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Ji Jue was really optimistic, and he trusted Zuo Zhengyi too much, thinking that all future matters could be resolved with a single "willing" from him.

If so, how could Zuo Zhengyi be so stressed that he hid alone to heal his injuries?

His future is uncertain now, not to mention which team he wants to be in, and whether he can continue to play professionally as usual is unknown.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to think too much about it, so he helped him think about it from Ji Jue's perspective.

End: "SP needs a strong jungler, it's a good place, suitable for Righting."

End: "As for me..."

Zuo Zhengyi hesitated for a moment, and personally spoke about the topic he had been avoiding.

End: "Let's see the recovery after the operation."

End: "If the recovery is good, it's the same for me to go anywhere. If the recovery is not good, I don't want to fight anymore."

I don't want to live anymore.

Zuo Zhengyi put back the extreme words and typed out a line pretending to be relaxed:

End: "The ex-boyfriend is not a child, so don't ask me everything. The transfer is such an important matter, can you make your own decision?"

He sent a cute emoji, then put down his phone without seeing what Ji Jue replied, and ran to the balcony to bask in the sun again.

Zuo Zhengyi's mood fluctuated from cloud to cloud, very unstable.

But right now he wasn't particularly sad, he just didn't want to talk anymore.

He thought to himself, Ji Jue is also a champion jungler now, and he is very popular. It is actually very simple to choose a player. Even if he does not contact SP, there are many suitable places to go.

Scorpion's other teammates have also become stronger and their worth has also increased. Everyone has a bright future.

except him.

……

Zuo Zhengyi remembered his time in WSND again.

At that time, he never imagined that one day WSND would disappear and he would leave.

Looking at it this way, every turning point in his life seems to be a kind of "leaving" in essence.

One is to leave Tanzhou Island, and the other is to leave WSND.He was injured, and his future planning and mental state were severely damaged. More than once, he thought that the sky was falling and his life was hopeless.

But he survived these two times, the sky did not fall, and his life was good.He went higher and further.

This time... will you leave the professional arena?

If the nightmare came true, he would really have nothing left.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to procrastinate any longer. The torment of not seeing the ending day after day made him not able to rest well.He wasn't resting at all, he was torturing himself.

But before he could make a decision, he received a new piece of news.

The time was the afternoon of August 8th, and the sender, Kim Ji-soo, said in a short sentence: "End, I want it, I'm back to Korea."

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Transfer?"

Jin Zhixiu obviously heard the rumors that he ignored everyone, and was very happy to see the reply, and sent a series of emojis, answering: "Yes, transfer, F6."

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

Back to the old club?

For Jin Zhixiu himself, this might not be a good choice.But rumors and slander should be indispensable.

Zuo Zhengyi thought for a while and said, "The most important thing is to be able to play well, congratulations."

Jin Zhixiu seemed to sense Zuo Zhengyi's personal emotions from this sentence, and in turn comforted him: "Your hand injury will get better, don't worry."

Zuo Zhengyi said, "Thank you."

Jin Zhixiu said: "I will see you in the World Championship later."

He remembered what Fu Yong said when Zuo Zhengyi and Fu Yong left WSND together.

"If you are a brother, come and kill me." Jin Zhixiu sent a voice, imitating Fu Yong's accent in broken Chinese, and said, "Goodbye, End."

Zuo Zhengyi replied, "Goodbye."

The world is vast, and the flying tents are far away.

Every player is heading for his own future.

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a while, feeling a sense of loss in his heart.

He suddenly felt that not only he was leaving, but everything around him was leaving.Growth seems to be a process of constant loss.

He was immersed in sadness, but WeChat was still vibrating.

Absolutely: "Brother End."

Jue: "You have ignored me for 23 hours and 48 minutes :)"

Zuo Zhengyi: "..."

what to say.

Ji Jue is a person who will not leave.It was just a little annoying, he refused to give Zuo Zhengyi a little time to breathe, and he had to stick to it no matter what.

End: "You are so annoying."

