forgotten island

Zhang Chengyi woke up again, two days later, and the first thing he said when he woke up was Nan Qing?The nurse didn't know who Nan Qing was, and thought it was the secretary who had been busy all the time, so she said she was out on business and should come back right away.

Zhang Chengyi waited for three hours, but the secretary said that Mr. Nan Qing had already gone back.

Zhang Chengyi fell into a state of extreme confusion.He remembered that he told Nan Qing very clearly that he liked him, combined with the fact that Nan Qing also liked him, it should be a satisfactory ending, but why is the result still like this?

why?

Zhang Chengyi only felt that his thoughts began to become chaotic again, and disturbing scenes began to emerge. Nan Qing's expression, Nan Qing's words, and Nan Qing's movements were all coming from his already heavily burdened brain at a very fast speed. In a flash, cold sweat rolled down his forehead without warning, and a feeling of nausea followed.

He propped himself up on the bed, retching vigorously, his face became paler with his reaction, the secretary next to him was so frightened that he quickly called the doctor and nurse, and it took an unknown amount of time before the painful feeling gradually subsided. Zhang Chengyi was lying on the bed, breathing hard, trying to use this steady method to calm his restless heart.

After the doctors and nurses all retreated from the ward, Zhang Chengyi said: "Bring me a set of clothes later, I want to go out."

Upon hearing this, the secretary adjusted his glasses, and said cautiously, "Mr. Zhang, the doctor said he can't be discharged yet."

How could Zhang Chengyi listen to him, and said coldly, "Half an hour."

The secretary's face changed slightly, and he stood in embarrassment.

Zhang Chengyi glanced at the clock hanging on the white wall and said, "You still have 29 minutes."

Upon hearing this, the secretary glanced at Zhang Chengyi's expression, and without further hesitation, walked out of the ward with his head down.In the end, the secretary arrived at the hospital 5 minutes early. Zhang Chengyi changed into his clothes, endured the discomfort, and walked out of the ward openly. Someone on the way wanted to say something, but the secretary standing next to Zhang Chengyi dismissed them with a look. go back.

Along the way, Zhang Chengyi felt very uncomfortable all the time, and even rolling down the window did not relieve it.God knows, Zhang Chengyi swallowed this discomfort and endured it all the way to the hotel.He was sitting in the car and had no intention of getting out of the car. He was afraid that Nan Qing would run away when he saw him, because Nan Qing had left him with a cold back more than once.

After waiting for too long, Zhang Chengyi looked at the darkened sky outside.It turned out that I had been working from the day to the end of the month, but there was no one Zhang Chengyi wanted to see at the door of the hotel.

Zhang Chengyi was actually very tired, he leaned weakly on the seat, closed his eyes and raised his hand: "Go and ask."

The secretary understood immediately, got out of the car and ran towards the hotel, and came back not long after.Zhang Chengyi didn't ask any questions, but the secretary had already spoken, and he knew what the person in front of him wanted to ask.

"Mr. Nan Qing..." the secretary said cautiously, "He has resigned."

Zhang Chengyi opened his eyes, the secretary couldn't see the smudged light in Zhang Chengyi's eyes, but felt that it was very dark.

Zhang Chengyi's hand was hanging out of the car window like a bone, and he tapped the car with his fingers: "Go back to the hospital."

The secretary nodded and got into the car.

When he was about to arrive at the hospital, Zhang Chengyi suddenly said quietly: "You don't need to get out of the car, go and find out where he lives, the sooner the better."

Zhang Chengyi went back to the ward by himself. The ward was huge and deserted. At this very second, he felt unspeakably lonely.

Standing dryly by the bed, he suddenly recalled the scene when he was sick in the past. Every time he got sick, he would have a bad temper, and then he would blame his physical discomfort on others in another way. Nan Qing Often becomes his first source of venting.

What was Nanqing like at that time?

It seems that he will never get angry. No matter how ugly he says or how angry he is, in Nan Qing's eyes, he can't see any emotion at all. Instead, his heart and eyes are full of worry. He will stay up all night by the bed, and he will go through it with all his heart. To take care of him, because he said that he didn't want to eat, he would cook all kinds of meals in different ways, just to let him eat an extra bite during his illness.

At that time, in Nanqing, all his heart and eyes were focused on Zhang Chengyi. This kind of gaze should be extraordinarily hot and scorching, but Zhang Chengyi forcibly killed such warm eyes. He turned a blind eye to it, so he remained indifferent .

Now Nan Qing's eyes can no longer find the feeling of the past, full of flatness and resistance.Even though Zhang Chengyi told him not to leave with blood all over his face, Nan Qing seemed to see nothing, just like himself back then.

When Zhang Chengyi thought of this, he felt unbearable pain. This pain started in his heart, and from the deepest part, it spread out bit by bit, as if it wanted to peel off his flesh and blood.

For the next few days, Zhang Chengyi was recuperating in the hospital the whole time. The secretary had already found out where Nan Qing lived, which made Zhang Chengyi feel at ease. At least Nan Qing was still in this city and within his sphere of influence.

After he was discharged from the hospital, Zhang Chengyi didn't go to find Nan Qing immediately, he didn't want to push Nan Qing too hard, otherwise it would be counterproductive.He first dealt with the few people who were with him before, and severed all ties.They found another group of gardeners and tried their best to restore the garden to its original appearance, but Zhang Chengyi had never paid attention to the garden that Nanqing planted with care, so it was very troublesome to restore it. He didn't even know if the garden looked like this before. Everything was telling Zhang Chengyi, telling him how much he didn't care about Nan Qing.

As long as he cares a little bit, even a little bit, he will find that the flowers in that glass vase are always the freshest, and that garden was planted by Nanqing for him.

It's just that things have come to this point, and everything has no meaning.

Outside the room are Nanqing's flowers for several years, and inside the room are Nanqing's waiting for several years.

Zhang Chengyi sat motionless in the room that had long since lost the smell of Nanqing. He was trying to absorb the feeling of Nanqing's existence, but the time was too long, leaving only memories.

Everything inside and outside the house was telling Zhang Chengyi how far Nan Qing had compromised because he liked him. He suddenly recalled what Nan Qing said in the ward, every sentence and every word, They were all naked reminders of what he had done in the past.

He looked up at this huge room, combined with Nan Qing's words, he couldn't imagine how Nan Qing was waiting for him in this huge house day after day, night after night.

Realizing this, my heart began to throb again.Zhang Chengyi was a little dazed by this sudden discomfort.

After a long time, until Zhang Chengyi was numb from the pain, he realized it belatedly.

I have not understood for a long time.

This feeling of pain comes from Nanqing.

It was he who felt distressed belatedly.

It was his heartache that was several years late...