looking at him with eyes of love, which made him panic first and then run away, resulting in seven years of mistakes , Then I didn't dare to think about anything anymore.

"Only fight." Zhao Li said, "But I have no regrets. This is all caused by my choice."

"So, I won't regret it either." Lu Chenyun sensed that the man had something to say, but he didn't ask further, because it was impossible for the other party to tell him based on his character.

"hope so."

"What about now?" Lu Chenyun asked, "What do you want now?"

Zhao Li turned to face Lu Chenyun with a serious expression, "Do you really want to know?"

"As long as the premise is not to cancel the transaction."

"I want to take a bath." Zhao Li frowned in pain, twisting his body slightly, "If I don't take a bath, I'm going to die."

"Ah? You have the same obsession with cleanliness as Shao Yue?"

"Try to accuse me of cleanliness when you have semen all over your body, but you don't have the energy to take a shower." Zhao Li narrowed his eyes, his tone extremely displeased.

This small gesture made him look very attractive, Lu Chenyun swallowed his saliva, and said slowly: "I've all ejaculated inside, you have to ask yourself about those things on your body."

"..." Here it comes again, full of murderous intent!

"Okay, I'll go and turn on the water to take a bath for you right away!"

He was carried into the bathroom by Lu Chenyun, who was extremely strong and did not match his appearance. It took a long time to wash off Chao Li's filth. It took a whole morning to finally regain the strength to walk.

He sat up from the bed, the sound of the quilt being turned disturbed Lu Chenyun who was reading in the corner.

"Are you leaving?" Lu Chenyun put down the half-read book—it happened to be the one that Zhao Li didn't see the title last night, "Then I'll go drive."

"No, call a taxi for me." Zhao Li didn't plan to spend time with this bastard outside of the transaction, "...what are you looking at?"

He didn't expect to see Lu Chenyun flipping through the book. Last night he guessed that it might just be used as a decoration, under the guise of liking literature to increase his own charm, so he misunderstood.

"Written by a self-published author, the title of the book is literally translated as "Dreams and Reciprocal Life." Lu Chenyun turned the cover of the book towards Chaoli, and under the title was a picture of British scenery. "I bought it on the Internet. The content is very interesting."

In fact, as long as it is a book other than textbooks, he finds it interesting.

"It's surprising that you are interested in life-related subjects." Zhao Li folded the quilt with his hands. Of course, this one was new after they took a shower.

"This book isn't about life, it's about a psychiatrist—forget it."

Lu Chenyun was attracted by Zhao Li's quick and elegant way of folding the quilt. He knew at a glance that his life and education were excellent. Normal men, especially those who live alone, would hardly spend time arranging the quilt. After all, they are Why bother with something you use every day?

"At least you still have the only advantage of liking to read, congratulations."

"You talk so viciously, can I have more strengths?" Lu Chenyun jumped angrily.

"For example? Wait, I know." Zhao Li stretched out his hand to pat the folded sheet, his expression indifferent, "For example, do you like to catch people? A little trick to intimidate others?"

Lu Chenyun wanted to refute, but what Zhao Li said was clearly the truth, so he had no choice but to try to change the subject: "Let me drive you, calling a taxi is a waste of money, aren't you very economical?"

"Lu Chenyun, are you joking? If I want you to call a car, of course you will pay for it." Zhao Li's tone was cold, "You drove me to this bird place for no reason, first abducted me, then threatened me, and finally raped me completely. become disabled, there is no reason to ask me to pay, right?"

He didn't care about the small money of the fare, but he didn't want to suffer all the way, otherwise it would be as if he was a guest who paid for a male prostitute to sleep, and the sad thing was that he was still the one who got fucked.

Lu Chenyun scratched his sore shoulder, showing a helpless and proud expression of being beaten up, "You're right, I'll call a taxi now."

Yi Zhaoli was so enthusiastic at the time that it left so many marks on his shoulders, coupled with the good experience last night, it would be no problem to ask him to pay the fare several times, but he loves Chaoli's stubborn temper.

Zhao Li naturally didn't talk about those photos with Shao Yue, not only was it unnecessary, but it would only make matters worse between their brothers, he chose to absorb all his emotions by himself.He just needs to persevere, when Lu Chenyun gets bored with him, everything will end safely, and Shao Yue will be fine.

