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Zuo Zhengyi suspected that he was a Bodhisattva, so he agreed to Ji Jue's request.

What happened next is hard to describe.

Ji Jue may have watched too many movies, or he may have been born with a perverted talent. He got a chair, sat on it, leaned back on the chair, and spread his long legs slightly, letting Zuo Zhengyi sit come up.

Ji Jue didn't take off his windbreaker, and the hem of his clothes hung down on the sides. Inside was a very serious white shirt, buttoned to the top, and a tie that could highlight his gentle temperament, which made him mature beyond his age at first glance. .

The sense of age doesn't matter, what's embarrassing is that he's done like this, looking like a serious person, which sets off Zuo Zhengyi's indecency.

Zuo Zhengyi suspected that he did it on purpose. When they went out together this morning, did Ji Jue wear a tie?It seems not?Can not remember……

"Why are you in a daze? Brother, come here."

Although he was dressed solemnly, Ji Jue's posture on the chair was quite lazy. He untied the belt with one hand, and pressed down the waistband of his trousers slightly.The finger movements were very slow, deliberately attracting Zuo Zhengyi's attention, and when the latter looked over, he slowly completed the whole movement.

Zuo Zhengyi also walked over slowly, and straddled Ji Jue's lap.

The suspenders were too tight, and he struggled to lift his legs, and the skirt spread out at his waist, like a flower.But the skirt was too short, and with Zuo Zhengyi's sitting posture, it shrank up a bit, exposing the base of his tail.

Well, to be precise, it's not his, it's the cat's.

The cat's tail was attached to him by Ji Jue just now. I don't know what it was used to stick it on. The sticky feeling made him very uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but want to move.

When he moved, his tail began to wag.

God knows what breed this cat is, with a big and fluffy tail, it seems to be some kind of long-haired cat, maybe a puppet.

Zuo Zhengyi was dressed like this, and he seemed to be Ji Jue's "living gift".

Rather than saying that this is his punishment for forgetting Ji Jue's birthday, it is better to say that Ji Jue has planned it for a long time, and today he finally has the opportunity to carry out the plan he had prepared long ago.

In order to prevent himself from slipping down, Zuo Zhengyi grabbed Ji Jue's tie and rubbed upwards.

Ji Jue glanced at him suddenly and said, "Brother, do you still remember that we celebrated our birthday together when we were young?"

"Huh? Which birthday?"

"The first time." Ji Jue said, "When I was six years old."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi remembered.

It was a very, very distant first birthday.

At that time, Zuo Zhengyi and Ji Jue lived together in Ji Guoyang's house, but they were not Ji Guoyang's sons, and they entered the house in order.

Zuo Zhengyi was the one who entered last. He was three years old at the time and his mother had just passed away.

Zuo Zhengyi couldn't remember what kind of life he lived with his mother before, and his impression should be that it was not very good.When he arrived at Ji Guoyang's house, he didn't feel much better, but he suddenly had a playmate in his boring life - Ji Jue.

Ji Guoyang is a careless adult, it would be nice if he could give Zuo Zhengyi a bite to eat, how could he remember his birthday?

The same is true for Ji Jue, he does not favor any of them.

So in the first few years of living in Ji Guoyang's family, neither Zuo Zhengyi nor Ji Jue celebrated their birthdays.

Their first birthday together was when they were six years old.

If I remember correctly, it seemed that the neighbor's child had a birthday banquet at that time. Ji Guoyang was invited to sit at the banquet, and Zuo Zhengyi and Ji Jue also went to have a meal.

After returning, Ji Guoyang finally realized belatedly that his two little dolls should also celebrate their birthdays.

But what about birthdays?

It costs money to buy cakes and prepare dishes. They are living in poverty, and two birthdays are two expenses. Ji Guoyang was reluctant, so he thought of a bad idea.

He decided to combine the birthdays of Zuo Zhengyi and Ji Jue, which would save money and have a sense of ceremony. It happened that their birthdays were close to each other, only half a month away, so it was fine.

So, on January 1th, Ji Guoyang made a few rare dishes, bought a big cake, and placed it in the middle of the table.

He called Zuo Zhengyi and Ji Jue over for dinner, and put a birthday hat on each of them.

