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There is a saying that everything should not be happy too early.

It didn't take long for Zuo Zhengyi to have a deep understanding of these words.

——The capitalists don't intend to leave him with any good memories.

The day after he announced to Xu Zongping that he would not renew his contract, KOLs (opinion leaders) in the e-sports circle suddenly started posting "internal revelations" on Weibo, claiming that Zuo Zhengyi might be leaving WSND because the new contract did not negotiated.

These KOLs have unified the caliber, leading the reason to "Zuo Zhengyi asks for a high salary", leading him to the rhythm of greedy for money.

He also said that Zuo Zhengyi let go of his talents, was jealous of Feng Can's high salary, and asked WSND to arrange a better treatment for him than world champion AD, but WSND refused, and then the negotiation fell apart.

At first, no one believed it, and the people who eat melons took it as a joke.

Until a certain WSND official staff "hand slipped" to like Zuo Zhengyi's "black material" Weibo, and was scolded by Zuo fans, he not only did not apologize, but also confronted Zuo fans in the comments, and the words were true Outwardly, he revealed his dissatisfaction with Zuo Zhengyi, with a look of inner feelings.

This is undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire, turning the fake into real.

There was an uproar in the e-sports circle, but compared with Zuo Zhengyi's greed for money, everyone was more shocked: Zuo Zhengyi really wanted to leave WSND?Is this what happens in reality?

I thought he would be bound to his home team until death, after all he is a [-]% pure-blooded "WSND person" who once publicly said "I will fight for WSND to the last second of my career".

But now it's only the second year, and before he even had time to win an EPL championship for WSND, everything was shattered.

After all, is love and faith no match for the temptation of money?

Controversy continues on the Internet, and various speculations are turbulent.

In fact, there are not a few people who support Zuo Zhengyi, but netizens like to follow suit, and fans of the opposing team join in the fun and stir up trouble. Malicious speculations about him will pop up from time to time, and then his supporters will come to refute, and the two sides will fight. Into a ball, every post discussing him will be torn into "hot posts".

Zuo Zhengyi has hardly been scolded since he started his career, and he was suddenly forced to accept the "baptism" of online public opinion. Although he was not mentally prepared, it was still a bit uncomfortable.

Especially when he found out that the people who questioned him were not only black fans, but also fans of the WSND team.

At first he wanted to refute on impulse, to clarify for himself.

But if you think about it carefully, can he clarify it by posting Weibo?Without evidence in black and white, he can't prove anything, and those who don't believe him still won't believe it.

Besides, Xu Zongping is not a vegetarian, so he will not let him clarify or refute.

You refute a few sentences, and I will refute a few more sentences, back and forth, another wave of big rhythm.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to turn against the club that had nurtured him before he left WSND.He can't get pleasure from public embarrassment and crushing all the good things into mud.

There was a whole week of turmoil on the Internet, and the WSND game was not delayed halfway.

Zuo Zhengyi thought he would be put on the bench as a punishment, but he didn't. It seemed that Xu Zongping still cared about the results and asked him to play.

This game is WSND against the UM team.

The UM team is a relegation team-EPL adopts a relegation system, that is, the two teams at the bottom of each season may be relegated (depending on the specific circumstances), and relegation means losing EPL qualifications and becoming a secondary league clan.

In other words, UM is the tail-end team in the EPL, and its strength is not strong.

WSND playing UM is pure abuse.

It was such a brutal game, WSND actually played back and forth with the opponent, the scene was almost 2-1, and finally won [-]:[-].

This situation is not the fault of any one person.

Affected by the recent contract renewal turmoil, the whole WSND team is in a bad state. Fu Yong sleepwalks, Fang Zihang and Duan Ri are invisible, Jin Zhixiu is sometimes superior and sometimes cowardly, Zuo Zhengyi——Zuo Zhengyi thought he would not be caught off the field Factors affect the performance on the court, I did not expect to overestimate myself.

He contributed the most hip-pushing game of the season.

This incident was more unacceptable to Zuo Zhengyi than being scolded by netizens.

He couldn't bear his abnormal performance, and he had to admit that his mental state was a bit erratic, which caused him to be unable to concentrate during the game, his command level dropped significantly, his operation was also affected, and his skills were all inaccurate.