But no matter what, the deal between him and Lu Chenyun must not allow their father to have the opportunity to know.

And for the next two weeks, Lu Chenyun maintained a fixed frequency. On average, every other day, he would ask Zhao Li to drive to the villa where the two of them lived together. people.

Most of the time when Zhao Li faced Lu Chenyun, if he didn't show a look of sarcasm or malicious words, he would not be able to completely open himself up and accept any man who treats him as a woman, but Lu Chenyun has a lot of ways to make him feel uncomfortable. Surrender, but the body is completely defeated.

It is a fact that he cannot restrain his body from losing control under Lu Chenyun. Zhao Li will not push the responsibility for the consequences and the shame it brings to his own inexperience, or maybe all of this is because he has to sacrifice for Shaoyue. He has always been proud His self-esteem does not allow him to make extra excuses at this time, he will only blame and hate himself for being easily aroused by others in the end.

At most, he would secretly curse that damned Lu Chenyun.

After doing so many times, Lu Chenyun not only showed no sign of getting tired of Zhao Li's body, but became more and more happy with it, which made the latter not only restless but also in pain. He obviously thought things too easily.

Zhao Li tried deliberately not to give any reaction, lying on the bed like a dead fish and doing whatever the other party wanted, he naively thought that a non-cooperative attitude would make people more bored, but in the end it turned out to be completely counterproductive, Lu Chenyun understands His thoughts were also more active in order to hear his groans.

He doesn't know how many times he can endure it, so that he won't kill Lu Chenyun by mistake during any relationship, and recently, when the work schedule is full, the other party still asks to meet so intensively, which makes Zhao Li physically and mentally exhausted Tired, hard to hold on.

"Let's meet once a week instead, it's too frequent now." Zhao Li suggested lying on the bed, his whole body aching.

When Lu Chenyun heard this, his drowsy spirit returned, and he sat up and protested: "How can I do that, if I can't satisfy my desire for you, I will die!"

"If I keep satisfying you, I will die too..." Chao Li murmured.

"what?"

"It's okay." Ignoring Lu Chenyun who didn't hear clearly, Zhao Li simply turned his back on him, "If you're not satisfied, just go find someone else to make up for it, and you don't lack a date."

Rather than a date, it should be said that the person to sleep with is more correct.

Zhao Li's shoulders were hard and broad but always exuded sexier than a woman's. Because the movement of turning over exposed the quilt, Lu Chenyun couldn't help but lowered his head and gnawed on it.

The man who was bitten frowned unhappily, and wanted to give him an elbow in the back, but gritted his teeth and held back.

"Li Li, are you jealous?" While kissing Chao Li's shoulder, Lu Chenyun said vaguely, "Don't worry, I won't cheat." After meeting Zhao Li, he decided not to look for new toys in a short time, because Definitely couldn't get better.

"We're not in a relationship, why are you cheating or not? Also, if you call me by my name again, I'll make you impotent if you want to find someone else in the future." Zhao Li said coldly, shrinking his shoulders to avoid harassment.

"Is this your exclusive declaration to me?" After speaking, Lu Chenyun felt a strong murderous aura, so he smiled wryly and said, "I don't want to go to someone else." What's more, you have to wear a condom when you have sex with other people, which is troublesome.

"Why don't you understand? I'm very tired and I can't cope with you wanting me every day. What if you change your taste once in a while?" Zhao Li really doesn't understand, what is the difference between his body and an ordinary man's?

"I don't care if you are tired or not. According to our agreement, whenever I want you, I have to lie down obediently, don't I?" Lu Chenyun's tone made it clear that this matter is over and there is no room for negotiation.

Zhao Li sighed deeply in his heart, thinking that for the time being, he could only continue to persevere.

So, another crazy night passed, Zhao Li drove directly from Lu Chenyun to the company, he noticed from the rearview mirror that his complexion was not very good, and hoped that Shao Zuo would not notice his strangeness because of this.

In the early morning, there were not many pedestrians on the road. When Zhao Li parked his car and walked out of the underground parking lot, he found a very familiar figure who was slightly taller than him at the door of his company and walked in. Was it Guan Yan who was pressed on the bar floor by him a while ago?

