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Zuo Zhengyi had a dream.

The content of the dream was a bit bizarre. He seemed to be trapped in a crowded and noisy environment. The walls were hot and pressed against him, and the voice was also hot, entering his ears like an air current.

He wanted to yell, but he couldn't make a sound, his lips and tongue were controlled by something like a snake.

It's a nightmare.

He struggled desperately a few times and woke up suddenly.

……what time is it?

What is this place?

Zuo Zhengyi had just opened his eyes, and before he fully woke up, he instinctively sensed the strangeness of the surrounding environment, rolled his eyes, and saw the heavy curtains hanging in front of the window and a thin strip of floor lamp, which was the only light source in the room. Keep the room from being completely dark.

But in fact, it was already dawn, and a gleam of light leaked through the gaps in the curtains, and the interior and exterior were two colors.

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that something was wrong.

There was breathing around him.

Zuo Zhengyi's nerves tensed, he stretched out his hand stiffly, and touched the side.

Someone, male, naked.

As soon as these few pieces of information entered his brain, a name popped up in his mind: Ji Jue.

The memories of last night flooded into his mind, and he remembered it.

I didn't remember all of them, but I remembered a lot of things that shouldn't be remembered, such as he was pressed by Ji Jue in the car to kiss, and when he got out of the car, he reached out to Ji Jue to hug him.When entering the hotel, he took the key card and pasted it on Ji Jue's face, but the latter grabbed his finger and kissed him, and... he seemed to promise something, and even kissed Ji Jue on his own initiative.

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

is that true?It's a dream.

Is it a dream?

He couldn't tell.

Those memories were not coherent at all, they were like frames of a movie without cause and effect. He didn't remember what Ji Jue said, only remembered that they seemed to have kissed many times.

In the car, in the elevator, at the door, on the bed, on the floor...

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

Even if it's a dream, it's a bit outrageous, right?

How could he dream of Ji Jue?

Zuo Zhengyi was still in shock, before he recovered, the other person on the bed had already woken up.

Like him, Ji Jue was a little confused when he woke up, subconsciously stretched out his hands to fumble, and when he touched him, he grabbed him hard, hugged him into his arms, and then kissed him first without opening his eyes.

Kissed on the forehead and said: "Brother, don't you want to sleep for a while?"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi pushed Ji Jue away, sat up slowly, and said angrily, "Why are you on my bed?"

"Ah?" Ji Jue finally opened his eyes, innocent and bewildered, and asked him in surprise, "Didn't we agree?"

"???" Zuo Zhengyi was full of question marks, "Who made an agreement with you? What did you agree with?"

"You agreed to fall in love with me, brother."

"how is this possible?"

"Really, you got drunk on me last night, pinned me on the bed and molested me..."

Ji Jue paused, seemed a little embarrassed, and continued after a long time: "You clearly know that I like you, but you have no concentration at all-oh, look at you, you are really angry. I knew you would definitely not admit it after sobering up, You will also get angry at me, so I am very self-aware and remind myself that it is best not to do anything, but I never thought that you would be so proactive and force me to confess to you..."

Ji Jue also sat up. He was not wearing anything, and the quilt barely covered his lower body. A large chest and abdominal muscles were exposed in front of Zuo Zhengyi. There were red marks on his chest, which looked like they were sucked out by someone.

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

This is impossible!

"You did it first!" Zuo Zhengyi recalled the scene in the car, and vaguely remembered that it was Ji Jue who was pressing him down. This bastard actually wants to bite back now?

Zuo Zhengyi took a breath, calmed down the deeply impacted emotions, and said calmly, "Ji Jue, don't play tricks with me, I don't know that others don't know you yet? You didn't say a word of truth. I won't be fooled. I don't want to talk to you at all-don't drag me, are you annoying?"

He pushed Ji Jue away and got off the bed, took two steps and suddenly realized that he was naked, and his back felt chilly.

"..." Zuo Zhengyi immediately returned to the bed, pulled up the quilt to cover himself, "Where are my clothes?"

"I handed it over to the hotel for washing last night."

"When will it be washed?"

"I'll call and ask."

"..."

The atmosphere froze, Ji Jue called, Zuo Zhengyi stared at him, a few minutes later, Ji Jue said, "Send it right away."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't say a word, turned around and lay down, with his back to Ji Jue, unwilling to speak.

"Don't be angry, brother." Ji Jue whispered.

"It's none of your business." Zuo Zhengyi said coldly, "I'll be thankful if you don't bother me."

"..."

Ji Jue was blocked by his words and remained silent for a long time.

But how could Zuo Zhengyi let it go?Every time he gets angry with Ji Jue, the deepest emotion is actually grievance: why?Why does Ji Jue always get mad at him?Time and time again, insisting on challenging things he can't accept, does Ji Jue really care about him?

— don't care at all.

Ji Jue only wanted to be happy for himself, and did all kinds of tricks, never considering his feelings.

"Brother?" Ji Jue called tentatively, "Can you just talk to me? Don't be sullen."