For fear that the two children would not understand, he also specifically explained: "Today is Xiao Zhengyi's birthday, and Xiao Jue's birthday is still half a month away. Although it is a few days away, I think it is good to have it early, and it will be lively. —— Come, let's make a wish together, and wish the two babies a happy birthday."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi understood, and he felt that Ji Jue should understand too, so he secretly glanced at Ji Jue.

Sure enough, Ji Jue was not happy.

A six-year-old child doesn't understand the truth, but he can feel that he is being perfunctory.

Ji Jue lost his face on the spot, but children who have not been spoiled by their parents will not lose their temper with their parents. The essence of losing their temper is to act like a baby in disguise and ask for benefits after being too indulgent.

Ji will never act like a baby, he just sulks and doesn't say anything.

Ji Guoyang should have noticed it, but he didn't care, so he pretended he didn't see it.

But Zuo Zhengyi couldn't pretend that he didn't see it. He was extremely uneasy, and felt as if he had taken advantage of his younger brother, although it was not his decision.

At that time, their relationship was neither good nor bad. They were just children, and there was no concept of good or bad in their minds.

They played together every day, fought over toys, and beat other children together.Deep feelings have not yet been established, only when each other is playmates.

This birthday was a turning point.

After January 1, Xiao Jijue became angry for several days, and even blamed Zuo Zhengyi, thinking that he had taken his things away.

Although he didn't say it out of his mouth, "I don't want to play with you" was written all over his face.

Zuo Zhengyi saw it clearly, he didn't go to Ji Jue to reconcile, but secretly prepared a birthday present for Ji Jue without telling everyone.

That might not even be considered a gift, but just a few toffees, which Xiao Zhengyi secretly saved up reluctantly to eat.

At the same time, he also saved the birthday hat he wore on his birthday, made of paper, and a gift from the cake shop.

Zuo Zhengyi wrapped those toffees in cardboard shells, folded them decently into the shape of a gift box, and hid them behind his pillow.

As soon as February 2th arrived, he took out all the things he had prepared, first put the birthday hat on Ji Jue's head, and then dubbed himself, "Clang clang clang clang!" He held the toffee in both hands." Gift box", handed it to Ji Jue, and said in a milky voice: "Xiao Jue, I wish you a happy birthday! Brother remembers your birthday! Don't be angry with me!"

At that time, Zuo Zhengyi couldn't be said to be sensible, he just instinctively felt that he had nothing but Ji Jue, his "playmate" by his side, and he didn't want to lose it.

At that time, Ji Jue was also ignorant, lonely and prickly, with emotions written all over his face, and hated everyone indiscriminately.

But Zuo Zhengyi used some toffee and a second-hand birthday hat to break his defense.

Of course, the six-year-old Ji Jue still didn't understand what "heart defense" was. After eating Zuo Zhengyi's candy, his brain and soul were overwhelmed by Zuo Zhengyi's milky and sweet taste, and he said in a daze "Thank you brother".

That was the first time he willingly called Zuo Zhengyi "brother", and since then he has been out of control, until he grows up, until he falls.

Although there were twists and turns when they grew up, in general, they have come to this day, and the results are not bad.

Ji Jue recalled this incident and said it as a joke, "You were so kind to me when you were young, you are really the best brother in the world, but it's a pity that you don't care about me now."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi choked up.

His cat's tail was still in Ji Jue's hands, being rubbed back and forth by the latter, and from time to time he caught it in front of him and scratched his face.

"Shouldn't it be time for the next step?" Seeing that Zuo Zhengyi remained silent, Ji Jue leaned against his neck and sniffed lightly, but he couldn't smell anything, but there was Zuo Zhengyi's unique breath in the air, which made him feel People are fascinated.

Ji Jue's eyes were full of patience, and he still did not forget today's purpose: "You promised me to take the initiative, brother."

"...Understood, you are so annoying."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't regret it, it's just that the process was uncomfortable.

Ji Jue refused to help at all, and let him work hard on his own.He really tried hard enough, but Ji Jue wanted to add to the chaos, and suddenly put his hand into his suspenders to do evil.

The sock was already tight, and when it was inserted into a grown man's hand, it was stretched almost to the point of tearing.

Zuo Zhengyi's eyes were red, and the pink and white maid skirt made him look extra soft and delicious.

With all his strength, he called out dizzily: "Ji, Ji Jue..."

"Ok?"

"you are nasty!"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't know what he was talking about, and said nonsense, "I'll bite you to death."

