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Zhou Jiankang was not at the base tonight, and as soon as Zuo Zhengyi's message was sent, his phone call came back immediately.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't answer, set his phone to silent mode, and continued to blow cold air by the window.

It would be a lie to say that you are not sad, but there is nothing you can do about being sad.Just like the EPL schedule is advancing unshakably, time is running without stopping for anyone.

In two months, Zuo Zhengyi will be 20 years old.

He thought that at the age of 20, he should be a bit of an adult.

In the past few years he stayed in WSND, not only did he not grow up, but he became more and more alive. When he was ten years old, he was stronger than he is now.

Is it because things went too well?

Greenhouses make people vulnerable.

Zuo Zhengyi stared at the phone screen that kept flashing incoming calls, and finally answered.

Zhou Jiankang's voice was a little surprised: "Zhengyi, what's wrong with you? You said this all of a sudden?"

"Suddenly?" Zuo Zhengyi's fingers holding the phone trembled slightly, "You all almost forgot after a month, of course it felt sudden. But every day of the month is a torment for me, it's not sudden at all .”

"..."

Zhou Jiankang was silent for a while: "Don't be angry, I'm still doing work for Mr. Xu, he's too busy to make appointments recently, I want to talk to him face to face..."

"Forget it." Zuo Zhengyi interrupted him, his voice was not high, but his tone was piercing, "I understand now, you and him are on the same side. If he sings bad faces and you sing good faces, don't subdue me It's not over, is it?"

"No, don't think about it."

"I'm telling the truth. But don't worry, even if I decide not to renew my contract, I will play hard for the rest of the time. No matter what, I won't play badly on the court. You should also look for a new mid laner as soon as possible."

After finishing speaking, Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to listen to Zhou Jiankang's excuse anymore, so he hung up the phone.

He had enough wind, closed the windows and went back to the training room.

Most of the teammates also took a break, only Fu Yong was sitting in front of the computer, heard his footsteps, turned his head to look at him, and hesitated to speak.

In normal times, Zuo Zhengyi would definitely hurt Fu Yong with a few words, but today he opened his mouth, but he ran out of words.

Fu Yong got a chance to take the initiative: "Hey, are you dumb?"

"Mentally handicapped." Zuo Zhengyi replied casually, walked to his seat, unplugged the keyboard, and prepared to take it to the lounge to wash.

Fu Yong stopped him: "What's going on recently? Don't pretend to be dumb, brother, can you tell us?"

"It's just as you guessed, the contract renewal contract collapsed." Zuo Zhengyi said, "Don't you often eat this kind of melon? It's not fresh, so what a fart."

"..."

Fu Yong choked for a moment: "Can the melons of other teams be the same as our own? Don't scare me."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't say a word.

Fu Yong stared at him and asked, "No way? You can't renew the contract, right?"

"you guess."

"I think it will continue." Fu Yong said with certainty, "Brother Jiankang and Old Dog Xu are just messing around, how could they let you go?"

This sentence stepped on Zuo Zhengyi's unpredictable thunder point, and he said coldly: "They can do whatever they want, right? Am I a dog? Let them manipulate me?"

"...No, no! I didn't mean that!"

"I'm not angry with you."

Zuo Zhengyi took the keyboard and turned around to leave. Halfway there, he suddenly stepped back and plugged the keyboard back into the computer: "Fuck it, I won't wash it anymore."

Fu Yong: "..."

Throughout the night, no one in the WSND team could sleep, and the base was silent.

This kind of silence was like the calm before the storm. Dark clouds began to cover the sky when Zuo Zhengyi suddenly closed the door, and the heavy rain did not fall for a long time.

Zuo Zhengyi lay on the bed and called Ji Jue.

He had just taken a shower, and his hair was not dried, and it was wet on the pillow, leaving a deep mark.The body was not wiped dry, and the shoulders exposed outside the quilt were stained with water droplets, and the water droplets slid across the collarbone and disappeared in an instant.

--a little cold.

Zuo Zhengyi shivered.

His whole body was wet, but his eyes were very dry, and he stopped crying.

On the other end of the phone, Ji Jue was almost begging him: "Can you sleep well? Now that you have made a decision, stop torturing yourself and hurting yourself by staying up late, brother."

"Are you sleepy?" Zuo Zhengyi said, "Then go to sleep and don't accompany me."

"..."

Ji Jue choked for a moment: "I'm not sleepy, I just want you to sleep."

"I'm not sleepy either." Zuo Zhengyi was lying on his side, staring at the phone screen, but his eyes were empty, "I just wanted to hang out for a while, nothing else. I didn't ask you to accompany me, It's fine if you don't want to accompany me, don't urge me to sleep, okay? It's so annoying."

Ji Jue: "..."

Zuo Zhengyi is obviously not good at dating, but he is very good at torturing boyfriends.

He had just finished scolding Ji Jue, but before the latter could respond, he changed his tone and said pitifully, "I'm so cold, can you give me a hug?"

Ji Jue sighed on the other end of the phone, and said depressedly: "If you can hug me, you still have the mouth to scold me now?"

"What do you mean?"

"I want to bite you."

"Oh." Zuo Zhengyi said, "I can't bite anyway."

"..."