If UM is stronger, WSND will be overturned.

To make matters worse, the next opponent of WSND is the defending champion SP.

Although SP's recent state is not very good, but WSND is obviously even more sluggish, how to fight?Do you deliver food?

This ignited the anxiety of WSND fans-whether they are fans of the team or individual players, they are very afraid of losing.

They didn't need to organize themselves, they spontaneously came to the comment area of ​​WSND's official Weibo to "force the palace", asking the club to resolve the conflicts within the team as soon as possible, no matter what happened, to renew Zuo Zhengyi's contract quickly, and claimed that if they still can't win the championship this year, He cut off Zhou Jiankang's head to sacrifice to heaven.

A few days ago, Zuo Zhengyi reopened the previously closed private message because he was depressed and wanted to heal himself with the love of fans.

Although there are occasional people who scold him, most of them are comforting him.

After playing UM, after the club was severely scolded, some fans also came to his side to beg.

"End, you don't really want to leave WSND, do you? Stay, okay? I don't want you to go."

"Please don't go, please please please."

"I don't know what happened, but I believe you are not the kind of person they said. If the dog is sorry for you, I will scold them. Can you say something? Don't leave, okay? Don't leave WSND , we haven't won enough..."

"Zhengyi, money is not that important. When you become a world champion in the future, you will earn enough by receiving two endorsements, right? Don't fight with your home team because of money, although I don't know if it's true."

"Is money only in your eyes? Can I give you money? Renew the contract!"

"Don't go, don't go, I love you, I love WSND, I love you, you are my favorite player, you are my favorite person."

"Friend, I have been optimistic about you since you were in the youth academy, don't forget what you said, don't let me down."

……

On April 11, Zuo Zhengyi fell ill.

It may be because the temperature in Shanghai suddenly dropped today, and he caught a cold.

He was fine in the morning, but he was pulled into the room by Fu Yong to whisper.

Recently, the air pressure in the base has been low, and everyone has trouble sleeping and eating. Fu Yong, who is "tall and strong", has lost a lot of weight, but his gossip-loving personality like Fang Zihang has not changed at all.

He closed the door tightly, and said to Zuo Zhengyi mysteriously, "Guess what I heard just now?"

Zuo Zhengyi was actually not interested, but followed him and asked, "What?"

Fu Yongdao: "I was going to the bathroom on the second floor just now, and I accidentally heard Zheng Mao and Xu Laogou on the phone. It turns out that they made an appointment before, and they didn't go to the general health care together."

"what is that?"

"It's more disgusting than health care. Fuck, I'm too embarrassed to say it, how dare they do it?"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was a little surprised.He thought about it, but unfortunately, his social experience was too shallow, and he couldn't think of anything more disgusting than health care.

Fu Yong thought for a while and said, "That's it, that... pimping!"

"what?"

"..."

Seeing that Zuo Zhengyi was still in a daze, Fu Yong was speechless: "Why the hell are you like a primary school student? Oh, it was Zheng Mao who pimped Xu Zongping. Xu Zongping said he likes inexperienced female students, commonly known as virgins, Zheng Mao Responsible for helping him find the target."

"..." Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment, "How to find the target?"

"Then who knows, maybe it's a waste of money, just like the coal boss's way of raising female college students."

Fu Yong curled his lips, pointed in the direction of the gate of the base, and said, "Zheng Mao will not return tonight again."

Zuo Zhengyi was so disgusted that he didn't even eat his lunch.

In the afternoon, he felt a little feverish, so he barely ate a little for dinner, and he couldn't speak with Ji Jue on the phone after dinner.

Ji Jue didn't know whether he was in a bad mood or not feeling well, so he called him to meet at the old place at night.

Zuo Zhengyi agreed, put on a windproof overcoat, and went out in the dark.

He and Ji Jue didn't see each other very often recently, and they didn't make too many phone calls.Because Zuo Zhengyi was in a depressed mood, he said he didn't have the strength to fall in love, so he took a break for a while.

This sentence made Ji Jue so angry that he asked him: "What do you mean by 'temporary rest'? Do you think being with me is going to work? Can you ask for leave if you are tired?"

Zuo Zhengyi thought about it seriously, and asked, "Isn't it possible?"

