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"What are you doing?" Zuo Zhengyi was startled, his back was forced to press against the wall, and the cold touch made him tremble.

Ji Jue pressed him tightly like a hungry tiger, propped up the wall with one hand, and pressed his shoulder with the other.Although it was such an aggressive posture, the expression on his face was very aggrieved, and he repeated: "I miss you, Zuo Zhengyi."

"..."

When Ji Jue didn't call him brother, his tone was a bit subtle, and he stuck too close, Zuo Zhengyi frowned forcefully, and felt something was wrong with the atmosphere.

But before he figured out what was the reason for this "wrongness", Ji Jue began to apologize: "I'm sorry, I promised not to bother you, but I don't know the place well, except you don't know who to turn to."

"What's wrong?" Zuo Zhengyi was puzzled, "Did something happen to you?"

Ji Jue stammered: "Well...it's not a big deal."

Zuo Zhengyi glared at him: "If you have something to say, just talk about it."

"..."

Ji Jue bowed his head obediently after being snarled. This action brought him and Zuo Zhengyi closer, and the bridge of his nose almost touched the latter's face.

Zuo Zhengyi stretched out his hand and pushed, but he didn't push.

Ji Jue was so full of drama that he almost choked up: "Don't push me away, brother."

"..." Zuo Zhengyi's scalp was numb, "You're almost done, stop playing tricks."

"I'm not playing tricks, I really miss you." Ji Jue stared at him closely, Zuo Zhengyi's slightly annoyed face was reflected in his pupils, "They all bullied me, but you are the only one who treats me well."

"Who bullied you?"

"them."

"Who are they?" Zuo Zhengyi paused, and had a vague guess in his mind, "Teammates? You don't get along well with Scorpion's people?"

Ji Jue nodded: "Actually, it's okay, but they don't trust me."

"What do you mean?"

"Maybe he thinks I'm good." Ji Jue leaned forward another two inches through his grievances, and his thighs were stuck together with Zuo Zhengyi's, covering the latter's whole body under his body, so close that it was a bit presumptuous up.

But his eyes were quite humble, as if he did this for no other reason than to get close to Zuo Zhengyi and draw strength from him before he had the courage to speak: "It's all my brother's fault, why are you so hard? Solo beat me so badly , They all think I'm good."

"..."

Before Zuo Zhengyi could speak, Ji Jue said, "So my brother is responsible for me."

"How are you responsible?" Zuo Zhengyi pushed Ji Jue's shoulder vigorously while talking, "Let's start, you are not a child anymore, you are so clingy, you are so perverted."

Ji Jue couldn't stop being pushed by him, and slammed into the tree behind him.

The light rain didn't stop, the branches swayed for a while, and the accumulated water on the leaves spilled down, watering Ji Jue all over, and Zuo Zhengyi was not spared either.

The rain was cold, Zuo Zhengyi sneezed and said unhappily, "If I catch a cold, I'll blame you."

He was wearing Ji Jue's coat, and he gave others a face.

Only a thin white T-shirt was left on Ji Jue's upper body, which was already soaked through, and he said aggrieved, "You're attacking me again."

"What's wrong with you, fierce?" Zuo Zhengyi said arrogantly, "If you don't want to be murdered, don't bother me. I'm very busy with training."

He suddenly paused, and his eyes fell on Ji Jue's stomach.

Abs, to be precise.

The white cloth became very transparent after being soaked, and it was close to the skin. The shape of Ji Jue's abdominal muscles was clearly outlined, from the chest down to the mermaid line...

A little familiar.

Zuo Zhengyi was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly remembered the photo of "Jue".

But it shouldn't be, boys have similar abdominal muscles.

"What are you looking at?" Ji Jue suddenly stretched out his hand in front of him and shook it, "He is talking to you about something serious, why are you staring at my body, brother?"

Zuo Zhengyi was a little embarrassed, but Ji Jue lifted the hem of his clothes, revealing his naked waist, and said generously, "I'll show you, do you want to touch it?"

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

If you are sick, who wants to touch it?

He didn't reach out, but Ji Jue took the initiative to stick to him, and even lifted his clothes, wrapped his arms around his waist, and leaned over to press him against the wall.

The hip bones of the two were close to each other, and their abdomens were facing each other. Ji Jue said solemnly: "My brother's abdominal muscles are not as hard as mine."

"..." Zuo Zhengyi was speechless, "Don't be so naive, isn't it bigger than someone else's?"

"Then I'm really big." Ji Jue gave him a push.

"!"

Zuo Zhengyi's body was shaken by the push, and the hair all over his body exploded: "You are perverted!!"

Ji Jue looked innocent: "You are the one to compare."

"Go away!" Zuo Zhengyi pushed him.

Ji Jue didn't let go, and suddenly put away his playful expression, like a big lost dog, he hung his head on his shoulder and sighed: "Brother, I'm really in a bad mood."

"Playing games is more difficult than I imagined." Ji Jue whispered, "After staying in Scorpion for a few days, I realized that I am not good at getting along with people. Team games may not be suitable for me..."

Zuo Zhengyi didn't like to hear these words: "It's just the beginning, and you're retreating?"

"It's because they are too good." Ji Jue said in a completely different tone from before, "My teammates can't keep up with me, they can't cooperate with me, and they blame me for being aggressive and not thinking about the team. Lots of excuses."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

You're pretty crazy.

