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It might be because Scorpion was training, Ji Jue didn't see the news, and Zuo Zhengyi waited for a long time but no one came.

He stood alone under the wall of the "old place", his anger turned into a cold wind, passing through his chest chilly, and for a moment he felt that the whole world was against him, including Ji Jue.

This feeling is too uncomfortable, but Zuo Zhengyi is an extremely rebellious person, the more his weaknesses are exploited, the more he will stick his neck and say "I don't care".Of course it's fake not to care, but he refused to bow his head.

Why?

He didn't do anything wrong in the first place, he brought WSND to today, and WSND would have the possibility of abandoning him—although it was only a slight possibility, he couldn't accept it.

He got angry with Zhou Jiankang, and when he blurted out the words, he still didn't understand why he was so angry, why he couldn't tolerate it at all, and contradicted Zhou Jiankang like a mallet.

Now belatedly understood, because he was afraid.

He was woken up by Zhou Jiankang - WSND is not his home.

No child in a normal family needs to worry about being abandoned by his parents if he does something wrong, but he must worry, WSND is not his home, he must be careful, he is not qualified to act willfully.

No matter what the reason is, no matter who is making it difficult for him, no matter if it is good intentions or malicious, in short, they are trying to teach him: If you want to stay in WSND, you must do the right thing.

Just like schools require grades and companies require performance, WSND is just a similar institution, not his eternal harbor.

This perception made Zuo Zhengyi fearful and aggrieved. He even expected that even if there were no conflicts within the team to interfere with it, a few years later—maybe three years, or five years, when he was no longer at his peak, his state would decline, and the club would be in trouble. Will sell him too.

This is of course possible. E-sports clubs are very realistic. He didn't sign a lifetime contract. How could he wish to stay for a lifetime?

The more Zuo Zhengyi thought about it, the more wronged he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt cold, but he felt that he shouldn't, why?Why?At least WSND is not qualified to dump him now.

They had to come to coax him, they had to follow him, he was the one with the most capital to be the master of his own affairs.

If WSND dares to put him up for sale, most of the clubs will buy him even if they break the bank. It is not rare for him to stay in a place that doesn't care about him.

Zuo Zhengyi leaned against the cold wall, his eyes were red, and tears flowed down his cheeks to his neck, soaking his team uniform.

As soon as he raised his hand, he touched the "W" letter on his chest. The embroidery highlighted the fabric, which was a little bit painful.

He didn't know that he was crying, he was in a daze silently, he didn't know what he was thinking, his thoughts drifted far away, maybe he was thinking about the future, or maybe he was thinking about the past.

He's had too many great moments, even though he's only been in the EPL for over a year.In this year, he has played more highlight operations than most players in their entire career, but he still has to worry about the future.

Finally, Zuo Zhengyi didn't think about anything, but the tears didn't stop.

He cried silently, almost forgetting himself, until Ji Jue hurried over after receiving the news, and was startled by his appearance.

"What's wrong with you?" Ji Jue walked up to Zuo Zhengyi and raised his face, "Why are you crying so pitifully? What happened?"

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously retorted: "Who cried? I didn't."

"..."

Ji Jue admired his ability to speak bluntly, and he could speak black as white, "Yeah, you didn't cry." He wiped Zuo Zhengyi's face, but the tears couldn't be wiped away, like water from a gate It kept pouring out, washing Zuo Zhengyi's black eyes more like gems, but they were broken gems, and he was sad.

"What's the matter?" Ji Jue's face darkened, but his hands were gentle, and he pulled Zuo Zhengyi into his arms.

Zuo Zhengyi said, "It's all your fault."

"……What's wrong with me?"

"I sent you a message half an hour ago, why did you come?" Zuo Zhengyi's attitude was cold, but his voice was disturbed by tears, and when he opened his mouth, he turned out to be crying, which made him very embarrassed.

Ji never exposed it, and said obediently: "I'm sorry, there was something wrong with our team just now, and I didn't check my phone."

"Let's just say I'm sorry?" Zuo Zhengyi took advantage of the topic, looking at Ji Jue with red eyes, looking fiercely at Ji Jue, and refused to ask for comfort when the matter was over.