Ji Jue: "..."

That being said, Zuo Zhengyi felt that he still needed Ji Jue.

Especially when he was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, his hands and feet were cold, and he desperately needed comfort.Ji Jue would not be angry if he woke him up in the middle of the night, he patiently coaxed him and listened to him cry.

But Zuo Zhengyi stopped crying after crying a few times.

His emotions gradually became numb, and his tears gradually disappeared.

Zuo Zhengyi still didn't allow Ji Jue to speak for him online, firstly because he didn't want their relationship to be involved in the center of the storm, and secondly because he might go to Xiezi in the future. It was a disservice, and there was one more piece of evidence that he "collaborated with the enemy and betrayed the country".

After hearing this, Ji Jue asked, "Are you really going to come to Scorpion?"

"Maybe." Zuo Zhengyi was also not sure.

The only thing he's sure of is that his time at WSND has really come to an end.

It was overcast tonight, Zuo Zhengyi walked with his head down, his head was dazed, he didn't know when he reached his destination, but he was still in a daze, and he didn't know to stop when he bumped into Ji Jue.

Ji Jue hugged him, and raised his hand to touch his forehead: "Do you have a fever?"

"It's okay, I'm taking the medicine." Zuo Zhengyi replied in a low voice, lying on Ji Jue's shoulder and refusing to raise his head, like a coquettish ostrich.

Ji Jue said: "If I knew I had a fever, I wouldn't have asked you to come out. Be careful with the wind."

After finishing speaking, he opened his coat, wrapped Zuo Zhengyi into his lapel, then pulled the decorative belt that came with the coat to Zuo Zhengyi's back, and tied a knot.

"..."

His clothes were roomy enough, but it was still crowded for two people. Zuo Zhengyi was tied tightly in his arms and couldn't move. He paused and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Warm." Ji Jue said, "We haven't seen each other for several days, and you don't miss me?"

"Think about it."

"Really?"

"Ah."

People are more vulnerable than usual when they are sick, which can be heard from Zuo Zhengyi's voice.He hugged Ji Jue's waist back, his voice was soft and vague, as if he was too embarrassed to be too loud, he said quietly: "Ji Jue, it seems that I only have you."

"..."

Ji Jue was slightly taken aback.

Zuo Zhengyi said, "How about I go to Scorpion?"

"Okay." Ji Jue raised his face and kissed him, "But if you chose this for me, I'm afraid that if Scorpion fails to meet your expectations in the future, you will regret it."

Zuo Zhengyi said, "I don't have any expectations. Where is it different?"

"..."

Ji Jue didn't seem to agree with this sentence, but he knew that he said this because he was heartbroken by WSND, so he didn't refute, just hugged him.

Zuo Zhengyi's body was like a furnace, but his lips were cold.

His arm was trapped in Ji Jue's clothes, and he couldn't move. If he wanted to take the initiative to kiss Ji Jue, he could only stand on tiptoe a little - although their heights were not too different.

Zuo Zhengyi did this.

But he didn't seem to realize what he was doing, he just regarded Ji Jue's embrace as the only place left in the world where he could indulge himself, and he didn't care whether Ji Jue would be poisoned to death by his Gu, so he kissed the back in a daze the lips of the recipient.

Kissing is the silent outpouring of emotions.

He kissed Ji Jue, thinking about the recent things in his heart, taking advantage of the fever and couldn't hide his thoughts, he gave Ji Jue all his attention.

He said: "These people who support me now, when I leave WSND, will hate me to death? ... I always thought that I was the luckiest player in the e-sports circle, and I didn't even get scolded a few times. The time has not yet come."

Before Ji Jue could speak, he preemptively said, "But I don't care, it doesn't matter, just do as you like."

"..."

Let him talk about the good and the bad, what else can Ji Jue say?

Now that things have happened, Zuo Zhengyi really doesn't need any guidance anymore, he has already made up his mind and knows which direction he should go.

It's just that this road is too rough, and when he's tired from walking, he also needs a shoulder to be his support that won't collapse, and accompany him through the long dark night that he doesn't know how long it will last.

"I seem to like you a little bit." Zuo Zhengyi kissed Ji Jue again, ordering nonsense, "You must love me forever."