Zuo Zhengyi recalled the main configuration of the Scorpion team. All five of them had fought against each other last season. If he wanted to say which one of them was stronger, he really couldn't tell.

But his vision is much higher than others, and it is difficult to objectively evaluate the level of other players.Similarly, he didn't know what the standard of "dish" was in Ji Chue's mouth.

"I'm so sorry." Ji Jue said suddenly, "The main game hasn't even started yet. I've had enough of training for a few days. What should I do in the future? Maybe I shouldn't play professionally, and I might as well be an anchor. Let’s just watch you play live.”

Zuo Zhengyi's complexion changed: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

He turned Ji Jue's face, stared at him and said, "Why did you come to play professionally?"

Ji Jue thought for a while and said, "For you."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

"I'm joking." Seeing that Zuo Zhengyi was about to get angry, Ji Jue immediately changed his words, "I didn't think too much about it before I came here, and I signed it if Scorpion wanted to sign it. At that time, I thought, I'm so powerful—the second most powerful in the world, right? It’s only a little worse than my brother, so of course I have to play professionally, otherwise wouldn’t it be a waste?”

Zuo Zhengyi frowned.

Ji Jue seems to have been like this since he was a child, unmotivated.

However, it is not accurate to describe it as "self-motivated". It should be said that Ji never likes to compete for fame and fortune.

This is not indifference, but a kind of indifference from the heart.

In contrast, Zuo Zhengyi cared a lot.

Because my mother died early, my father's family couldn't be contacted in the early days, but later they did, but they didn't want him—of course they didn't want him. His father had another family, a wife and children, a career and a reputation. How could he admit this for so many years? An illegitimate child from a previous affair?

At most, give him some money and take care of him secretly.

Zuo Zhengyi was very angry, unwilling to accept his father's money, thinking it was a humiliation.

The other party didn't care about him at all, thinking that his own son could be sent away with a few filthy money, so why should he be a beggar?

He was still young at that time, and Ji Jue was also young. Looking at him from the sidelines, he said strangely, "Why don't you pick it up? How nice it is to have money but no father. No one cares if you don't do your homework."

Zuo Zhengyi said: "You know what, this is a matter of dignity."

Ji Jue curled his lips: "What is dignity? I don't want it."

Ji Jue picked up the money that Zuo Zhengyi had thrown on the ground, and said happily, "Today, my brother invited me to eat hot pot."

Zuo Zhengyi was very angry.

He glared at Ji Jue, and vowed to work harder in the future to become a great big shot, so that no one would dare not take him seriously.

But Ji Jue only thinks about hot pot, like a fool.

At that time Zuo Zhengyi thought it was hatred, he hated his father.

Later, when I went to school, I learned that this is called "aspiration" after being dialed by the teacher.

The teacher liked him very much, treated him tenderly and cared for him, and told him: "You can call it hatred, but the essence of ambition is a kind of hatred. voice."

Why do you hate it?

Because I want to work hard, I don’t want to be bullied, I don’t want to be isolated, I want to express my inner voice, but I don’t get the chance.

"So Zhengyi has to work hard." The female teacher patted his head, "You are a good boy, and you will be successful in the future."

At that time, Zuo Zhengyi was just in the second year of junior high school, so he didn't really understand it, even now he still can't fully understand it.

But he remembered to "up".

Climb the highest mountain, practice the strongest sword, he wants to be the first.

This concept ran through Zuo Zhengyi's entire adolescence.

But Ji Jue, who grew up with him, never cared.

Frankly speaking, Zuo Zhengyi didn't know what Ji Jue cared about.

This is also one of the reasons why he felt at a loss when he left.

It was only when the veil of deceit was revealed that everything he had been accustomed to, he realized that he had never understood Ji Jue.

Now it's even more outrageous, Ji Jue even said that he regrets playing professionally.

Does he play games like a joke?

Zuo Zhengyi was very annoyed: "Do you really understand what e-sports is?"

Ji Jue looked at him quietly, his eyes swept over every inch of his face, and said softly, "I understand, it's your dream."

"how about you?"

"I--"

Ji Jue thought for a while: "Your dream is my dream."

"Don't be poor." Zuo Zhengyi said displeased, "Do you know what my nickname is in the circle?"

"Daiyu?" Ji Jue replied in seconds.

"Fuck you." Zuo Zhengyi knocked on him, "It's the 'King of Thunder and Lightning', because when there is thunder, it rains——EPL has sixteen teams, and players in fourteen of them have been beaten and cried by me."

"..."

Ji Jue was silent for a while, and Zuo Zhengyi said: "When you are also beaten and cried by me, you will know what e-sports is."

He broke away from Ji Jue, stepped out of the eaves into the rain, and left without looking back.

It rained for three days.

On September 9, the summer transfer window officially closed.

EPL officially announced the schedule for the first week of the new season. The opening game is scheduled for September 9. The first game is SP vs. Scorpion, and the second game is WSND vs. Lion.

The four giants joined the battle, all wanting to fight for a good start.

But there is no tie in competitive games, and there must be losses if there are wins.

On the night before the opening match, Zuo Zhengyi unplugged the keyboard, took it to the lounge, and washed it again.