forgotten island

Zhang Chengyi didn't go home for several days, and he didn't stay at another lover's house. He lived alone in another villa. During this time, his thoughts were a little messy. I spent a lot of time thinking about the twists and turns inside, but after thinking about it, I didn’t come up with a reason, and finally decided to go out and relax, and conceitedly blamed everything on being too busy with work, which led to so many dazed and funny incidents. Emotions, but this time Zhang Chengyi didn't bring Nanqing with him.

The day before he left, he went home. The secretary had already told Nan Qing about it, so when Zhang Chengyi opened the door, Nan Qing was squatting on the ground, packing his luggage.

Zhang Chengyi's movement was a bit small, Nan Qing didn't pay attention, and was still squatting, busy with the matter at hand, Zhang Chengyi looked at the white shirt that had never changed for thousands of years, fluttering slightly with Nan Qing's movements, hanging loosely on the On both sides of Nan Qing's waistline, he watched him fold each piece of clothes neatly and put them neatly into the box, and then called out Nan Qing's name.

Nan Qing's back froze, and he turned around: "I'm back, I'll wake you up with a glass of red wine downstairs."

Zhang Chengyi nodded, went straight to the bed and sat down: "I won't drink today."

Nan Qing: "Okay, that's right, I put your underwear in the grid, Hainan is still quite sunny, you don't like to wear sunscreen, I prepared a spray for you, a small bottle, put it here It's over, the sun protection shirt is put together with your clothes, you are not used to the toiletries in the hotel, I have packed them in small packages for you, one bag a day is about seven days, and..."

Nan Qing was still babbling, and told Zhang Chengyi what he had prepared in detail. Zhang Chengyi did not speak the whole time, bent his body, put his elbows on his knees, and looked at Nan Qing intently, and only Nan Qing Only then will it give him the feeling of home and take care of him in every detail.

"Is everything clear?"

Zhang Chengyi still didn't answer, his eyes were firmly locked on Nan Qing, he rubbed his finger, his eyes moved, and put it on the suitcase, although Nan Qing made him feel at ease and comfortable, but he didn't know why , Zhang Chengyi is still a little irritable today, and he is a little annoyed without warning because he doesn't know.Obviously Nanqing was like this when I went on a trip before, but today...

"Forget it, it's too much. I'll let others fix it." Zhang Chengyi said suddenly.

Nan Qing's face froze, and he clasped his fingers on the suitcase a little harder. He still squatted, slowly raised his head, and said, "That's it." Then he lowered his head again.

Zhang Chengyi glanced at him and stood up: "I'm too tired today, go to sleep, I'll take a shower, you can just go to sleep."

Nan Qing didn't nodded until Zhang Chengyi entered the bathroom, and then stared blankly at the box in front of him.

other people?Is it the guy who went out with him?

He didn't think about it any more, shook his head, raised his hand and wiped his face vigorously, took out the things one by one, and put them back to their original positions. When he emptied the suitcase, Zhang Chengyi just came out.

Nan Qing watched Zhang Chengyi brush past his side and went straight to bed.Nan Qing pursed his lips, stood there for a second, then put the suitcase in the cabinet, walked to the bed, and lifted the quilt. As soon as Nan Qing lay down, Zhang Chengyi pulled him into his arms.Just such a small movement, which happened almost instantly, relieved Nan Qing's uneasy heart a lot at a very fast speed. Even though he didn't know the reason for Zhang Chengyi's behavior these days, no matter what it was, It is enough to dissipate in this habitual active embrace.

After all, excluding his own small thoughts, in a sense, Nan Qing still has nothing else to ask for, so that even if it is only a little bit of sweetness, he will gladly accept it and automatically erase all bad things without saying a word, and return to it at zero.

A few days after Zhang Chengyi left, a person came to Nanqing's house—Jiang Yan.

Nan Qing looked at the person standing at the door in surprise. Jiang Yan lost a lot of weight after not seeing him for a few days: "Director Zhang is not here."

Jiang Yan was silent for a second, then said, "I didn't come to him, I came to you, Nan Qing."

There was an obvious change in Jiang Yan's title, and Nan Qing also noticed it.He turned sideways and made way for a way out, but Jiang Yan didn't intend to come in, he handed the things in his hand to Nanqing.

Nan Qing glanced at it, but didn't take it right away, and asked a little strangely: "What is this?"

Jiang Yan smiled, the smile seemed a bit far-fetched: "You will know it when you see it."

Nan Qing hesitated for a few seconds, but finally took it. He looked at Jiang Yan, and an idea came to his mind.

"Jiang Yan, have you resigned?" Nanqing is very smart and has already guessed. The person who contacted him during this time is no longer Jiang Yan, but a secretary he is not familiar with. It was easy to guess the result of calling Zhang Chengyi "you" just now.

Jiang Yan nodded slightly.

"why?"

Jiang Yan's expression flickered for a moment, perhaps he didn't expect Nanqing to ask the reason, he moved his lips, wanting to tell the truth, including the love hidden in his heart, but then he didn't dare to speak: "Personal reasons. "

Nan Qing: "Then where do you work now?"

Jiang Yan: "Let's go home and have a look."

The two were not very familiar with each other, and the only connection before was because of Zhang Chengyi. After Jiang Yan finished his last sentence, he didn't speak again. Naturally, the two of them became quiet, and the silence was a bit embarrassing.

