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Zuo Zhengyi was unpacking the courier in his room, with the door ajar.

In order to prevent memory errors, he checked the phone number seven or eight times.No matter how you check it, it's wrong, a number has been tampered with.

Zuo Zhengyi dialed the wrong number with his mobile phone, and as expected, "The number you dialed is empty."

He stayed where he was, his blood flowed back for a while, and his body felt cold.

I don't know if it's because he can't figure it out, or because his brain's self-protection mechanism doesn't let him figure it out, he can't connect "Ji Jue's handwriting" with the "wrong number" and figure out a complete cause and effect.

Zuo Zhengyi crashed.

He stood still for ten minutes without moving.

The laughter of his teammates came from outside the door. The new coach is coming to the base tonight. The Korean man, Park Yecheng, has coached the RE team, the F6 team and the DN8 team in the Korean ECS division. He is one of the three famous ECS coaches. , broke up with RE at the end of last season, and then claimed to be in poor health and needed to rest, and has been at home all the time.

It must have taken a lot of effort for Scorpion to invite him here.

Although Pu Yecheng came, Sun Chunyu was not dismissed and still worked in the coaching staff.

Before the people arrived, Zhang Zili and Song Xianfeng started discussing other people's gossip.

This gossip is very exciting, even Zuo Zhengyi, who doesn't know foreign coaches well, has heard it a little bit.

It is said that Park Yecheng and RE broke up for complicated reasons.Among them, the daughter of the owner of the RE Club was involved. This young lady likes playing e-sports players, and accidentally formed a love triangle with the players and coaches, and then they broke up.

The rumors are exaggerated, I don't know which part is true and which part is false.

It is precisely because it is difficult to distinguish between true and false, and there are so many details, that there is room for discussion among people who eat melons.

Zuo Zhengyi's mind was numb, but his hearing was sharp.Voices from all directions surrounded him, and he heard Zhang Zili say, "I've seen the photos, Miss RE is very beautiful."

"Have you done it?" It was Song Xianfeng's voice, "Koreans like plastic surgery."

"She's not a star, what's the matter?"

"It's not a celebrity these days, you know what a fart."

"Ah, yes, yes, yes, you understand, you understand best, you know brother well!"

There was a sound of tables and chairs colliding outside, and the two seemed to be fighting.

Yan Qingyun fought aside: "I want to fight in the training room!"

Ji Jue came out of nowhere and interjected, "Are you bothered? Where's Zuo Zhengyi?"

Yan Qingyun said: "Go back to your room."

Then, footsteps approached.

It was Ji Jue who came over.

Zuo Zhengyi's stiff body finally thawed out. Not knowing what he was thinking, he kicked the door and locked it.

Ji Jue knocked on the door: "Brother, what are you doing with the locked door alone?"

The voice was very soft, with a hint of a smile, and it was a bit inexplicable to see him responding: "Baby? Brother End? Are you not there?"

"I'm sleeping, don't disturb me." Zuo Zhengyi lied faster than his brain turned, he didn't know what he was doing, an indescribable panic made him want to avoid Ji Jue - don't meet, don't meet, Otherwise—wait for him to think about it.

Zuo Zhengyi's hands began to tremble.

After the body "thawed", the soreness and pain spread slowly to all limbs and bones. He shook for a while, his eyes became dizzy, and he could barely stand still by holding on to the computer desk.

My heart beat faster, my breathing was difficult, and my lungs seemed to be on fire.Accompanied by tinnitus, Ji Jue's shouting became extremely loud.

But Zuo Zhengyi's brain still hadn't started to function normally. He didn't know what the cause was, he just felt that he couldn't breathe, and there was an invisible door in his heart that blocked everything that frightened him. He didn't want to open the door to check, but he knew— - It was Ji Jue, a Ji Jue he didn't want to see.

"Brother?" Ji Jue knocked on the door again, "What's wrong with you?"

Zuo Zhengyi didn't answer.

After a moment of silence, Ji Jue seemed to have noticed something, and his tone became cautious: "Are you in a bad mood? Who made you angry? Is it... me?"

"I apologize to you." Ji Jue said immediately, "Although, although I don't know what it is, it must be my fault that you are in a bad mood. I'm sorry, Zhengyi, I was wrong, so don't be unhappy."

Zuo Zhengyi remained silent.

Ji Jue pressed the doorknob and pushed hard.The door panel shook and couldn't be opened.

Zuo Zhengyi suddenly said: "I've already said it, don't bother me, you're so annoying."

