forgotten island

Nan Qing sat on the sofa and waited for Zhang Chengyi to come home. He felt chills all over his body, and something slowly flowed out of his body. What was it?He didn't know it himself, but it seemed that with the speed of the loss, the pain became more and more painful.

He had already packed up and planned to leave, but Zhang Chengyi sent a message saying that he would come back tonight, he could actually leave without looking back, but when he saw the text message, he still compromised.

He thought, no matter what, he still had to say goodbye in person.

He looked at this luxurious, familiar yet unfamiliar home.He recalled the details of him and Zhang Chengyi, but in the memory of the past few years, he couldn't find any love Zhang Chengyi had for him, as if there was only sex in this gorgeous bird cage, and he was the only one obsessed with sacrificing himself.

Time passed by indifferently in the memory of meditation, and Nan Qing was the only one left on the trace.

The door finally opened, and Zhang Chengyi appeared at the door of the house wearing a black windbreaker and dragging a large box.

When Nan Qing looked over, her heart still beat violently a few times, but this time it passed away in an instant.

"I'm back." Zhang Chengyi put the box casually, but no one responded to him. He looked at Nan Qing who was motionless on the sofa with some doubts. According to usual, he should have been waiting at the door.Zhang Chengyi didn't think much about it.

"I brought you a gift." Zhang Chengyi walked to Nan Qing's side, and the sofa sank slightly.He took out a small box from his pocket, and opened it cautiously and impatiently. Inside was a ring, but it was obvious that it was not worn on the ring finger. Nan Qing looked at the ring indifferently, Looking at its size, he smiled self-deprecatingly.

It's a tail ring.

That's right, I'm just one of his people, a substitute for a dead person, and my relationship with Zhang Chengyi is just that.

Zhang Chengyi saw that Nan Qing hadn't moved for a long time, and he didn't accept the gift, so he threw the box on the tea table casually, frowned, looked at the indifferent Nan Qing, and asked with some displeasure: "Don't you like it?"

Nan Qing still didn't speak, raised his eyes, and put his eyes lightly on Zhang Chengyi, then glanced at the box on the table that had been thrown overturned, and after a long time, he turned his eyes back to Zhang Chengyi again. When he arrived at Zhang Chengyi's body, his originally nostalgic eyes turned cold, but he persistently described his facial features in detail.

Zhang Chengyi finally noticed something was wrong. He saw that Nan Qing's eyes were a little red, and his eyes were particularly strange. He raised his hand to hold Nan Qing's face, and his tone finally softened a little: "What's wrong? Who bullied you?"

Nan Qing blinked his eyes very slowly, moved his body, and moved back.Zhang Chengyi's hand was empty, Nan Qing's face was a little far away from him, Zhang Chengyi's hand still had the warmth and soft texture of Nan Qing's face.Then he saw Nan Qing's mouth opening and closing a few times, and he heard Nan Qing's words belatedly.

He said, "Zhang Chengyi, let's break up."

Zhang Chengyi was stunned for a few seconds, as if he didn't hear clearly, he said, "What?" There was an anger in his tone that he couldn't detect, but the anger was so small that it was covered by his indifference. .

Nan Qing took a deep breath and stood up, trying to use this method to make herself look less weak and less passive: "Zhang Chengyi, let's break up."

This time Zhang Chengyi heard it clearly, stood up almost immediately, the wind from the windbreaker almost swept away the air around Nanqing: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Nan Qing instinctively took a step back, Zhang Chengyi's huge shadow shone on him, making him very uncomfortable, feeling like he was going to be out of breath.

Zhang Chengyi frowned, watching Nan Qing take a step back, feeling indescribable in his heart, he rushed back in a hurry, postponed the important meeting, bought the earliest flight, just to come back early.

"You want to break up with me?" He strode forward and grabbed Nan Qing's wrist with such force that he seemed to crush Nan Qing's wrist bone alive.

Time stops in an instant.