Jue: "Who told you to always dry me up, you almost dried me up."

End: "..."

Jue: "Do you know how much I suffer when you don't reply to my messages?"

End: "I care about you."

Absolutely: ":("

Jue: "I want to see you."

End: "Not seen."

Jue: "Come on, we should talk about something face to face."

End: "What are you talking about?"

Absolutely: "The ones you don't want to talk about."

End: "..."

Zuo Zhengyi was silent for a while.

Ji Jue kept "typing" on WeChat, but after a long time, he only sent one sentence.

Jue: "Come? I'll wait for you here at 04:30 in the afternoon."

Absolutely: "[positioning]"

It's a coffee shop, not far from the e-sports park where their base is located, and not too far from the community where Zuo Zhengyi lives now.

The reason why Ji Jue chose to make an appointment outside instead of directly asking him for his address was obviously because he knew that he was unwilling to answer.He is more acceptable to meet in a strange place.

Even so, Zuo Zhengyi was somewhat resistant.

But he knew intellectually that Ji Jue was right, they should meet and have a chat.If he can't make a decision for a long time, he needs someone to push him behind and accompany him to face all this.

No matter what Ji Jue's status was, whether it was boyfriend, brother, or just ordinary friends, Zuo Zhengyi admitted that he needed him.

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi heaved a sigh of relief and decided to go to the appointment.

Take the subway and it's a short walk from the station.

The sun was no longer hot at four o'clock in the afternoon, Zuo Zhengyi deliberately slowed down and wandered around the street.He checked the time correctly, and just when the hands of the watch turned to [-]:[-], he finally pushed open the glass door of the coffee shop.

This store is called "Snow Mountain", and there are not many customers in the store, which is a bit deserted.

Zuo Zhengyi saw Ji Jue sitting by the window at a glance, Ji Jue also looked up, his eyes froze on him for a few seconds.

Zuo Zhengyi sat down opposite, and Ji Jue turned his gaze away, and asked in a low voice, "Are you losing weight again?"

"Is there?" Zuo Zhengyi casually responded, and also looked at Ji Jue.

Not seeing him for more than half a month, Ji Jue doesn't seem to be doing very well.

He himself is not as lively as he appears on WeChat, on the contrary, he is a bit too depressed.His eyes were dark and gloomy, and the eyes were dark, and the corners of his lips seemed to be hung with a heavy weight, and he couldn't lift them up.

Zuo Zhengyi's heart tightened, he couldn't tell what it was like.

Taking advantage of his silence, Ji Jue said, "It's great to see you."

"...What strange words." Zuo Zhengyi lowered his head, and there was a glass of latte in front of him, which Ji Jue ordered for him just now.

He picked up the coffee cup and used his right hand absent-mindedly for a moment. The heavy porcelain cup shook in his hand. The pain from his wrist forced Zuo Zhengyi to let go of his hand suddenly, and the bottom of the cup hit the tray with a crisp sound.

Zuo Zhengyi quickly withdrew his hands, his expression unchanged.

He got used to it, but Ji Jue was stunned for a moment, the words that just came to his mouth were stuck in his throat, and he didn't make a sound for several minutes.

Some moods don't need to be described in words, silence makes it more vivid.

In fact, Zuo Zhengyi's right hand not only couldn't hold the coffee cup, but also trembled a little when holding the chopsticks.It was a feeling of out-of-control convulsions, which made Zuo Zhengyi's emotions out of control again and again, uncertain.

But he will act normal in front of others.

As if nothing happened, he picked up the cup with his left hand and took a sip.

"Don't just stare at me." Zuo Zhengyi said, "What are we now? Online dating? Should I act the whole thing and show a little surprise at your real identity?"

"..."

He still has the strength to make jokes, but Ji Jue can't laugh at all.

"Go for the surgery." Ji Jue forgot all the pre-written abdominal drafts, and said in a hoarse voice, "Do it right away, please."

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Note: The flying pengs are far away from each other, and the cups in their hands are all in their hands. by Li Bai