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Winning the game is worth celebrating, but it was too difficult to win tonight. When Zuo Zhengyi left the court, there was no joy in his heart, only exhaustion.

Ji Jue's eyes fell on him frequently, and before he stepped off the main stage, he took his hand and pressed his palm hard.

The stadium was noisy, and the sound of people and game music came into the background. When they were packing things in the lounge, they could still hear the movement outside.Today's battle was fierce enough, and the audience was satisfied.

It is a pity that Scorpion did not get 3 points, and the result of 2:1 was only 2 points. That is to say, Scorpion and SP now have 44 points in EPL, tied for third.

On the way back to the base, Zuo Zhengyi leaned on Ji Jue's shoulder and yawned from time to time.

He was too tired to talk, so he listened to his teammates chatting.

Zhang Zili sat in the first two rows and said, "It's really exciting to play against Kaihuang. Fortunately, I have become stronger. It's true."

He seems to have found his confidence recently and learned to brag.

Song Xianfeng said: "I can see that you have been crushed."

Zhang Zili choked up: "How many times? Why can't I remember? If you press less, it's not considered pressure."

Yan Qingyun just smiled and said nothing.

Zuo Zhengyi couldn't help but said: "You can be suppressed even in a downwind situation, so you have the nerve to blow it?"

Zhang Zili made two "beeps and beeps".

Zuo Zhengyi yawned again, so sleepy that tears came out, and said, "Go back and practice quickly, okay?"

"Okay, brother, listen to you."

Zhang Zili sat upright and stopped blowing.

As the vehicle drove slowly, Zuo Zhengyi still leaned against Ji Jue and fell asleep unknowingly.

Zuo Zhengyi was woken up by Ji Jue, who pinched his nose wickedly to prevent him from breathing.Zuo Zhengyi was waking up in a dream, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Ji Jue's mischievous smile.

"...boring, childish!" Zuo Zhengyi pushed Ji Jue and got out of the car with him.

At the turn of March and April, the weather is already hot.

The spring flowers in the park have all withered, and there are many trees under the street lamps, and there are birds of unknown species calling.

Zuo Zhengyi suddenly didn't want to go in and wanted to stay outside for a while.

He grabbed Ji Jue, walked a few steps away, and found a nearby bench with dim light to sit down.

"Sit with me for a while." He leaned his head on Ji Jue's shoulder again, leaning against him as if he had no bones.

Ji Jue said: "Are you unhappy?"

"Well, one thing." Zuo Zhengyi said, "It's very difficult to win today, and I'm afraid I will lose in the future."

Ji Jue wrapped his arms around his waist, turned his head and kissed his forehead: "SP is very strong, we have played well."

Zuo Zhengyi shook his head: "It's not good enough, I don't know what to do."

He sighed, and suddenly said: "Ji Jue, on the road just now, I kept thinking that if my teammates and coaches were stronger, Scorpion wouldn't be so difficult. But it's the same for any team, Feng Can may be the same I thought, if SP’s middle field is stronger, we will have nothing to do today. Take a step back, if there is a chance, put the best coach and five best players together to form the strongest team Is it? Not necessarily, [-]% of them will not obey anyone, and they will not be able to cooperate."

"What do you want to say?" Ji Jue asked patiently.

"I want to say," Zuo Zhengyi paused, "I can only rely on myself."

It may be misleading to say so, he added: "I mean, improving the team's tacit understanding is the top priority, but the strength I can exert on others is always limited, and I should work harder."

"..."

Ji Jue sighed softly: "You have worked hard enough, Zuo Zhengyi."

"It's not enough." Zuo Zhengyi said, "Let's start training tomorrow until the end of the season."

"You already add two hours a day, how can you add more?"

Ji Jue frowned, quite disapproving.But Zuo Zhengyi said: "I don't care, you stay with me. I can only rely on you besides myself. You must combine my two swords, you hear?"

"heard it."