Zhang Chengyi looked at Nan Qing up and down, and finally his eyes fell on the red wrist he pulled, only then did he realize that the agate that Nan Qing had been carrying all along was gone, and the agate that he was reluctant to take off was gone. .

"Where's the bracelet I gave you?"

Nan Qing moved his hands and found that he couldn't break free at all, so he stopped struggling: "It's on your bedside, and I don't use any of the money you gave me. It's all on the card you gave me. The card is also next to your bed."

Zhang Chengyi looked at Nan Qing's mouth constantly moving, the words that popped out made him unacceptable and incomprehensible, a strange feeling emerged in his heart, and then the hand holding Nan Qing flicked uncontrollably, Nan Qing couldn't withstand the force, and fell down all at once, hitting his head heavily on the corner of the table, with a "bang", the corner of his forehead was cut immediately, and blood flowed out.

Zhang Chengyi subconsciously glanced at his hands, then raised his eyes to look at Nan Qing who fell to the ground, something grabbed his heart.But at the moment, his whole brain was already full of his weird feeling. This feeling of heartache only lasted for a second, and he immediately calmed down. Then he smiled indifferently and looked at Nan who was a little bit embarrassed in front of him. Qing, said: "Okay, I never keep people who don't want to. If you want to go, just go."

The blood in front of Nan Qing's eyes blurred his vision, and his vision was blurred. His reduced eyesight made him hear every word and sentence of Zhang Chengyi very clearly.You see, every word of this person is poking into his heart. It is obviously a harmless language, not even a single ugly word, but it is such words and tone that make Nan Qing pretend to be strong Almost collapsed.

very painful.It hurts so much.

Nan Qing supported the sofa and stood up, stabilizing his figure. After Zhang Chengyi finished speaking, he said lightly, "Okay, I understand."

Then he raised his feet, turned around and walked not far away, pulled the suitcase that had been prepared long ago, and walked towards the door. Zhang Chengyi's indifferent gaze, as if penetrating, penetrated into his body everywhere, If Zhang Chengyi would be angry and furious, maybe he could see that he cared a little bit about himself, but he had such calm eyes and such a calm tone, as if he didn't care about the person who left.

It seems that he really never cared.

Nan Qing, you are so ridiculous. Just because of one act he did when he was young, you willingly became a canary under a man for so many years.

"Nanqing, take your things away." Zhang Chengyi's indifferent voice suddenly came from behind. Zhang Chengyi picked up something and smashed it at Nan Qing's feet, breaking something.Nan Qing raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and glanced at the ground.

The last thought disappeared along with the broken pocket watch.

It was the pocket watch he gave to Zhang Chengyi. On it was the score he had engraved for a long time. It was full of his love for Zhang Chengyi. It was the first piece he composed for Zhang Chengyi.

Now, gone.

Nan Qing bit his trembling lips hard, and told himself not to cry, you are a man, don't cry for this person anymore, he restrained his eyes, started to speed up his steps, and walked to the door in just a few seconds, The handle exudes a dazzling metallic light, cold like a knife.He raised his hand to the handle.

"Let's go, we have no future." Zhang Chengyi's calm voice sounded.Looking at Nan Qing's suddenly stiff body and motionless hands, his heart beat a little uncontrollably.

He stood condescendingly not far away, waiting for his favorite pet to turn around and say sorry.

As he expected, Nan Qing slowly turned his head.

Zhang Chengyi's heart suddenly shrank violently, and then he saw Nan Qing's calm eyes looking at him.

For a moment, Zhang Chengyi could clearly feel that he was a little panicked.

Nan Qing turned his head, glanced at Zhang Chengyi not far away, and obviously didn't want to cry, but after seeing his face at the last second, he couldn't help but couldn't betray the sadness in his heart, tears still fell down.

He took a deep breath and said choked up: "Zhang Chengyi likes you, it hurts too much, I don't want to hurt anymore, so from now on, I don't want to like you anymore." After finishing speaking, he pressed the hand holding the handle hard, He walked out of the house without looking back.

It's over, it's over, it's over.