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Zuo Zhengyi's live broadcast camera was facing his upper body, and his facial expression was very clear.The moment he picked up the phone and saw the news, a slightly unexpected emotion was passed on to every audience in the live broadcast room.

But in fact, there is no need to be too surprised. It is normal for every club to contact him during the transfer period.

Zuo Zhengyi's expression quickly recovered, and Cheng Sunian's friend was added.

Cheng Sunian's WeChat nickname is "AGE", which is his professional ID before retiring.

AGE: "God Zuo, long time no see."

"..."

haven't seen you for a long time?Zuo Zhengyi recalled the last time he saw him, it should be a certain game this season, but the hasty rubbing of shoulders on the field did not leave a deep impression.Zuo Zhengyi remembered the All-Star exhibition game last season, when he and Cheng Sunian were teammates and sat side by side.

Sure enough, Cheng Sunian also remembered this.

AGE: "It was a pleasure to cooperate in the exhibition competition that year, but unfortunately I forgot to add you as a friend at that time."

"..."

This is purely polite talk.

Zuo Zhengyi has been courting people today, he's a little numb, but he can only reply bravely.

End: "It's not too late now, is Nian God looking for something for me?"

AGE: "Well, I just found out that you are live broadcasting, why don't we chat after the broadcast?"

End: "It's okay, you say."

Zuo Zhengyi pressed the keyboard with one free hand, telling his hero to follow Ji Jue.

This game has reached the late stage and is almost over.

In the team voice, Ji never disturbed him, and focused on chatting with Fu Yong.Fu Yong kept yelling, and the noise he made filled Zuo Zhengyi's live broadcast room.

The audience is clearly divided into four factions: one group is talking about transfers; one group is buying gifts for Zuo Zhengyi's birthday; Staring at the anchor's face the whole time, commenting on Zuo Zhengyi's various expressions and movements in real time, he kept sending drooling emojis, like a group of idiots.

As a result, the atmosphere in the live broadcast room today is very chaotic, there are all kinds of bullet screens, and everyone chats about their own.

The housing manager also let himself go, joining the quarrel about the transfer topic, and even the black fans were not blocked.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't care about these, his hero was like a little tail, following behind Ji Jue's butt in a daze.He himself reads WeChat while playing games.

AGE: "Then I won't go around in circles."

AGE: "SP intends to invite you to join, we can offer the best conditions, and the annual salary is not a problem. But I think you should not care about this, and I am the same."

AGE: "Smart people don't say dark words, End, you are one of my favorite players. I have a clear long-term plan for SP, and I need everyone in the team to cooperate and implement it. If you are willing to come, you will be one of them." A very important part."

AGE: "I have watched all your matches in WSND, and I know your style very well."

AGE: "Maybe you will feel inappropriate, but I don't think there is a natural 'suit' in the world, you can run in. As long as you want."

AGE: "But the ugly words are ahead, the running-in process may not be wonderful."

AGE: "It's inconvenient to say more about tactics. I mean, you should understand. Think about it?"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi fell silent after watching it.

Cheng Sunian's words are euphemistic enough, the translation is: money is not a problem, but you have to be obedient when you come.

Zuo Zhengyi can understand if he puts himself in another place. He has already guessed that SP has this attitude.

Everyone in this world has his own position, and different positions have different concerns.He is worried that he will be restricted by the coach and the management, and it will be inconvenient for him to perform. The coach and the management are also worried that he will insist on not implementing tactics and destroying the team's plan.

The ideal state is of course to take a step back, this is a team game, Zuo Zhengyi understands.

But the team also needs someone to come to C. The problem with SP is that they already have an unshakable core. Cheng Sunian wants to sign him to make up for the weakness of SP's lack of command. It is impossible to train him as the first core.

To put it bluntly, he can benefit from SP signing him. Is it really good for him to sign SP?

Zuo Zhengyi's face was drawn long, and he racked his brains to think of a polite reply.

End: "Thank you for your love, SP is very good, but I don't think it's suitable for me."

AGE: "OK, I see."

AGE: "Good luck, come on."

End: "Thank you."

Cheng Sunian was unexpectedly happy and didn't say anything more.

Zuo Zhengyi understood the operation that SP had already listed the mid laner - listing the mid laner before contacting him, which showed that Cheng Su Nian had more than one plan, and he was just one of the choices.

Zuo Zhengyi's mood is hard to describe, not only because of SP, but also because of CQ.

He also chatted with Tommy a lot today. Tommy's meaning is similar to that of Cheng Suinian, but Tommy is more tactful and sophisticated, not as straightforward as Cheng Suinian.

He and Zuo Zhengyi chatted for an entire afternoon, and finally confessed that CQ wanted to sign Zuo Zhengyi, but he didn't have to - because he was really too expensive.

The main reason is that CQ's performance at this stage is very good. If they sign Zuo Zhengyi, it will be icing on the cake.But now it's "Jin", and it's necessary to spend tens of millions more—including the transfer fee, which may exceed [-] million—to add this "flower"?

Therefore, CQ's sincerity is very insufficient. They set two conditions for Zuo Zhengyi and told him to choose one of the two.First, the annual salary is slightly lower and the contract period is shorter.The second is that the annual salary is very high, but the contract time is doubled.

The abacus was good, and he was asked to promise to listen to the coach.