He opened his mouth to bite Ji Jue, but was forced to kiss Ji Jue by the back of his head.

His mouth was kissed fiercely, his tongue was numb from being sucked, his nerves trembled, the hem of his skirt opened and fell like petals, and the cat's tail shook back and forth, carrying his emotions until he was caught by Ji Jue again .

"My brother is my kitten, so cute."

There was a tearing sound of cloth under his body, it was the suspenders being torn to shreds by Ji Jue.

……

Zuo Zhengyi seemed to be drenched in rain.

Ji Jue was the dark cloud that hung over his head, wet him and stained him with his own smell.

In the end, Zuo Zhengyi was a little confused, sobbing and laying on Ji Jue's shoulder, refusing to move any more.

Ji Jue wanted to talk to him when he was so confused, so he held his face and called, "Zuo Zhengyi."

"What?"

Ji Jue said: "From your birthday to now, we have done that many times, but why have you never looked at me?"

"What, how can I not look at you?" Zuo Zhengyi groaned, "I'm obviously looking at you every day, and I'm so annoying..."

"You just didn't look at it." Ji Jue kissed him, made his eyeballs face his face, and asked, "Do you think I'm handsome?"

Zuo Zhengyi laughed loudly: "What are you doing? Shameless."

Ji Jue said, "I'm serious, you answer me."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi stared at him, his gaze swept from his forehead to the bridge of his nose and chin, and finally met his gaze.

Ji Jue's eyes are light brown and beautiful, especially when he looks at Zuo Zhengyi with deep eyes, it seems that there is a universe hidden in his eyes, which makes people have the desire to explore deeply.

Looking at it this way, Zuo Zhengyi realized that he really didn't seem to have looked at Ji Jue seriously from this angle.

Because he used to be a straight man—can’t count now—how can a straight man look at another man from the perspective of mate selection?

This is not Zuo Zhengyi's fault.

But it can't be said that he didn't care what Ji Jue looked like.

"If you were ugly, we wouldn't have come to this point." Zuo Zhengyi breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a low voice, "But I don't really care about appearance that much, it's almost enough. You...why are you so fussy all of a sudden? This? Do you have appearance anxiety?"

"..." Ji Jue choked up, "You don't understand what I'm talking about at all."

Zuo Zhengyi was speechless: "Then you just say it straight. Let people guess? Is it annoying..."

Ji Jue didn't say a word, he hugged his waist tightly, another cloud passed by the rain, Zuo Zhengyi was exhausted, he looked like a cat more than ever, his paws and tail were retracted, and he lay obediently in Ji Jue's arms, not only I don't want to talk, I don't even want to breathe.

After a long time, Ji Jue said: "When will you feel that I am a little bit attractive to you?"

Zuo Zhengyi was slightly taken aback, Ji Jue brushed his hand over his side of the face, and said softly: "I know that you gradually need me, relying on me more and more, like when you were a child... But I think, this effect It seems that my younger brother can do it. I am not your younger brother, but your husband, Zuo Zhengyi, when will you be a little bit hungrier and show me your desire for your husband?"

"...What nonsense are you talking about again?" Zuo Zhengyi was a little embarrassed by his extremely explicit speech, turned his face away and said, "You said before that I don't need to love you, have you gone back on it?"

Ji Jue shook his head: "I haven't regretted it, but I'm a little dissatisfied with my desires."

He was very frank, and said: "Do you know that people push their feet? It doesn't matter if you don't love me, but I still hope you can love me... I really want to marry you, brother. Let you be my A legitimate wife who acts like a baby in my arms every day, wants to cry when I leave, kisses proactively when we meet, and crawls on my lap at night to ask my husband to satisfy you... Like me, long for me, I am your only man. "

He looked at Zuo Zhengyi quietly, as if expressing his greatest wish in life.

Zuo Zhengyi subconsciously wanted to scold him, what nonsense was he talking about?So perverted.

But Ji Jue's expression was so serious that Zuo Zhengyi couldn't scold him.

He found a place in his heart that suddenly moved, as if a hole had been pierced in the heart, and the sourness flowed out, mixed with subtle sweetness and bitterness, which made his mood more complicated and unspeakable.

Ji Jue stared at him intently, seeing that he didn't speak, he could only finish by himself: "It's okay, anyway, I'm your only man now, so that's it."

He kissed Zuo Zhengyi: "No matter what, I will always love you."