Nan Qing raised his hand and tugged at the hem of his own shirt. This unnecessary movement relieved the inexplicably uncomfortable atmosphere between the two: "If there is nothing wrong, I will close the door."

Jiang Yan raised his eyes, his eyes fell on Nan Qing, and then hummed, Nan Qing said goodbye, pinched the doorknob, and was about to close the door, the door only moved a little, Jiang Yan suddenly said: "Nan Qing, Can you give me a bouquet of flowers?"

"It may be difficult to meet in the future." Jiang Yan added.

Nanqing looked at him suspiciously for a while, and finally let go of his hand, and put the things Jiang Yan gave him on the ground: "Of course, just wait for me, I'll go to the yard to pick some for you." After finishing speaking, he left After going out, Jiang Yan stood at the door, leaning a little towards Nanqing's direction. The back of Nanqing's hand just touched Jiang Yan's arm. Passing by, there was an extremely small wind and a touch between moments.But Jiang Yan's eyes were reddened.

He quickly followed Nanqing, but just followed behind him silently. Nanqing picked out several different kinds in the yard. Jiang Yan couldn't tell the variety, but thought it looked good.It only took a few minutes to pick the flowers, and Nan Qing thoughtfully went back to the house and packed them for him.

"Send your girlfriend again?" Nan Qing smiled.

The flowers in Jiang Yan's arms were rubbed tightly by him, and the petals of several flowers fell off because of his rough action. He said softly: "Well, he likes flowers very much, especially your flowers. "

Nan Qing: "Well, it seems that I have a talent for planting flowers. It seems that the roses from last time..."

"Nanqing." Jiang Yan interrupted him, "Zhang Chengyi is not suitable for you. He is not worthy."

Nan Qing's smile froze on his face, he looked at Jiang Yan strangely, he didn't understand why the topic changed so quickly and so bluntly.

Jiang Yan naturally saw Nan Qing's expression, he didn't speak again, took out the phone from his pocket, turned it over a few times, and turned the phone to face Nan Qing.

Nan Qing's eyes moved, and when he looked down, there was a photo on the phone screen. In the photo, Zhang Chengyi was wearing a pair of swimming trunks. The profile of his face was clean and neat. His sunglasses were on his hair, and he lowered his head slightly. There was a man standing. Because of his height, his face could not be seen in the photo, but it could still be seen that the man's skin was very fair.

Nan Qing stared at the photo for a while, and when he raised his eyes again, there was no longer a smile, but a deep gray: "Why are you showing me this?"

Jiang Yan: "Nanqing, Zhang Chengyi went out with someone else."

Nan Qing bit her lip, then quickly let go: "I know."

Jiang Yan shook his hand holding the phone: "Then you..."

"I've even seen him having sex with others, and I don't mind, let alone this." Nan Qing said calmly.

Jiang Yan: "Do you really have to do this?"

Nan Qing frowned: "Jiang Yan, I don't think you and I are familiar enough to talk about anything. If you have nothing else, I'll go get busy."

Jiang Yan's coming here this time is equivalent to reaching out to Nanqing for the last time, trying to pull him out, but... Nanqing doesn't seem to want to at all.

Jiang Yan was actually a little angry, so angry that Nan Qing was obsessed with obsession, but Nan Qing was right, the relationship between the two of them was really too far away, they were not even considered ordinary friends, Jiang Yan vomited slowly Tone: "I'm sorry, I... Please take a look at the things in the bag, it's my hard work..."

Before Jiang Yan finished speaking, he saw Nan Qing bent down, picked up the bag from the ground, and stuffed it into Jiang Yan's arms, saying indifferently: "If there are Zhang Chengyi and other men inside You don't have to give me any more pictures, I really don't mind at all. I don't know why you suddenly want to tell me this, but maybe you are wrong, Zhang Chengyi and I, everything is voluntary , even if I will be doomed in the end, and I will regret it, that is my own fault, and I cannot blame others, let alone Zhang Chengyi."

Nanqing said this very quickly, in an obviously indifferent tone, but it seemed to be suppressing something, so that Jiang Yan had no time to say a few more words before the door was suddenly closed by Nanqing, isolating the two worlds.

Jiang Yan looked at the flowers in his hand and the photos he found with great difficulty, and stood at the door for a few seconds before turning around and walking away.

In fact, Nan Qing stood by the door and did not move until the sound of Jiang Yan's footsteps gradually faded away. He sighed. He lost all strength and slipped to the ground along the door bit by bit, biting himself like a masochist. Even if there was a bloody smell permeating between the lips and teeth, he did not let go.

Why?To wake him up.

Why?To try to open the lock of the birdcage.

He really just wanted to hide in the cage, not to think about anything, not to know anything, to be a canary that Zhang Chengyi was reluctant to throw away.

Nan Qing hugged himself and sat quietly for a long time before standing up, maintaining the same posture for a long time made the soles of his feet numb, he staggered a bit, and held on to the door before he stood still.

He raised his hand and patted his face, warning himself not to think about it again, and not to recall that photo again.

"Nanqing, you have to get busy." He murmured to himself with red eyes, "Zhang Chengyi's birthday is coming soon, it's time to get ready."

When you get busy, you won't think about it.

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