Zhao Li didn't think much of it, he went up to pat the opponent's shoulder and called out, "Guan Yan?"

Guan Yan paused, looking back with obvious surprise, of course he knew that this was where Zhao Li worked, but he didn't expect to meet him so easily.

"King Li—no, no, Zhao Li, long time no see. Hey, I've been to Lu Chenyun's bar a few times before, but I never had a chance to meet you again."

"I didn't go to the bar, I just wanted to find someone that day." Besides, drinking is a bad habit he got rid of a long time ago, Zhao Li smiled, "I work here, how about you? How could you appear in the bar?" here?"

"Oh, that, what a coincidence──" Thinking of telling Lu Chenyun about Chao Li's past earlier, Guan Yan was somewhat embarrassed, and after getting to know each other, he felt a little sorry for each other, "My client is also an employee here, I made an appointment with him to wait in the lobby."

The control methods of enterprise buildings are similar. If you want to take the elevator, you must make an appointment in advance, or you must show your employee identification card.Of course, Guan Yan didn't have the latter, but he felt that it would be too troublesome to apply for permission, so it would be faster to make an appointment on the first floor.

"Client? What is your job...?"

"I like to call it a detective agency, but most people call it a credit agency." Guan Yan looked helpless.

When Zhao Li heard this, he couldn't help but ponder for a few seconds, thinking that since it is a credit bureau, could those photos have been in Guan Yan's hands for a long time?

Noticing Chao Li's thoughtful expression, Guan Yan took the initiative to ask, "Do you need my help?"

Zhao Li didn't answer this question directly, but instead asked him: "You and Lu Chenyun are very close?"

"We've known each other for a long time, and we have a good friendship, what's wrong?" Guan Yan asked superficially, and he probably guessed that they were probably entangled recently.

Zhao Li frowned, lowered the volume before asking: "Then, did he give you some photos or computer files before?"

Guan Yan replied without hesitation: "No, usually he asks me for more information about other people."

His answer also made Zhao Li sigh and deeply disappointed. Sure enough, it was not so easy to get rid of that damn bastard... But if Lu Chenyun was not handed over to Guan Yan, who was he?

"Are you... all right?" Guan Yan thought, Zhao Li would ask him for photos that he didn't know about, which meant that young master Lu who never let go of what he wanted must have really done something means.

──It's really bad, that person always persuades but refuses to listen.

"It's nothing." Zhao Li took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that his breathing was not smooth.

"Are you really okay?" The worried expression on Guan Yan's face deepened, because he noticed that Zhao Li's face was not normal, it was obviously paler than a few seconds ago, "Chao Li, are you feeling unwell?"

"Huh? No..." Zhao Li's answer was incomplete, it became difficult to breathe, and Guan Yan's voice suddenly sounded very far away in his ears...

"Hello, hello? Zhao Li?" Guan Yan frowned nervously now, and he stretched out his hand and shook it up and down in front of the other party's eyes, "Chao Li, don't scare me, talk."

Even though his eyes blinked reflexively, the pupils were not in focus at all. I'm afraid Zhao Li's vision is already blurred, which may be a sign before fainting.Just as Guan Yan finished thinking, the other party lost consciousness instantly in front of him and fell straight down.

Waking up at dawn may not be the literal definition of sobriety. At this moment, he is standing in the corridor of the emergency department with people coming and going, the air is full of the smell of disinfectant—he can’t smell it, but he knows it, he just knows it, Because this hospital was the last link in his previous nightmare.

The man sitting on the waiting bench was himself more than three years ago, his eyes were dull, and his hands and chest were covered with blood. Today's Zhao Li and the him in those days always face each other in dreams like this, but that self never Did not know of his existence.

Of course, this is just a memory that Chao Li doesn't want to keep after three years. The only thing he can do is to be like a bystander, returning to the scene to sadly review the wrong life test questions.

Just hours before, he'd screwed up everything he was supposed to be guarding.

In that game, he still won an overwhelming victory in the form of previous champions. He was about to drink and celebrate with a few friends, but he received a call from his arena lounge not far away.

"Zhao Li, your brother, your brother committed suicide!"

