forgotten island

Since that day, Zhang Chengyi would go home every day, sooner or later, and Nan Qing didn't want to have any conflicts with Zhang Chengyi, so he just made up an excuse and didn't go to Ji Jing's small house again, and the relationship between the two was only maintained. Recently, on the mobile phone, the only weird thing is the frequency of Ji Jing's proactive contact.

Such a delicate relationship lasted until the day Ji Jing was going to perform.

Because he was afraid that his tone could not be conveyed in the text message, Nan Qing called Zhang Chengyi and said that he and Mo Shen were going to have dinner together and would come back later. It was not the tone of notification, but an inquiry. Zhang Chengyi knew about Mo Shen. Of course he agreed.

In the past few days, the gate of Nanqing has not left the gate, and the two gates have not stepped forward, and they are extremely obedient and well-behaved, just so that they can go out smoothly on this day.

In the evening, Mo Shen picked up Nanqing and drove directly to the bar rented by Ji Jing.Ji Jing's band has a little reputation abroad, but when they returned to China, basically few people knew them, and they all relied on their faces during the promotion to attract listeners.

When Nan Qing and Mo Shen arrived, the audience was already crowded with many people, basically all of them were girls. The two of them came late, so they could only huddle beside the bar.

The lighting of the bar is dark blue, it can be said that there is no lighting effect, and what can be seen clearly is only close at hand, and the lighting is only used to render the environment.

John and the others have already started to adjust their musical instruments on the stage. Only Ji Jing is sitting on the stool, playing with his drum sticks. The fluorescent tattoos on his hands are particularly conspicuous at this time, like sparks that suddenly emerge in the dark night , as beautiful as the stars reunited in an instant in a dream.

There are noisy people around the bar, but in the chaotic sentences, I can hear a lot of compliments, most of them are praising your appearance. In fact, this world is very realistic. When no one knows you, your outstanding appearance will become your The more beautiful the exhibits, the more people will appreciate you.

Ji Jing was probably tired from playing with the drumsticks, so he held it in his hands weakly, then lazily raised his neck, his facial features were wrapped in black shadows, so thick that he was no longer obedient, his curly hair was so soft that it was slightly covered The corners of his eyes are a little lazy, the light is too dim to see where his gaze is fixed.

Suddenly Ji Jing lowered his head and glanced at something, then straightened up, looked around, and then turned his face towards Nan Qing, and then stopped moving.Nan Qing was sure that Ji Jing must not be able to see him because the light was too dark, but somehow it gave him an illusion, an illusion that Ji Jing was looking at him.

Before he could think about it, the strings of the bass on the stage were plucked.The moment the bass sound came out, Nan Qing came back to his senses, and the strings on his body were numb along with the sound.

In an instant, the already hot atmosphere became even more boiling.

Nan Qing and Mo Shen just stood in the world where human voices came and went.With the rhythmic rhythm, the blood in the whole body began to heat up.

This was a modest performance, with a small venue and not many people, and it was not a type of music that Nan Qing knew. He had never even heard of rock and roll before he came into contact with Ji Jing.But it is such an environment, and such ignorance.Nan Qing's eyes turned red for no reason.

His eyes felt sore.He was thinking, why can't he be like them?He also really wanted to sit in the auditorium, playing the cello, with his good friends in the audience, and he also hoped that there would be Zhang Chengyi.And because of his music, their whole body will boil, their nerves will be numb, and their eyes will turn red because of a sudden note.

At this moment, the shattered soul on his body is reassembling, and those invisible musical symbols are mending the soul that he has lost for several years.

The performance ended smoothly. Nan Qing didn't leave right away because he was going to celebrate. He planned to break the can. He didn't want to affect other people's mood because of personal reasons.

A group of people randomly found a shop in the surrounding area and ordered a case of wine.

Nan Qing couldn't drink too much, but everyone was very happy today. It was rare for him to drink three bottles despite Mo Shen's dissuasion.

"You were on stage today, did you see me?" Nan Qing's face was smudged red by alcohol, even his eyebrows were smudged red by alcohol.

Ji Jing, who was drinking at the side, raised his eyebrows: "I see, it's over there at the bar."

Nan Qing poured another glass of wine and drank it all in one gulp. Mo Shen looked at Nan Qing's thoughtless way of drinking, and silently moved the wine next to him away.

Nan Qing: "It's so dark, how did you see me?"

Ji Jing looked at Nan Qing who was a little drunk in front of him, and originally wanted to tease him, but Nan Qing's expression was too serious, and he was really sincerely asking why.

Ji Jing smiled and said, "Mo Shen sent me a message."

Nan Qing's puzzled eyes suddenly lit up: "No wonder." After speaking, he waved his hand, "No, I want to go to the bathroom."

Just as Mo Shen was about to stand up, Ji Jing supported Nan Qing: "I'll go with him, I just happen to be going to the toilet too."

Mo Shen's slightly bent body paused, he glanced at Ji Jing inexplicably, pursed his lips, and sat back.