"roll."

Zuo Zhengyi pulled up the quilt to cover his face.

Ji Jue hesitated for a moment, lifted the quilt and turned him over.Zuo Zhengyi's eyes turned red, and Ji Jue was stunned: "Are you crying?"

"You're just crying, get out."

Zuo Zhengyi kicked him, but Ji Jue didn't hide, he was willing to suffer the blow.He didn't cry out for pain, Zuo Zhengyi didn't know whether he was using his strength or not, so he kicked a second time, Ji Jue still didn't hide, and his face didn't change.

"I told you to get lost, did you hear?" Zuo Zhengyi said, "I will never like you in my life, no tricks you can play - I don't like you!"

"..."

Ji Jue remained motionless, staring at him with deep eyes.

Zuo Zhengyi was stared at a little furiously: "What are you looking at? Look at it again. You don't even have to be a brother. Am I not tolerant enough for you? But you keep making progress time and time again, seeing that I am soft-hearted and unwilling to break up with you, so you just Unscrupulous, do those messy things to me... What do you think of me? You sex maniac, pervert, I'm not your toy."

"..."

Ji Jue was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect Zuo Zhengyi to say such a thing.

Zuo Zhengyi is arrogant and simple, and he is always a little slow in this regard, and he can't understand many subtle emotions.

But it’s not true that he can’t feel anything, he also has a standard of “love” in his heart, and Ji Jue obviously doesn’t meet this standard.

So he felt that Ji Jue was full of lies and didn't like him or love him.

At least not the kind of love that would satisfy him.

"I didn't regard you as..." Ji Jue's voice was slightly hoarse, "I'm sorry, maybe I'm really a pervert, what do you think should I do?"

He hugged Zuo Zhengyi, and under the latter's indifferent gaze, he said almost pleadingly: "A pervert has the right to like someone. I just like you, and I will be hard on you. This is instinct."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

"And it was your fault last night. You deliberately baited me, but today you turned your back on me and beat and scolded me." Ji Jue picked up his phone and showed him the video.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to watch it, but the first sentence at the beginning of the video shocked him.

It was his own voice:

"You have to like me."

"Do you like me or not? Come on and confess!"

Ji Jue said from the side: "I admit that I took advantage of others last night, but did you just—"

He deliberately didn't finish the sentence, let Zuo Zhengyi feel the second half of the sentence, slide his finger on the progress bar of the video, and drag it to the back where Zuo Zhengyi took the initiative to kiss him.

The background sound is their dialogue:

"I want to be your boyfriend."

"Well, then boyfriend."

"Brother." Ji Jue put down his phone, "I didn't record this video to serve as evidence, but to let you see from God's perspective what you look like in front of me."

"What's wrong with me? I drank too much!"

"But there is a saying that tells the truth after drinking."

Ji Jue's expression was a bit forbearing, and he said in a low voice: "You just want me to like you, coax you, and you are stingy and refuse to give me a little bit of sweetness, so that I can't even lick you at your feet. dog."

"..." Zuo Zhengyi was speechless, "I don't, why are you talking so badly?"

"The truth is hard to hear." Ji Jue said, "I'm not afraid to say it, but you are afraid to hear it?——What are you afraid of? Being hit by my words?"

He turned Zuo Zhengyi's face and bowed his head to kiss him.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't let him succeed when he was awake, but Ji Jue squeezed even harder, making Zuo Zhengyi's jaw sour, and was forced to accept a fierce kiss.

"I am willing to lick you, but I must be able to lick you." Ji Jue said, "You don't want to run away from me. From today on, I will be your boyfriend."

"You fart!"

"I am." Ji Jue said decisively, "I can guarantee that there is no one in this world who knows how to spoil you better than me. I am the man who was born to be your husband."

"...You are so fucking confident."

"Yes, I am confident."

Ji Jue always wears one mask after another on his face, but today he doesn't seem to want to pretend anymore.

There was a blatant threat in his tone. While kissing Zuo Zhengyi, he said, "If you don't agree to me, you won't have a good life in the future. You have no way to marry a wife, and even less way to find a husband. You can only go to my bed, and if anyone else dares to touch you, I will kill him."

"..." Zuo Zhengyi was about to break out in a cold sweat, "Go and treat your illness!"

Ji never listened to him, and continued on his own: "But as long as you promise me, I will do anything for you."

His voice suddenly softened: "I'm your most obedient dog, Zuo Zhengyi. I'll give you whatever you like. If you tell me not to bark, I won't bark. If you don't want to make it public, I don't mind. Be an underground lover for a lifetime, playing your good brother in front of outsiders. And anything in your life—as long as it has nothing to do with abandoning me, I will support you unconditionally, I will always be your reliance, respect your ideals, and only You are alone. You just need to nod your head, and you don't have to do anything else for me--okay? Be my boyfriend, not my brother."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was silent.

As if an iceberg had cracked a crack, he was shocked to find that he was a little shaken.