Ji Jue couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him, and the cold tears stained his face.

"Who bullied you?"

"No one."

"No one who is?" Ji Jue suddenly picked up Zuo Zhengyi, lifted his legs and wrapped them around his waist, let his back lean against the wall, his lower body hanging in the air, his hands could only wrap his arms around his neck.

This movement was so sudden that Zuo Zhengyi exclaimed, subconsciously tightened his arms, and was forced to hang on Ji Jue's body, supported by his thighs.

This posture made him taller than Ji Jue, so Ji Jue could only raise his head and kiss him.

Zuo Zhengyi hid a few times at first, but the other party looked up with a look almost begging, and he finally bowed his head and gave up resistance.

It was a kiss without passion.

As Ji Jue said in his confession, he is the person who knows how to coax Zuo Zhengyi best in the world.

Zuo Zhengyi likes to be praised, to be obeyed, to be begged rather than to be controlled.He is the most tempered cat in the world, he can only scratch you, you can't scare him, otherwise he will never come back to you.

But he didn't think so himself.

He always has a reason, although those "reasons" are the rules he made arbitrarily without discussing with anyone, but everyone who wants to get close to him must abide by it.

For example, after they kissed for a while, Ji Jue still had to apologize.

"I was wrong, I will definitely be there on call next time." Ji Jue said, "Don't cry, brother."

"I'm not crying for you."

"Who is that for?"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was finally willing to reveal his heart. He lowered his tear-soaked eyelashes, sighed, and asked Ji Jue, "Do you think I will leave WSND?"

Ji Jue was stunned for a moment: "Why do you ask that?"

"I don't know." Zuo Zhengyi said, "I don't know what to do. It seems that I can't choose. I'm just an ordinary player, not the master of WSND, nor the son of WSND...I'm nothing."

The night wind was quiet, Zuo Zhengyi's tears stopped for a moment, he looked at Ji Jue under the dim street lights and the swaying trees.

What he said was unclear, Ji Jue understood it, but he didn't seem to understand it, so he asked him: "Are you afraid of leaving WSND?"

Zuo Zhengyi nodded.

Ji Jue frowned: "Why? It's just a club."

"You know shit."

Zuo Zhengyi suddenly became unhappy and wanted to get off him.Ji Jue refused to let go, and pressed Zuo Zhengyi against the wall with all his strength, saying, "I don't understand. I only know that you are Zuo Zhengyi wherever you are, and you are Zuo Zhengyi. You don't need to be someone's son."

"..."

Ji Jue lowered him a little, so that he was at the same height as himself, "However, you can be my master, brother." He pressed against Zuo Zhengyi's lips, opened his teeth, and kissed deeply.

Zuo Zhengyi gasped, tired from crying and unable to resist.

The more Ji Jue got closer, the more unruly he became. He kissed hard, and his hands were too strong, pinching places that shouldn't be touched. Zuo Zhengyi trembled all over, crying more and more until he was out of breath.

He couldn't stop crying, and Ji Jue couldn't stop kissing him, as if he was deliberately against him, he cried more, Ji Jue would touch him more, Zuo Zhengyi's legs were weak, half of his weight was leaning against the wall, and half of his weight was straddling him. On Ji Jue's waist, his eyes were blurred with tears and his whole body was weak.

He wouldn't say what happened, it's just speculation.

In fact, it is not difficult to guess, which big club has not had a "Gongdou"?It's just that he cares too much.

This is the case with the proud son of the sky, who can't stand a little trial.

Ji Jue couldn't empathize with his sadness, but he was very afraid of his tears.They kissed for a long time, Zuo Zhengyi still kept crying, Ji Jue had no choice but to kneel down and beg him: "Don't cry, brother, please forgive me."

"Shut up." Zuo Zhengyi cried even harder, sobbing, his eyes were almost swollen from crying.

"If you cry any more, I'm going to WSND to kill people and set fire to them." Ji Jue said, "The club is like a stinky man. Anyone who makes you sad is not a good thing. Forget about him."

"..."

What a lame joke, Zuo Zhengyi couldn't laugh.