He said this sentence strangely, at first it sounded provocative, but after careful inspection, it seemed to be coquettish and asking for help.Ji Jue was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "Can you come out?"

"I can't." Zuo Zhengyi refused, "I'm so cold, I don't want to move."

Ji Jue lowered his voice and coaxed him: "Put on your coat, I'll wait for you at the old place."

"No." Zuo Zhengyi still refused, "If you want to see me, come by yourself, you should think of a way."

"What way? Your base won't let me in."

"I do not care."

"How about I knock on the door? But if someone finds out, it may affect your reputation."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi fell silent.

He didn't speak, neither did Ji Jue, the two fell silent while listening to each other's breathing.

After an unknown amount of time, when Ji Jue thought Zuo Zhengyi had fallen asleep, he finally spoke again.

"Ji Jue, where do you think I can go after I leave WSND?" His voice was as calm as a pool of stagnant water. "There should be many teams willing to take me, right? But why don't I have any expectations? I don't want to go anywhere."

"..." Ji Jue paused, "How about Scorpion? Are you coming?"

Zuo Zhengyi said, "Do you have the final say?"

"It doesn't matter what I say. But as long as you want to come, there is no club that doesn't want you." Ji Jue was also lying on the bed, affected by his posture, his voice was a little deeper than usual.He said, "I played professionally and practiced as a jungler for several years, just to be your wild king, Zuo Zhengyi. I hope you can be my teammate, but if you think Scorpion is not suitable, I will not use my feelings Kidnap you. The transfer is very important, you should choose the best team."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't answer.

In fact, his emotional state has not yet entered the stage of "choosing a home". The reason why he started thinking about "where to go in the future" is because he has fear about the future in his heart.

Not long ago, the road ahead of him was still bright and bright. He is the most promising mid laner in the world, and no one does not envy him.

But in just one month, today he started to worry about not knowing which club's bed he will sleep in in the future.

Will the new owner's management be better?How about new teammates?How is the coach?Can you get along well?

At that time, if you encounter WSND on the field, you will be the enemy.

Will the WSND fans who shouted for him before shout his name again?Do they feel that Zuo Zhengyi betrayed WSND for money?Will you be disappointed in him, hate him, or even hate him?

Everything he once believed in and fought for will never stand with him again.

What was the mountain he was desperately trying to climb?

Why did he climb halfway and suddenly didn't even have the strength to look up?

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi's heart was pierced by a knife, and he felt that the future was gloomy, and there was nothing worth looking forward to in the future.

The half of his cheek next to the pillow had been wet with tears at some point. When he realized it, he froze for a moment, stretched out his hand and wiped his face indiscriminately, his tone was very calm, and he couldn't hear anything unusual.

"I'm asleep." He said to the phone, "If I have time to see you tomorrow, I think Zhou Jiankang may be ordered to talk to me. Even if it is false, from the perspective of interests, Xu Zongping has to keep me. Bar?"

"En." Ji Jue responded, and suddenly said, "The contract between me and Xiezi is not long."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't understand what he meant.

Ji Jue said: "I just want to tell you, no matter which club you go to in the future, I will try my best to go to the same one, and I will not leave you alone. Just make your choice at ease, don't be afraid of anything, I will always stand by you Here."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi raised his hand to cover his eyes, and tears flowed from his fingers.Dizzy from crying, he mumbled "Okay" and hung up the phone.

This may be the most tormented night since Zuo Zhengyi entered the gate of WSND.

Before dawn, he finally fell asleep.

But he was awakened by a nightmare after not sleeping for a long time. The person who appeared in his dream was "Zhengyi is not afraid of dark clouds".The fan leader who has always loved him the most, when he learned that he was leaving WSND, suddenly changed his face, deleted all the small essays he wrote before, and then wrote a long essay scolding him.

Zuo Zhengyi woke up halfway through reading in his dream, and then kept staring at the ceiling, almost numbly silent until ten o'clock, not wanting to get up.

At around 20:[-], Zhou Jiankang knocked on his door.

He guessed right, Zhou Jiankang really wanted to keep him.

But he didn't expect that not only Zhou Jiankang came, but also Xu Zongping.

"You wash up first, Mr. Xu is waiting for you downstairs." When Zuo Zhengyi got out of bed and opened the door, Zhou Jiankang said in a low voice, "He wants to have a good talk with you, calm down, Zhengyi, we have something to talk about .”

"..."

What he said seemed like Zuo Zhengyi could eat people.

Zuo Zhengyi sneered inwardly, brushed his teeth, washed his face, changed his clothes cooperatively, and looked carefully in the mirror.Very well, there was no trace of crying on his face, only indifference.

Zhou Jiankang was still waiting at the door, showing unprecedented patience.

As soon as Zuo Zhengyi stepped out of the door, he suddenly moved a few inches closer. As if to get closer, he revealed in advance: "Last night, I chatted with Mr. Xu for a long time, and he agreed to give you a raise."

Zhou Jiankang gestured for numbers with his fingers, a "two" and a "five".

Zuo Zhengyi was a little surprised: "Twenty-five million?"

Zhou Jiankang nodded and made another "four".

Zuo Zhengyi said, "What do you mean?"

"Four years." Zhou Jiankang said, "Twenty-five million a year, signed for four years. Are you willing?"