Nan Qing took a few steps and pushed Ji Jing: "I don't need to help, I can walk." Ji Jing had no choice but to let go of his hand, and silently followed behind him.The two entered the bathroom one after the other, and after running the water, Nan Qing went to the sink to wash his face.Ji Jing leaned against the wall and waited, staring at the dazed Nan Qing without blinking, thinking about his own little calculations.

Nan cleaned his face and raised his head, his face was covered with large and small drops of water, and the bangs on his forehead were wet and sticky into a few pinches.

"Nan Qing." Ji Jing called out to him.

Nan Qing turned around and wiped his eyes with water: "What's wrong?"

"Are you short of money?" Ji Jing took advantage of Nan Qing's slumber and asked the question he had been wanting to ask for a long time.

Nan Qing was taken aback, the wine was half awake in an instant, he opened his eyes and looked at Ji Jing puzzled.

Seeing that Nan Qing didn't say a word, Ji Jing thought he had acquiesced.

Ji Jing took a step forward, lowered his eyes and looked earnestly: "I can give you whatever Zhang Chengyi gives you."

As soon as he finished speaking, the person in front of him immediately took a step back, and then Ji Jing watched as the expression on Nan Qing's face began to collapse, and it began to become extremely ugly, and his eyes slowly began to show disbelief and Ji Jing's expression. Disappointment never seen before.

Nan Qing blinked: "Ji Jing, I thought we were friends."

Ji Jing paused, Nan Qing's voice changed, it was the same as when they first met, full of strangeness and distance.

"You think of me as that kind of person, don't you?" Nan Qing smiled dryly, "But it's no wonder, everyone outside said so."

Nan Qing took a deep breath: "However, it's still a bit sad to be thought of as that kind of person by you."

Nan Qing never cared about this kind of thing at first, and didn't want to explain it.After all, in the eyes of outsiders, he is such a person, and no one would think that he is willing, but Ji Jing can't, as long as he is a friend, he can't. 【Cherry blossoms fall】

Even if Ji Jing knew about it, he would feel that he was cheap and unbelievable.

"Ji Jing, Zhang Chengyi and I are not the kind of relationship you think, at least not with me, everything is voluntary, I keep all the money Zhang Chengyi gave me in a bank card, and I haven't moved a cent. The money he spent on me, I wrote down in the memo one by one, and the money I earned from part-time jobs during college and the money I earned from participating in performances are enough to pay off."

Nan Qing looked straight at Ji Jing without flinching: "So, do you understand? The reason why I stay by his side is not because of money, but because I like him. In your eyes, he is worthless. Relationship, in my opinion, is the only way to be close to the person you like."

Ji Jing was taken aback by Nan Qing's words. He never expected that Nan Qing's words would be like this. All the information he got from inquiries could not be worth Nan Qing's willingness to come.

He fell in love with Nan Qing when he saw him for the first time. Of course, all of this was due to Nan Qing's outstanding appearance. After a long time of contact, he fell in love with him more and more, but every time he thought that Nan Qing belonged to Zhang Chengyi, he I just feel angry and feel that there is no energy anywhere.He knew exactly what Zhang Chengyi thought of Nanqing.So he started to inquire, and learned that Nanqing's family conditions were not very good all the time, so he preconceived that Nanqing was short of money and was with Zhang Chengyi for money.

He never thought that Nanqing was because he liked it.

After Nan Qing finished speaking, he glanced at Ji Jing with some discomfort, and then left without looking back.It wasn't until Nan Qing disappeared completely that Ji Jing regained his thoughts, and he hurriedly chased after him. Fortunately, Nan Qing was a little drunk and didn't walk very fast.

"Nan Qing, Nan Qing." Ji Jing called his name hastily, Nan Qing seemed to have heard nothing, and kept walking, Ji Jing had no choice but to firmly hold his wrist.

Before Nan Qing could struggle, Ji Jing said he was sorry.

"I'm sorry, I, I said the wrong thing, I just wanted to help you, I thought you were..." Ji Jing didn't continue, "I'm really sorry, Nan Qing."

Nan Qing moved his wrist in resistance, and Ji Jing obediently let go.

"I see." When Nan Qing said this, his tone was still without any ups and downs.

Ji Jing became anxious, and his words became awkward: "I, I didn't mean it, Nan Qing, I'm sorry. I just, just, I misunderstood you."

Ji Jing's appearance can confuse others, coupled with his bewildered appearance, it's hard not to soften people's hearts. In fact, in the end, I really can't blame him, anyone would think so, but Ji Jing is his friend, Nan Qing I feel uncomfortable more or less.

Nan Qing moved his fingers lightly, then sighed, and his tone softened: "Okay, I forgive you. Don't say such things in the future, I really regard you as a friend .”

Hearing Nan Qing's softened tone, Ji Jing nodded immediately, but for some reason the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit subtle, and this subtle atmosphere didn't dissipate until the party was over.