Ji Jue had no choice but to comfort him from a positive perspective: "Stop thinking about it, you won't leave WSND, it's too late for them to beg you to stay? How could they let you go?"

"really?"

"Really." Ji Jue said affirmatively, "Conflicts within the team are inevitable. Everyone is the same. Our team also quarreled today, every day. I think Gang and I will leave sooner or later, and the one who leaves must be the dish the one."

"..."

"But you are the most powerful person in WSND." Ji Jue said, "You won't leave even if anyone leaves, don't worry, brother. I didn't realize that you can cry so much before, it's terrible..."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't say a word, he was too tired from crying, he hung his head on Ji Jue's shoulder, motionless.

It was rare for him to show dependence so bluntly, and Ji Jue immediately hugged him even tighter, hugging him almost enjoying himself, and sniffing the breath on his neck.

There was a faint fragrance on Zuo Zhengyi's body, which seemed to be the smell of shower gel, or perhaps shampoo.

Ji Jue sniffed and sniffed, and suddenly bit his neck.

Zuo Zhengyi trembled from being bitten, and said in a low voice, "You are so annoying."

"You only know this sentence." Ji Jue couldn't help laughing.

Zuo Zhengyi choked with anger: "You're so annoying!"

Ji Jue: "Yeah, I can change the sentence pattern."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi punched him on the back with such force that Ji Jue was almost injured internally, but he still hugged him firmly without shaking.

Zuo Zhengyi stopped talking.

He knew that he was making a fuss out of a molehill, and nothing happened yet, but he felt that the sky was falling, and he had already been smashed to the bottom.

how could be?A mere Zheng Mao, how can he pierce his sky?

No matter what the relationship between Xu Zongping and Zheng Mao is, the e-sports club always values ​​results the most. Zheng Mao is also afraid of losing, and no one is not afraid of losing.

"Put me down." Zuo Zhengyi shook Ji Jue, "I'm going back."

"Do not cry?"

"Ah."

"If you don't cry, get rid of me. I'm really your tool man, brother." Ji Jue pretended to be sad, and let Zuo Zhengyi's feet fall to the ground. "Just give me a kiss, and it will be paid for the hard work of the tool man."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi paused, and motioned Ji Jue to come over with wet eyes.The latter approached immediately, and closed his eyes with a sense of ritual. The next second, he received a soft kiss.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't kiss sincerely, and they separated after a light touch.

Ji Jue was dissatisfied, so he held Zuo Zhengyi back and refused to let him go. Just as he was about to say something, his cell phone rang suddenly, it was a call from the club.

"Hello?" Ji Jue changed his attitude, he was always indifferent to outsiders, "I'm outside to blow some air, I'll go back later."

They were so close that Zuo Zhengyi could hear his call.

The person opposite seems to be the leader of Scorpion, and he said: "The official blog has been posted, please forward it."

Ji Jue responded and hung up the phone.

Zuo Zhengyi asked, "What's the matter?"

"No big deal." Ji Jue said, "The next game suspension will be over, I have to play. But recently the public opinion is not good, and Scorpion wants to clarify something, so he can't keep being scolded."

"Clarify what? About you going through the back door?"

"Ah."

"How do you clarify this?" Ji Guoyuan is indeed Ji Jue's biological father, so it can't be said that they are not a family, right?

Zuo Zhengyi was puzzled, and took out his phone to take a look on Weibo.

But Ji Jue pressed his hand, his expression was inexplicably a little awkward: "Don't look at it, okay?"

"Why?" Zuo Zhengyi looked suspicious, turned on the phone in front of Ji Jue, searched Xiezi's official blog, "I want to read it."

"Okay, then don't laugh at me."

Ji Jue showed a look of embarrassment that he had never seen before.

Zuo Zhengyi clicked on the long picture posted by Scorpion, and what he saw was a neat row of game IDs, all of which were used by Ji Jue in the past four years.

Four seasons, more than 20 accounts, more than a dozen have been in the top ten of the national server.

"...What is this?" Zuo Zhengyi was a little dizzy after crying just now, and didn't quite understand it.

Ji Jue was exposed, so he had no choice but to confess to him: "It's the evidence that I worked hard to chase you during the four years when I couldn't get a job."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."