"..."

Ji Jue stopped and said in a low voice: "Okay, you go to sleep first. When the new coach comes to the base later, do you want to come out and have a look? I'll call you when the time comes?"

"No need." Zuo Zhengyi said, "Hurry up, don't be verbose."

"Okay." Ji Jue agreed.

But there were no footsteps outside the door, obviously, he didn't leave.

Across a door, both of them could feel each other's presence, but neither made a sound, pretending that Ji Jue had already left.

Zuo Zhengyi suddenly suffered from angina and lay down on the bed, his eyes swollen with soreness.

He didn't want to recall, but many images jumped out of his mind uncontrollably.

When grandma came to Tanzhou Island, she was not only kind to him, but also kind to Ji Jue.Every time I buy snacks or make delicious food by myself, I always bring Ji Jue's portion.She boasted that little Ji Jue is obedient and smart, and he will be promising when he grows up.

At that time, Xiao Zhengyi curled his lips: "No way, he's so stupid! He's not as smart as me at all!"

Grandma laughed and said, "You two are smart kids."

She also said: "Although they are not biological brothers, but being able to grow up together is also due to the fate cultivated in the previous life."

The old man loves to talk about this, and she is very superstitious.Tell them anecdotes and anecdotes she experienced when she was a child, strange tales in the country.At that time, although Zuo Zhengyi was young, he already knew a lot of things, and said solemnly: "Grandma, there are no ghosts in this world, and there are no fox fairies either."

Ji Jue was very supportive, always pretending to be frightened by those ghost stories, which made grandma very happy.

Ji Jue is indeed smart, simply too smart.

There is nothing he wants that cannot be obtained, and there is nothing that he wants to do that cannot be accomplished.Even if he uses all means, he can hide the sky and cross the sea, and his scheming is terrifying.

The door couldn't be hidden.

Zuo Zhengyi knew a long time ago that today was not the first time he had seen his dark side, but why was he still shocked?

He was waiting outside the door.Infatuated, affectionate, as if he didn't know anything, hadn't done anything, so innocent and hypocritical.

Zuo Zhengyi couldn't bear it anymore, picked up an object and threw it at the door.

It was the game console next to his pillow. With a "bang", it was smashed into two halves.

Startled by the sound, Ji Jue couldn't help but said, "Brother, you—"

"I don't want to see you!" Zuo Zhengyi interrupted him, "Go away! Don't stay in front of my door!"

"..."

Ji Jue was silent for a while. It seemed that he was lucky and still didn't want to admit his guilt, so he asked, "What happened? Please make it clear first."

Zuo Zhengyi quickly got out of bed and opened the door.

Ji Jue wore a black shirt today. Zuo Zhengyi had the same style and bought it together.

But Zuo Zhengyi doesn't like to wear black, unlike Ji Jue, black clothes can also give off the feeling of a peacock spreading its tail.

Zuo Zhengyi glanced at Ji Jue's untied neckline, which was still hung with a pendant, which was the silver ring he had given him.

Yesterday Ji Jue was still saying that the wedding ring should be designed by someone, it is best to integrate their professional ID into it, Righting&End, unique.

— No wonder he was in a hurry to propose.

It turned out that Zuo Yi's appearance gave him a sense of crisis.

At this time Ji Jue had already entered the door and closed the door behind his back.He instinctively wanted to hug Zuo Zhengyi, and stretched out his arms to wrap him in his arms.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't hide, let him hold him, and asked abruptly, "Did you change the phone number?"

"..." Ji Jue froze.

Zuo Zhengyi asked again: "Where are those letters? Did you lose or burn them?"

"Speak!" Zuo Zhengyi pushed him hard, and Ji Jue's back hit the door, his expression still silent.

"Why don't you explain? Don't you usually speak very well?" Zuo Zhengyi held back his crying and made a few dull nasal voices, "Before you did these things, did you ever consider my mood? You only plan for yourself , you’re not afraid of me being sad at all, are you?”

"……no."

"Why not?" Zuo Zhengyi couldn't hold back his tears after all. He suddenly squatted on the ground, hugged his knees, and buried his face. "I thought it was grandma who didn't want me anymore. She, she is like me, it's not easy to depend on others. But it turned out not to be like this... It's your good deed, Ji Jue."

Zuo Zhengyi cried so hard that his shoulders shook, and his voice was soft, every sound seemed to be forced out from the depths of his heart: "You don't consider me, nor her mood. She treated you badly when she was on Tanzhou Island Do you have a conscience? Let her leave alone, unable to contact me until she dies—do you have a conscience, Ji Jue?! Do I owe you? I have been stabbed by you since I was a child, Where am I sorry for you?"