Ji Jue responded again and again, and after a long while, he suddenly said: "It's not that I'm not nervous about the competition, I just feel..." He glanced at Zuo Zhengyi, "You're already so nervous, if we get along in private, I'll still hold you Wouldn't it be too tiring to be in a hurry to get angry together?"

"You just won a game, you should rest first." Ji Jue turned sideways and hugged Zuo Zhengyi into his arms, "Combine work with rest, give me a kiss."

"..."

After saying a few serious words, he started to play hooligans. Ji Jue did not change his perverted nature. Using the back of the chair to cover him, he quietly put his hand into the hem of Zuo Zhengyi's team uniform.

Zuo Zhengyi was startled, and jumped up to avoid him: "You are not afraid of being seen."

"Who's there?" Ji Jue glanced around.

Zuo Zhengyi waved his hand, "Forget it, let's go back to the base."

They entered the gate of the base one after the other, and just walked up to the second floor, the cat Xiaojian trotted all the way over, and quickly jumped on Zuo Zhengyi's feet, as attentive as a puppy.

Zuo Zhengyi played with it for a while, played two solo rows, and replayed the game with his teammates until one o'clock, and then went to bed after it was over.

The last day of March, the 3st.

Zuo Zhengyi got up early and wrote a brand new training schedule for himself.

In addition to the necessary training sessions required by the team, he extended the time for individual training.Now he gets seven hours of sleep for himself, including washing time.Three meals a day plus lunch break is less than two hours, and there is one hour for exercise or other unconventional arrangements.

In other words, his pure training time is fourteen hours a day.

It's natural to be tired, but there are only seven games left in the EPL, and the Champions Cup has reached the knockout stage. If you don't fight hard at this time, you will have no chance to fight this season.

What Zuo Zhengyi sacrificed was not only his rest time, but also his and Ji Jue's love time.

For the next three days, they lived under the same roof, but they didn't have a chance to be tender.

Every night after training and finishing work, Zuo Zhengyi was exhausted, like a withered plant, drooping its leaves, went back to the room to wash up casually, threw himself limply on the bed, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

But after waking up the next morning, he was refreshed again, as if he never got tired, and continued the boring training day after day.

Ji Jue practiced with him, and it was also very hard.

Zuo Zhengyi felt a little embarrassed.He was very contradictory, he wanted Ji Jue to accompany him from the bottom of his heart, but when Ji Jue really worked hard to accompany him, he reflected, did he put too much pressure on Ji Jue?

Although Ji Jue said no, "Additional training is what you should do as a teammate, it has nothing to do with your boyfriend."

Half of what he said was to coax him, and the other half was the truth.

Because under their leadership, Zhang Zili, Song Xianfeng and Yan Qingyun are also more diligent, and the training is much more active than before.

But Zuo Zhengyi was still very grateful to Ji Jue.

No, it's not appropriate to use "thank you", maybe "moved", or "like it more"?

Zuo Zhengyi couldn't describe his feelings. He just felt that seeing Ji Jue would make him very happy. Occasionally, he would take a moment to hug him while he was busy, and he could relax his whole body and mind. This was the strength of his boyfriend, not his teammates.

But Ji Jue is not as easy as him.

Ever since they quarreled over Xie Lan last time, Ji Jue promised his mother would never bother Zuo Zhengyi again, but Xie Lan really didn't come.

But she didn't come to Zuo Zhengyi, but she didn't let her son go.

Once, when Zuo Zhengyi was looking for Ji Jue, he accidentally overheard the conversation between him and Xie Lan outside the door.

Ji Jue said, "I'm very busy with training, so don't bother me every day."

The voice on the other end of the phone, Zuo Zhengyi, couldn't hear clearly, as if he didn't say anything good, Ji Jue became even more impatient, and said, "I'm willing to call you 'Mom', which is considered filial, what do you want from me?  … What book should I read? Who wants to learn management? Let’s talk about it after I retire.”