Zuo Zhengyi endured not blackmailing Tommy, and told himself: This is the reality, the society is like this, forget it.

From the moment he was listed and entered the transfer market, he became a commodity and was inevitably scrutinized and evaluated.

Everyone knows that the world-renowned No. [-] mid laner in the EPL is like a rare sword.

If the sharp sword can be used for oneself, it is naturally a beautiful thing.But they were afraid that the sword's edge would hurt their hands and they would not be able to control it, so they wanted to smooth him out and grind him into the shape they wanted.

If you can't grind it, you can only give up.

Zuo Zhengyi was suddenly at a loss.

He should be very popular, but he is "unsalable".

And this bewilderment soon turned into anger when he received the reply from Scorpion.

Just when he was about to broadcast live for more than three hours, the management of Scorpion suddenly sent him a message, euphemistically stating that his previous premise was slightly higher, and Scorpion was short of finances and could not afford so much money.Ask him if he can reduce his annual salary, or change the live broadcast contract and sign for an extra year.

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi clutched the phone, and the veins on the back of his hand were throbbing.

His unspoken premonition came true: Scorpion saw that he wanted to join Ji Jue, and deliberately lowered the price.

What is this all about?

What is he going through?

Does every player have to face these practical problems when transferring?Or is it just his bad luck, more unlucky than others?

Zuo Zhengyi didn't reply to the message, his hands were shaking, he couldn't help it for a long time, and dropped the phone.

The moment he vented, he forgot that he was live broadcasting.

A screen full of question marks popped up on the barrage, Zuo Zhengyi reacted and turned off the live broadcast, pushed his chair away and walked outside.

Ji Jue was stunned for a moment, and immediately followed: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Zuo Zhengyi walked to the balcony without stopping.

It was already late at night, and as soon as the glass door of the balcony was opened, the cold wind poured in.Zuo Zhengyi's clothes were thin, and his body was swayed by the blow. Before he could stand still, a strong force came from behind and dragged him back into the door.

Zuo Zhengyi fell into Ji Jue's arms, and pressed his forehead against his chest, refusing to lift it up again.

Ji Jue patted him: "What's wrong? You talk."

Zuo Zhengyi felt aggrieved and said, "Am I that unlikable?"

"..."

Ji Jue was stunned: "Who doesn't like you anymore?"

"They all refused to sign me." Zuo Zhengyi was so angry that his shoulders shook, and he spoke incoherently, "I don't know what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me? My fame and status today are all due to my own fights. , I have played more games than other mid laners in my life. I am only 20 years old and still in my prime. I want to find a club that values ​​me and play well. Is this too much to ask? Am I not worthy?"

As he spoke, he burst into tears: "SP asked me to be the second child, CQ thought I was useless and wanted to take advantage of it, and Scorpion knew that they were my first choice and deliberately lowered the price-what did they think of me Huh? Am I that worthless?!"

Ji Jue was silent for a moment: "It's not that it's worthless, it's that you are too expensive, brother."

Zuo Zhengyi was so angry that he didn't distinguish between the enemy and himself, he suddenly raised his head and glared at Ji Jue: "What do you mean, it's my fault?"

His eyes were red with tears rolling in his eyes. Although he looked fierce, he was also very pitiful.

Ji Jue stared at him silently, Zuo Zhengyi was the first to lose.His fierceness was paper-based, and it dissipated in the blink of an eye, leaving only sadness.

This sadness mixed with hatred came inexplicably, like a wandering child suddenly homesick, Zuo Zhengyi thought of WSND.

Back then at WSND, he wouldn't have been bullied like this.He can play how he wants to play, he is the unique core.

But now there are no more ifs, no more, no more.

This was Zhou Jiankang's fault, Zheng Mao's fault, and Xu Zongping's fault.They destroyed his ivory tower, and he could never go back.

The outside world is full of calculations, no one loves him, they only care about his worth or not.

Even though there is nothing wrong with this, it is the logic of society's operation - this is the society that Zheng Mao said, no one will accommodate another person unconditionally, he must learn to be flexible.

Obviously he is already so strong, but he still can't do it, it's still wrong, he still has to bow his head and endure it.

"I don't want to." Zuo Zhengyi returned to the living room, sat on the sofa, buried his head on his knees and cried.

He cried and trembled, wondering why the world is like this?They scrambled to come to him with the same goal, to smooth his edges and corners.Why?Is he that sharp?Who did he stab?

Wasn't he extremely accomplished in those years at WSND?Will he become a cancer if he changes to another club?Not so.

But the big clubs are so strong that they refuse to put him high.

Small clubs are powerless to buy even if they want to.

Zuo Zhengyi walked into a dead end inexplicably. His future, which should have been brighter than anyone else, got stuck in the transfer.

what to do?It seems there is no better way.

He lives in reality, must he bow to reality?But he doesn't want to.

"I'm so uncomfortable." Zuo Zhengyi didn't lift his head, and reached out to grab Ji Jue's hand, which he didn't know where it was. "Can you give me a hug and comfort me?"

"..."

Ji Jue sat beside him and wrapped him in his arms, but remained silent.

Ji Jue was silent for too long, not knowing what he was thinking.It was so long that Zuo Zhengyi was tired from crying, and when he was about to fall asleep in his arms, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "Don't cry, I'll take care of it tomorrow."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't hear clearly, he had already fallen asleep.