In an instant, he felt that his world began to fall apart, shattering into powder piece by piece.

Was it his refusal that made this happen?When rushing back to the scene, Zhao Li only had time to witness his face as pale as paper being sent to the ambulance.

Zhao Li could barely recognize that person as his younger brother, no, he didn't want to admit it, he didn't have the courage to follow the ambulance, instead he walked back to the suicide site, facing the pool of blood that no one dared to clean up, his mind went blank.

His legs softened and he knelt on the ground, his trembling hands touched the indescribable liquid, thinking how decisive and how eager he was to die to bleed so much blood?That's why he resolutely cut off the blood vessels in both wrists?

──Do you hate me that much?Even at the expense of revenge through death?

Grasping his chest that was having difficulty breathing, Zhao Li groaned in pain.

What the hell is he doing?What the hell is he still doing here?This pool of blood is not his brother!The person who was sent to the hospital with uncertain life and death, the one who always followed him and called him Brother Li was his younger brother!

Chao Li frantically rushed to a nearby hospital, but the emergency staff refused to allow them to meet, only saying that his younger brother was still being treated for emergency treatment, and told him not to be impatient.

──Don't be restless?Fuck you, don't be impatient!That's my brother, you bastard!

The nurse kindly asked him if he was hurt anywhere and if he needed help, and all he wanted to do was yell.

──Go away, I just need to know if my brother will survive!

He even wanted to tear down the hospital.

His head hurt so much, he could only sit on the chair and stare at his trembling hands, and realized that his vision could no longer accommodate anything other than red, as if the person who was waiting to die was actually himself.

When their father rushed to the hospital, he grabbed the collapsed Chao Li and questioned him: Why did this kind of thing happen when he was by my brother's side?He is the eldest brother, he should take good care of his family...

Zhao Li's senses are numb, but he also understands that Shao Zuo didn't really blame him, but was just frightened, even he lost control so far, let alone his father?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Dad, this is all my fault..."

……

Zhao Li choked up shallowly, struggling to wake up from the short but extremely heavy dream in the past, his head is still in a daze stage, his body is limp, unable to react immediately, only faintly heard conversation.

"You actually did it? Didn't I tell you not to attack him?" Guan Yan's tone sounded irritated.

Someone snorted, "You just have to tell me not to play dirty tricks, as you can see I'm still alive, don't worry."

This sounds like Lu Chenyun, right?But what is he doing here?Zhao Li always felt that the source of the other party's voice was not far from him—no, it should be said to be very close, almost close to his ear.

Guan Yan sighed, and said, "You think I'm an idiot? If you didn't play any tricks, and Zhao Liken was under your pressure, I would take your surname."

"Oh, then should I call you Big Brother?"

"Lu Chenyun, it's really not that I'm talking about you. Even if you want to, you should know what restraint is, right? You mess with him once every few days. No wonder he faints because of your exhaustion."

Zhao Li moved his fingers, their conversation made him furious, how the fuck Lu Chenyun spread this kind of thing everywhere?What is it, do you want everyone to know?

"I'll take him back to recuperate for a few days later, don't worry." It was a self-righteous tone again, and he didn't mind what Guan Yan said about him, because the person who really proposed this despicable plan was not him, but Shao Yue .

"Isn't it better to send it to the hospital for examination first?"

"According to Zhaoli's character, do you think he will want to go to the hospital?" Lu Chenyun said: "If people find out that he has traces of me all over his body, he will definitely kill you first."

This is true, Zhao Li thought that Lu Chenyun understood him quite well in this respect, and at the same time his consciousness and sensations of his limbs gradually became clearer. Only at this moment did he finally realize that he was being embraced by Lu Chenyun in his arms. He barely opened his eyes, looked up. The hand patted the face of the other party who was smiling.

"...Go away."

Lu Chenyun touched his pretty handsome face which was confronted by Zhao Li's feeble hand, his expression changed, and he lowered his head innocently and asked him: "You're so angry when you just woke up?"

Zhao Li never thought that the physical fatigue and psychological pressure of the past few days would really make him fall down so easily, but the instigator was still hugging him shamelessly at this time, which made him gnash his teeth even more.

"Let go, I'm fine." His tired gaze circled the room, confirming that this is the private reception room attached to the lobby on the first floor.