The other side said some more, Ji Jue listened silently for a moment, and suddenly became angry: "So what? Do I owe you or you owe me?! Hold on to a little bit of shit, and give me a bone to make me obedient for the rest of my life , are you raising a son or a dog?—Dogs are not so obedient!"

"... ugly? Which of my words is not the truth?" Ji Jue said sarcastically, "Don't stand on the moral high ground and criticize me. I have a mother but not a mother. I don't know how to write the word moral. I only know what I like. If you like it, you must get it.”

"Well, yes, it's secondary that you want to have a grandson, and the main thing is that you want to dictate my life. You have to exercise the power of being a parent. If you don't discipline me a few words, how can you show that you are my real mother? ?”

"Then let me say it again, it's impossible. Hang up."

There was no sound coming from the door for a long time, and Ji Jue really hung up the phone.Only then did Zuo Zhengyi feel relieved and knocked on the door.

He came at an unlucky time, Ji Jue's expression hadn't settled down, and there was a bit of stinging indifference in his anger, but Zuo Zhengyi only felt uncomfortable in his eyes, and felt sad for him.

"Is it because of me?" Zuo Zhengyi didn't hide what he heard outside the door, "You and your parents have reconciled, and it's because I quarreled so fiercely..."

"It's not just because of you." Ji Jue let him in and closed the door.

"They need a son to inherit the family business and be decent." Ji Jue said, "The important thing is the 'son', not me. So they don't care about my mood, my wishes, everything I like...don't care. "

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi's expression froze, not because he didn't understand, but because he was shocked by Ji Jue's suddenly looking at him.

Ji Jue suddenly hugged him and habitually pressed him against the wall.

This position ensures that he cannot escape.

Then kiss him, slowly, carefully, and after a long time he said: "Brother, don't treat me like this, okay?"

"……what?"

"I know you need a boyfriend and family, just like my parents need a son. But you love me more, love me, and don't love that identity, okay?"

Ji Jue's words were a bit convoluted, but Zuo Zhengyi understood.He had mixed feelings in his heart, and he was a little speechless for a while.

He felt that what Ji Jue said was wrong. Of course, what he loved was not the identity of boyfriend and family members. In other words, this "identity" was only competent for Ji Jue and could not be divided into two parts.

But since Ji Jue was able to say these words, it meant that he had doubts in his heart.

"Of course I love you, nothing else." Zuo Zhengyi couldn't wait to comfort Ji Jue, just like Ji Jue comforted him last time, "I like you so much, I love you, and I belong to you too."

Zuo Zhengyi pressed against Ji Jue's nose and kissed his lips.

The passionate love flowed from the lips and teeth, bubbling into Ji Jue's heart.Zuo Zhengyi poured all the sweetness of his previous life into this kiss, and the kiss made Ji Jue dizzy, fascinated, and almost drowned.

No one could act like a baby better than Zuo Zhengyi.When he expressed his needs, his limbs were like vines, climbing towards Ji Jue's body.His eyes were as sticky as syrup, and Ji Jue was hung all over his body.

How else can I promise?

Love can only be experienced, it cannot be explained in words.

"I'm so hypocritical." Zuo Zhengyi said suddenly, "Just now I heard you and your mother quarrel because of me, I feel sorry. But I'm also a little happy, I'm so selfish."

He was so kissable that he couldn't help but tell the truth.

Ji Jue paused, wrapped in his rare "darkness" and possessive desire, he was a little smug with happiness, and couldn't help saying: "I have done selfish things too, it's evened out."

"What's even? What are you talking about?" Zuo Zhengyi pushed Tui Jijue's chest.

"It's nothing, it's not important anymore." Ji Jue kissed him hard, "What should I do? Kissing is not enough..."

There's nothing he can do if he doesn't kiss enough, Zuo Zhengyi struggled to break free from Ji Jue's arms, his firm will was almost shattered: "I still have to train, I'll kiss next time."