"elder brother……"

"Don't call me that."

Zuo Zhengyi stood up, getting up so quickly that his eyes darkened and he almost fell over.Ji Jue reached out to support him, but he threw it away: "You have nothing to say? You don't even make up an explanation?"

"I..." Ji Jue lowered his head, "I'm too scared, afraid that you will go with her, I'm sorry."

"That's it?" Zuo Zhengyi almost lost his breath, and cried even harder, "Do you know what you are talking about?—You made me and my grandma never see each other until we died! That is my only Darling! Why are you so selfish?!"

Zuo Zhengyi didn't want to look at him anymore, so he turned around and went to the computer desk and took out a few tissues to wipe his tears.But more and more tears were wiped away, and his sadness and anger also accumulated more and more.

Ji Jue is selfish, doesn't care about his feelings, and doesn't really love him, being with him is just a kind of self-satisfying enjoyment.This kind of selfish person really only cares about himself, because Ji Jue didn't want to lose him, so he let him lose his grandma - he would rather hurt him than himself, it's really funny.

Zuo Zhengyi died of embarrassment.

Fortunately, he also gratefully thought that Ji Jue was a gift of fate, which made up for his loneliness and misfortune of losing his relatives, and gave him a complete family.

But it turned out that Ji Jue wanted him to be lonely, to be miserable, and to have nothing around him, so he could only plunge into his arms——

Is this love?No, this is selfishness.

Zuo Zhengyi really wanted to kill Ji Jue, no matter how deep the hatred was, there would be no more.

With nothing else at hand, he picked up a tissue box and threw it at Ji Jue, "You selfish ghost." Zuo Zhengyi cried so hard that his voice trembled, and he couldn't use much strength, "What do you think of me? Is it your property? Even if you keep a pet, you have to consider its mood, right? But you only care about yourself, not afraid of me being sad, and you still say love every day, you liar, scum—why don’t you go Die!"

His hand hit Ji Jue, and Ji Jue suddenly grabbed him.

"Isn't it easy for me to die?" Ji Jue said coldly, "Anyway, you won't be sad when I die - look at the way you shed tears for your grandma, it proves that I did the right thing at the beginning, otherwise we would still be where we are today? You love her more than me."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was stunned for a moment. He was shocked by Ji Jue's ignorance, so he didn't say anything for a while.

Ji Jue lived like a psychopath - a normal person wouldn't talk like this at this time.

He was still holding Zuo Zhengyi's wrist, and the two wrestled for a long time, leaving a glaring red mark on their fair skin.Zuo Zhengyi's heart was broken, his wrist hurt, and Ji Jue in front of him was both familiar and unfamiliar.What is familiar is that he knew Ji Jue's nature long ago, what is strange is that Ji Jue pretended to be a gentle boyfriend in front of him for so long, and suddenly stopped pretending, he was not used to it.

"Why don't you refute?" Ji Jue suddenly pushed him against the door and pressed him down, "Speak up, brother, say you love me and love me the most—why don't you say it?"

"..."

"Do you want to break up with me?" Ji Jue grabbed Zuo Zhengyi's chin, "I guessed it? You see, you are not willing to lose anything, but you can lose me. I will always be your last option, Your grandma, your game, everything about you is ahead of me. For these, you would rather dump me. You still call me selfish?"

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi's tears got stuck on his lower eyelashes, and it took a long time for a drop to roll off.

He was so angry that his head was going to explode, his throat was choked, and he said incoherently: "What nonsense are you talking about? It is obvious that you did something that hurt me, but you bite me back and blame me. How can I be sorry for you? Until now you still refuse to do it for me think about it--"

"Did you think about me?" Ji Jue said suddenly, "I transferred to Scorpion for your smooth transfer. I begged my parents in a low voice and was forced to reconcile with them. You don't know and you don't care. You are my mother Annoyed, turned around and told me to break up, and vented all my anger on me, and I was not allowed to get too close to them, because they are 'outsiders', I must stand by your side and let you go."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi's expression froze.

Ji Jue was so sullen that he almost wanted to crush his jaw: "You can be selfish and only think about yourself, but I can't. It doesn't matter, anyway, I am willing to be your dog and be ordered around by you. But if you want to break up , let me tell you Zuo Zhengyi——no way, you will give up this kind of heart in your life."