At least not outside to let all the passing staff admire the indecent images of them hugging and hugging, which made him feel relieved, although the journey brought here would still inevitably be embarrassing.

"If you don't let go, why are you still trying to be strong when you're uncomfortable?" Lu Chenyun deliberately hugged her even tighter.

It's also a coincidence, he just wanted to call and ask Guan Yan to go out for a drink at noon, and he happened to be told by the other party that Zhao Li had fainted, so he drove over without much hesitation. Being fucked by him must be because his technique is too good.

"If you don't leave, I want you to look good!" Zhao Li twisted his body desperately, but his strength has not yet recovered, and he still can't break free.

"If you're really okay, you'd have thrown me out a long time ago, won't you just scream?"

What Lu Chenyun said was the truth, but it was even more uncomfortable to be told.

Guan Yan quickly interjected, "Let him lie down by himself, your hard chest is no better than a soft sofa."

"No, I like it like this──" Before Lu Chenyun's scoundrel was finished, Zhao Li's right hand quickly pressed up against the opponent's jaw and pushed hard, causing the former to recede back on the spot, "It hurts!"

Even though it was just the force of the palm, and Zhao Li couldn't do too much damage now, it still felt uncomfortable to have his neck bent back violently.

Zhao Li smiled coldly, grabbed Lu Chenyun who was falling backwards, tightened his neckline and pulled towards him, "You think I'm not good enough? Do you like to do whatever you want?"

Just as Lu Chenyun was about to open his mouth to refute, his eyes suddenly shook and rolled, and then he was thrown to the floor. At this time, Zhao Li's knee was just above his throat.

"I'll teach you how to kill a bastard when you're out of strength, how about it?" Just use a little body weight to press down, and once the neck bone breaks, they can say goodbye.

"Hey, I have something to say..." Lu Chenyun smiled, but he wasn't too worried.

──There is another person who will stand up for you!

"Leave him alone, Zhao Li." Guan Yan really tried to dissuade him with a face full of helplessness: "No matter how bastard he is, at least he will be worried about you until you wake up."

Worried about him?Are you afraid that the toy will fail early?Zhao Li got up and sat back on the sofa, putting away his anger and turning his expression indifferent, anyway, he couldn't have messed around before getting back the photo, it was just a warning.

"I know that Li Li doesn't want me to hang up." Lu Chenyun also sat down beside Chao Li with a smiley face.

The veins reappeared again, "Damn it, Lu Chenyun, you really want me to do it for you, don't you?"

"You hate me so much for calling you Li Li? It's a pity, this is an order." Lu Chenyun's smile implied that he refused to discuss the matter, "It's my freedom to call you what I want, just as I can fuck you at will. .”

"You-"

Enough is enough, there is nothing wrong with it, Guan Yan deeply felt that if he continued to stay here and listen to the violent flirting of these two people, it would be too tense and frightening, so he quickly got up to interrupt their dispute: "You guys slow down Let’s talk, I have to take a step ahead.”

"Guan Yan." Zhao Li stopped him, completely opposite to Lu Chenyun's attitude, and said to him gently: "Sorry for affecting your work, thank you, I have the opportunity to treat you to dinner."

Thank him for what?Apart from saving Chao Li from falling, he didn't do much to help——Damn, he was surprised that Young Master Lu was staring at him with jealousy, so Guan Yan had no choice but to wave his hands quickly, and fled the scene as if flying.

When he walked out of the door, Guan Yan thought to himself, it is true that Lu Chenyun made the mistake of abducting Chao Li to bed with unbearable means, and it is normal for Chao Li to be so angry, but just now, when Lu Chenyun was not too overbearing, he still provoked the current Zhao Li, who is very polite to almost everyone, exploded and became extremely hot.

Assuming that the mature and stable attitude is just a mask that Chao Li had to put on deliberately because of the rumors back then, then, isn't he the real and complete King Li in front of Lu Chenyun?On the other hand, Lu Chenyun is actually such a rare thick-skinned rascal... Could it be that their personalities are actually very suitable for each other?

After thinking about it, Guan Yan couldn't believe his deliberation. If those two people could really become a couple, it would be considered an astonishing match.